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37

36 was a very tough year, my first living solely as Ember instead of the other. In some ways it was triumphant - full of firsts and career growth, proud moments that set the course for my future work self. I did things in my 36th year that I never imagined I would do and have begun to dream in new ways.

Still. 36 was a tough year. Almost the end of my rope, the very end frayed and ready to snap but then the rope rebuilt, entwined more fully and more tightly.

And the wildish woman awoke to find the mystery in the soil, the trees and the inner fire. The roar that only a woman can roar. 

My body still feeling an enemy but beginning to be free. I think 37... she shall be more and more of me emerging. 

Turning 37 on the full moon as mercury turns its face direct again feels very appropriate. So now on to new things, better things, truer things and prosperity.  Live long and prosper. Live wild and free.

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Beginning a new journey with this already powerful book from Storm Faerywolf. Letting go of past indoctrination to become my true self emboldened by stories, myth and magic. I am so excited for what’s to come.

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Prosperity

Under the light of the full moon, I created my first sigil. The word – prosperity - danced around my tongue, fingers, across my eyes. What does it mean to prosper?

Sure I have a specific idea or two in my head - but beyond the normal definitions there is something more rich and colourful waiting there. For a flower to prosper it needs nutrients, water, sun, sometimes companionship (it does seem that the flowers I give time to, talk to, touch, do grow stronger and more vibrant).

But in a capitalistic world prosperity connects with salary, title, respect, validation, growth. As I ponder the word and the sigil I created, its arrow growing out of dips and valleys as much of this year has… I think that for me right now to prosper is to grow full of life - like the flower - lush and beautiful - vibrant and true, head tilted to the sky full of wonder.

But the raise I am seeking. That too. Because after all I do live in one of the world’s most expensive cities. And fuck it, I deserve it.