How was he so blind? He always found himself wanting to be on top, the strongest mutant/being in the world, and yet, now that exact sort of order was aligning itself right in front of him, and yet, he seemed to care naught for it. Wasn’t this what he wanted in the end? For mutants to be on top, and all others at the bottom?
If he was technical about it, he wanted himself on top and all others beneath him, but that thinking only got him so far.
"You would think that — a terrible leader. Certainly not someone who ruled over an entire dimension for a majority of their life, with countless followers ready to lay their lives on the line for him. No. That’s certainly not me. Not at all.
I’ve done more in leadership than you’ve ever done. And listen well when I tell you this — this was no act of hiding with my tail between my legs. It’s called letting things play out, watching from the sidelines for a way in. Let the others take their falls before stepping in. Less competition in the long run that way. Don’t make assumptions you know nothing about.
You’re just damn well lucky I don’t find you as part of my competition. Or you’d be dead by now. I don’t think I’d have the heart to kill you though.”
That does not make you a good leader, it makes you manipulative. Just because there are those who are loyal to you and worshiped you it doesn’t make you able to make decisions that are good for your people. You intended to lead them into a war, one you had no purpose starting at the time. This is all entirely different, it was provoked, the straw that broke the camels back. If you can’t see the difference you’re as blind as you ever were.
You can’t— it took a moment for those words to sink in, and when they fully did he smiled as kind as ever. That’s where we differ.
"I had reason. Albeit, perhaps, not a good one. But, whatever the case the case may be, I was seen as--" It took Brian's words a bit to really hit home, but when they did, they brought Azazel's speech to a grinding halt. Was he hearing things right? If he was, those were words he never expected to hear come from Brian's mouth.
"And why the sudden change in heart? If I remember correctly, you were the one who wanted to stand between the angels and I, to protect my life. And now, should I happen to step in your way, you'd rather just pick me off and move on? You've flipped onto your head like the rest of the world."