Made of Light

5'7 HW:163 SW:146 CW:137.2 UGW:100 After a pretty long hiatus, I'm back on my bullshit.

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Got a waist trainer

And apparently I have terrible posture, cause this thing literally makes me stand at least an inch and a half taller. But the best part is, I absolutely cannot eat in it. Which is great cause I've already plateaued, can't budge from 137.2, so I gave in an binged and purged, but now I can't feel my feet which is a bit concerning, so I'm gonna try to avoid that from here on out.

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Safe Foods Masterpost

Vegetables:

Almost everything, really… (But I’m listing my favourites ayy)

Napa cabbage: 12 calories/100 g

Lettuce: 15 calories/100 g

Celery: 16 calories/100 g

Cucumber: 16 calories/100 g

Zucchini: 17 calories/ 100 g

Tomato: 18 calories/100 g

Bell pepper: 20 calories/100 g

Spinach: 23 calories/100 g

Cabbage: 25 calories/100 g

Eggplant: 25 calories/100 g

Pumpkin: 26 calories/100 g

Green beans: 31 calories/100 g

Broccoli: 34 calories/100 g

Mushrooms: 38 calories/100 g

Onion: 40 calories/100 g

Carrots: 41 calories/100 g

Questionable -

Potato: 77 calories/100 g

Peas: 81 calories/100 g

Sweet potato: 86 calories/100 g

Fruit:

Watermelon: 30 calories/100 g

Strawberries: 33 calories/100 g

Cantaloupe: 34 calories/100 g

Honeydew: 36 calories/100 g

Peach: 39 calories/100 g

Grapefruit: 42 calories/100 g

Blackberries: 43 calories/100 g

Orange: 47 calories/100 g

Cherry: 50 calories/100 g

Pineapple: 50 calories/100 g

Apple: 52 calories/100 g

Raspberries: 53 calories/100 g

Tangerine: 53 calories/100 g

Questionable -

Mango: 60 calories/100 g

Kiwi: 61 calories/100 g

Grapes: 67 calories/100 g

Fish and meat alternatives:

(I’m pescetarian :P)

Also, everything here is Questionable™ (except egg whites since they’re awesome) because stuff with protein is usually packed with calories

Egg whites: 52 calories/100 g

Tofu: 76 calories/100 g

Fish balls: 77 calories/100 g

Cod: 82 calories/100 g

Haddock: 90 calories/100 g

Imitation crab: 95 calories/100 g

Shrimp: 99 calories/100 g

Lentils: 116 calories/100 g

Quinoa: 120 calories/100 g

Carp: 127 calories/100 g

Tilapia: 129 calories/100 g

Salmon: 142 calories/100 g

Eggs: 155 calories/100 g

Dairy products and alternatives:

(Drinks in separate category)

0% plain yogurt: 56 calories/100 g

0% plain Greek yogurt: 59 calories/100 g

Questionable -

Fat free cottage cheese: 123 calories/cup

Grains:

(Snacks not included)

Shirataki noodles: 5 calories/cup

Rice cakes: 35 calories/cake (9 g)

Questionable -

Oatmeal: 68 calories/100 g

Whole wheat bread: 69 calories/slice (28 g)

Whole wheat pita: 75 calories/1 small (28 g)

Cheerios: 100 calories/cup

Corn Flakes: 100 calories/cup

Drinks:

Water: 0 calories

Coffee: 2 calories/cup

Green tea: 2 calories/cup

Peppermint tea: 2 calories/cup

Unsweetened cashew milk: 25 calories/cup

Unsweetened almond milk: 30 calories/cup

Questionable -

Unsweetened soy milk: 80 calories/cup

Other:

(Mostly snacks included here)

Pickles: 4 calories/1 small (37 g)

Rice thins: 7 calories/piece

Vegetable thins: 7 calories/piece

Multigrain wheat thins: 9 calories/piece

Vegetable broth: 12 calories/cup

Saltine crackers: 13 calories/cracker

Knorr’s vegetable bouillon cube: 15 calories/0.5 cube

Plain air popped popcorn: 31 calories/cup

Unsweetened applesauce: 42 calories/100 g

Questionable -

Dried cranberries: 123 calories/serving (40 g)

Quaker Chewy chocolate chip granola bar: 110/bar

Raisins: 129 calories/small box (43 g)

[made-0f-light]

So I'm back

And going home. Finally. To a cute little townhouse in the country with my fiance. Problem is, I kept on gaining, and I'm scared he's gonna be grossed out cause he hasn't seen me in a few months. I'm currently 139.6, and boy, lemme tell ya, it's a lot harder to lose weight now. I'm 22 now, I'm getting old, and I really am dissapointed in myself. I've really kicked it into high gear this past week and a half, but I've only lost 5lbs in the past 10 days. And maybe I'm just being hard on myself but at this high of a weight, I feel like I should be losing way more? I literally haven't been this big since high school. I'm excited to be going back where I really belong and to be with my soulmate again, but honestly, I'm mostly excited to be able to control what I eat again, and not have to sit through family dinners of super fattening food. I really just want some self control back.

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I want to fuck…

…ing lose 40 lbs

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[made-0f-light]

I'm back bitches.

Been quite a freaking year. Got a job I love, got promoted, found the man I'm gonna marry, but of course in my life happiness and stability can't last for long. My father ended the lease on the house we shared because he wanted to move in with his girlfriend, so after couch surfing a few weeks it became clear to me I wasn't going to be able to afford rent in NJ where my large dog is welcome (and leaving him behind was not an option, and if you think it is, I hope things rot off of you), so I packed up, left the love of my life in the Garden State, and moved down to my mother's in Florida. My boy is gonna be joining me in February, but in the meantime, I've literally never felt so alone. I left my whole life behind, and for the past year it's been a really nice little life. I'm waiting for my work transfer to go through, but until then I have literally nothing to do except obsess over my body. It doesn't help that all I can wear down here is summer clothes, which I am not comfortable wearing at the moment. They don't lie when they say good relationships make you fat, I gained 20lbs and my boy gained 50lbs, but we were going out, going to the gym, and getting crazy stoned together so I didn't care, I was happy. But now that I'm alone with only my thoughts, it's not going too well. On the brightside, all that overeating and going to the gym have done wonders for my abs and ass, but unfortunately its hidden by fuckloads of fat. I'm 5'7, nearly 5'8, and fucking 134.2. I was 120 when I last stopped weighing myself. So stay tuned, body checks to come so you can see the damage. I'm trying to think positively, but it's kind of hard when I've got goddam cellulite.