Some People Move On, But Not Us

Always keep fighting

[mabbitts-fine-ass]

Well, the ban happened and it happened early. I got the boot around 10:30pm EST while I was in the middle of trying to save my favorites.

But you know what’s suspect suspicious? All non Facebook/meta social apps have been acting weird since the ban. RedNote was even being slow for a bit.

But I also downloaded Clapper and Flip as suggested by some, and I’ve had blueskye on my phone but never tried to use it until today.

Bluesky was slow at first, but then worked.

But I cannot get clapper or Flip to work. They’re both loading super slow when trying to set up, and I feel like it’s all part of the plan to get us to run to Facebook or insta.

I’m tired. I just want my Video doom scrolling at night. TikTok was honestly how I unwind at night once I get my baby to sleep. It made me feel connected. I’m a mom who works from home, takes care of baby, and boyfriend works all day and usually isn’t home until baby is asleep. So by the end of the day I am tired and just want to scroll and unwind. I loved watching TikTok’s and seeing average people having fun, plus a mix of some influencers, and some fun TikTok shop stuff. I loved seeing the creativity: I loved the mom community and didn’t feel so alone.

I already feel alone, and it’s dark.

[mabbitts-fine-ass]

I miss my mom so damn bad.

She passed away June 4th this year from smell cell stage 4 lung cancer. She was diagnosed two a week after her birthday, and a few weeks before I was due to be induced.

I am thankful she got to come to the hospital and meet my baby boy. I am thankful to of finally given her a grandchild from me. (She had 4 others from my other siblings, but none from me yet) I am thankful she got to see me finally be in a happy, loving relationship.

She got to spend 3.5 months with my baby boy before she passed away.

The grief just hits me at such random times like a bag of bricks to the chest and it leaves me feeling breathless.

I think about all of the what-ifs, and the things we never got to do. I think about all the times I was a dick to her or came off bitchy when I didn’t mean to.

I know that she knew how much I loved and adored her, I just wish I had been better at expressing my feelings to her when she was alive. I’ve never been great at verbally expressing myself. I know I came across as disinterested a lot growing up, but I felt we had a connection where she knew I wasn’t really.

I remember going into her room we a kid to watch reality tv with her, and being there to support her when one of my older siblings ran away with a boy. (I was maybe 8 at the time and my sibling was 17) I remember my mom screaming outside begging for her to hear her and come back, and 8 year old me walking outside to comfort her and guide her inside.

My sister of course came back a few days later. Their relationship grew very very much over the years.

My mom really wanted to see my brother before she passed away, but he had gotten himself in jail (again). My brother and I are far from close, but I wish she could have seen her son one more time before passing.

She always did so much for him too.

As a child his ADHD was so bad school refused to let him attend unless my mom went to school with him every day, and she did. She always reminded him to do what he needed to do to not land in jail again. Even when her memory started to deflate some she’d always remember to remind him to do what he needed to do. (He did not in fact do what he needed to do)

My parents were married nearly 40 years, and truly were together through sickness and health, till death did them part.

Seeing my dad on his own has been heart wrenching.

But my sister and her family moved in with him to help cut his living costs and help tend to the yard and housework for him, which I am thankful for.

My mom is gone, but the ones she loves will always stick together and make sure dad has everyone and everything he needs. Dad is still pretty independent, he’s only 65 after all he’s still young! (Mom was 65 too, but us women apparently don’t live long in our family)

My mom is watching us work as a team, watching us from above learn to pick up pieces and figure out how to be like her. She was a true saint, and one day I will be like her.

I miss you mom.

[mabbitts-fine-ass]

I haven’t made a tumblr post in years. But I feel like I need to.

On June 4th around 3am my mother passed away from stage 4 lung cancer. She was diagnosed mid January, and just slowly went downhill health wise from there. Chemo wouldn’t have helped her type of cancer, so she made the decision to not continue chemo therapy after trying it twice.

My mother was my best friend. She always made me feel so loved and supported. Looking back, as a teenager I was way too harsh on her. She had always been an amazing mom, and I’m happy that over the years I’ve made up for being a dramatic teenager. It hurt watching her slowly die. My dad watched the love of his life, the woman he had been married to for 41 years take her last breath.

I wish I could have had longer with her. I had my first baby on February 14th this year, and I’m so thankful she got to love on him for a few months before passing. She loved my son so much. It hurts he will never know his nana the way all the other grandkids do. But I’m still thankful for the time and love he got.

I wish moms could live forever.

I wish cancer would fuck off.

I wish I could hug my mommy one more time

[mabbitts-fine-ass]

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[mabbitts-fine-ass]

Hey! So my friend and I want to have an among us marvel team! Would anyone be interested in joining us? Send me a private message and we can work it out! You won’t be required to voice chat, but you will be required to join our discord server so we can all keep in touch and play together! (Though those who wish to voice chat are more than encouraged to! I think it makes discussions so much fun)

Rules for both voice and written chat:

no telling who the imposter is if they kill you. Mute yourself once you’ve been killed.

No typing in discord chat who killed you (if you’re dead in the amount us chat you can type and only other ghosts will see so that’s fine!)

Be respectful!

We can get heated, argue (playfully), be loud and obnoxious, but no hate speech, slurs, or anything that could potentially hurt someone. You get banned that way.

You can claim your character and your color! (Try to make your character match with the correct colors or outfit choices to the best of your ability!) also, try to make the username fit for the character! I know there’s a limit on how long the usernames can be. But like, Peter could be “Peter P” or literally “SpiderMan”, the character could be dark blue with a red hat, or red with a blue hat etc.

Characters that you could possibly choose: (note the biggest lobby we could have is 15!)

Thor

Loki

Tony

Steve

Natasha

Peter P

Bruce

Clint

Wanda

Vision

Carol

Peter Q

Nebula

Groot

Rocket

T’challa

Shuri

Scott

Dr. Strange

You get the idea if I missed a character you like!

[2uselemon]

⚠️flash warning⚠️

dolores just wants to sleep

[mabbitts-fine-ass]

I’m bored, come play among us with me

CEVMOF Is the code to the room!

[mabbitts-fine-ass]

Check out the Salty Spitoon community on Discord - hang out with 1 other members and enjoy free voice and text chat.

I created a discord server because I need more meme loving friends who wanna play among us using voice chat! I find that being able to scream at each other is fun.  Feel free to join! I’ll be pinning some base rules soon for the server!  I want it to be 100% friendly! By that I mean, we can still swear at each other when playing, but please be respectful! No hurtful name calling, if there’s inside jokes it’s fine, so long as we’re all aware that it’s fine.  Literally don’t be shy! I want friends who play so bad! 

[fennecshandgf]

sometimes i think about the golden record and i want to cry

[fennecshandgf]

there is a disk. it is 12 inches in diameter, it is made of copper, plated with gold. there is an inscription— "To the makers of music – all worlds, all times" on its surface. it lies on the space probe, Voyager 1, launched in 1977, to explore interstellar space beyond our solar system.

it contains human existence.

116 images— the sun, the location of our solar system, mathematical and physical unit definitions, and our planets, including a blue and swirling white sphere simply labelled "Home." it contains images of human dna, of our atoms, their structure, the way they divide, our anatomy, our conception, our birth.

it does not contain an image of war. nor of disease, nor poverty, nor crime, religion, or ideology.

it does contain a father looking lovingly at his daughter. it does contain the picture of a tree toad in a gentle hand, of a woman eating a grape at a supermarket.

the remainder of the disk is audio. a 90-minute selection of music from all over the world, sounds, and greetings. there are greetings in 55 different languages, one akkadian, spoken in sumer about six thousand years ago, and one wu, a modern chinese dialect. the greetings call out to a friend. it wishes them well. it asks them if they have eaten yet.

but it contains other sounds too. it holds the sound of rain, of thunder, of a volcano and an earthquake. it holds the sound of mud pots and trains. it holds the sound of a mother kissing her child.

with little to erode it in space, the golden record would probably outlast all human creation. it will be 40,000 years before it approaches another planetary system. if it does, it cannot find intelligent life. intelligent life will have to find it, retrieve it from where it floats silent and small through space. we still don't know if they would understand it.

in 7.5 billion years, the evolution of the sun would burn the earth up, and we would not exist any longer, but the voyager would fly on, bearing a memory.

bearing a disk with a little inscription etched by hand on its surface.

[st-jimmysidiot]

[mabbitts-fine-ass]

So I love this a lot but it also gives me anxiety lmao

[mabbitts-fine-ass]

SPIDER-MAN TICKETS ARE SECURED!!

Guys! Check out some non-chain theaters in your area! The ones I got through SO FAST with was from a non-chain theater only about 40 miles away! (I know to some going further out isn’t an option, but if it is definitely look into it!)

[highball66]

Spider-Man: No Way We're Getting Tickets Cuz None of the Sites Prepared for the Influx of Traffic It Seems

[mabbitts-fine-ass]

How did my ex lose 100lbs without even trying too hard. And I’m struggling so hard to lose weight and I’m literally working hard every single day to lose weight and it’s coming off so slow.

[mabbitts-fine-ass]

a craig mabbitt stan account in 2021 omg ur a rare find

My friend my buddy. I’ve had this account since like 2010 or some shit.

My blog is obs more stuff than that now, but friend you should have seen it in it’s PRIME lmao it’s almost all there was!

[prettydumbloverboy]

Actually, people are good by nature and you're a fool if you think otherwise.

[prettydumbloverboy]

When you sneeze in public, strangers will say "bless you", even though they don't know you.

When you ask for directions on the street someone will show you the way, even though they have nothing to gain from it.

People squeeze their legs against the chair so you don't have to hop over them on your way to your seat in the theatre, and make funny faces to make babies laugh, and purposefully step on leaves to hear them scrunch, and hold the door open for someone leaving behind them, and ask what floor you're heading to when you enter the elevator, and send others photos of things that reminded them of them, and recommend each other songs, and ask if anyone else wants a coffee because they're getting one, and make videos teaching how to sew a button, and wish on shooting stars, and share fun facts, and listen to others rant about things they don't even understand, and let you cross the street first, and give a bit of their food to others, and laugh at jokes they don't find funny to make you feel good, and listen to kids talk for hours about nonsense, and let you know your keys fell from your pocket, and they may be strangers, but with every little gesture they're saying "I love you, I love you, I love you".

[phinarei]

God, I needed to read this today. Humanity is overwhelmingly full of hope and kindness and it's very easy to forget that these days.

[mabbitts-fine-ass]

This is very nice, but working retail has made me a bitter soul and lose hope in people with the amount of rude and stupid seen on the daily. But it’s nice that there is hope out there

[valtsv]

don't make me turn my character development around

[valtsv]

alright that's IT. i'm evil again until you all stop getting on my nerves.

[mabbitts-fine-ass]

This screams Loki

[rylandgraces]

The Road to El Dorado (2000) dir. Bibo Bergeron, Don Paul, Jeffrey Katzenberg

[mabbitts-fine-ass]

Sooo work gave me my 1000$ immunizer bonus finally. But only gave me 100$ of my actual paycheck??? I know I work less hours, but even with my part time hours I get like 480ish a normal paycheck??? So my total pay should have been like 1480-ish$.

Why do companies literally suck.

Not only was I supposed to get that bonus last month, but now they’ve screwed with my actual pay. I can’t wait to leave them in 2 weeks.