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[lyslex]

names lyra or mikey ! genderfluid, queer, he/she, never they. 17 yrs old <3

not new to this side of tumblr. had atypical 4n4, went into recovery mid 2025 which turned into a binge ed. im tired of being like this.

i have a high cw, frankly im obese, and just knowing that im not saying it should tell you enough. ill be marking goals by the amount of wl.

I am not looking for a coach. id gladly take friends, but not coaches.

other than whats obvious, im very into music, im a performer, and a big fan of almost all genres but especially pop punk, and rock.

goal 1: -5 lbs

goal 2: -10 lbs

goal 3: -15 lbs (reward: clothes shopping spree)

goal 4: -20 lbs

more to be added as needed <3

[lyslex]

i had just made it over a year clean, roughly. i hate this.

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he is the motivation of all time are you kidding me

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knock on wood, i am out of this awful binging phase. i gotta survive tmrw, but hopefully if i just eat what i pack and nothing from the staff room (hell, i wont go to the staff room) then all should go well.

[lyslex]

one of my biggest motivations has been my never ending fascination with elves. my desire to emulate them doesnt quite end.

[lyslex]

my trick is that if i buy spmething high cal ill just. give it as an offering to my deity(god of indulgence). and then i wont end up eating it because its not mine to eat. excellent strat

[lyslex]

i have a new fav safe meal <3 feeling wonderful<33

[lyslex]

ive started pilates and holy shit ive had hour long workouts that felt less intense

[lyslex]

Hi hi, I am also obese and on a wl journey. Would you like to be mutuals?

hihi^^ definetely worth noting im not losing weight in a healthy way, i have disordered patterns of thinking. id love to be mutuals, but i dont wanna promote dangerous mentalities to those i dont have to. im only saying this because your blog looks very 'normal' so to say, so my assumptione may be wrong

[lyslex]

bro. fuckin award banquet then after my family wants to get chinese food. so cake, pizza, chips, etc, and then chinese buffet. ive ate like nothing today but still.

[lyslex]

the irony of being a worshipper of dionysus and having a restrictive ed isnt lost on me

[lyslex]

math exam,, actually going to die #missmewhenimgone

[lyslex]

i fuckinf love my bf guys i stopped being a whore for a man n for once its workimg out 🙏🙏 anyway exam tmrw. meaning. in 4 hrs (havent slept) (its my worst subject) (math)

[lyslex]

sigh i know all (checks notes like 10 ppl) the hoes go to tumblr user lyslex page for like. biweekly 3d posts but guys lowk going through big relationship issues n need help

[lyslex]

might be doing omad for the first time in a good bit because my parents got me a switch for my bday (not for qnother week but shhh) and im just so terrible locked in on pokemon champions,,,

[lyslex]

the feeling of my low hp glass canon ass absol one shotting some mother fuckers mega evolved gengar is a better feeling than any binge🙏🙏

[lyslex]

might be doing omad for the first time in a good bit because my parents got me a switch for my bday (not for qnother week but shhh) and im just so terrible locked in on pokemon champions,,,

[lyslex]

mikey vs. falling for old men</3 neverrr winning that battle

[lyslex]

if this man ghosts me i will go ballistic. i will go insane and it will be everyones problem moots im warning u now i will never shut up

[lyslex]

its almost funny. irs almost fuckinffunny