i just want someone to give a shit about me but the second someone does give a shit i get scared. because i donât feel worthy enough. i feel like i havenât earned it. and in all my experience with people iâve had to work for affection and attention and iâve never done enough. iâve never been enough. so i pull back and take off running in the opposite direction and i donât stop until iâm far away. miles away

















