So, I just wanted to make a video because I wanted to express how I feel right now. Uh, so today, I was on Ellen and it was a lot of fun. She’s amazing, it was her birthday. Happy birthday, Ellen! But I was really nervous and I think I was nervous because i’m just, I was afraid of what people are thinking about me right now. It’s been a minute since I’ve been in a public appearance and I didn’t want to come off arrogant or conceited or basically how I’ve been acting the past year, year and a half. And I was, I’m not who I was pretending to be. Why I say pretending is often, we pretend to be something we’re not as a cover up of what we’re truly feeling inside. And there were a lot of feelings going on in there. Um, just being young and growing up in this business is hard, growing up in general is hard but um, yeah, I just felt awkward up there. I felt like people were judging me and I really want people to know how much I care, how much I care about people and how i’m not that person to say “I don’t give a fuck,” you know? I’m not that kid. I’m a person who genuinely cares and although what’s happened in the past has happened I just want to make the best impression on people and be kind and loving and gentle and soft and although people can call me a “softy” that’s how my mom raised me.
Justin Bieber (x)
