[m0rgzilla]

You are really great at always trying to validate people's feelings. Thank you for that. This is not a question.

I don’t know when this was sent to me because I do not ever check my Tumblr, but thank you. An unexpected positive moment. I appreciate it very much.

[surreelust]

Cover illustration by John Holmes for OMNI Magazine (1981)

[surreelust]

Stirring Up a Storm by Joe Webb (2014)

[m0rgzilla]

Sometimes I feel like I'm the friend people forget to surprise visit or make a big hoot about when I do something cool. Most likely this isn't true; most likely everyone feels like that sometimes. But I think it feels a little extra crummy for me because my parents literally never celebrate me or think about me. They actually sort of go out of their way to do the opposite... So I unfortunately kind of depend on my friends/other loved ones for it. Which isn't their fault or even their responsibility honestly. It's just weird. I also wonder if I'm "forgotten" (if I'm even actually forgotten or if I just convince myself that cuz self-worth) because I am so empathetic and prone to shrugging things off. Like maybe they think I have a higher threshold to support myself or something. If that were true, that kinda sucks. Also this is all vague. I kind of mean, if one of my friends almost died in a car wreck I would drop everything to go see them. Like I would go out of town if need be. Also no one makes an effort to come to Wichita for my birthday (and the people here don't make an effort to make my birthday special). Landon would have done that this year, but we had broken up a couple days before my birthday and had felt it inappropriate to follow through and I understood. But I felt so emotional over just his *intention* to throw me a surprise party. I dunno. This is such a pity party post. But the good news is after I post this I'll probably get distracted and stop feeling this way. Also honestly I'm probably wrong. People I really love also really love me. I just struggle remembering what it feels like sometimes.

[driflloon]

aviv schneider

[m0rgzilla]

my hunny @yungdevotion we looked too cute to not post four gifs

[m0rgzilla]

The other week my friend and I experienced a serious car wreck that could have cost us our lives. I'm thankful for all the tiny circumstances that were just so to keep that from happening. She made this collage to help cope and I don’t ever want to lose the image.

it looked like a long way down | c. ragatz

[m0rgzilla]

You. ❤

[caraincertezza]

Tu vai pazza per le parole, vero?

“Tu vai pazza per le parole, vero?” – Guardò Lenore. – “Vero che vai pazza per le parole?” “Cioè? Che significa?” “Significa che mi dài l’idea di una che va pazza per le parole. O forse pensi che siano loro a essere pazze.” “In che senso?” Lang guardò nel tavolino di vetro, poi si toccò distrattamente il labbro superiore, con un dito. “Nel senso che le prendi terribilmente sul serio”, – disse. – “Tipo come se fossero un bisturi, o una motosega che rischia di tagliarti con la stessa facilità con cui taglia gli alberi.” 

David Foster Wallace

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Toni Halonen

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Al Burian

[gallowhill]

[m0rgzilla]

He accidentally dropped the soda we sneaked in and it rolled all the way to the bottom of the theatre probably, then I tried to go find it but I dropped the bag of M&Ms we snuck in and they spread all over the floor. And we both cried a little bit about the movie!

[m0rgzilla]

very into mustardy tones right now

[maerials]

George Sowden

[m0rgzilla]

The best 99¢ I've ever spent

[lydiamamalis]

ink and brush + watercolor phrenology chart