HI welcome to my silly stupid blog!!!! my name is apollo and i love yuri <3 i have lots of interests and can barely keep up with them all sometimes, check below the spoiler to read about my current ones (and me)!!! i’ll do my best to keep this updated 。゚(゚´ω`゚)゚。
my main fandom focuses: tadc, pjsk and pmmm
my main oc(s): max (silly guy above!)
my main oshis: mizuki akiyama, minori hanasato, caine, and ragatha
i kin ena shinonome, mizi alnst, hitori gotoh, gangle and caine like. a lot. i’m them they’re me 🙏
my main ships: MIZUENAMIZUENAMIZUENA, royalteeth (token yaoi), jesterdoll and negitoro
my main music obsessions: i-dle, pinocchioP, tak, yena and death cab for cutie
my fav song(s) rn: being a good girl hurts by yena, common world domination by pinocchioP, tokimeki emotion from gakumas and naked in manhattan by chappell roan
help i'm trapped in a numbered list factory, the bosses stole my passport; if you're reading this, tell my wife i'm still alive. please send rescue /ref
my main collections: cds, acrylic stands, everything pjsk i can get my hands on, and figures
my main youtuber favs: drew gooden, folding ideas, sarah z, nicole rafiee and todd in the shadows
you can check out my pronouns and stuff here!! :D
my only yuri notp is minoharu, other than that i’m a huge multishipper!! but i am Very picky when it comes to het ships so keep that in mind lol (i block tags pretty freely)
ok thank you for reading allat, if you’re still here you’re awesome sauce and i hope you enjoy my art and stuff!!! YAY!! i’d love to chat about yuri and media analysis please feel free to talk to me if you’re interested :3 i do not bite. (but i can sometimes be slow with responses, curse you social anxiety/depression/adhd… urghhhh…) ANYWAYS ENJOY YOUR STAY!! ☆*:.。. o(≧▽≦)o .。.:*☆
also check under the cut ive gotten so much better at drawing since april omg..?!??? 😭 sometimes. hard work and being insanely homosexual abt fictional characters pays off
stage 1 of liking media: yeah this thing is pretty good!
stage 2 of liking media: haha remember when blorbo bleepus did that thing that was so funny
stage 3 of liking media: huh this one song is kind of blorbo bleepus… if you think about this other song is also kind of blorbo bleepus
stage 4 of liking media: blorbo bleepus is really interesting… here’s a sensible analysis post
stage 5 of liking media: FUCK. THE CHARACTER. THE CHARACTER IM HAVING A CHARACTER ATTACK
stage 6 of liking media: well let’s see what ao3 has to offer!
stage 7 of liking media: everything goes on my character playlist. this song with no lyrics is about blorbo bleepus exploding a building and looking really cool. if this lyric was an entirely different sentence it would fit perfectly
stage 8 of liking media: who wants to hear about these characters new pronouns and mobility aids
hai people who followed me before my tadc brainrot era… how y’all doin….
ANYWAYS HAPPY PRIDE!! i finally locked tf in and drew my favorite tfem + tmasc duo X3 woaw i love them so much,,, i can’t wait to get a new ipad so i can start playing pjsk again wahahah
OK ITS FINALLY DONE!! THE CROSSOVER OF ALL TIME YAYYYYYY i started this on the 5th 🤒 BUT NOW ITS HERE!!! obv after seeing the finale i was reminded so much of karma (my BELOVED) so yes. yes i did do that. yw my fellow webseries lovers 💖
also i tried really hard to make them look semi accurate to their actual designs and it was Not Easy but i think they turned out ok for the most part (drawing caine legit had me tweaking he’s so hard to capture. BAHH and don’t get me STARTED on zooble….)
i was supposed to have a drawing finished but it looks like i’ll be posting it tmrw MB GUYS 😭 soon though.. trust… ANYWAYS i wanted to nitpick one thing abt the finale cuz i didn’t pick up on it the first time but it actually drove me insane upon rewatch
ok so post-the jax show (basically what i’d call the 10-40 min mark. aka most mid part sorry. BUT I LOVED RIBBIT SM) gangle is standing by the tent and watching the rest of everyone build it and starts crying. and then zooble follows her to her room. Now. i am to some extent projecting onto these characters, bbbbbut as a victim of abuse i personally feel this dialogue was written SO fucking poorly 🤒 like i’ve struggled with the feelings of mixed grief - while neither of the people who most seriously abused me have passed away, cutting them off was not easy. i mean one of them is my closest blood relative, so.. and there’s just so many feelings!! and i think gangle should’ve been given the opportunity to SAY SOMETHING about the way she was feeling instead of zooble just saying “complex feelings, huh? we’re still human 😊” like what is that supposed to mean??? in general the way they sweep jax’s abusive behavior under the rug after he dies pmo cuz i feel like it could’ve been so impactful to see representation of complex grief by a victimized character… ugh… anyways this is probably very incoherent, gangle just reminds me of me and as an abuse victim whose abusers never received any real retribution for their actions, or who grew or changed from them (i mean. at least mindset wise.) and i watched my family member be coddled and it sucked because i carry lifelong trauma they caused and nobody gives a fuck and that scene just hit a nerve
anyways the first ten minutes and ESPECIALLY the last twenty were some of the most incredible media i’ve seen. caines redemption arc was so peak AND I KNEW HE WASNT DEAD ALL ALONG!! I CALLED IT ONCE BEFORE WITH TILL ALNST AND I WAS RIGHT AGAIN RAHHH caine also reminds me of me as a trauma survivor but that’s for another fucking day cuz it makes me seem a bit more unhinged (if that’s possible) love you all art tomorrow mwah
my hand slipped and i drew jesterdoll makeout sesh. 😳😳 ooooops...
(also ik this isnt accurate to either of their rooms, i was so excited to finish it i kinda rushed the background 😭 forgive me, i'll draw them getting to third base more accurately. i mean what)
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OK GUYS ITS UPPPPPPPP i'm very nervous to be sharing my writing lol but hopefully you guys like it!!!!! YAYYY JESTERDOLL LETS GO (im drawing them right now too so yall will be getting fed well 😼)