I saw Bryan last night. Patty looked me over with this look when I came home and I can't put my finger on it but it's like he knew something. Instinctively, I put my bag under my arm. That stupid fucking book owns me and I'll protect it with my life. I almost died for it once. Patty wouldn't ever hurt me and I know that but it was instinct. That book is why I have 6 digits in the bank. That book is what has gotten me where I am.















