Maarja Viinis

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U N T R A G B A R_unbearable

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Kunsthistorisches Museum Wien - a must visit place, when in Vienna

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I feel myself getting lost in this night. And this night is nothing special. Maybe only the fact that I’m in Vienna and not in Estonia. I think everybody’s asleep already. Asleep in Estonia and here, in Vienna. And I’m watching a silly Estonian comedy show. While giggling. It’s hot inside. There’s no air.  I’m not going to open this window. The darkness here is inexplicably vast. As well as the silence. I think that should I open the window now I would fly out into the night and disappear inside the darkness forever. I would be lying if I claimed that I would mind that. It even seems like a nice thing to happen. And right now seems like the perfect moment for it. If not now, when. To fly into the nightly darkness and shatter into a thousand pieces.  To switch off from everything that I am. Yes. This thought comforts me. All of a sudden, I start feeling safe.  Good night, Maarja, your body needs to rest. Tomorrow is another day to live.

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eesti keelest tõlge_Helin

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My favourite place in Vienna

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kuidas toita unistusi, udusulis koletisi_vaiko

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traumgesicht_dream vision

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A month and two weeks

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kus ma olen (omadega) ?

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behind the wall i feel secure

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local playlist: Kate, it’s hunting season//Ankathie Koi

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olen korraga mitmes paigus

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Großstadtleben

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Eyes wide shut

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I am a human, I love death and love life - Egon Schiele

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i’m afraid of being lonely. loneliness is my biggest fear

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the morning on the day of the filght