maytide

• 19 | wl journey | struggling with binge eating • • 172lbs sw | 132lbs lw | 170~ lbs cw | 5'3 •

[maitide]

🐟 welcome to my account! i’m a first year uni student focused on weight loss while struggling with mental health

🪼 a bit about myself: i grew up overweight and out of shape, and over the past couple years i’ve been taking back control. i lost about 30lbs by unhealthy means, and i’ve recently gained quite a bit of weight back, much to my dismay. in order to stop binge eating and lose weight properly i’m going to try to continue my wl journey in a healthier way (though i struggle with consistent exercise)

🦈 this blog will be dedicated to weight loss and health, however i may also post about some other interests. if you want to reach out to chat about anything (weight loss related or not), feel free! however, if you’re under 18, unless it’s for some sort of important advice, please don’t message. you can interact with the blog and posts, but don’t reach out :)

🦕 thank you for stopping by!

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wiead recovering from binging | may 31 🩷

breakfast: one cup greek yogurt + blueberries + strawberries + zero sugar energy drink

snack: dino egg oatmeal in sugar free almond milk + blueberries + strawberries + two pieces milka white chocolate + one piece milka hazelnut chocolate + one piece milka strawberry chocolate + one tea biscuit

dinner: a bowl of approx 1/3 cup basmati rice, steak, asparagus, green beans, corn, black beans, dijon mustard, lettuce, avocado, & tomato

dessert: watermelon, pineapple, & cantaloupe + sugar free lemonade + sparkling watwr + zero sugar ‘mermaid’ syrup

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happy birthday to me

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i’m depressed and having a terrible day. to keep myself from doing something horrible do i

a) binge eat

b) spend money i DONT have for dopamine

c) drink alone

d) wander around alone and potentially do all of the above

e) stay in bed and make things worse

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i need to be skinny & healthy again, god help me 🙏 anyone suggest tips, i struggle with BED legitimately — i keep binging and i’m not sure how to get willpower and discipline

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y’all think my uber driver could tell when i left the car for two minutes and came back smelling like booze

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gang i’m cooked

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sneezing loudly in an uber while drunk and apologizing before saying excuse me 💀

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chop almost all my hair off again -> get super tipsy -> run to a grocery store 20 mins away before closing despite being super late to see my bf so i can randomly bring him flowers and chocolate -> get an uber and make him stop at my house so i can drink more alc -> go to bf’s place 2 hours late

the most weird ass and not real-feeling night

[maitide]

💕 wiead instead of binging while trying to get back to my old weight and recover from BED 💕

may 14, 2026

breakfast: scramble with an egg, potato, carrot, spinach, corn, onion, and mushrooms, with chilli powder, garlic powder, and dried basil

lunch: whole grain bread with 1/2 a banana and 1/2 a green apple on the side

dinner: two whole grain rice cakes with smoked-salmon cream cheese, cucumber, and atlantic salmon

dessert: assorted liquorice, a banana-bar bite, a birthday-bar bite, sea salt dark chocolate, and a chunk of salted heirloom tomato

+ 10k steps + 1.5L water

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💖 wiead to lose weight & recover from binging 💖

05/09/2026

☆ breakfast: shredded wheat cereal with unsweetened vanilla almond milk, a kiwi, 1/2 an apple raw, and 1/2 an apple heated with cinnamon

☆ lunch: two eggs cooked in olive oil with potato, garlic, onions, mushrooms, cheese, spices, and 1/2 an avocado

☆ dinner: roasted carrot fries with a large salted tomato and a mustard-pickle sauce, and a salad with cucumber and pickled beets

[moonvera]

[feelslikesugarinme777]

I’m backkkkk bitchesssss

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pls let this be me 🙏

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should i read a book or get drunk do campy makeup then wander around my new apartment-area smoking a cigarette

[cherrishnoodles]

i hate you shein i hate you temu i hate you aliexpress i hate you microtrends i hate you fomo culture i hate you aesthetic restocking videos i hate you constantly on the grind mindset i hate you overconsumption i hate you fast fashion i hate you tiktok influencers i hate you i hate you i hate you

[maitide]

• wiead as a uni student severely struggling with binging • maintenance cals • 1 day binge free •

april 23, 2026

• breakfast: cubed chicken, cottage cheese, green onions, pepperoncini, raw mushrooms, celery, lettuce | 370~ calories

• dinner: large tortilla with four falafel balls, lots of cheese, corn, black beans, green onions, cucumber, sliced green olives, and guacamole | 850~ calories

• dessert: small mint oreo blizzard | 750~ calories

• approx 2000 calories, 95g protein •

[fatfuckkai]