m4lexxx67

Anna; she/her; over 18 y/o; nerd; I tend to talk and swear a lot so you've been warned; also I have no idea what the fuck I'm doing; my ao3 is @malexxx; might post some of my art; I have a therapist approved best friend; latest obsession: DnD and Danger Days; feel free to send asks if you have any :)

[nekoning]

the use of AI lately has made me feel so hopeless, i translated pages of an unfinished fanzine of mine so i can remember why i love art...i hope it can resonate with anyone feeling the same way

[m4lexxx67]

I have reached the level of tiredness where you're brain actually becomes smarter. Things make sense in a way they have never made sense before

[m4lexxx67]

Like what do you mean fluorescence spectrums and Jablonski diagrams actually connect in a non-abstract way??? Why has no one in the past TWO FUCKING YEARS or however long it was since this topic came up for the first time that the emitted light IS AN ENERGY DIFFERENCE??? The wavelength in the fluorescence spectrum is the energy difference between the states that are illustrated in the Jablonski diagrams. SOMEONE SHOULD HAVE TOLD ME THAT!!!! I should not figure this out in my 6th semester and only figure it out because of sleep deprivation!!!

And yeah implicitly they said that I guess, but this is so essential for understanding all of this (and by understanding I mean capital U Understanding, not just "learning by heart and in theory it kinda makes sense but no idea what that means in practice) that you should really state that explicitly.

(Honorary mention to my favourite professor who taught me that implicit/explicit thing, it may be one of the most valuable things he ever taught me. He said that when he told us that Schrödinger's equation is an energy equation. No one else ever explicitly said that, and every time someone brings up Schrödinger's equations I feel so glad that he told me and I'm a lot less confuses. Still confused, but it's not as bad as it could be)

[m4lexxx67]

Just this picture and "The light is an energy difference" would probably have been enough. I'm genuinely upset that no one ever fucking thought of doing this!!

[cordspaghetti]

boy zone for dragoshkas

[m4lexxx67]

I have reached the level of tiredness where you're brain actually becomes smarter. Things make sense in a way they have never made sense before

[m4lexxx67]

Like what do you mean fluorescence spectrums and Jablonski diagrams actually connect in a non-abstract way??? Why has no one in the past TWO FUCKING YEARS or however long it was since this topic came up for the first time that the emitted light IS AN ENERGY DIFFERENCE??? The wavelength in the fluorescence spectrum is the energy difference between the states that are illustrated in the Jablonski diagrams. SOMEONE SHOULD HAVE TOLD ME THAT!!!! I should not figure this out in my 6th semester and only figure it out because of sleep deprivation!!!

And yeah implicitly they said that I guess, but this is so essential for understanding all of this (and by understanding I mean capital U Understanding, not just "learning by heart and in theory it kinda makes sense but no idea what that means in practice) that you should really state that explicitly.

(Honorary mention to my favourite professor who taught me that implicit/explicit thing, it may be one of the most valuable things he ever taught me. He said that when he told us that Schrödinger's equation is an energy equation. No one else ever explicitly said that, and every time someone brings up Schrödinger's equations I feel so glad that he told me and I'm a lot less confuses. Still confused, but it's not as bad as it could be)

[m4lexxx67]

I have reached the level of tiredness where you're brain actually becomes smarter. Things make sense in a way they have never made sense before

[lonelymoonlight-mp3]

ITS THEY/THEM FRANK IERO 2026 HAPPY THEY/THEM FRANK IERO 2026

[thefuzzydave]

[drinkyourjuiceshelby]

[stupidbeecandle]

I lived and worked in a lighthouse at a previous job.  There was a thick line painted in a circle around the shack where the fog signal was kept.  The line represented how close you could get to the fog signal without experiencing physical harm in the form of eardrums shattering or worse.

Even in the house it was LOUD.  Probably the loudest thing I have ever experienced but at a normal, predictable interval.  You would begin to time your sentences with little pauses with the rest of the lighthouse crew so you would talk like this while making your………..HORN…………. tea and then carry on talking because you knew when it would go off.  It rattled the walls and the dishes in our cabinet.

At least one girl had died there. They kept photos of her everywhere “in honor of her sacrifice” because she had decided to take the winter watch alone and died in a storm where bounders the size of mini vans had been lifted out of the ocean and left scattered across the island, to say nothing of the ice chunks.  People weren’t allowed to be alone on the watch after that.

One day a dead moose washed up on shore and it took my entire crew all day but we managed to rig up a line to hang it up to dry because we thought having a moose skeleton in the house would really spice the living room up a bit.  It did.  Weird shit happens when six of you are left alone, like ALONE ALONE, no cell reception, no wifi, just a radio to contact the real world and not a lot of reason to do that.  People don’t go on lighthouse jobs if they want to stay connected, I’ve found.

That said Id do it all again, I really do treasure those days

[glowingghosty]

[mcnerds]

you know you could’ve just said “no they don’t have wifi” and that would’ve answered the question

[stupidbeecandle]

But then you wouldnt have known about the moose

[bigandlong]

If you see this on your dashboard, reblog this, NO MATTER WHAT and all your dreams and wishes will come true.

[jae-felidae]

Oh hey! Haven’t seen this in forever! Didn’t reblog it when it came across me before, not gonna skip it this time, I need some good vibes.

[seeyouinthevoidsuckers]

I am in love with this calendar.

[romancechimique]

how it felt to log in just now

[cordspaghetti]

they used their tour money to film the third danger days mv that they previously ran out of budget for

[m4lexxx67]

There aren't a lot of things that can currently stop me from listening to nimrod on repeat (except for Warning). BUT APPARENTLY MCR VAGUE POSTING CAN! DANGER DAYS HERE I GO!!!

[m4lexxx67]

I have DnD tomorrow. If those fuckers do something big during dnd AGAIN (yk, like annoucing the first lltbp tour) and I get yelled at AGAIN for not answering my phone (both by my best friend who called me and my dnd group who was told by said best friend to yell at me as well) then I'm going to find whoever is responsible for this bullshit and IM going to do the yelling

[omtai]

[m4lexxx67]

THIS is the reason I have been feeling particularly emo these past few days and touched eyeliner without going out for the first time in fucking MONTHS!! Some subconscious part of me knew something was going on

[lonelymoonlight-mp3]

i dont even care. like literally i dont care at all i could not be more ambivalent towards this. i have zero strong feelings about this album i truly do not care about this at all

[theaterard]