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[anx13ty-astr0naut]

I have many things I regret, this one of them... Blame @ethicalwolfpainter for this abomination. 

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November 30th. Journal 1

Let me tell ya’ll how fucked up this little girl’s got me. Thinking I honestly wouldn’t fuck her whole world up. I wasn’t even that mad about anything until Taylor wanted to act like a tough guy because Alex was on the dash. She does not want the enemy she just made herself but whatever. When that boy fucks her over and she’s heartbroken and alone because she’s such a little fucking attention seeking crybaby then it’s on her and only on her.

Selena annoys me too but that’s because I’m fucking Justin lol. I think she’s got it bad for him but he’s pretty whatever on her right now for some reason. I see it though. I’m not stupid and I know he will end up with her again more than likely. I’m just enjoying it while it lasts cause I wouldn’t let him cheat on her with me after they’re together. I might be a lot of undesirable things but the other woman is something I never am.

Patty is staying with me for a while. He can stay as long as he wants, really. It’s nice to have another soul in the house with me. He’s been sleeping in the Guest room and he’s a good guest. He made dinner tonight and it was really awesome then he even washed the dishes??? He was a little awkward at first but then he realized I’m not holding a grudge because we fucked this summer or trying to get in his pants again so we’re fine. The first night he was here, actually, we got faded as fuck and talked to each other about everything. It was really cleansing and I feel like we’re on a new level now where we have transcended awkwardness and that’s no longer gonna be a thing. Maybe I will text him the next time I’m pooping to see how he feels about it. That will be the true test of our bond.