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[madixlarson]

when you’ve gone too far you can’t find your way back how it was before you thought you’d never crack now you know it’s not so simple there is more than meets the eye even though you’re in the middle being forced to choose a side but I can’t predict the future and I can’t foresee the lies only have what I remember still I wish I wasn't blind thinking I could take it oh I wish that I had known wanting to escape it emptiness, you’re left alone and I hope you know I’ll be just fine the soreness fades away won’t be bitter make me stronger til the memory dulls to grey‏

[madixlarson]

it will take much more than this

every moment I will miss

it’s so easy 

to fall so deep

and now I need this

I want to keep this

don’t push me away

just say its okay

your mind’s in a haze

and I want to believe all the words that you say

[cvlt-records]

[madixlarson]

like you really meant it like you've known me for so long I might really want this if I'm honest I'm not strong I'm wanting what I cant have I'm missing what I haven't felt I'm waiting for the answer but I haven't done my part still hope and its slowly slowly growing from within I'm close so close I can almost feel it on my skin I'm not ready to let go and you know

[madixlarson]

and I didn't even realize where I am all this time has passed without a single plan in the moment when I realize I am caught mind is blank and frozen still when I'm distraught  I want this and I want you but I'm confused what this means and who I am what do I do looking for the perfect words but there's so few need a way out of this game I wish I knew

[justathingofthepast]

Madi Larson’s beautiful atmospheric sounds hit our ears like a siren. Her support has risen much since we found her in the abyss of soundcloud. We wanted to take a step into her life and let you all see what she is all about.  follow her : twitter soundcloud facebook

3 years ago did you think you would be this far?

Not at all. I still think the reality of all that has happened hasn’t even sunk in. There is so much more I want to do and improve on.

your voice is very atmospheric and the underlying emotions are so intriguing. where is it all coming from?

Well from inside me I guess. The experience of writing and singing is very personal to me and it feels really good to get those thoughts and emotions out.

every beautiful moon has a dark side. can you tell us how your dark side is incorporated into your music?

I experience different emotions and moods at different times. Music is how I can communicate those feelings. Sometimes I feel positive, other times I don’t. I just let out whatever has been on my mind

what piece of art (any form) do you have an emotional connection with?

There is this video on youtube, of birds flying in patterns in the air, set to Forgive by Burial. I just really love this song and video, and sometimes when I’m feeling stressed or down I just watch it

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5OVvJOeUdUs

what song of yours is your favorite?

I wouldn’t say I have a favorite, but the first song I ever uploaded on my soundcloud “forget it all”, which was produced and mixed by killer mantis, really means a lot to me

https://soundcloud.com/madi-larson/forget-it-all-prod-killer-mantis

what producers on soundcloud are your favorite?

Oh man, there is just so many amazing musicians on soundcloud… It’s impossible to make a list! I love Haven, Glo, Øfdream, basically all of lethe, 26carat, TWOS, YUME, MXRA, WTCHCRFT, Vacant, unforseen, Falls, LuQus uh I could go on for ages but I’ll just stop now aha

what is art to you?

Art is freedom.

do you believe we have souls? if so, why?

I do believe we all have a soul. I feel like I have a soul. People are so much more than just a mind and heart in the shell of a body.

what are your goals for this summer musically?

I am going to have a pretty busy summer, I’m going to school through July, but I am still working on lots of new music! Hopefully I can improve a lot with this vocal class I started taking

3 words describing your music

hm I think my music is calming, airy, and sincere

lastly share a message to the world

Dear world, I hope you take in what inspires you, and do what you love, and never let silly things hold you back

~♥~ interviewed by tutcreator

check out the single we released with Madi and Hide Moon here

last message: thank you all for checking out the interview. Please love yourself and be inspired to do what you love. Also june 1st is when our new site launches <3 - tutcreator

[madixlarson]

how could this have happened  how am I here and all of a sudden you appear now it has begun it's in my grasp but will it be enough to fill the gaps I found something there hidden in the cracks how could I prepare  for what was coming next there's no easy answer I can never know wish I could remember where I'm meant to go

[madixlarson]

you are everything and more you do so much and its enough you are what I waited for when I was lost now I can trust will it be alright will you somehow feel the same through those golden eyes there will always be a way and with every time when it falls into place and it seems so right so I lean onto fate all that matters now  what is really important I remember how this is all I wanted I was hoping for just another moment can it last

[madixlarson]

Artist To Watch | Interview With Madi Larson

Madi Larson is an 18 year-old singer and songwriter from Arizona. At a young age she was singing in church choir that her Father directed. About a year ago, she started collaborating with producers...

[madixlarson]

in this moment, can you see whats been building and where, it will lead every moment, when I think its no coincidence, do you agree? had you taken what you wanted from the start only trying to protect a fragile heart but you chose to take the higher path now you've froze and still you cant go back brought back into the present  waves wash over your mind sometimes dark, sometimes pleasant heavy thoughts left behind 

[madixlarson]

beneath the dust of perception you find the purest intentions beyond the borders of caution you keep your spirit strong you know what you’re seeking you meet them in your dreams and now your doubts are fleeing until your mind is free searching for your own path everything you don’t have expecting to get your half didn’t you learn from the past? what are you intending what are the motives beneath I know you're pretending you thought that I wouldn't see

[madixlarson]

I crave the silence  I need the space  I’m just an island without a place so lend your guidance and share your grace the truth is timeless and it won't change it’s never enough always something out of reach and all of this stuff that you said you’d never be it's all the same pull me away from the place where I run to escape bring me to where  all my cares start to melt away lead me through  and the shadows will surely fade

Ajgor

[madixlarson]

now it’s over, now it’s in the past have some closure don’t you see it didn't last let it fade now, make it go away let’s forget now, and focus on today the pain of yesterday,it is far away and I am here to stay it will be okay don't you forget, you’re not forgotten dont forget, dont forget me dont go back, to the place where you are hopeless no you can't, put me through this I can’t take it, I’m too weak give it time, and you’ll see that you can trust it, don’t forget the pains of yesterday they’re far away but don't forget, don't forget me you will see, and I promise it will be, just fine and when you’re there you will know, when you remember don’t forget me just give it time, you can trust it don't forget it don't you forget you’re not forgotten don't forget don't forget me

[madixlarson]

I waste my days caught in a dreamy haze I see your face but then I turn away I'm going nowhere think to myself someday maybe I'll get there maybe I'll fade away I have no words what do you want me to say I just have dreams but there's no easy way block out the worries no, I can't let them in 

[madixlarson]

drifting through your mind Ii's so hard so hard to find who you are always try to hide it's so much so much to take  at one time falling more and more every minute  and I feel it rushing through my core and you fuel it oh I want this  even more this is yours you can keep this you can hold it, forever open doors there before you and I trust you and your heart had you said said before what you needed I was here  all these little wars build inside you from the fear but no more this yours only yours nothing can take this away simple words only words is it enough to just say can’t ignore don't ignore this wouldn't it be such a shame are you sure are you certain still we have time we can waste

[madixlarson]

through it all with the heaviest of burdens when you fall when you're at the bottom you feel you've lost it all when your whole world crumbles and your heart sinks down but you still stay humble and you hide your frown well I see through the shadows I can feel through the fog and I know you feel hollow as you drown in your thoughts and its always harder on your own and its always darker far from home when you stop when you take it in when you see where it all begins there's an end to your suffering but the journey made you strong everything, that has held you back and it seems, you’re about to crack what you need, is to know it’s okay

[madixlarson]

it was never right time wasn't on my side disappeared from sight without a place to hide if it's meant to be it will come to be head is full of dreams all this make-believe I've been waiting for something it's a mystery will it come together I'll just wait and see passes like a dream still I feel nothing trying to believe buried underneath if it's meant to be it will come to be no need to worry just you wait and see waiting for a sign see the stars align seeking the divine  try to feel alive