Madam of Madness

24 Cw 135lbs Sw 180lbs MDNI

[madammadness]

i want to have to pull the waistband of my thong over my hipbones, not my muffin top.

[princessana2003]

I gotta be so fr with yall,

I don't drink my coffee black.

Not because I can't, but because I don't want to. I like my little drinky drinks. I use powder creamer that's dairy free and sugar free, so they're only like 10 cals per serving 🤷‍♀️ and sweetener. And I don't count those calories. Tbf I'm not really counting anyway rn (personally, I do better when I don't count because I'm not obsessing over a number and freaking out if I go over bc that always leads to a binge for me 🤧) but I don't count calories in drinks regularly, either. Unless I'm constantly getting something that's super high in cals, they just don't exist. I don't see them. I'm happier for it and it's never stopped me from losing weight before 😂 it's one of those few things I give myself a pass on. Life is too short to not have a tasty drink when your stomach is eating itself. I won't be subjecting myself to that kind of torture.

[skiniminisworld]

Fasting is actually making me realize how hunger is actually a mental thing. We eat when we’re bored, when we need comfort, when we feel happy… rarely do ppl eat when they’re actually hungry.

[hisblackconverse-deactivated202]

dont even have a cal limit anymore its just fast for a couple days eat something small when i start blacking out repeat

[bajablast12345678]

Can i just be 90 lbs already

[c0ffe3kiss]

there's nothing more humiliating than having to lose the weight you've already lost before.

[holl0w-c0rpse]

i miss being high from fasting. i miss the constant empty feeling in my stomach. i miss seeing my rib and hip bones. i miss being disgusted by food. i miss not eating for multiple days. i miss being able to be around food without eating it. i miss feeling light and clean. i miss seeing progress daily. i miss seeing the number go down. i miss being dizzy. i miss feeling superior because i skipped another meal. i miss being uninterested in food. i miss being in control.

[decayingdogt33th]

Toad was real as fuck for this

[tenderandfrail]

Man, to be skinny by christmas would be an absolute dream. To wear oversized sweaters and look cute and cozy. To eat christmas dinner with my family without feeling self-conscious. For eating a christmas cookie to just be festive and not tainted with guilt.

[circa-na]

“I’ve lost it before, I’ll lose it again!”

[emptyglittervoid-deactivated202]

[boydisapearing]

im so sad i had to make a new acc 💔 does anyone want to be moots??

[prettyflowerswirl]

[ifhytou]

I can feel the locked in era beginning again.

[imcold0]

I would never wish an 3d on my worst enemy cause what if they get skinny before me?

[porcelainmouth]

Alright fun new game , drawing a star in sharpie on my skin and not eating till it completely fades away ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

[prettypinkpeonies444]