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@lyanajux
i haven't been on tumblr in literally years but i just needed somewhere private to get my thoughts out so i can get it out of my system rather than saying weird shit where people who know me can see and get suspicious or worry
im not magically cured or anything but im doing ok in a way where being here is probably gona pull me down instead of just giving me a venting space. so i am logging out of this acct (and i don't remember the password so i probably won't be back for at least a long while)
hopefully this is a good thing but we shall see
i know i don't have friends on here, but i genuinely do have so much love for everyone who struggles in this way and i hope for healing for all of you. hang in there 💗
fuck it im going to lose 15lbs in a week i just am
i love them and i believe they love me but i still don't want them to see my body because they'll realise how ugly i am and they won't love me anymore
i am intensely uncomfortable with what im wearing today and it's too late to change im on the bus i feel so disgusting i could cry
made it thru the day. the discomfort did not subside at all. but im home now and it's all good.
being a person is so unnecessarily difficult
i am intensely uncomfortable with what im wearing today and it's too late to change im on the bus i feel so disgusting i could cry
someone asked me if i wanted to go swimming at the beach and it has made me cry
my nice swimming costume doesn't fit and i don't know where my other one is and the thought of anyone seeing me in a swimming costume is making me want to throw up
i just realised my period is due tomorrow so maybe that's why i gained so much and maybe that's why ive been struggling so much with it mentally 😪
im just
really unhappy with being back at my sw
on top of everything else
it's fucking with me
oh. yeah. i just remembered the whole problem is i actually need to lose weight bc 90% of my wardrobe does not fit me and i cannot afford to replace all of my clothing 😒
this is such a piss take. losing weight is so triggering. how am i meant to recover in my brain while still losing weight in my body. this is the worst
fabiana montenegro
okay like i really wish i could put my energy into being okay with my body the way it is rather than obsessing over making it differed. i know this is obvious and ive known it the whole time but it's so much easier said than done. i just. i look at people with bodies that are similar to mine and bigger and heavier and curvier and fatter than mine and i truly think they're beautiful and then i look at myself and i am horrified and disgusted no matter the size. i know i wouldn't actually be happier if i took up less space. i know it's just another avenue for self loathing.
i really hope that working on my self esteem in general will bleed out into feeling less dreadful about my appearance tho bc even when im feeling pretty okayish about myself as a person i can still look in the mirror and give myself a fuckin crisis and idk what im meant to do about that
