✦ Ren ✦

Multifandomist | 16 🇵🇭 | Intp 5w4 Arts ✦ Animation ✦ Astronomy

[machinexgun4x]

✦ Intro Post ✦

“Per Aspera Ad Astra”

Through hardships to the stars ~ ✦

Hihii! Welcome to my intro blog. My username in almost all platforms is @Machinexgunx4. But you can call me Ren ✦

Currently 16 years old. I’m also a 🇵🇭 national anthem starts playing- Anddd I’m an Intp 5w4. I identify myself as genderfluid and demisexual. I’m also a Christian but dw.. I love and respect you all <33

(before you say anything about me being Christian in an established personal relationship with God, I’m VERY explorative of my identity!)

I’m a trad and digital artist, sometimes an animator and writer… I’m very active on TikTok (@.machinexgunx) and Ao3 (@Chaotic_Ink_23). For art posting, I also do on Pinterest (@MachinexGunx4) and DeviantArt (@top-her-69) [I USED TO HAVE A CLONE HIGH PHASE SHH]

Interests

My Triple A Batteries

Arts ✦ Animations ✦ Astronomy

Hobbies

Drawing ✦ Playing Instruments (Bass Guitar) ✦ Watching Animated Shows (that are meant for kids…) ✦ Reading ✦ Rollerblading

Fandoms

Numberblocks ✦ OSC (Tpot, Bfdia, Bfdi) ✦ Tadc ✦ Unikitty ✦ Dogman ✦ Mlp ✦ Paswg ✦ Genshin ✦ Crk ✦ PvsZ ✦ MSM ✦ Project Sekai ✦ DDLC ✦ FnaF ✦ Gacha

My Persona

Yahh so their name is Ray (they/them).. used to be my Gacha OC but now they’re my online persona. They don't have any lore than to break the 4th wall..

I'll mostly use this account for fandom related stuffs, mostly posting fanart.. but if you wanna be moots, sure!!

I don’t really have a DNI list, but do internet etiquette, otherwise I won’t hesitate to block you..

Also note for mutuals.. I’m sorry I really want to be friends and get to know you guys more because u guys are so cool and awesome like that but I’m too darn shy to interact /gen

Directory Tags:

#Ren's Fanfics (all of my published fanfics on Ao3)

#Ren's Rants (random yaps)

#Ren’s Asks (don’t hesitate to ask me anything, I’d appreciate it!)

Other tags will be updated under this blog...

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Ok besides from being dihpressed, I feel like having a big sense of responsibility on my also depressed friend. I don’t want them to feel the same way I did.

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Vent

I had my orientation today, school officially starts next week. It feels scary, especially when my best friend transferred to a different school.

Now, I have no one to sit next to. Chairs around me are empty. Classmates happily catching up with each other about their summer break. My ‘friends’ distancing themselves from me for no reason.

On snack break, where I couldn’t distract myself with the authority of my educators, I could feel my hands and legs were shaking, my chest felt like it could exceed the speed limit of a race car. I can barely look at them in the eye.

This wasn’t the first time I’ve experienced this feeling.

But no matter how familiar I am by being alone, I’m just scared of being lonely.

Please God, answer my prayer before my faith brittles to dust.

[yaalo0]

how yo use dis Alight Motion thing,,,,,

[machinexgun4x]

Art so good I have to repost on tt as well 🥹💖

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hai *blinks cutely*

Oh my STARS IVE BEEN STARING AT THIS DOODLE FOR HOURS AND GIGGLING LJKE A MANIAC CUZ HE LOOKS SO FRIGGIN SILLY (and hot) UHEHEHEHESKSKSJRH ✨

Im gonna be straightforward with you Pepi.., I LOVELOVE how you translate thee design to your artstyle, ESPECIALLY with his prominent cheekbones. It really makes him stand out and look a lot more handsomee (i sound like a fangirl)

Overall, I admire ur art-style a LOT, it’s what my Nine needed after I massacred him with my cartoon ahh art style 💔

[lilyfaewood]

I realized that my gender and sexual identity have kinda come down to "fuck you I do what I want" and I think thats honestly the highest state of being.

Im demi which means "fuck you i like what I like"

Im genderfluid which means "fuck you my gender is whatever I feel like at any given time"

Its nice

[machinexgun4x]

I love you

Woah, at least take me out for dinner first! /lh

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doki Doki square club

my niches in the same drawing?? I'm in heaven!

I was also debating on whether to make Four as Monika instead since he's the founder of Square Club and Sixteen as Sayori since they both share a cheery and energetic vibe but idk this makes more sense to me

⚠️ TW Canonical Character DEATH and GORE ⚠️

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draw 20 with a big ass smooch on his forehead

lovely twenty

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Insane rt trade I did with my mootie from clock app 🥹

Eughh I think I’m getting a baby fever (I NAMED TS)

(Also if u happen to have a Tumblr acc friendo tell me to tag u :D)

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I am being destroyed by A Fine Way To Fall Apart DOES IT GET BETTER FOR ANYONE HERE (but specifically eight and nine because their dynamic is killing me) (halfway through it btw)

You're basically the only one I can confide in here because I'm making silly doodles to cope and Mr. Nine And One is reacting with those emojis and they are sniling so sneetly about it...

ahahaah.. yes.. I'm already finished with the fic, but it does get better.. dw about it!

[glowfishay]

What does that mean…

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I think I’m a good older sister, my baby brother knows how to sing The One Who’s Running The Show in perfect pitch 🥹

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Typology yap time

Ok so I suddenly remembered about those personality tests and spent the whole afternoon psychoanalyzing myself, needless to say I’m flabbergasted about the results.

I’m not yet that knowledgeable about this whole Typology tests, so there might be contradictions to my typings. lol my eyes hurt from reading allat 😭🙏

I’ll treat these types of my posts as my personal journal

More of my yappings is here down below 👇

Tests taken as of May 26, 2026

MBTI: INTP

Enneagram: 5w4

Cognitive Functions: Ti>Ne>Si>Fe

Shadow Functions: Te>Ni>Se>Fi

Tritype: 538

Trifix: 358

Instinctual Subtype: sp/so, sp5

Moral Allignment: Chaotic Good

Temperament: Melancholic-Phlegmatic

Socionics: LII

Big 5 (SLOAN): /R/cxa[I]

Ok so majority of these test were just find and match which isn’t a big problem, but the test that probably stuck with me the most is the enneagram, ESPECIALLY with the tritypes.

Because.. what do you mean my tritype is sp5 (head), sp3 (heart), and so8 (gut)… Like seriously I did not expect to choose type 3 and type 8 as my closest match. I would have expected myself to get type 4 out of 2/3/4 and type 1 from 1/8/9 since I resonate with those the most.

Anyways I’ll appreciate my results as of now, until I can take another retest ✦

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Why does time fly so fast I swear it was just the start of summer 💔

I barely did anything other than to babysit my annoying ahh brother

[machinexgun4x]

Can’t Sleep Love~

SquareJester Animatic

Credits:

Original Meme by OatsandToast Avena

Song by Pentatonix