[m-writings]

"Your competition is not physical attraction, nor is it heart’s desires. Your competition is mental connection, emotional intelligence. Your key is understanding what a woman needs emotionally and mentally. " - S,Y.

[m-writings]

"I wish you weren't funny too. When I think of you beside me, It's as if you are a great sculpture; The work of art people come for From miles around. I am the shadow, that only gets to kiss beside it when the sun hits just right.  When I think of you beside me, I think of great Kings and Queens. The kind where their names seem to glow golden, Even in the history books. I am the fallen in battle, The one who led the charge.  A lingering name but Not worth remembering. When I think of you beside me, I think back to learning parabolas in math.  The hours I spent factoring formulas, For that delicious 'Ah-ha!' moment. That moment never seems to comes In this equation.  If I had anything, It was the laughter that seemed to echo The rooms I would walk through.  Imagine my surprise, When hours after our meeting, My cheeks still ached from your humor. You have always been breathtaking, I wish you weren't funny too. " - S,Y.

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"Loving you was literally playing tug of war, If you feel me letting you go Fear gets you tugging at me with your life And if I’m trying to catch you, You drift farther away from me I’m tired of going to war with you every single night Of feeling like a lonely soldier, sacrificing for a cause that’s unknown even to him. Of wearing my armor only to be stripped bear of it, Of fighting for you, even in my sleep I beg of you, Pick a side already, and let me be. Let me stick your daggers in deeper Once and for all Until I’ve finally learned my lesson. Until it’s time And I will finally say goodbye." - S,Y.

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"How can I wish you well? When I wish someday you’d turn around And realize what you’ve lost Someone who would’ve given the world to you Someone who would’ve put you before anything Someone who cared about you so deeply They stepped over their own heart for you to be happy. And I wish you’d turn around and realize it’s too late Realize what could have been, And no matter how much you beg, how much you plead I’m forever gone." - S,Y.

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"Someone to be as soft and gentle with you as your past has never been." - S,Y.

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"I do not know how our paths crossed Or why my heart feels like a piece of your past, Why your eyes are so familiar to mine Like strangers, hunting through lifetimes for a glance I do not know how you tie my fate to yours Or where it will take me Farther or ever close Like inseparable thread, woven into our fingertips with just a touch of hands A grasp you pray it never slips And I do not know how you heard me calling for you, through a sound I’ve long forgotten Through my chambers of emotion, Through the night that engulfed me Like a pindrop into an endless ocean, But here is what I do know, I’ve spent a lifetime wondering where these feet will carry me Where this kind heart will take me And what my goodness will get me I’ve been on fire all my life I’ve been spinning to no avail Wondering when these tired limbs will fail And to my wonder, I awoke and there you were The home that sheltered me The love that fluttered me The safety that protected me The water that rescued me And the center that grounded me, And as I lit the tunnel for you Your light, my love.. became the fire of my loins. And I know, I could ask for no more than you." - S,Y.

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"Most of the time i wonder If I am really the one Am i only a comfort That was comfortable to own Do you wonder about me As i often do Get lost in my worries of you Do you conjure me Like I do Every night when I’m needing you  I wonder If you get scared of loving me wholeheartedly As i do for you If the man still desires When the eyes won’t meet And the awe seems to be gone If I could ever make you happy Or just settle you down for the unknown" - S,Y.

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"How is she to know What lies at heart When the words are unspoken  The days go by without her Until she’s long forgotten  How is she to know If she’s at heart When she sees your ghosts Lingering in your eyes More than she ever did How is she to know That her love is worth giving When all she prays for Is a gentle life But the waves keep pulling How is she to know.." - S,Y.

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"I’m sad I didn’t collect seashells On that night you clamped your arms around me When the waves were so soft I could hear your heart melting into mine You see I’ve held seashells from every shore I’ve been to To collect my fair share of the world Seas that have embraced me But left me lost in my ways But the only shore I’ve landed on Was in your arms It was only then I realized  I found my fair share of the world." - S,Y.

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“A river forgetting its source: I have wandered long, wandered far.  Through a web, a membrane that has no more to shed through any light.. Tied deeply into memories, longings.. I’ve lost my will to fight.. Forgotten that soulful little girl I’ve left far behind, All the joy she carried into people’s lives, the dreams she aspired..  The hope to carry the path of those footsteps she so deeply admired, The keychains rattling, looking for her.. telling her to come home.. To remember what she once truly was.. A river with a never ending source." - S,Y.

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If only I can count the letters I’ve written to the dead,

If only I can bury them

If only I can bury myself with them.

- M,Y.

[m-writings]

Just a little romance, just a little dance

To keep my heart in a trance.

- M,Y.

[m-writings]

I’ll stand on my tippy toes just to be closer to you.

M,Y.

[m-writings]

Traveling skies

Pass me by

Looking down onto bruised souls

Knowing hope is a lie

Yet still

Traveling skies

Pour false belief onto my heart

It’s gonna be alright you poor child, they say

But alright was never on the way

- M,Y.

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What if the world could hold us no longer

And our souls were tied into a harboring existence

And your hands

Could no longer find mine?

Would you touch the stars

And think of me?

Kiss the dust

And think of me?

Paint the air

With your pain,

And think of me?

Would you stab your heart

Until mine bleeds

And think of me..

- M,Y.

[m-writings]

I will break my bones,

Loving you

I will twist and moan,

Calling for you

And even though my heart is full of sorrow

And I’ve got not time left to borrow

I’ll lock your chains myself

And tie your noose around my heart

And follow you

Like a wounded animal

Pull me in your directions

I will crawl

I will break my bones

Loving you

I belong to you now

I belong to you.

- M,Y.

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I am doomed to desolate,

An eternity of being lost.

M,Y.