lover's light.

written by maddie. nsfw.

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"... Maybe it might be best for you to not work right now." Mercy allowed her hand to gently rub Eiji's back, hoping to comfort him. "If finding a job is so hard right now... maybe this is a good chance for you to heal, to learn how to live... normally." A small, comforting smile graced her lips: she knew Eiji was frustrated, and she couldn't blame him. "We can adjust our roles in this marriage however we want to make things work. As long as you and I are both willing to communicate. "

            HE RAISED an eyebrow. “So you want me to just...stay home?” Eiji had never considered it. Receiving rejection after rejection was starting to take it’s toll on him. But leaving Mercy the sole breadwinner after living a life as hectic as his once was sounded like too drastic of a change. And yet... “...I can’t say you’re wrong, though.” A sigh, and fingers rubbing his temples. All of this stuff really did give him a headache, now that he thought about it. “Bein’ a homemaker might be what I really need. It’ll get my mind right, at least.”

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42st replied to your post: ive been feeling like my writing is boring to read...

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ive been feeling like my writing is boring to read lately so i’m trying to spice my style up w more emotional input from the character im writing for!!! so far i really like it im gonna keep working on it

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hyoukan:

       `   i’ve never even held hands with another boy before .   `  she supplies a perfunctory answer in return to his rhetorical question . his joke goes amiss  /  it doesn’t cross her mind to consider it something said in jest , even with the telltale sign of the smirk evident in his voice . her perception is hazed in fog  :  diminutive details seldom escape her notice  , but her focus had been robbed , for the dizzying heat emitting between them had overwhelmed her brain and her heart . her hand slides naturally into place between his ,  entwining their fingers together to really sell the whole ‘ couple ‘ schtick . `

       `   if it’s you …   `  she finds herself saying , voice trailing off as she takes the lead in resuming their hunt . `  it’s okay. he’s walking a lot faster now .   `

            HIS TEASING remarks unsurprisingly fly right over her head. A low sigh. Tohru even found her naivety attractive. This woman was too much for him. When she grabbed his hand he laced his long, pale fingers with hers without a second thought. His mind silently applauds her for her forward thinking, but his heart cursed her for pulling him deeper and deeper into this fantasy. A fantasy that he knew was only meant to be seen, and never touched.

            ‘If it’s you...’ What, then it would be okay?             Please.             Like she would let some filthy yakuza have his way with her.             Get real.

            “...YOU’RE RIGHT. We can’t lose him, so keep your eyes on him.”              On me.             On me.             I want your eyes on me. Don’t look at anybody else.

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Fingers gently toy with a lock of dark brown hair as Mercy lies on her side, eyeing the features of her husband with loving, warm eyes. The sheets of their futon draped and covered her bare body, her neck and chest decorated with bruises after the two had taken the opportunity to enjoy some well-deserved intimacy. Now she and him could enjoy the warm afterglow. " You know, I nagged you a lot in the beginning about growing out your hair, but... I think I like it a lot now. Looks good on you. "

       THE EXPRESSION he held was one meant for Mercy’s eyes only--A soft smile, reddened cheeks, and bright (yet obviously tired) eyes that spoke truths that his lips couldn’t. Both during and after their act, Eiji still couldn’t bring himself to keep his hands off of her, calloused fingers lightly trailing up and down her thigh as she played with his hair. “Looks like it just needed time to grow on you. Even I’m surprised I stuck with it for this long.”

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tepiidus:

          “ Maybe just ordering in will work, ” Mercy replied, sighing a  bit as she brought up feet up onto the couch, letting her hand gently rub one of them. “ I really don’t want to go out again, work was hell today… ” Work buddies playing hooky to hang out with some hostesses, causing quite the ruckus.

          IT DOESN’T take him long to decide that he would set aside time to massage her feet, he knew soreness when he saw it. He should do something nice for her as her husband, anyway. “Alright. In the mood for anything in particular?” Eiji takes out his phone, already pulling up a myriad of options. “And tell me about it in a bit. You need a foot rub after I place our order.”

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tepiidus:

          “ … If you’re sure… ” It was obvious, however, that Mercy was quite apprehensive. Eyes looked back to glance at the open kitchen. “ I didn’t expect you to actually be home, so I didn’t really prepare  anything for dinner… Sorry… ” Most nights these days, she really just… snacked. Small things here and there, the occasional actual meal, but never anything well-prepared. That realization left a slight twinge in her chest.

         “DON’T WORRY about it. You didn’t have to.” Why would          she prepare a hot, delicious meal if she was the only one          at the dinner table, he thought bitterly. “Wanna go on a food run?          Or do you want somethin’ delivered? I know some places that          should still be open.”

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hyoukan:

        HER HEART RATE KICKS INTO OVERDRIVE. her breath hitches in her throat , the abrupt shift in position prompting an unseemly squeak to spill out , and the intimate warmth that pushed against as their bodies melded together drove an involuntary shiver to ripple violently up the length of her spine. this immodest proximity was expected , for they’d been forced into a compromising situation on more than one occasion , but it never got easier for someone as fainthearted as her . 

       `  h - hah … i feel dizzy now …  ` fingers dig into his shoulder blades , straining to steady herself and regain lost composure , and her mouth parts to speak more , but the sensation of a pair of lips (  still , unmoving , frozen , but —   !!  ) coming into contact with her neck draws out a graceless whimper . 

       end result  :  he was , at last , on the move again . 

            FINALLY HEARING a set of rushed footsteps, he smiles against her skin--And selfishly lingers in their current position for an extra minute. “What? A man’s never held you up like this before? You’re missin’ out.” He jokes, but Eru was the one who unknowingly had him in her palm. Her warmth, her voice, even her scent was starting to overload his senses. The gangster hid it quite well however--That is, until the thought of dropping the act and pouncing on her for real caused him to quickly set her back down on her feet, backing away to give her personal space. He was probably making her uncomfortable, he shamefully told himself.

            EMERALD EYES dart back to the target, confirming that there wasn’t too much distance between them. His trademark smirk tugs at his lips.

            “COME ON. I’ll show you more later if you want.”             Another joke. Tohru wishes it wasn’t.

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tepiidus:

          “ Are you sure you’re here for the night? ” Thick,  groomed eyebrows furrowed as she looked at Eiji, gently leaning into his form. “ Remember last week when you said you were here for the night? ”

          HE SIGHS at the mention of the past--Though he knew that she had every right to doubt him. “Last week Kiku and her girls got caught up with the wrong crowd at 3AM and she was too scared to call her dad. Next time it happens, I’ll call him for her.” Eiji gently rubs her side. “And Tohru’s handling my boys if any shit goes down. Whatever happens, I’ll deal with it tomorrow.”

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tepiidus:

          “ Figured as much. ” She allows herself to sit down beside her husband, reaching out to rub his back. “ Are you here for the night? Or do you have to leave again? ”

            HIS ARM REFLEXIVELY wraps around her waist once             she’s seated, pulling her close to his side. “Here for the             night, actually. World won’t end if I’m not on the streets             for a night.”

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@lvmier liked for a STARTER with MERCY.

        “ Who the hell do you think you’re talking to? You still stuck in work-mode? ”

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         “SHIT--MY BAD. I am.” Rubs his temples.           “I know not to get that tone with you.”

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        `   assuming this position for longer than necessary is making me lightheaded . why won’t he resume walking  ?  is he aware that he’s being followed by us  ?    `  the leg brazenly hooked around the other’s waistline for the sake of appearances was beginning to tremble  /  her muscles were growing exhausted from fatigue  : strained from having it raised for so long . 

☆*ヾ @lvmier  /  and  yet , and yet , why did I say goodbye ?

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            “STAY IN CHARACTER until he’s on the move again. I’ll help you, so hold onto me.” With a low grunt, Yamada holds up both of her legs and presses his body against hers, placing them against the wall. This way, he could support her weight and Eru could lean on him to rest. The only downside was how close their lower halves were. “If a couple getting ready to fuck in an alleyway doesn’t put a spring in his step, nothing will.” The gangster rests his lips on her neck and goes no further for now--They just have to put on a convincing show, after all.

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i’m a teen on my way to college soon and wanna do as much art as i can before i get busy, so might as well make some pocket change out of it yeah? i only accept payment in USD and through paypal!! my paypal email is [email protected]!!

things i WILL do: OCs, canon characters, ship art (depending on ship), fanart, mild nsfw

things i WON’T do: furries/animals, undertale, homestuck, mlp

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