The Proximity Of Living In Fear
We live in fear, all of us, because one way or the other we are controlled by something or someone. We are controlled by our drive, our dreams, and even though, yes, those are noble, but for fragile human beings, it can be a lot. You're a student, doing a course in Communications, or Arts, or Computer Science, and then people make it clear to you that you can't actually do anything with the degree you're pursuing, and the worst part of it all is that you come to realize that it is actually true, that you're not going to get employed with a degree in Communications, or Arts, Or Social Science, or Computer Science. Some of us have the wit and the strength to give up and go for the '' much viable'' degrees; Nursing, Engineering, Health Science, while some of us don't really know what to do. We stand at a crossroad, totally confused, confused because we really do not know what the future holds for us. We had been so sure about it as kids; the cars we wanted to drive, the job we wanted to have, the house we wanted to live in, we were so sure of them back then, but now we see nothing but darkness and uncertainty. Most of us eventually find our way out of that darkness, by opting for self-employment, while the rest of us just continue to waste away in the dark, and it will be only a matter of time before even our bodies give up on us, telling us '' no! I don't want to do this anymore, I want to take a deep rest''. We find ourselves depressed as our body, our being, goes into that deep rest, and we just never know when the deep rest will end.