#1 LOSER

this is my public diary say hi!

[sailatina3]

I like characters who are women and they suck and are bad people. Bonus points if she never really faces consequences.

[bandagedthoughtsblog]

[luzerra]

20k rank in neet 🤣🤣🤣🤣 bro is NOT getting mumbai ❤️❤️❤️ really happy

[luzerra]

not joking on the happy part like i am glad i won't be doing mbbs fuck man i don't wanna waste my whole fucking life :( i just wanna make art so bad for the rest of my life

[luzerra]

20k rank in neet 🤣🤣🤣🤣 bro is NOT getting mumbai ❤️❤️❤️ really happy

[luzerra]

making fun of someone's height is just as bad as making fun of someone's weight btw!!! body shaming is body shaming.

[luzerra]

i know this because i may or may not have had passive suicidal ideation because of my body dysmorphia 🤣 (im ok now i think)

like i just can't change my body i can lose weight i can build muscle i can grow my intellect i can be the nicest person on the planet have the funniest personality but i can't stretch my legs any longer than they are and i'm sorry but if you are making fun of it i will take it very personally

[luzerra]

making fun of someone's height is just as bad as making fun of someone's weight btw!!! body shaming is body shaming.

[luzerra]

listening to anchorite in a public setting is NOT for the weak

[luzerra]

jackie shauna literally have my whole heart btw i am physically unable to think of anything other than them and the fics i read oh god this teenage girl thing is catching up to me

[luzerra]

im so glad i rediscovered the joy of lesbian fanfics i am however really disappointed that i rediscovered that during the last week of my neet prep

[luzerra]

nothing in my life is going as planned. re-neet. i am unable to make the album i wanted to. i am not able to find a career path for myself. i don't know what i want to do in life. i don't know how my relations will be in the future. i don't know if i will ever be able to escape this shit ass country. i am losing my sense of self. i feel like nobody gives a shit about anybody. i feel so isolated. i feel so irresponsible, so useless. i can't do anything properly. i am a disgrace to my family. i don't how i will come out as queer to my family. i don't know how i'm gonna survive while also being the sole retirement plan of my parents. will i ever afford a house? will i ever find my people? will i even be capable of love? what if i die alone? what if i die before i am able to prove myself? what if i die while i'm grinding for a fullfilling life? what if

[luzerra]

i am such a dead weight to all of humanity

[luzerra]

lowkey might be a lesbian but idk i think telling people im bi feels 'safer' ughhhhhh when. does this agony end

[luzerra]

bro i just had a dream that i kissed a girl and you know? EVERYTHING clicked into place like it felt like i was Made for this

but alas it was a dream 🤣🤣🤣😂😂 i genuinely can't believe ive become so pathetic

[luzerra]

car seat headrest i love youuuu mwahhhhh

[luzerra]

NEET FUCKING OVERRRRRFFFFFFRRRRRT

[luzerra]

i think i spoke too soon 😬

[luzerra]

NEET FUCKING OVERRRRRFFFFFFRRRRRT

[luzerra]

i believe in do nothing mondays. because if u do productive shit on mondays, how will u lock in on tuesdays? <3

[luzerra]

its so funny that ife given up on tuesdays too now. and wednesdays. i just refuse to study and stull get 550 marks idk what im doing with my lufe