Are you afraid of heights or of falling?

My escape. A hidden room.

[nixscriptum]

[remanence-of-love]

[thehopefulquotes]

“I never realized what a big deal that was. How amazing it is to find someone who wants to hear about all the things that go on in your head.”

— Nina LaCour

[luchsyy]

Been practising my BG skills lately! process pics under the cut

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[perfectquote]

“Your soulmate is not someone that comes into your life peacefully. It is someone who comes to make you question things, who changes your reality, somebody that marks a before and after in your life. It is not the human being everyone has idealized but an ordinary person, who manages to revolutionize your world in a second.”

— Unknown

[angel-b-torture]

True.

[macchiato-love]

well

not quite

I'm trying to stay still

Should I listen?

Or should I offer my voice?

Must I stay still?

Or must I dance?

with the not-quiteness of it all

[nixscriptum]

[hecth616]

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Timelines

Would you rather spend a century in this prison… Instead of making a beam of time go through the prism? A group of lines separated but aligned in paralelism A flashback of what could've never been and nothing more than a vision

Segregated afar from the main course Always expectant of what it means to be cursed Fates unknown and glimpses of destinies crossed Farewell for the resilient who won't dare to coerce

If it never happened here It doesn't mean it will never be

At times it doesn't feel alright Sometimes I wish I could speak out loud For the time being, there's one thing I'd like to talk about Remnants of an old past branch comes to me at night time A time where everything that could pass, really passed by The curse of being in the wrong timeline

Tempted to reach out for the ramification Would it be enough to expose myself to such radiation? Can't afford the risk, to fall in temptation For the price might demand my own obliteration

If I could reach the lines with my hands Experience each and every one But lines seem to be more alike bars Craving for a taste of a time that is about to expire If it never happened here It doesn't mean I will ever be…

At times it doesn't feel alright Sometimes I wish I could speak out loud For the time being, there's one thing I'd like to talk about Remnants of an old past branch comes to me at night time A time where everything that could pass, really passed by The curse of being in the wrong timeline

If it never happened here It doesn't mean I will ever be… Free..! From this loop of clock-ticking sand Each grain is a second that passes away The glance of another layer driving mad As the current timeline crushes the opportunity

At times it doesn't feel alright Sometimes I wish I could speak out loud For the time being, there's one thing I'd like to talk about Remnants of an old past branch comes to me at night time A time where everything that could pass, really passed by The curse of being in the wrong timeline

[macchiato-love]

Today started good.

Until anxiety. Until things are not going my way.

I feel like crying a lot. Sometimes, work could be a little too much for my sensitive heart and mind.

I love what I do mostly. But today until before I start classes, I hate it. I hate it.

[macchiato-love]

Compassion is such an expensive thing to give.

[macchiato-love]

✨✨I hope everything works out ✨✨

✨✨get accepted and enrolled in the program I want ✨✨

✨✨get a scholarship for the program ✨✨

✨✨find a cozy and comfortable space after our marriage ✨✨

✨✨no sickness among family members ✨✨

[macchiato-love]

But maybe everyone’s a little bit ugly. Yeah, maybe we’re all just ugly, dying sacks of shit, and maybe all it’ll take is one person to be okay with that …the everyone will feel a little bit less lonely.

~ from a 2016 journal, may or may not be written the same year

[macchiato-love]

Sunsets are for counting down the day.

You transition from light to dark, getting ready for the night;

time to overthink, time to rest (I hope).

~ good evening

[macchiato-love]

It's been a while since I last wrote, here or anywhere else. I miss writing. Life has just been a lot last year. It was an exhausting year, just like any other years, but also an ecstatic one. I believe 2025 was one of the happiest I've ever been.

Over all the field works, technical reports, presentations, business management, and job applications (I'm still in the same Institute, though), I got engaged with my greatest love, learned and loved free diving, got promoted, and started planning our wedding. Bonus: got a loooong holiday break in December because of work suspensions.

Our travels last year were more laidback than our previous adventures, but I love them nonetheless. Maybe subconsciously, our bodies and minds wanted to really take a break and rest during our trips; I am not complaining though.

I pray to stay calm, strong, and happy this year. I hope to write and read more. I invite the good energy, be attracted to me. Haha.

May 2026 be a year full of gratitude and love. ✨

[disc90s]

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

— Margaret Atwood, The Blind Assassin

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

— Emily Henry; People we meet on vacation