Absurdity

Absurdity around every corner

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Sometimes not speaking says more than all the words in the world.

Colleen Hoover (via purplebuddhaquotes)

Yes.

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Ryan Pernofski

[wordsnquotes]

It is not a lack of love, but a lack of friendship that makes unhappy marriages.

Friedrich Nietzsche (via wordsnquotes)

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Blausee by winter | sennarelax

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The Day John Kennedy Died – Lou Reed

#SongoftheDay

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Massachusetts | kylefinndempsey

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The Clash, Asbury Park, New Jersey.

[mairead1984]

Love this pic!

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Burg Eltz | emmet_sparling

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Burg Eltz | emmet_sparling

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October 19. yIKes it has literally been ten days since I last posted? anything?? mostly because they have been the most stressful days of my life but now I’m on track with classes and shit so lemme fill you in

So I’ve been occupied with trying to go to class everyday and it’s been an uphill battle only because my depression has been acting up a LOT lately and I hate to break it to ya but there isn’t much in terms of support here, my only real option is to just take the L’s without accommodations as if I were a regular student because otherwise I risk being forced to take a semester off for medical leave and I really can’t risk that. because if I do that then i almost certainly will have to drop out. and I cant. obviously.

so i’ve been not doing assignments and not going to classes because i need to finish other assignments but then suddenly finding an overwhelming urge to sleep instead of doing work and then sleeping for four hours and not only not eating but also not getting anything done. and even though i have a planner and i’ve been writing schedules every day and i have routines it’s so hard to get everything done.

but today I actually finished my CC homework and I did a lil bit of the readings for today and I went to music theory and i’m gonna ace my ear training midterm and it’s essentially the weekend so I think today’s gonna be a good day. the SO also visited this morning and we got breakfast together so that just set my day up for success honestly. i didn’t go to physics, and i honestly might fail that class, but i’m okay with that for now. we don’t ever have exams in that class so I can put that off for later. 

and yeah! it’s all starting to get better a little bit but I still have a lot on my plate. I find myself falling asleep at midnight or 11 every night and it’s honestly a problem but i’ve been waking up at 7 AM consequentially and it does mean that i have been exercising more. and i get paid tomorrow. and fall break is almost here which means I can spend a whole day with bae instead of just a few hours. so things are looking up. let me know what more you’d like to hear about from me on this blog! or less of!

[mairead1984]

Had same problem with depression and not wanting to do assignments. Graduated anyway. Have you tried the Psychological Counseling Center? Not much help to me, but you might get lucky 💜

[wordsnquotes]

I never realized what a big deal that was. How amazing it is to find someone who wants to hear about all the things that go on in your head.

Nina LaCour, Hold Still (via wordsnquotes)

I would also be amazed...

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Old School Sunrise and twisted tiny tree | nhodjin

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[mairead1984]

Yes.