In which the team’s newest photographer seems to get along just a little too well with one of the drivers sparking theories and full-blown investigations. When fans finally stumble upon her personal account, the speculation stops being speculation altogether.
Lando Norris x Photographer Reader
Word Count: 4k
For as long as Y/n could remember she had a camera in her hand or around her neck or in her bag. It started with her father filming every family moment for his home videos to remember her childhood. When she was two she picked up his camera and from there it was like she never put it down, it was her favorite toy. When she was four she understood how to take pictures properly though they were never any good from her toddler angles and blurry lens. Pictures of her mother cookie, her dad working in the backyard, her baby brother in his bassinet, the family dog when out on a walk. Everything was something she needed to capture on her dad's old camera.
As she got older her photos got better thanks to the guidance of her father. He’d crouch beside her, show her how to steady her hands, how to find the light, how to wait for a moment instead of chasing it. Then she started capturing moments of her own, still chasing but a lot less urgently. The blurry pictures more polished yet still the work of a young kid. School plays, the playground, her homework, sunsets from the backseat of the part, he brother getting dragged by the family dog while on a walk. Y/n's father never complained about the memory cards she filled or the batteries she drained. If anything, he encouraged it. Encouraged her and flamed her hobby and creativity.
One day her father took her to a race. He and her uncle were talking about it nonstop and had brought the kids along with them. Y/n was 10 now and still carried her camera around, no longer her father's old one but a proper camera she had received her previous birthday. She captured everything during the weekend. He family getting ready in the morning, the crown waiting to be let in, her uncle buying merchandise for himself her brother and her cousins after she refused any, the drivers on the stage talking to fans, and the posters on the way to their seats. When they finally sat she could see everything she had only seen on TV.
She could see the start/finish line stretching out in front of them, the pitlane alive with motion, the garages open like miniature worlds where mechanics swarmed around the cars. Her brother and cousins were laser focused on the cars as they did their practice laps and came in and out of their garages. Her father and uncle were talking about their teams and what strategies their drivers should use but Y/n was in her own world snapping pictures from her seat. Then in one of her own pictures she notices her. A woman with her hailed pulled back and a large camera with a long lense in her hands. She moved with purpose, slipping between team members and marshals like a shadow, tracking every moment with perfect precision. She was the calm in the chaos.
Every few seconds the woman would lift the massive lens and fire off a burst of shots, never flinching at the roar of engines or the chaos of the pitlane. She wasn’t watching the race the way fans did, she was capturing it. That's what Y/n did in a way. Capturing everything she might forget one day, having thousands and thousands of pictures by now.
"Dad" she said tapping her father's leg to get his attention.
"Yes dear?" He asked looking down at her.
"That lady," y/n zoomed in on her with her camera "she's taking pictures like me" she said almost in awe
"Yeah, she's a sports photographer." He said, eyes following the cars that zoomed by.
"A sport photographer?" She tilted her head.
"A person who's job it is to take pictures of sports" he explained as she nodded a long "They freeze what the rest of us miss."
Y/n nodded and looked back at the track using her camera to look closer. Then she noticed the woman wasn't the only one, there were many photographers in the pitlane and beyond it. Some crouched low by the barriers, others leaned toward the garages with long, heavy lenses, and a few stood further back capturing wide shots of everything happening at once. They moved with such intention, like they knew the race better than anyone else watching. She probably spent more time watching the photographer than she did watching the racing.
Then y/n realized she didn’t just take photos because it was fun or because she’d always carried a camera. She took them because she loved moments, fast moments, small moments, the ones that disappeared before anyone really noticed. And the people down there? They got to capture all of it. Y/n lowered her camera a little, still staring at them. She wanted to be there. Not in the stands. Not behind a fence. Down in the middle of the noise, the motion, the heart of the race, with a camera in her hand capturing every singe moment. That is what she wanted to be when she grew up.
"I want to do that," she murmured, more to herself than anyone else.
But her father heard her anyway. He smiled gently, squeezing her shoulder. "Then one day, you will."
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Y/N believed him. And she kept believing him through every year that followed.
By the time she was in college, the camera felt like an extension of her hands. She breezed through her photography classes, always choosing assignments that involved motion, track meets, boxing gyms, local karting circuits. Her professors praised her instinct. Her father just smiled like he’d known all along. While earning her photography degree, she spent a few seasons shooting in the junior formulas as her internship, F4, F3 (where she met her boyfriend), FRECA, traveling with smaller teams, learning the rhythms of a race weekend from the inside. She learned how to navigate the paddock, how to anticipate overtakes before they happened, how to move quickly without ever getting in the way. Every blurry rookie crash or podium celebration she captured sharpened her craft a little more.
It wasn’t glamorous, not at first. Long days, tiny hotel rooms, the occasional camera malfunction that made her want to cry. But when she sent her edited photos off at the end of each weekend, she felt the same rush she’d felt at ten years old in the grandstands. She was exactly where she wanted to be. And getting closer to where she wanted to go.
Her boyfriend loved that about her. They’d met years earlier, back when he was still racing in F2 and she was covering the championship with her camera held tightly in her hands, working her very first season in junior formulas. They were the same age, two eighteen-year-olds trying to carve out futures in a sport that swallowed most people whole. He noticed her long before she noticed him. (Or at least, that’s the version he always tells.)
Their friendship started at slow-speed tracks and rainy practice sessions, built on shared smiles, stolen conversations in paddock hallways, and her teasing him for blinking in half the photos she took. She was there photographing rookies trying to prove themselves; he was one of them, fighting to climb each rung of the ladder. According to everyone that met them it was only a matter of time before they started dating ao they weren't surprised when it actually happened in his 2nd season after he signed with a formula one team.
After two full seasons shooting in junior formulas, learning the rhythm of a paddock, covering everything from chaotic sprint races to podium tears, she’d built a portfolio strong enough to make even seasoned media managers double-take. Her shots weren’t just technically good, they had emotion, movement, soul. She captured the things people blinked through. The stories behind the result sheets. So when her inbox lit up with an email from McLaren’s media department, she nearly dropped her coffee. They wanted her. Her. To join their team as an official race photographer for the upcoming F1 season. She reread the message four times just to make sure it wasn’t some elaborate spam. Then she reread it again, heart pounding like she’d just sprinted a pitlane. A video call later, the offer was official.
She’d be traveling with the team, embedded with the drivers, documenting every part of the season, from Friday practice to Sunday Races to all the quiet moments in between. She’d get access she’d once dreamed of from grandstand seats as a little girl. She’d get to stand exactly where she’d once seen those photographers all those years ago. Her boyfriend wrapped her in the tightest hug when she told him. He’d always said she belonged in Formula One. Now the world finally seemed to agree.
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McLaren shared a post
McLaren Another banger race weekend for the team and some banger photos thanks to our new photographer Y/n L/n. Welcome to the MCL family
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user14: NAH these pics go crazy???? y/n already understood the assignment
User81: NEW PHOTOGRAPHER ERA LET’S GOOOO
User22: the champagne shot????? HELLO??? ICONIC
User1: okay but the sparks one is INSANE
User87: these look like MOVIE stills how is this real
User5: the aesthetic??? the blur??? the timing??? yeah y/n is THAT girl
User44: McLaren cooking again and it’s not just the drivers
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Y/Nsnaps shared a post
Y/Nsnaps theres several views from my camera, the professional and the personal, after so much begging he finally got me to make an account
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User55: wait is that… LANDO in the 3rd pic?? hello??
User16: the behind-the-scenes content we DESERVE
User1: “after so much begging he” WHO IS HE
LandoNorris: finallyyyyyy welcome to the chaos
\___Y/Nsnaps: oh shut up you
User72: no because lando liking AND commenting?? be serious rn
bff1: so she listened to HIM but never me… fake friend behavior 😒 love u tho
\___ Y/Nsnaps: Love you too
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Y/n was living her dream out in more than one way. She was a professional photographer, specifically in motorsports, she got to travel the world, and watch every race. And she got to do all that while cheering for her boyfriend, a driver for the very team she worked for. There were moments, little ones, quiet ones, where it hit her all over again. Catching sunrise over a circuit she’d only ever seen on TV. Sitting on the pit wall with her camera warming in her hands. Hearing the garage erupt when the boys nailed a quali lap. Editing photos in hotel rooms with Lando sprawled across the bed beside her, scrolling through TikTok with messy curls and tired eyes.
The fans were starting to notice things, though.
They noticed how Lando looked when she was behind the camera, how his smile always lingered a little too long in her direction, how he stuck his tongue between his teeth to hide a grin, how his eyes softened in a way that didn’t happen with any other lens pointed at him. They noticed when he reposted her shots every single weekend without fail, at least the lnfour page did. They noticed when she made a personal account and he appeared in it more than once, even if she wasn’t dumb enough to tag him.
Her comments were filled with theories connecting photo angles and timestamps like they were studying evidence in a court case. Some fans were already making 'Lando looking at Y/N like she hung the moon' compilations. Y/N saw all of it. And she ignored all of it. She liked her privacy. Liked that her relationship was something small and soft and quiet, something she didn’t have to stage or filter or explain. Lando didn’t mind. If anything, he loved the secret of it, loved that the world could guess but they didn’t know. So whenever the comments flooded with questions or accusations or heart-eyes emojis, Y/N did what she always did. Closed the app, threw her phone onto the nearest surface, and went back to doing what she loved. Capturing moments. Living them.
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Lando shared a post
Lando had a great break, back on track we go
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User10: this break was good for him he looks so happy
User9: okay but the LEGS. I can’t stop laughing
User14: y/n was definitely there I KNOW IT
User22: first pic is so HIM omg
User7: the girl in slide 5 lowkey looks like y/n… even without seeing her face??
User6: lando soft launching someone again i’m SCREAMING
User20: the tan, the curls, the smile… he’s thriving
Y/Nsnaps: some of these pics look familiar
\___ LandoNorris: hmm I wonder why
User21: Y/N COMMENTED???? oh the tea is BOILING
User44: the math is mathing so hard rn
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Y/Nsnaps shared a post
Y/Nsnaps great vacation with great company, can't wait to get back to the track and to get back to what I love to do
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User1: omg these pics are STUNNING
User4: wait is that… LANDO’S jet in pic 1????
\___User5: no because i recognize that interior THAT’S HIS JET
User47: slide 3… that’s a MAN and that man looks suspiciously like lando norris
User13: also why is she wearing papaya orange in slide 4
User28: the back?? the curls?? the HANDS??? that is LANDO.
User15: i’m crying she’s not even trying to hide it anymore
User17: pls they soft launched each other on the same day
User18: Y/N AND LANDO ENJOYING THEIR SECRET VACATION ERA
User22: no because I just know these two are dating and laughing at us trying to figure it out
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Y/n was laying on the hotel bed still half under the covers as she rubbed the sleep out of her eyes. She was never a morning person despite her job. She opened her phone and scrolled through emails and messages telling her where she was glong to be taking pictures and who she would be switching with between session, it was a race weekend after all. Then she was definately woken up why the sudden weight of Lando flopping onto the bed next to her, his curls were damp from the shower.
Y/n groaned playfully as the mattress dipped, her phone wobbled out of her hand. "Lando," she mumbled, "I’m trying to be a responsible adult"
"Mmm," he replied, face buried in the pillow next to her, "be irresponsible with me instead."
Y/n smiled and turned onto her side to look at him properly, her hand moving into his hair to give the curls some soft of shape. "Lan, you have to be in the paddock in two hours, you need to get ready to go for media"
"No I'm hiding, and avoiding the fact that our fans are apparently Sherlock Holmes now" lando said moving his arm under her to pull her closer into his side.
"Oh jeez, what did they find this time?"
Lando cracked one eye open, smirking. "You haven’t checked your post yet?"
"No..." she said cautiously. If she was honest anytime she posted anything she muted the notifications and never looked back at the post, it was better for the sake of her sanity.
He reached over to grab her phone, unlocked it, and handed it back with a flourish. "Enjoy," he said.
She scrolled through the comments, her tired brain slowly catching up. "Oh my god," she whispered. "Lando, they think the jet photo is yours."
"That’s because it is," he reminded her, smile smug.
She swatted at him lightly. "That’s not the point!"
"It absolutely is the point." He shifted so he could rest his chin on her shoulder, watching her scroll. "Keep going."
She did and dissolved into laughter. Half the comments were about the back and hands of the man in her third photo. "They’re analyzing your shoulder blades," she cackled. "That’s crazy."
"Hey." Lando sat up just enough to give her an offended look. "I have very recognizable shoulder blades."
She shook her head, eyes soft. "This is going to explode once we’re both at the paddock."
He sighed, letting his weight settle against her again. "Probably. But honestly?" His voice dropped, quiet and genuine. "I kind of love that they see it. I hate pretending you’re just the photographer."
"You're not good at pretending at all. You know there's compilations of you looking at me like you're in love with me" she said looking through the comments again.
"Thats because I am, plus I didn’t think the entire internet would turn into body-language experts overnight," he mumbled, burying his face against her shoulder with a groan. "Honestly, it’s terrifying how fast they catch things. I smiled at you once during FP2 and suddenly there are ten TikToks with red circles and dramatic music."
She laughed, warm and soft, brushing her fingers through the still-damp curls at his forehead. "To be fair, you did basically beam at me like I handed you a puppy."
"I was happy to see you there!" He said trying to defend himself but it only made Y/n laugh as she sat up in the bed.
"I'm there every race, we work for the same team" she said as she threw on the closerts jacket, which was lando's, and walked into the bathroom to get ready for the day.
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Y/Nsnaps shared a post
Y/Nsnaps been a while! Life has been going along but there's a new member of the family! Everyone say hello to Charlie boy (picture 5)
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User1: omg CHARLIE BOY HELLO he’s perfect
User22: wait… didn’t lando say he wanted to name his dog Charlie
User6: the way I gasped at picture 3, lando looks like he’s in time-out
User55: Y/N in the Norris jersey again?? babes you’re not subtle
User81: picture 6 is SO cute?? who took it
User44: okay but Charlie is literally the cutest little dude ever
User9: the Norris-branded gf vibes are jumping OUT
User77: ma’am… the jersey… the dog name… the driver liking the post… the pieces are PIECE-ING
User12: I’m not saying you and lando are dating but the evidence is STACKING
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Lando Hi Charlie boy
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user14: CHARLIE BOYYYYY he looks so spoiled already
user22: wait… is this the SAME Charlie boy Y/N just posted or am I losing my mind
user3: HELLOOOO WHOSE HAND IS THAT IN PIC 5
user72: the kitchen pic… sir why are you dancing with the dog like he’s your son
user6: THAT’S THE SAME DOG. HELLO???
user41: picture 3 LMFAOOO why does he look like he’s sulking on the couch
user4: the way these two are soft-launching AND hard-launching at the same time
user11: “hi Charlie boy” BOY WHO?? WE KNOW WHO CHARLIE BELONGS TO
user1: I KNOW THOSE ARE Y/N’S NAILS I KNOW THEM LIKE I KNOW MY OWN
user27: pic 5 singlehandedly ended the soft
user32: the jet. the dog. the jersey. the hands. the BACK. I’m actually crying
user16: WHY IS NOONE TALKING ABOUT THE KAST PICTURE, THATS NOT LANDO ITS A GIRL
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Y/n didn’t think she’d cry. She really didn’t. She’d spent years on the job, years behind a camera capturing other people’s victories and heartbreaks, years learning how to stay composed through every podium, every anthem, every champagne shower.
But this time... this time it was him. This was her Lando. The Lando was standing on the top step at Silverstone, the fog from the rainy race around him, trophy lifted high above his head as the crowd roared like they’d been waiting their whole lives for that exact moment. And maybe they had. But she’d been waiting longer.
Her hands trembled around her camera, the familiar weight suddenly feeling impossible to hold steady. She kept shooting anyway - click, click, click - even as her vision blurred. She tasted salt on her lips before she even realized she was crying.
"He told you," someone murmured beside her, another photographer moving in closer. "Didn’t he say he was gonna win today?"
She let out a shaky laugh, wiping under her eyes quickly. "Yeah. Yeah, he did."
He’d said it that morning, half-asleep and wrapped around her in the hotel bed, his breath warm against her cheek. ‘Silverstone win for our anniversary, yeah? I’m feeling it.' She’d rolled her eyes at him that morning, kissed his forehead, told him to focus on not crashing in the rain first. But he’d meant it. He’d actually meant it. The anthem started. The British flag on the screen. And she watched the boy she loved stand there, chest rising and falling like he couldn’t quite believe it either.
Something in her cracked open. Years of sneaking around. Years of stepping out of frame. Months of posting pictures of him without ever saying his name. Years of pretending the softest parts of her life didn’t exist. For what? Why? Because it was easier? Because it was safer? But watching him up there, eyes shining, smile blinding, heart so big it felt like it could split her open, she suddenly didn’t want easy, or safe, or hidden anymore. She wanted real. She wanted him. And she wanted the world to know.
Lando turned then, gaze sweeping the crowd until it snagged on her. He didn’t hide it. Didn’t try. His face softened instantly, the grin turning gentle, private, meant only for her.
That was it. Game over. Y/N lowered her camera, letting it rest against her chest as she whispered to herself, "Okay. It’s been long enough." Tonight, after the podium, after the celebrations, after he finally got to breathe, she was going to tell the world. No more hiding. No more half-truths. No more pretending. She was ready. Ready to be his,not just in the quiet, stolen moments, but in the loud, public ones too. Because he’d kept his promise.
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Y/Nsnaps I was expecting to get dinner for our anniversary not to get a whole trophy. Congratulations on the win and Happy Four Years Lan, I love you so so much. Tagged- LandoNorris Like by LandoNorris, bff1, maxfewtrell, and 41,738 others
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User13: OH. MY. GOD. THE WAY I SCREAMED???
User2: FOUR YEARS??? YOU HID FOUR YEARS???
User44: we weren’t delusional after all omg
MaxFewtrell: happy anniversary you two
User88: I KNEW IT WAS HIS BACK IN THAT VACATION POST I KNEW IT
User81: the timeline makes me sick. FOUR YEARS??? while we were here analyzing hat shadows??
User5: girl the way you said “Lan” so casually like we didn’t just find out he’s your BOYFRIEND OF FOUR YEARS
User77: no because this is the cutest reveal ever I’m actually crying
User4: LANDO NORRIS YOU ARE A LIAR AND A FRAUD (congrats tho king)
MaxFewtrell: yeah ok finally 💀 took u long enough
bff1: omg my parents finally went public
User23: the picture of him carrying you HELLO???? this is romance???
User98: “I was expecting dinner not a trophy” OK MRS. COMEDY
User56: imagine hard launching your bf with the BRITISH GP TROPHY ON YOUR ANNIVERSARY??? queen behavior
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As soon as she hit the post button Y/n turned her notifications off and put her phone away, right now the she wasn't concerned over the internet or the fans loosing their minds, she had an anniversary dinner to go to with her boyfriend.
Lando watched her slip her phone into her bag, an amused smile tugging at his lips. "You know the f1 fan world is probably on fire right now, right?" he said, offering his hand as they stepped out of the hotel room.
"Yep," she replied simply, lacing her fingers with his. "But they’ll survive. Tonight’s ours."
He leaned down to kiss her temple as they walked toward the elevator, his voice warm and quiet. "I’m proud of you, you know. And happy. Really happy."
Y/n’s chest softened, the weight of four years of secrecy finally easing into something light, something beautiful. "Me too," she whispered. "Feels good to stop hiding."
In which two best friends end up finding out their feelings for eachother and try to figure their relationship out while in the public eye AKA
Oscar Piastri x Childhood Best Friends Reader pt2
Word Count- 15.5k
Author's note- thank you guys so so much for enjoying part 1, I got this out as fast as I could. I also tried to make this shorter than part 1 but I 100% got carried away. I hope you guys enjoy my second ever x reader fic!!
EARLY 2025
It was funny to think about the fact that 19 years after moving to Australia and pouting the whole drive to her new house Y/n would be driving down the same streets with a massive smile on her face. She hadn't been back in Australia since they moved away back in 2013. It felt nice to be back on the same aread she spent seven years of her childhood in. She drove past her old school, and part the old karting track she would watch Oscar in and past her old house. It looked the same from the outside but there were new car in the driveway, another family lived there now.
Y/n drove past her old house and towards what was the reason she was back in her old neighborhood. She pulled into the driveway of the large house and parked her rental car. As she walks up to the all too firmiliar doors and knock. Three quick followed by two more slower one, it was kind of her signature. Y/n smiled thinking back to the early weekend mornings where she'd ride he bike over to this house and knock in that exact same pattern to be let in. She heard muffled talking behind the door before hearing footsteps getting closer. Then it opened and they he was, Oscar.
"Hi" y/n smiled at him nit knowing what else to say apart from the small casual greeting. It was still all unreal to her.
A year ago she was just one of his fans that just so happened to have grown up being his bestfriend, and now here she was, standing in front of Oscar about to spend the next 2 weeks with him and his family. It was funny things worked out, one day she is meeting up and reconnecting with Hattie, then her Oscar are mutuals and then very last minute after months of nonstop talking Oscar is asking her to come to Australia. 'For old times sake' he had said but it sounded more like a last minute reason he threw together in the seconds it took her to agree.
"Hi" Oscar echoed looking slightly down at her. For a long while they just stood there, staring at eachother separated by a few feet of space and tension.
In those moments it was like they were trying to memorize every detail of eachother's faces, this was the first time they had seen eavhother this up close in person since those few minute back in May of 2024. Her eyes scanned over his features, one he had grown into well the soft wave of hair falling across his forehead, the sharp, thoughtful set of his brows, the quiet intensity in his dark eyes even when off the track. Then she noticed the faint scatter of barely there freckles across his face and the moles she had counted dozens of time in their childhood.
For a moment she felt the urge to count them once again but there wasn't time for that now especially the sound of footsteps getting closer from the inside of the house. Then Oscar was quickly shoved out of the way braking the two of them out of their trance of staring at eachother. The person who shoved him? None other than Hattie, his younger sister and the reason him and Y/n has started talking again.
Hattie rolled her eyes at him as she grabbed Y/n by the hand and dragged her into the house. "Sorry about that Idiot blocking your way, come in, make yourself at home" Hattie said narrowing her eyes at her brother. "Oscar bring her bag in, to the guest room"
Y/n was going to protest, to try to say she could take her own bag and that she didn't want to inconvenience Oscar but by the time she looked back he was already carrying her bag into the house. He didn't protest, he didn't argue against bringing it he had just hummed and started walking towards the stair, Y/n's carry on bag rolling behind him. She couldn't help but smile as they made eye contact for a split second after he looked behind him when they split at the stairway.
Before she knew it she was sitting in the back yard with the Piastris as they all caught up, reminiscing about the past and all the time Y/n would spent at their house, and them at hers back when they were all younger. Nicole reminisced on all the times the five of them (Nicole, Y/n, Hattie, Eddie, and Mae) would have small girls trips, those were always some of Y/n' favorite memories.
Nicole leaned forward with a fond sigh, brushing a strand of hair behind her ear. "I still have photos from that weekend where you girls convinced us to get matching anklets."
"Oh my god," Y/n groaned, laughing into her hands. "Mine broke after, like, two weeks."
"Mine’s still in a drawer somewhere," Hattie added proudly, nudging her shoulder.
Eddie came outside with a bowl of popcorn she absolutely didn’t need. “Remember when Hattie and I tried to build that ramp in the driveway and you two told Mum we were going to break our necks?”
"You were," Y/n shot back, pointing at her. “And you almost did!”
"Yeah, but it was going to be sick," Eddie shrugged, Oscar just looked down at his drink and smiled to himself, dimples deepening.
In that moment Oscar caught Y/n's gaze. She stared for a moment to long as he shook his head slightly down at his drink as he just smiled. Remembering the moment Y/n and him ran inside to tattle on the two younger girls before they hurt themselves. Y/n felt a strange warmth that wasnt there before spread through her as she watched him smile. Before she realized it her cheeks were heating up and she forced herself to look away when she realized the thought running through her head, 'when did he get so attractive?'.
Eventually the conversations softened, people stretching, yawning, and drifting into that easy end-of-night lull after dinner. Hattie stood, brushing crumbs from her lap. "Alright, you’ve had a long day. Let’s get you settled before you turn into a zombie on the patio."
As they headed inside, Oscar was already gathering the empty glasses without being asked. When he passed Y/n, he paused for just a second, long enough to give her a small, warm smile that somehow made her chest feel too full. "Your room’s all ready," he said lightly. "Fresh sheets and lavender."
It caught her off guard, the gentleness of it. The familiarity. The fact he remmeber lavender was he favorite scent after all this time.
"Thank you," she murmured, and he nodded once before heading toward the kitchen.
That night it seemed like it was impossible for Y/n to fall asleep. She tried absolute everything that would work when she was in college. The flipped her pillows, changed positions a million times, pit on her music and quickly turned it off, she tried ASMR and white noise but it just didn't seem to work. She sat up in the woth a groan and fixed her already messy hair tossing it into a bun before getting out of the bed. Maybe it was the time difference, Melbourne was 16 hours ahead of Miami, or the fact that she kept thinking about Oscar being a few rooms away but she couldn't seem to rest.
She adjusted her oversized shirt and her shorts before slipping on her slides. She quietly opened the door of the bedroom and slipped out, closing it just a silently as she opened it. She walked down the hallway towards the balcony, her phone in hand, maybe getting some fresh air would help her calm her mind so she could finally get some rest. Ask she reached the end of the hall and got out onto the balcony she checked the time on her phone, it was already half past midnight which made her groan.
Y/n closed the balcony door behind herself and settled down on one of the chaor in the balcony before opening her phone. If it was 12:30 here it was about 9:30am back at home and all her friends were probably at work. She didn't want to bother them and call or text them just incase they were busy. Maybe bringing a book out here would have been a better idea than grabbing her phone. Y/n let out a sigh and put her phone on the small table infront of her before bringing her knees up to her chest so che could rest her chin on them.
As she looked out at the dark backyard and lights of the neighborhood she ended up zoning out for a few minutes. Y/n was only snapped out of her zoned out state when she heard the sliding door behind her open and shut just a few seconds afterwards. She expected it to be Hattie, the other woman had a habit of staying up late back when they were kids and now as Y/n had come to find out over the last year.
"Can't sleep?" It was two word from a voice that was definately not hattie.
She turned her head over to look and there he was, Oscar. His hair was slightly messed up and he was wearing a plain white shirt, a black zip-up jacket and pair of pajama bottoms. She stared for a split second before she nodded. This felt different than before, this was no longer her favorite f1 driver, the man she watched in interviews and cheered for in her bedroom, this was just Oscar the boy she grew up with.
"Yeah... tried everything but just, couldnt" she sighed looking out to the backyard again.
He hummed and sat in the other chair next to hers also looking out into the darkness. They stayed like that for a bit before Oscar cleared his throat and adjusted himself in the seat. "Uhm, yeah it happens to me too when I uhm travel a lot. Time difference kills you"
Y/n huffed a small laugh "yeah, being in a different part of the world almost every weekend. I’m sure your internal clock is just absolutely cooked."
"Uhm yeah that’s one word for it,” he chuckled, rubbing the back of his neck. "Sometimes I feel like I’m living in four time zones at once."
They fell into another small silence, comfortable, but charged in a way that made Y/n suddenly hyper-aware of how close his chair was to hers. How the cool air made her skin prickle. How Oscar kept glancing at her like he was making sure she was really there. She finally looked over at him, resting her cheek on her knees and their eyes met. Neither of them blinked, neither of them looked away, they just looked at eachother.
Oscar was the first to break the stare, not by looking away, but by letting out a quiet breath that sounded almost… relieved. He shifted a little, angling himself more toward her, knees turning in her direction instead of the yard. "So…" he said softly, voice lower now, "this is weird, right?"
Y/n let out a tiny, breathy laugh. "A little."
"But like… good weird?" he asked, eyes flicking down to her hands for half a second before finding her face again.
She swallowed, suddenly very aware of how her heartbeat had picked up. “Yeah. Good weird.”
He smiled small, lopsided, gentle. Not the bright grin he gave cameras or fans. Something quieter. Something just for her.
“It’s just…” Oscar hesitated, searching for the words, "we haven’t really had a moment to actually talk to you since, well, since..."
"Since I moved," she finished for him.
"Uhm Yeah." His jaw flexed, like the memory tugged at something in him. "I always thought I’d see you again sooner. Then life just... kind of took off."
"Yours especially," she teased weakly.
"Maybe." He shrugged. "But that doesn’t mean I didn’t miss this."
Y/n’s breath caught. "This?"
"Uhm yeah, You," he corrected, soft but certain.
Her chest tightened in that warm, uncomfortable, fluttering way she hated pretending she didn’t understand. Here he was sitting right infront of her within her reach telling her he missed her. She wanted to reach out to take his hands into her own and tell him she missed him too. That the only reason she got into formula one at first was to see him before she got sucked in by the sport itself. She wanted to tell him she contemplated DMing him hundreds of times before they saw eachother at the Miami 2024 race but she didn't. It wasn't the right time. Maybe the right time would never come.
But instead of saying the hundred things racing through her mind, Y/n only dug her fingertips gently into the fabric of her pajama shorts, anything to keep her grounded, to stop herself from reaching out and taking his hand like her instinct begged her to. Oscar watched her carefully, like he was waiting for something, like he could see the thoughts flickering behind her eyes. The way he looked at her, soft, open, familiar, felt achingly similar to how he used to look at her when they were kids sharing secrets on her back porch.
"I missed you too,"she finally whispered, voice small but honest. Without reaching for him despite how badly she wanted to.
Oscar’s lips twitched into something that wasn’t quite a smile but wasn’t neutral either, something warm that crept all the way into his eyes. “Yeah?” he asked quietly almost hopefully.
Y/n nodded. "After I moved, everything was so hectic, it felt like my whole world had stopped when everyone else's kept spinning. Talking to you was the best part of my weeks but after you moved to the UK that was gone. When I found out about you making it it to f1 I wanted to reachout but I convinced myself that you had forgotten me" she admitted softly. Y/n mentally kicked herself for how soft and pathetic she sounded.
Oscar’s brows drew together, not in confusion but in something gentler, something that made her stomach twist. "Forgotten you?" he repeated, like the idea itself offended him. "Y/n, I...there’s no world where that would’ve happened."
Suddenly her mouth felt like it went dry at his admission. His words would have sounded romantic if it weren't for her convincing herself there was no world in which he'd feel like that towards her. Not that she was thinking about that, definately not.
"I’m glad we’re here now," he said quietly like he didn't want the conversation to dull out yet.
"Me too," she whispered.
They fell into a comfortable quiet again, but this time it bubbled with something warm, something unspoken. The night breeze picked up, brushing over her bare arms, and she shivered without meaning to. Oscar caught it immediately. He didn’t say anything, just leaned forward, pulled his zip-up hoodie off in one smooth motion, and draped it around her shoulders before she could even protest.
"Here," he murmured, fingers brushing her upper arm for half a second longer than necessary.
"Oscar, I’m fine-"
"Humor me," he said softly, giving a tiny smile. "Please"
She tugged the hoodie closer, the fabric still warm from him and smelling unmistakably, overwhelmingly like him. Clean, warm, familiar in a way that made her chest feel too tight. "…Thanks," she managed.
And the space between them felt smaller. Warmer. Different. They sat in a comfortable silence for another 15 minutes talking here and there but mostly just enjoying being in eachother's space. It was like they both wanted to reach out for the other but never quiet got the courage to so they just looked at eachother. Eventually Y/n let out a yawn and they made their way back inside the house, towards their respective room.
"Goodnight, osc" she said rubbing her eyes as she opened the door of the guest room.
"Yeah, night" he nodded not bringing up the fact she still had his jacket on before she closed the door and headed to bed for the night. "Fuck" he muttered to himself heading towards his own room.
The rest of the trip Oscar and Y/n kept finding their way back to eachother's side one way of another. Even when they split off to do different things with the rest of the Piastris, they somehow drifted back together, sitting beside each other at meals, walking in step without meaning to, sharing little glances that lingered longer than either of them admitted.It felt easy, familiar in a way that made Y/n’s chest ache, but there was something new layered underneath it too, something warm and careful and impossibly delicate.
They spent the week doing everything and nothing at all: long mornings outside with the sun warming their shoulders, little afternoon trips into town for snacks, wandering through shops, parks, and scenic lookouts with no real plan. Sometimes they’d find themselves sitting together on a bench, talking about small things, how Y/n’s internship was going, how Oscar handled constant travel, what had changed in their lives since they last saw each other. Other times it was quiet, the kind of silence that didn’t demand to be filled. Just being near each other seemed to be enough.
But beneath those familiar rhythms were moments that made Y/n’s heart trip over itself. Like the way Oscar sometimes walked close enough that their arms brushed. Or how, when she grabbed his hand to cross a busy street without thinking, he held on for a beat longer than needed before letting go. Or the way he’d lean down slightly to listen to her when she talked, eyes soft and focused in a way that made her throat tighten. Every little touch lasted a second too long. Every look lingered just a moment more.
There were times she caught him staring too, usually when she was looking somewhere else, or laughing at something Eddie said. He never looked away quickly enough. It was always this slow shift, like he knew she’d caught him but didn’t really care. Y/n tried not to overthink it, but it was impossible not to when she could practically feel the shift in the air between them. It wasn’t dramatic or loud, it was subtle, like a thread quietly pulling them closer with each passing day.
And of course, there were the stupid, sweet things: Oscar wiping a smudge off her cheek without hesitation; him stepping in front of her when a bird swooped too close; her tugging him by the sleeve when he stopped to look at something; the two of them wandering ahead of the group without meaning to, talking about the future like they weren’t scared of it. It all felt too natural, too easy, too much like slipping back into something neither of them had fully let go of.
By the end of the trip, Y/n wished she could stay in Australia forever [little five year old her would have never believed she would ever think that] but it was the truth. It wasn't just the memories of her childhood but all the moments with Oscar too. She didn't want to fly back and suddenly all of this to be a memory. She didn't want to go back to being another fan after having the best two weeks of her adult life.
At the airport parking lot Oscar helped her take her bag out of the trunk of the rental car and walked her to the entrance. They stood a bit too long like they were waiting for something, anything that meant they could stay together longer.
"I" they both started simultaneously "no you go ahead" the said in unison again before they both laughed a little.
"I'm going to miss this..." Y/n finally spoke smiling up at Oscar.
He nodded in agreement "yeah, uhm, me too"
"Maybe we could do this again, hanging out, us two?" She wanted to sound nonchalant about it but her voice was a little too hopeful.
"Yeah, yeah definately" he agreed again taking his hands out of his hoodie pocket.
For another moment then stood there, barely three feet from wachother. "I should get going... flights don't wait up" Y/n joked and Oscar nodded.
She took a step back, and he took one forward. Then in what felt like the blink of an eye Oscar had wrapped his arms around her in a hug. A hug that she quickly returned dropping her passport in the process.
"Stay safe yeah, and uhm, cal when you land" Oscar said softly and she nodded into his shoulder.
"I will" she said before he stepped back and picked up her passport for her.
Y/n watched him walk towards the car and once he was in it she finally turned around and headed into the airport to find her gate. It wasn't till she was at the gate, waiting to board the planed that she realized she was still wearing his jacket from the first night. He had never asked for it back and she had been wearing it nonstop. Suddenly all those jokes and 'knowing looks' from Hattie started to make a little bit more sense.
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urinsta_ Just spent two whole weeks in the place where I grew up, the land down unda! I had so much fun and I can't wait until I can come back again. Until next time Australia
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Just.Jess: this looks like such a good trip, glad you had fun!
user7: australia actually suits you, these are so pretty but who is the mystery man?
TheaDreams: you’re living the life fr, take me with you next time
\___ urinsta_: Uhg I wish!! Girls trip to Aus when?
user10: can’t believe you were gone for two weeks, it went so fast
user5: the baking pic is adorable
user6: this whole trip just feels so wholesome
EriKat: Girl, you better tell us everything when you’re back
\___ urinsta_: Erika I swear!
user14: girl you were GLOWING the whole time
user17: ok but the guy kinda looks like oscar piastri??? is it just me
\___ user22: No it definately looks like him! They are childhood friends soooo
\___ User17: I'm sorry they're WHAT
\___ user31: you're so late to party, catch up
user44: whoever took that pics needs a raise
MARCH 2025
It had been two and a half months since Y/n got back from Australia. Her and Oscar kept talking though this time it was a lot more phone calls than text messages. Usually between practice sessions or after flights. They kept making plans to maybe hand out between races but the plans kept falling through mainly due to scheduling issues and also both of their nerves about the media seeing them and starting rumors.
Y/n had mostly been working and spending time with family and today was the day her and her friends (the same group of girls from college) were finally able to all get together to hand out. They met up at their favorite Cafe from back in college and got to catching up, sharing news and stories from work. Everything a group of girls that haven't seen eachother in the last month would do. It felt good. Comfortable. Loud in that way only they could be.
Jess was halfway through telling a dramatic story about her coworker nearly burning the office microwave when Maddie cleared her throat softly, fidgeting with her coffee cup. The other four girls turned to look at her. Madeline had always been the quieter one of the friend group so they didn't mind pausing a conversation if she had something to share.
"Okay, um… can I hijack the conversation for a sec?" she said, cheeks already pink.
"What did you do?" Dorothea teased.
"Oh God, are you quitting your job?" Erika asked.
"Are you pregnant?" Jess added, eyes wide.
Y/n laughed and shook her head, god those three always jumped to the wildest conclusions. "Guys, let her talk" she said sipping her own latte.
Maddie let out a breathy laugh. "No! No to all of that. I’m, well…" She held out her left hand, palm down. A small diamond glinted under the café lights.
"SHUT UP!" Jess practically screeched.
"YOU’RE ENGAGED?!" Erika threw her arms around her.
"Oh my god!! Maddie!" Dorothea grabbed her hand to see the ring.
Y/n covered her mouth, smiling so wide it almost hurt. "Since when?! How did it happen?!"
Maddie was glowing in a way none of them had ever seen before. "Last weekend," she said, voice trembling with excitement. “He took me back to the little park by campus, you know, the one near the old bookstore? We were walking, and he just… stopped and said he’d known since freshman year."
Jess let out another choked squeal. "This is insane, you’ve literally been together forever. Congratulations"
"Yeah, thank you" Maddie said softly, eyes going a little glassy. "I just… I wanted to tell you guys in person. And I wanted you ask if you girl would be my bridesmaids"
The four girls obviously agreed as they pulled her into a messy, overlapping group hug, the kind that made their chairs screech on the floor and made other customers look over.
"So," Dorothea said, tossing her hair over her shoulder, "I guess we’re doing love life updates today."
"Oh absolutely," Erika added. "If Maddie’s engaged, one of you better have some drama for me."
There wasn't much to share from the others apart from the fact that Thea got a girlfriend recently and that Jess and Erika were still single. Jess by choice and Erika begrudgingly not, her own words. Them they turned to look at Y/n who was replying to a text from Oscar.
Y/n blinked at them when she looked up. "What? Why are you all looking at me like that?"
Jess leaned forward, chin in hand. "So… Australia. Wanna tell us how that was?"
"It was nice," Y/n said carefully, tucking her phone closer to her. "Really nice to be back, honestly. I hadn’t seen my ... friends from there in forever, so it was just… good."
Erika raised a brow. "Uh-huh. And what about Oscar?"
The name landed like a stone dropped in the middle of the table. Y/n’s face heated immediately, pink blooming across her cheeks as she snapped her phone shut and turned the screen facedown. All four girls froze.
"Why’d you turn your phone off so fast?" Jess demanded, already reaching across the table like she could grab it.
Erika sat up straighter. "Y/n M/n L/n. What was that reaction?"
Y/n sputtered, suddenly very interested in the condensation sliding down her iced coffee.
"It wasn’t a reaction."
"It was so a reaction," Maddie chimed in, grinning for the first time since showing off her ring.
"I didn’t.. okay, he just...." Y/n shook her head, flustered. "Australia was great. That’s all."
Jess folded her arms. “Start talking.”
Y/n sank in her seat and pulled her jacket tighter around herself, suddenly finding the patterns of the wood on the table very interesting.
"He just, we... okay to I'm probably just reading into things but like, near the end of the trip ot really felt different kind of romantic in a way, you know" Y/n almost whispered tucking her hair behind her ear.
Thea shook her head "No we don't know, please enlighten us"
Y/n rubbed her palms on her jeans. “It was just little stuff. Like, there were moments where we’d hold hands a bit too long. Not accidental, but not exactly on purpose either? And he’d look at me like… like he was admiring me you know, like he needed to memorize every one of my features. And he asked me to go to more races because he said I was ‘good luck.’ Which is stupid, because I’m not, but...”
Jess gasped. “Oh my god, he totally likes you.”
“He so does,” Erika said, leaning closer like she was inspecting a rare artifact. “Who asks someone to be their good-luck charm unless they’re obsessed with them?”
"Oscar is Not obsessed with me!" Y/n said narrowing her eyes at her friend. "He just sees me as a friend, that's all."
Her friends looked at her, then looked at eachother with a face that 'is this girl be so for real right now?' Before looking back at her.
"Y/n, honey, I'm going to hold your hand when I tell you this" Jess started taking one of Y/n's hands into her own. "A guy doesn't just fly you across the world and look at you lovingly if you're just a friend to him"
Y/n shook her head fast, a nervous, embarrassed laugh escaping her. “No. No, he’s not. He was just being nice, and we were catching up, and..." she stopped herself thinking back to those late night talks.
The conversation moved on from there but Y/n was still thinking about that part of it. Maybe her friends had a point but maybe she was being a bit of a delusional fan. But thinking about it, really thinking about it, those late night talks, the look in his eyes when she laughed at one of his stupid jokes. It said a little more than she was ready to admit to herself. Maybe a part of her did want him to feel like that for her. Her cheeks flushed and she bit her straw chewing on it, a bit too in her own thoughts.
After their girls night out Y/n got home with her shoes in her hand which she quickly dropped at the entry way of the apartment. "Coco, where are you girl?" She called out with a yawn as she looked around for her dog.
She found the white dog on the couch laying on her back asleep. "You are just living the life aren't you girl?" Y/n asked softly sitting down on the couch to pet the dog's belly.
"You don't have to worry about guys and if they like you or not" she sighed scratching behind coco's ear with a smile. Y/n hummed and got off the couch to go shower and get ready to bed. She was still thinking about Oscar but that seamed to be the norm now. She wouldn't say it outloud but maybe, just maybe she did actually like him, and not in just a friendly way.
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User18: You look amazing in every single picture
EriKat: Coco completely stole the spotlight without even going out
\___ urinsta_: doesn't she always?
User5: You girls always know how to have the best nights
User6: The city pictures are so pretty
User7: I’m obsessed with all of your outfits
maddieverse: This night was so much fun. We need to do it again soon
\___ urinsta_: we 100% do!!
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User81: Love to see Oscar in the likes all the time now
User31: Every time you post, F1 Twitter gets suspicious.
\___ urinsta_: Tell them to relax, I’m literally just existing.
LATE APRIL 2025
Y/n didn't know Oscar was serious when he texted her saying that he was outside. It was four days before the Miami grand prix but according to the news most drivers hadn't flown in yet. So she had nit reason to think he was being serious. Though when three quick knocks hit her front door and coco started barking she believed him a bit more.
"No way" she said dropping her phone and rushing to the door tripping on her sweatpants as she opened the door. "What the fuck?!" She said when she was met with him at her apartment door.
"Uhm, should I go then?" He asked pointing behind himself.
Judging by the look on his face Oscar was already regretting showing up unannounced. His weight shifted from one foot to the other, shoulders sagging ever so slightly like he was preparing for the door to slam in his face.
Y/n’s eyes widened. "No! no, don’t go," she rushed out, grabbing his wrist before he could take even half a step back. "I just… I thought you were joking."
"I wasn’t," he said with a small, almost sheepish smile. "I, uh… got in earlier than expected. And I wanted to see you." His eyes flicked over her, sweatpants, messy bun, oversized shirt, and he grinned. "Nice outfit, by the way."
"Oh shut up," she muttered, cheeks heating as she tried to subtly kick her pant leg so it would stop bunching at her ankle. "I wasn’t expecting anyone, let alone you."
Coco barked again, circling Oscar’s feet like he was returning from war and not just showing up on a random evening. Since they met last year it was like Coco was obsessed with oscar, shed bark at the phone any time Y/n and Oscar called and pounced on it any time they face timed. It was almost like she loved oscar more than she loved Y/n. Oscar crouched, scratching her behind the ears with a laugh that softened all the tension in his shoulders. "At least someone’s happy I’m here."
Y/n swallowed, suddenly too aware of the warmth pooling in her chest. "I am happy you’re here," she admitted quietly.
Oscar looked up at her from where he crouched, eyes catching hers. "Yeah?" he asked, voice more fragile than she expected.
She nodded. "Yeah."
They stood there for a moment together just looking at eachother as coco licked Oscar's hands and shook her entire body. That was one of Y/n favorite things about the small dog, the way that she shook he entire body and not just her tail when she was happy and excited.
Her face broke into a smile she couldn’t hold back. "Get in here, idiot."
Oscar stepped inside, brushing past her, and the moment he did, she felt it again. That subtle shift in the air. That spark. That familiar, terrifying, magnetic pull.
As she closed the door behind him, he glanced around the apartment, hands shoved into the pockets of his hoodie. "You sure it’s okay I’m here?" he asked, quieter this time. "I didn’t mean to ambush you."
Y/n shook her head, still a little stunned he was standing in her living room like it was normal. "You didn’t ambush me. You just... showed up. That’s different."
"Is it?" he asked with a crooked, almost shy smile.
"Yeah," she said, crossing her arms only to give her hands something to do. "Ambushing would be… I don’t know, you barging in with the drive to survive crew or something. You knocking politely is fine."
Oscar huffed a laugh, rubbing the side of his neck. "I almost didn’t. I was sitting in my rental for like ten minutes wondering if I should text you again."
"You probably should’ve started with ‘I’m not joking, im here'" Y/n teased.
"Yeah, well," he muttered, eyes dropping to the floor for a moment, "I didn’t want to seem too eager."
Her heart stuttered. She tried very, very hard not to react. Coco trotted back over to them, bumping her nose against Oscar’s ankle like she was scolding him for not giving her attention fast enough. He crouched, scratching behind her ears, his entire face softening.
"She really likes you," Y/n said.
"Good," he replied simply. Then he glanced up at her. "Do you?"
The question caught her completely off guard. It wasn’t flirty. It wasn’t teasing. It was just… honest. “I,yeah," she said, barely above a whisper. "Of course I do."
Oscar’s shoulders lowered, just slightly, like he’d been holding tension since the moment she opened the door. "Good," he said again, quieter this time. "I wasn’t sure you’d want to see me."
"Are you kidding?" She asked with a laugh as she tugged Oscar towards her couch so the two of them could sit down. "In don't care how cheesy it sounds getting to see you is always a treat. Like genuinely, it still feels unreal to talk to you like this"
"I came early because I wanted to see you," he said softly. "You know that, right?"
Her heart clenched and her cheeks heated a bit. "Oscar…"
"I’m not trying to make anything weird," he added quickly as coco climbed into his lap. "I just, wanted to be here. With you. For a bit."
Y/n swallowed, suddenly unsure what to do with her hands, her breath, her entire existence. "Well," she murmured, finally meeting his eyes, "I’m glad you’re here."
Oscar didn't look up, he just nodded while petting Coco "me too"
"Oh my god," Jess whispered harshly. “He’s actually here. You weren’t lying.”
Erika leaned forward, eyes narrowing in awe. “He looks different in person. Taller. And hotter. What the hell.”
Dorothea immediately waved them over with the enthusiasm of someone who’d been waiting for this moment for weeks. Maddie smiled wide, already gearing up to interrogate Y/n the second Oscar was out of earshot. Y/n felt her stomach flip as she led Oscar through the crowd, still not fully believing he wanted to be there, here,with her and her friends. But Oscar walked just slightly behind her, one hand hovering near her back, never quiet touching, like he couldn’t help himself.
When they reached the table, the girls greeted him with an almost alarming amount of warmth.
“So you’re the famous Oscar,” Thea said, giving him a polite but amused smile. “We’ve heard… things.”
Oscar looked briefly alarmed but managed a soft laugh. “Hopefully good things?”
“Oh yeah, totally,” Jess deadpanned. “Y/n never shuts up about-”
“Okay!” Y/n clapped loudly, cutting her off. “Who wants drinks?”
The whole table burst into laughter, and Oscar shot her a soft, fond grin she tried very hard not to melt under. The girls kept him talking, about racing, about traveling, about Australia, but every time Y/n looked over, he was already watching her. And every time his knee brushed hers under the table, neither of them moved away. Then the music shifted, the lights dimmed, and the dance floor filled as the time passed inside the dark club.
Jess leaned across the table, eyes bright with mischief. “You two should dance.”
“Nah,” Y/n said too quickly, her voice breaking. “We’re fine.”
Oscar just nodded politely as the two of them watched Y/n's friends get up to dance. Neither of them were the clubbing type and they had barely been here for an hour at this point.
After two songs, Oscar leaned toward her ear, voice nearly drowned by the music. “You want to get out of here?”
Y/n’s pulse skipped. She nodded. “Yeah.”
And just like that, they slipped out, leaving the flashing lights, the pounding music, and Y/n’s friends staring after them with wide eyes and matching oh my god expressions.
They slipped out the side door of the club, the cool night air rushing over their skin like a relief neither of them admitted they needed. The street was quiet, damp pavement, soft yellow streetlights, the distant hum of traffic. Oscar’s fingers brushed Y/n’s as they walked, close enough to touch but not quite. Until she stumbled slightly on the curb. His hand caught hers instantly. Neither of them let go.
They kept walking that way. hands gently laced, shoulders bumping occasionally, both pretending it was just… practical. Just friendly. Just convenient.
It wasn't.
Not even close.
The moment they stepped inside Y/n's apartment, Coco came bouncing over, wriggling her entire body in excitement and immediately going to Oscar like she’d been waiting hours for him specifically. Oscar crouched to greet her, smiling with that soft, quiet fondness he didn’t show many people.
Y/n put on a movie. Something random, something comforting, then curled up on the couch beside him. At first, they kept a careful inch of distance between them. But then her head tipped slowly onto his shoulder.
Oscar froze.
Not in discomfort, more like he was trying not to startle a small, delicate animal who had chosen him. His breath caught, his spine straightened, then he relaxed into it. Completely. One of his hands found the blanket draped over them, the other settled lightly on her forearm, thumb brushing back and forth without him seeming to notice.
Y/n felt warm. Safe. Sleepy.
Within twenty minutes, her breathing evened out, her head fully resting against his chest now, her hand tucked near his. She didn’t see it, but Oscar did nothing to hide the smile that pulled at his lips. The kind of smile he hadn’t realized he’d forgotten how to make. He shifted only enough to make sure she was comfortable, tucking the blanket closer around her and carefully leaning his cheek against the top of her head.
The movie kept playing.
Neither of them saw the ending.
Y/n slept soundly against him, and Oscar stayed perfectly still, perfectly content, like he’d been waiting a very long time to fall asleep with her there.
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user12: That definitely looks like Oscar but who’s the girl?
User4: Mystery girl era incoming
EriKat: my girl is getting famous
User87: The way they’re holding hands… that’s not just friends.
User22: Didn’t know Oscar even went out clubbing
\___ F1gossip: allegedly the two were there for barely an hour before leaving
User55: She looks familiar but I can’t figure out why.
User33: If this is a new girlfriend I fear the grid might combust
user81: That is 100% y/n.
user81: Her account is @/urinsta_ her and oscar were childhood bestfriends and met again at the Miami gp last year
\___ User96: wait she's actually so cute!
User11: Lowkey cute if it's true though
User42: Ohhhh this is connecting so many dots
User38: Guys I checked out her account, they follow eachother, he likes he posts, and she's posted him before, I SENSE A NEW WAG!!
Y/n woke up to sunlight slicing through her curtains and the faint smell of Oscar still clinging to her hoodie. Her phone buzzed nonstop on the nightstand, and she reached for it with one eye open, only to nearly drop it when she saw the notifications.
+40,238 new followers
Tags. Mentions. DM requests exploding.
Twitter screenshots. TikTok edits.
All of it centered around one blurry photo of her and Oscar leaving the club.
"Ughhhh," she mumbled, dragging the blanket over her head. She didn’t have the energy to deal with speculations, fan accounts, or whatever chaos was currently brewing online. All she really wanted was for Oscar to still be here, warm beside her, mumbling good morning in that soft voice he used when he was still half-asleep.
Instead, her phone buzzed again. She silenxed it and stuffed it under her pillow and closed her eyes. Five more minutes. Maybe ten. Maybe until Oscar came back. If he ever came back after this shit storm. For now she just closed her eyes and went back to sleep, unaware of the paddock pass sitting on her kitchen counter along with a note from Oscar, she would see it soon enough, when she was actually ready to wake up.
She wasn't ready to wake up from another four hours. When she finally did she grabbed her phone to see a message from Oscar saying he had to leave early for media duties and that he was hoping to see her soon. She smiled at the text, a smile that was too fond but she was alone at home, Noone around to judge her for smiling and blushing like an idiot over a text from him. She messaged him back saying she would cheer him on from the Grandstands so he'd better look for her.
She got out of bed slowly, still wrapped in the blanket, Coco trotting happily at her heel. Her steps were heavy, brain foggy, body still craving another three hours of sleep she wasn’t going to get. All she wanted was water and maybe cereal if she didn’t fall asleep on the counter first. She reached the kitchen and froze. Sitting right in the center of the counter, exactly where she never left anything, was an piece of paper. Her name written on it in handwriting she recognized instantly. Next to it, a bright, unmistakable paddock passes.
"What…" she whispered, stepping closer. She picked up the note, already feeling her pulse stutter.
Thought you might want a better view than the grandstands. I want you in the garage. With me. I already fed and walked Coco, so no excuses. — Oscar
Of course he had walked and fed Coco. Of course he had done it quietly, early, without waking her. Of course he had left her the one thing he knew she’d never ask for herself. Of course he knew, Oscar always knew when it came to her.
"Oscar… what are you doing to me?" she murmured, reading the words again, slower this time, her heart softening with every loop of his handwriting. Cheer him on from the grandstands? Yeah, right. He had other plans for her. And she wasn’t about to say no.
When Y/n stepped foot into the paddock, she immediately understood why Oscar had left her that pass with a note written in his barely-legible, just-woke-up handwriting. Because the moment she walked in, before she even found him, heads turned. Not one or two. Dozens. People whispering. People nudging their friends. Cameras rising just a little too quickly to be subtle. A couple of fans pretending to take photos of the garage but very obviously aiming at her instead.
Y/n’s stomach flipped. She wrapped her fingers tightly around the lanyard hanging from her neck, the one with Paddock Access printed in bold letters, as if it could anchor her. She had never been the center of attention before. Not like this. And then Oscar appeared from around the corner, race suit hung low on hus hips, smile already forming the second he spotted her. He walked straight over, completely unfazed by the eyes following him. Or the cameras. Or the whispers. He was used to all this unlike her.
"Hey," he said, soft in that way that was just for her as he pulled her into a quick hug. And suddenly every camera in a 20-foot radius went off.
She felt her cheeks burn. "Osc… everyone’s staring."
He glanced around like he genuinely hadn’t noticed, then shrugged, staying close as if his back would block the camera pointed at her. "Let them."
Easy for him to say, he did this for a living. But when they started walking together, side by side, Oscar greeting engineers and crew members like normal while she tried very hard not to trip over her own feet, Y/n felt something warm bloom in her chest. Because every time someone tried to stop her, ask who she was, ask for a photo, whisper too loudly, Oscar would instinctively place his hand on the small of her back, guiding her gently forward. Protective. Casual. Natural. Like he’d done it a hundred times.
And when he left her for a moment to go get weighed, she stood by the McLaren pit wall, suddenly very aware of the fact that multiple fans were taking pictures of her. Not of the car. Not of the garage. Her. She exhaled slowly, grounding herself. She wasn’t a celebrity. She wasn’t supposed to be important. She was just… Y/n. She was just a girl that just so happened to have grown up with someone that got famous.
But when Oscar came jogging back, suit still half-zipped and still damp from the heat and humidity, his eyes went straight to her like she was the only person who mattered. And in that moment, despite the cameras, and the whispers, and her own nerves, she felt brave enough to smile back.
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urinsta_ 2nd year at the Miami GP, maybe this will become a tradition. Still getting used to being stared at but THE Sir Lewis Hamilton pointing me out to Osc felt unreal! Great race Great result!
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User92: the Miami GP becoming your tradition is such a flex
User11: we’re witnessing the softest slow burn ever
User55: I’m just saying he doesn’t look at anyone else like that
User37: THE way he liked this post so fast
User85: you in the garage was iconic
Oscarpiastri: great race
\___ urinsta_: Great result
\___ User83: Ariana what are you doing here??
User12 – you looked unreal this weekend
User44: girl I saw you in the paddock you’re actually so pretty it’s unfair
User33: she’s literally the mystery girl from the club I told y’all
Theadreams – queen of accidentally becoming an f1 influencer
\___ urinsta_: Thea please! I didn't ask for this
User66 – wait so are the rumors true or not because this looks REAL
User24- I sense a new wag coming to the paddock
EARLY JUNE 2025
Things between Y/N and Oscar had settled into this… impossible-in-between. They were closer than ever now, close in a way that made everyone around them raise their eyebrows and exchange knowing looks, close in a way that made her heart do something deeply inconvenient every time he smiled at her. And after weeks of pretending she didn’t feel that way, she finally admitted it to herself. Quietly. Privately. In the safety of her own mind where no one could judge her except Coco, who already looked at her like she was an idiot.
She liked him.
She more than liked him.
And because she had absolutely no self-preservation, she chose to ignore it and pretend nothing had changed.
Oscar, meanwhile, spent every spare second talking to her. FaceTime in hotels. Late-night voice notes. Sending her pictures of his food with captions like this is disgusting, help or would eat this and regret it immediately. She assumed it was just Oscar being Oscar. She didn’t know he felt the same. She didn’t know he was trying, desperately, to show her because Oscar was never the best with his words.
Then he won in Spain.
She watched the last lap from her couch, screaming at her TV, Coco barking like a maniac beside her. She was definately going to get a noise complain after this, or maybe not, her neighbors were always bipolar about what bothered them on weekends. She grabbed her phone which she had tossed earlier and she texted him the second he crossed the line:
Y/N: You absolute legend. I’m so proud of you. I hope someone is hugging you because if I were there I’d be tackling you right now.
She knew he wouldn't see it for a while since he was in the cooldown room then off to the podium and media but it was the thought that counted. The thought and that it was tradition, she would text him after every race to congratulate him and usually he got back to her with at least one text within the hour.
She flipped on the post-race show, half listening, half scrolling through the flood of notifications already piling in. Race edits, win graphics, interviews, which she gladly posted onto her story. She watched the post-race show all the way through. The replay of the overtake. The shots of him grinning with champagne dripping down his face. The cooldown room banter. The little smile he gave the camera when he thought no one was paying attention. She felt that stupid warmth spread through her chest again, the one she kept pretending meant absolutely nothing.
Whatever. Denial was a perfectly valid coping mechanism. She had just reached for the remote to turn the TV off when her phone lit up.
Incoming call from Osc <3 🐨
Her heart stuttered. He never called her this early. He never called her right after a race. Texts? Yes. Voice notes? Sure. Random photos of him holding the trophy like it was his baby? Absolutely. But calling? Right after winning? That was new.
She picked up, breath caught in her throat.
"Hello?"
There was a burst of noise,people cheering nearby, laughter, the sound of someone slapping someone else on the back. Then his voice. Warm. Breathless. Probably smiling from the sound of it.
"Hi. Sorry, I, uh, should I wait? I just came out of the pen."
She blinked, sitting up straighter. "Osc, you just won a race. Why are you calling me?"
He laughed, the kind of laugh he only let out when he was genuinely happy. "You texted me," he said like it explained everything. "I didn’t want to wait an hour to talk to you."
Her stomach dropped, twisted, fluttered, all of the above. "Oh," she managed. "Well… hi."
"Hi," he echoed, quieter this time.
They talked about the race first, well, she rambled and he laughed. She told him how she’d screamed at the TV, how Coco was still occasionally barking like she expected a trophy of her own. He told her about nearly losing his voice in parc fermé because his engineer hugged him too hard, and about Lando splashing him with champagne before the podium for no reason other than 'you looked like you needed it.' It felt easy. Too easy.
Then there was a pause, not awkward, just soft. Quiet. The kind they fell into sometimes when neither wanted to hang up.
When Oscar spoke again, his voice had dropped, almost swallowed by whatever room he was in. "…I miss you."
Her breath caught. If she had been even 15% more awake, she might’ve overthought it. Might’ve replayed the tone. Might’ve panicked. But she was tired, warm, and still wrapped in the glow of the win as if she was the one to cross the finish line. So she laughed softly and spoke without thinking.
"Then just fly to Miami. Problem solved." it was followed by a small giggle. One that made Oscar's ears heat up and his smile grow a little more.
"That’s… honestly not a bad idea." He murmured, so quiet that she almost didn't hear it over the background noise of the post race chaos.
Someone in the background called his name, sharp, rushed, PR voice. He sighed. "I’ve gotta go. More media."
"Right. Go be famous."
He laughed lightly. "Talk to you soon?"
"Yeah. Text me when you’re free."
"I will"
And like that the line went dead. The call ended at exactly three minutes and forty-two seconds. Y/n's phone turned off in her hand and her reflection filled the black screen. A smile that reached her eyes, cheeks a little too flushed with pink. Then she realized she was definately too down bad for him and she needed to reel herself in.
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User7: he really flew across the world for “a friend”??? come on now
User81: guys pls that’s 100% y/n 💀💀 he’s literally visiting her again
User19: WAIT the miami girl?? THE miami girl???
User305: ngl if my situationship flew continents for me i’d simply pass out
User55: y/n is so pretty tho i wouldn’t blame him tbh
User92: ok but why do i feel like they’ve known each other for YEARS??? something about this feels childhood-friends-to-lovers coded
User73: imagine being the girl Oscar Piastri secretly flies to see??? y/n is living my dream
User16: if they’re “just friends” then i’m the reigning world champion
Y/n wasn't expecting him to actually fly to miami the next morning. So when she was woken up by a knock on her door she immediately assumed it was one of her friends. Some of the girls had the habit of making spontaneous plans and showing up at her apartment around midafternoon or sunset, like it was now, to pull her out of her comfy bed to get Y/n to go out. She got off her couch where she had been working on working on working emails and walked over to the door already saying as she opened it.
"Erika I don't want to go out toda-" she cut herself off when she fully registered who was in front of her.
It was Oscar. Standing in her apartment building's hallway with his backpack, his carryon and a bottle of wine in his hand. He smiled at her. For a full three seconds, Y/N just stared at him, mouth slightly open, brain very much buffering. Oscar’s smile wavered, just a bit, like maybe he’d miscalculated and this was weird and she was about to slam the door in his face.
Then she finally blinked. "You’re… actually here."
He laughed under his breath, shifting the bottle of wine in his hand. "Yeah. You told me to fly to Miami. So…" He lifted the bottle slightly. "I brought reinforcements."
“You weren’t supposed to listen,” she said, stepping back to let him in, still in mild shock. “It was a joke.”
"Terrible joke," he said, walking inside like it was the most normal thing in the world.
"Did you seriously fly here right after winning a race?" she asked.
He dropped his backpack by the couch and shrugged casually. "Well, technically I showered then slept a bit first. And then flew." He glanced at her laptop still open on the couch. "Were you working?"
"just finishing up," she said. "But now you’re here, so im done a little early." She paused for a bit before adding "You want food? You must be starving."
So she ordered takeout,because cooking around Oscar suddenly sounded too domestic like a recipe for disaster, and they ate on her couch, legs bumping occasionally, each little touch sending tiny sparks up her (and his) spine. They talked for hours. About the race. His podium. Her stupid work drama. Coco hopping onto his lap like he’d been gone for months. It was easy, dangerously easy, like it all was around him recently. The kind of easy that made her understand exactly why she’d been trying to ignore her own feelings.
By the time the sun set, the apartment was dim except for the warm light of her floor lamp. Oscar leaned back into the couch, stretching his legs out, his hair slightly messy from travel, the wine bottle empty on the coffee table.
"You look tired," she said softly.
"Only a little." He looked at her, that quiet-lingering way he always did when he was thinking more than he said. "Worth it, though."
She swallowed. "For what?"
"For you"
For a moment, neither of them moved. His words hung between them, soft but heavy, the kind that made the air feel too warm, too still. Oscar didn't look away. If anything, he held her eyes more tightly, like he was waiting for her to flinch or lean in or say something... anything.
Y/n’s breath caught. Her chest felt tight, her pulse loud in her ears. His face was only a few inches from hers, close enough that she could see the faint smudges of tiredness under his eyes, the way his mouth twitched, just a little, as if he realized what he’d admitted. It was too much. Too close. Too real.
"I-" she croaked, voice embarrassingly thin.
She cleared her throat. "I should… um. I should go to bed. It’s late."
Oscar blinked, the spell breaking instantly. He sat up straighter, rubbing the back of his neck as if suddenly aware of himself. "Right. Yeah. Of course. You’re tired. You should sleep."
She nodded too fast. "Yeah. Sleep. Good idea."
He looked around her living room as though remembering where he was. "I didn’t book a hotel," he admitted with a small, sheepish shrug. "I kind of came straight here. But I can go or maybe sleep on your couch, only if that’s okay."
"Oh yeah. Totally. The couch is fine. More than fine. Really comfortable. Super comfortable couch.” Shut up, shut up, shut up, she screamed internally as she backed away.
Oscar tried not to smile at her flustered rambling, but he failed, dimples flickering. "Then I’ll see you in the morning," he said gently.
"Morning," she echoed, before fleeing, actually fleeing, down the hallway to her bedroom. She shut the door behind her, leaned back against it, and covered her burning face with both hands.
For you.
He’d said it so simply. So… sincerely. She buried her face in her pillow and let out a strangled groan. Across the apartment, Oscar lay down on her couch, staring up at the ceiling, face flushed in the dim light. He ran a hand through his hair, exhaling shakily. He had traveled across an ocean just to see her. She had looked at him like she felt something she wasn’t ready to say. And he had absolutely, completely given himself away.
"I’m such an idiot," he whispered to the empty room—though the soft smile on his face said he didn’t regret a second of it.
Y/N, in her room, was thinking the same thing. Two rooms. Two blushing idiots. Both wide awake, replaying the same moment. Neither knowing that the other felt exactly the same.
At one point not long after Y/n left her room with a blanket and an extra pillow for Oscar. He was nowhere to be seen but judging by the bathroom light being on he'd be coming back soon. Y/n set the pillow and blanket on the couch and looked down at Coco who was in her own bed.
"Don't judge me okay" she whispered and the white dog just tilted her hear to the side before Y/n retreated back to her own bedroom. Whatever happened tonight, they'd hopefully never talk about it again, and if they did, it wouldn't be tonight. At least she hoped.
The next morning
Y/N woke up to the smell of something warm and buttery drifting under her door. For a second, she forgot everything, Oscar’s arrival, the almost-moment on the couch, her own mortifying escape to bed. Then she heard the faint clatter of pans and a very Oscar-like mutter of frustration, and it all came back at once. Her heart did an inconvenient little flip. She tugged on a hoodie that was Oscar's a few months ago and padded barefoot down the hall. The sight waiting for her in the kitchen nearly made her laugh.
Oscar Piastri, Formula One race-winner, was standing over her stove with the most serious expression in the world, flipping French toast like he was defusing a bomb. He turned at the sound of her steps, a small smile tugging at his lips. "Morning."
"Morning," she murmured back, rubbing sleep from her eyes. "You’re… cooking."
"I am." He brandished the spatula proudly. "And nothing’s burnt. Yet."
She leaned on the counter, watching him move around her kitchen with an oddly natural ease. "You didn’t have to do this."
"I wanted to.” He said it simply, the same quiet straightforwardness that undid her every time.
They sat at her tiny table, plates steaming between them. Coco curled at Oscar’s feet like she’d switched allegiance in the night. Halfway through breakfast, the silence shifted, soft, expectant. Y/N poked her fork into her toast.
Y/n hesitated for a long moment, her fork dragging through the eggs she’d barely touched. Oscar was focused on the pan in the sink, rinsing it out like it was the most complicated task in the world. Maybe he was giving her space. Maybe he was avoiding the same thing she was.
Either way, if she didn’t say it now, she’d lose her nerve. "So…" she began, her voice soft but uncomfortably loud in the quiet of the apartment, "about last night."
Oscar stilled. Completely stilled. Then he shut off the tap, placed the pan on the drying rack, and turned around slowly. He didn’t sit right away, just leaned against the counter, arms loosely crossed, expression careful. "Yeah," he said quietly. "I was hoping we’d talk about that."
Her heartbeat picked up. She stared at her plate like it had answers. "I didn’t… I didn’t walk away because I was uncomfortable or anything. Or because I didn’t want whatever that almost was."
His brows lifted a little, something hopeful flickering in his eyes. "You didn’t?"
"No," she breathed out, shaking her head. "I just… panicked. You looked at me like…" She trailed off, cheeks warming.
He pushed gently, voice low, not joking, not pushing her away, just inviting her to finish. “Like what?”
"I don't know" she started crossing her arms as she looked anywhere but his eyes. "I might just be reading into things because of my own feelings or something but I just.... I don't know." She huffed trying to gather herself. "Ever since we spent that time together in Australia I've felt this .... this thing. Any time we talk or you smile at me I get all warm inside and I trip up on my words" she continued.
Oscar didn’t interrupt, didn’t move, didn’t even blink too hard. He just listened, really listened, the same way he always had, the same way that made her feel like he saw straight through her defenses without ever trying to.
Y/N exhaled shakily. "And I keep telling myself it’s just because things have been… different between us this year. We’ve been closer. And it’s easy to misread closeness when you care about someone." She rubbed her arms, shrinking into herself slightly. "So I kept pushing it down. I didn’t want to ruin anything, especially since we're back to normal now after so long. I didn’t want to make things weird."
"But last night," she went on, voice barely steady, "the way you looked at me… I don’t know. It messed with me. It felt like you were… seeing me. Or waiting." She shook her head, laughing in disbelief at herself. "God, maybe I’m totally wrong. Maybe I’m projecting. Maybe my brain was fried from staying up too late and you flying across the world like a maniac for no reason."
Oscar let out a tiny breath of a laugh, just enough to say he heard her, not enough to make fun of her. She finally looked at him then, just for a second. And cursed herself, because the way he looked back only made everything worse. Or better. Or both.
"Y/n," he said softly, leaning forward, forearms braced on his knees. "You’re not imagining anything."
Her heart slammed into her ribs.
He continued, voice steady in a way that made her chest tighten. "I wasn’t looking at you like that by accident. I wasn’t hoping for something because I misunderstood you. And you’re not projecting.: His eyes held hers like a tether. "You were right."
She swallowed hard. "About what?" she whispered.
He gave a small, almost tired smile, like holding it in any longer would physically hurt him. "About how I feel."
Her breath caught.
He kept going, gentler now. "I’ve felt it too. Since Australia. Probably before that, if I’m being honest with myself." He dragged a hand through his hair. "Every time we talked, every time you laughed, every time you’d look at me like you were trying not to say something… I felt it. All of it."
Her eyes widened slightly.
"And I didn’t say anything," he said, voice low,
"because I didn’t want to push you or confuse you or make your life harder. You’ve already had people speculating about this mysterious Miami girl and whatever else. I didn’t want to add to that." He paused. "But last night… I couldn’t pretend anymore."
That confession settled between them like a warm, terrifying truth.
That confession settled between them like a warm, terrifying truth.
She blinked, stunned. "You really like me… romantically?"
He nodded once. Firm. "Yeah. A lot. More than I should, probably."
They just stared at each other for a moment, really stared, like they were both realizing at the same time that there was no going back from this conversation. And yet… neither of them wanted to.
She finally let out a tiny, helpless laugh. "This was not how I thought today would go."
"Me neither," Oscar admitted, smiling faintly. "But I’m glad it did."
"Osc…" she murmured. "What do we do now?"
He inhaled deeply, steadying himself. "Whatever you’re comfortable with," he said. "We can take it slow. We can talk more after Montreal. We can figure out how this fits with the season and your life and all the chaos that comes with it." Then, softer, "I’m not going anywhere. Not unless you tell me to."
Her whole body warmed at that. "I don’t want you to go anywhere."
The smallest smile tugged at his lips, relieved and sweet and a little stunned. "Good. Because I don’t want to go anywhere either."
The rest of the day passed in that strange, quiet bubble the two of them always seemed to fall into, where nothing monumental needed to be said, but everything felt a little heavier, a little more meaningful than usual. After breakfast, they lingered around her apartment, talking about nothing and everything, laughing at the burnt corner of the toast he’d insisted was 'intentional,' teasing each other about how awkward they were the night before, and then, every now and again, slipping into softer conversations. The kind that left both of them staring at each other just a second too long.
Oscar mentioned the race a few times, apologizing that he had to leave so soon. Each time she told him it was fine, but the way her voice tightened around the word said otherwise. And every time, his eyes softened like he wanted to say he’d stay if he could, but he couldn't, and they both knew it.
By mid-afternoon, they were still drifting around each other, sitting close on the couch but not quite touching, sharing snacks, half-watching a show, half-watching each other. It felt like they were trying to memorize this little pocket of time before reality came crashing back in. Around five, Oscar checked the time and winced.
"You don’t have to take me," he said, even though he wanted her to.
"I know," she replied, already grabbing her keys. "I want to."
The drive to the airport was warm and quiet, the sky that soft gold that always makes goodbyes feel worse. Oscar kept glancing over at her, like he was trying to take a mental photograph of her profile. She caught him once. He didn’t deny it.
When they finally pulled up to the drop-off area around 6 p.m., neither of them moved to unbuckle their seatbelts. Instead, they just sat there, staring straight ahead, pretending time wasn’t ticking toward his flight. Eventually, they got out and stood by her car, the cool evening air settling around them. Their conversation came in slow waves, little jokes, small comments about his upcoming race, anything to delay the inevitable.
"Feels familiar, doesn’t it?" she murmured.
"Yeah," he said quietly. "Like Australia all over again."
Except this time, the goodbye hurt in a different way, because now they both knew exactly what it meant. Now there wasn’t any pretending, no brushing off the tension or the feelings beneath it. Oscar shoved his hands into his pockets, rocking on his heels like he was debating something.
"I meant what I said this morning," he told her. "I like you. I just… want to do this right."
"Me too," she said softly. "We’ll talk more when you’re back. When things aren’t so… rushed."
He nodded, eyes dropping to the ground before flicking up to meet hers again. "I don’t really want to leave yet."
"I know."
They stayed there, close enough for their arms to brush when the breeze pushed them together, stretching every last second until his phone buzzed with the final boarding reminder.
He sighed, long and reluctant. "I should go."
"Yeah," she whispered, even though she didn’t move.
They stared at each other for one more beat, one long, almost-moment where either of them could have closed the distance but didn’t. Then he stepped back. And stepped forward again before he spoke. Almost like he was throwing the statement out before talking himself out of it.
"Can I kiss you?"
She blinked up at him, surprised only for a heartbeat before everything in her chest seemed to settle into place. "Yeah," she breathed, the word coming out barely above a whisper. "Yeah… you can."
Oscar let out a shaky exhale, one that sounded almost like relief, and took that final half-step closer until the space between them disappeared. His hand lifted first, hesitating in the air before resting lightly along her jaw, thumb brushing her cheek like he was making sure she was real.
Her eyes fluttered shut at the touch, and he leaned in, slowly, so slowly it was almost painful, giving her every chance to pull back.
She didn’t.
Their foreheads touched for a moment, both of them breathless, both of them trying to commit this second to memory. Then he tilted his head and pressed his lips to hers.
It wasn’t rushed or desperate. It was soft, careful like he was kissing her the way he’d wanted to for a very long time. She melted into it almost immediately, her hand coming up to lightly grip the fabric of his jacket, grounding herself in him as the world around them seemed to fade out.
Oscar deepened the kiss just slightly, enough to draw a quiet inhale from her, but still gentle, still holding back like he didn’t want to overwhelm the moment. When he finally pulled away, he stayed close, his nose brushing hers, their breaths mingling in the small space between them.
"God," he whispered, almost smiling, "I really didn’t want to leave before doing that."
She let out a soft laugh, her thumb grazing over the back of his hand. "Good," she said. "Because I didn’t want you to leave without doing that either."
He rested his forehead against hers again, eyes drifting closed like he wanted to stay in this tiny pocket of time forever. But then another boarding alert chimed from his phone, loud, cruel, and impossible to ignore.
Oscar opened his eyes, and this time there was no pretending. No delaying. Only the quiet promise of what this kiss meant. "I’ll text you when I land," he said softly, brushing a final, fleeting kiss to her cheek.
"Okay," she whispered, trying to smile even though everything inside her ached at the thought of him walking away.
He stepped back, but slower this time, like the kiss had made it that much harder to go. And before he turned toward the doors, he gave her one last look, one that held every unspoken feeling they’d finally stopped pretending didn’t exist.
Then he walked inside, disappearing into the glow of the terminal. And she stood there a moment longer, fingers brushing her lips, already missing him.
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User5: that is NOT “just an old friend” omg
User47: they look kinda cute tho…
User52: something about this doesn’t sit right with me lol
\___ user81: why? If it's who i think it is they have known eachother their whole lives pretty much. Let the man have a life
User3: why is oscar piastri getting exposed in an airports
User14: MIAMI MYSTERY GIRL STRIKES AGAIN
User31: paparazzi need to chill but also… I need answers
User11: he’s holding her face?? oh he’s GONE gone
User18: he should focus on driving instead of whatever THIS is
User72: Lando’s gonna tease him for MONTHS
User77: meanwhile McLaren PR waking up in a cold sweat
User122: she won. whatever competition there was, she WON
User4: not him flying across the world for a 24hr trip just to kiss her
LATE AUGUST 2025
It felt almost surreal how much had changed in just a couple of months, quietly, privately, softly unfolding between the two of them like something they’d both been tiptoeing around for years without realizing it.
Y/n and Oscar were, officially, dating now. To the public, they were just 'close friends,' a phrase they used whenever someone got nosy or when a journalist asked Oscar a question with too much of a knowing smile. They didn’t hide from the people who mattered. Their friends knew. His family knew. Hers, too. But the rest of the world? For now, it was theirs and theirs alone. And somehow, keeping it private made it sweeter.
They had spent almost all of summer break together, her splitting time between her Miami apartment and wherever Oscar happened to be. There were long stretches of doing nothing on the couch with Coco between them, mornings spent making pancakes while Oscar insisted on flipping every single one, and afternoons wandering around little beach towns with their hats pulled low. It had been normal and soft and so painfully easy. They weren't just cooped up at her apartment they traveled because she mentioned wanting to see the world more before moving jobs. So naturally that mean Oscar surprised her with a trip to Greece. The trip was beautiful and Y/n told her friends and family all about each day.
And then Oscar posted the picture.
Just one. Hidden in a post of his “Summer Break Dump”, sunset photos, a blurry picture of Hattie making a stupid face, a shot of a half-eaten empanada, his sunglasses left in the sand. And then, fourth swipe in, a photo of Y/N. Sitting on the shore, hair pulled up, sunglasses crooked on her head, sun hitting her shoulders. She wasn’t even looking at the camera. He’d taken it when she wasn’t paying attention, eyes on the water, face relaxed in that way that only came out when she felt completely safe.
The caption was simple: 'good summer. ready to get back to work :) '
That was it, simple. But it didn’t matter. People online weren’t stupid, especially not F1 fans. Even though he didn’t tag her, even though she wasn’t facing the camera, it took them eight hours, eight, to find her Instagram and send her follower count skyrocketing. Overnight, she gained 120,000 followers. The next day, another 40,000. And now? She was sitting at nearly 300k, and she still wasn’t sure how to feel about that.
Oscar kept apologizing. "I didn’t think they’d find you that fast," he had said, genuinely sheepish.
She’d just rolled her eyes and shoved him lightly. "You literally posted a picture of me, Osc. They treat you like a golden retriever with a driver’s license, they’re obsessed with everything and everyone you do." She joked.
He laughed, leaning down to kiss her cheek. "Still. I didn’t mean to make your notifications explode."
She secretly liked the picture. Liked that he’d chosen it. Liked that he’d wanted to share even a tiny corner of their summer.
Now she was in Amsterdam, because Oscar had insisted. He’d called her one night after a sim session, voice tired but warm, and said, "You’ve never been to the Netherlands. That’s a problem. Let me fix it." And before she could remind him that she did, in fact, have a job and responsibilities, he sent her a flight confirmation and a hotel reservation with her name already on it. She had never been more happy about all her built up PTO.
So now she was here, jet-lagged in the softest way, standing in the lobby of their hotel with her carry-on at her feet when Oscar walked in from a team meeting. He spotted her immediately. His entire face lit up, and she felt something in her chest lift and soften like it always did. "You made it," he said, pulling her into a hug that lasted just a second too long for 'just friends.' His hoodie was still cool from the outside air, and he smelled like shampoo and travel. "How was the flight?"
"Good,” she said, smiling into his shoulder. "Can’t believe you actually flew me here."
He shrugged with a little grin. "You flew to see me earlier this season. Fair’s fair."
She rolled her eyes. "I drove twenty minutes to the airport, Oscar. This is… another Country."
"Exactly." His eyes sparkled a little. "Which is why I’m taking you out today."
"Out?"
"You’ve never been here. So we’re having a proper date."
Her heart did that annoying warm flip she was trying very hard to ignore. "A date?"
"Unless you don’t want it to be?" he asked, a little too quickly.
She nudged him with her shoulder. "I didn’t say that." God, the way he smiled at that.
An hour later they were out in the city, walking side-by-side over narrow bridges and cobblestone streets. Oscar had been here several times for the race; he knew the little alleyways, the quiet cafés with mismatched chairs, the bakeries that smelled so good she almost cried. Everything was new to her. The canals glittered under the afternoon sun, bicycles zipped past them in chaotic waves, and the old narrow houses leaned into each other like gossiping friends. She kept looking around, absorbing everything, tugging lightly at his sleeve whenever she saw something cute or interesting.
"You’re like a tourist," he teased.
"I am a tourist."
"A very adorable one," he murmured under his breath quiet, but not quiet enough.
She pretended not to hear him, mostly because if she acknowledged it she’d melt into a puddle on the sidewalk. He took her to a tiny café overlooking a canal, the kind of place with three tables and a cat sleeping in the window. They shared apple pie because Oscar refused to let her leave the city without trying it.
"You’re staring," she said when she caught him looking at her instead of the view.
"You’re cuter than the canal," he replied easily. She nearly choked on her bite.
They walked some more after that, wandering aimlessly, arms brushing every now and then. Oscar kept glancing at her like he was memorizing the moment, her smile, the wind playing with her hair, the way she lit up at every new corner of the city.
"Thank you for bringing me," she said quietly as they stood on a bridge overlooking boats drifting lazily below.
"Thank you for coming," he said back. "It’s… nicer with you here."
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User2: girl weren’t you literally home like two days ago
User3: 'my favorite guy' WHO??
User5: why are you there right before the zandvoort weekend
User31: i’m telling you i SAW her at a café with a guy
User31: i’m telling you i SAW her at a café with a guy
\___User81: was a guy or was it Oscar
\___User31: totally Oscar
User8: this is giving “soft launch” idc
User11: no way a guy flies you out if y’all are 'just friends'
User14: i’m connecting dots and forming theories rn
User16: the food pics, the canals, the angles… yup she’s in love
User22: the way you said 'thanks to my favorite guy' like we wouldn’t notice
User20: hard launch WHEN??
User24: the fact that she didn’t tag anyone is louder than tagging someone
User40: okay but why is he always liking her posts INSTANTLY
___User44: because he has her notifs on be serious
User27: pretty sure i saw her holding hands with oscar by the canals
User29: y’all she’s not denying ANY of the comments
The energy inside the McLaren garage was electric, louder and more alive than anything she had ever experienced. Mechanics darted across the floor with headsets pressed tight, tyres rolled past her in quick, practiced motions, and the air smelled faintly of hot brakes and petrol. Y/N stood tucked between two engineers, wearing the required fireproof headphones and an oversized McLaren shirt Oscar had lent her that morning "because it looks better on you," he’d joked, pressing a soft kiss to her cheek before heading to briefing.
Her credentials hung from her neck, badge swinging lightly every time someone brushed past her. It felt surreal to be here, seeing everything Oscar had described to her over late-night calls and voice notes. Screens lit up with telemetry, radio messages crackled in and out, and everyone around her moved with purpose. She kept catching herself smiling because as chaotic as it was, she felt unbelievably proud of him. She could definately see herself working in this field but that was a thought for another time.
The race had just gone green when she noticed one of the broadcast cameras drift her way. It was the big shoulder-mounted one, the kind that zoomed right up into your soul. She wasn’t thinking much of it; the cameras always panned over team personnel during pit stops. She offered a polite smile and a small wave, assuming she’d end up in a montage that no one would think twice about.
But then the world shifted. Because when the broadcast cut to her, clear as day in the middle of the McLaren garage, the name card that appeared at the bottom of the screen didn’t say 'team guest,' or 'friend of the team,' or anything even close to neutral. Instead, in clean white lettering under her face, the graphic read:
Y/N L/N — Engineer & Oscar Piastri’s Partner
She didn’t see the mistake. She didn’t see anything at all, really not with her attention locked on the chaos of the garage, the thunder of cars leaving the pit lane, the engineers shouting numbers and deltas into headsets. She was too focused, too anxious, too wrapped up in Oscar’s race to realize that the broadcast had just dropped the world’s biggest secret in front of millions.
But the fans did. Oh, the fans noticed instantly. Someone watching from home grabbed their remote so fast they nearly snapped it, rewinding and pausing the exact frame. Another person recorded the moment on their phone and uploaded it before the race had even hit lap three. Within two minutes, screenshots were everywhere, Twitter, TikTok, fan pages, Discords, Instagram stories.
Comment sections erupted:
“WHY DID IT JUST SAY ‘PARTNER’ BEFORE THEY CHANGED VIEWS???”
“GUYS THIS IS NOT A DRILL”
“THEY TRIED TO COVER IT UP BUT WE SAW IT”
“SOMEONE AT F1 BROADCAST IS GETTING FIRED LMFAOOO”
Inside the McLaren garage, though, Y/n remained blissfully unaware. Her phone buzzed and buzzed and buzzed in her pocket, constant and violent, but she brushed it off as friends teasing her for being on TV again. She didn’t see the glances thrown her way by mechanics or the way the PR intern on the pit wall looked like he might pass out at any moment. The panic outside her bubble built quickly.
Fans started connecting dots
the Amsterdam trip,
the photos in similar locations,
the timing of her flight,
the way Oscar had been smiling a little too widely lately.
Theories confirmed at light speed:
“THEY’RE A COUPLE”
“THIS IS CONFIRMATION”
“THIS ISN’T EVEN A SOFT LAUNCH ANYMORE”
“WE’VE BEEN BLINDSIDED”
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F1gossip Introducing the newest WAG to the Paddock, Oscar Piastri's Miami mystery girl, Y/n L/n (instagram @urinsta_). She is an Engineer and was childhood friends with him. The two reportedly reconnected at the 2024 Miami grand prix and have been inseparable ever since. After many rumors and sitings of the two the F1 Broadcast has officially labeled her as his partner. We will be waiting for some more official news
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User1: She’s actually so pretty omg what
User72: Someone send this to Drive to Survive producers
User2: An engineer AND a WAG?? power move
User6: WAIT this is the girl from his summer dump right??
User67: She looks so sweet I feel bad she’s gonna deal with F1 fans now
User4: Childhood friends to lovers is CRAZY??
User25: Y’all hype every girl a driver dates lol
User18: Pretty AND smart?? girl save
User64: If Oscar likes her, I already like her
User15: Everyone act normal (we won’t)
User5: I stalked her insta she seems so sweet
User44: Oscar Piastri has a Super pretty girlfriend so I blocked Gracie Abrams
User3: Oscar winning on and off track
User78: Why is she perfect?? Criminal
Two days after the chaos of Zandvoort, the world had fully caught up.
The soft–launch was over. The internet had clips, screenshots, slowed-down videos, zoomed-in photos of them walking through the paddock together, laughing on the bridge, him holding her hand when he thought no one was watching. Several fan accounts had practically built a timeline already. Oscar sat at the tiny kitchen table in their Amsterdam Airbnb, scrolling through his phone with the expression of a man watching his life burn down in real time.
Y/n came out of the bathroom, towel-drying her hair. "You’re still doomscrolling, aren’t you?"
He didn’t even deny it. He just looked up at her, eyebrows pulled together in that soft, troubled way she knew too well. "I’m sorry," he said quietly.
She blinked. "For what?"
"For… this." He held up his phone helplessly. "Us getting outed like that. You didn’t ask for it. I should’ve been more careful. I should’ve-" He exhaled hard, shaking his head. "You shouldn’t have to deal with all this."
Y/N crossed the room and plucked the phone from his hands before he could hide it. She set it face-down on the table. "Oscar," she said, sliding into the seat next to him. "I don’t care."
He gave a short, humorless huff. "You should. People online are-"
"I know," she cut in gently. "I’ve seen the comments. The edits. The twelve million ‘who is she’ tweets. The girl on TikTok who literally analyzed my fingernails to figure out if it was me in your soft-launch post."
Oscar actually winced. "Oh my god."
"But,” she continued, leaning her shoulder into his, "none of it bothers me like you think it does."
He turned to her slowly, confused. "It doesn't?"
"Nope." She offered a small smile. "I knew what I was getting into the second I said yes to this. I knew people would find out eventually. And honestly?" She shrugged. "It’s kind of funny."
"Funny?" He stared like she’d just said the sky was green.
"Yes, funny," she insisted, grinning now. "The internet thinks they’re Sherlock Holmes because they saw us holding hands for, like, two seconds on a blurry fan cam."
He didn’t laugh. He still looked worried. So she reached for his hand. "Oscar. I’m okay. Really. The only thing that would’ve made me upset is if you were embarrassed of me. But you’re not. And I’m not embarrassed of you." She squeezed his fingers. "So let them talk. We’re fine."
He finally let out a breath, a real one, not the tight, stressed ones he’d been stuck in. His shoulders dropped, tension bleeding out. "I just wanted you to have… time," he admitted. "To choose when you wanted to be public."
She tilted her head, touched. “I still chose. Just not in the way we expected.”
Oscar cracked the smallest smile, eyes soft. “You’re handling this better than I am.”
"Oh, I’m thriving," she teased, leaning closer. "I only panicked once, and that was when I saw a girl on Twitter claim she recognized me from your following list and I realized, oh god, I need to archive half my old selfies." Thankfully her joke worked in lightening the mood.She nudged his shoulder. "We’re okay, Osc. Promise."
He looked at her for a long, slow moment, relief settling into something warmer, something like gratitude, and love he wasn’t brave enough to say out loud yet. "Yeah," he murmured. "We’re okay."
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In which y/n and oscar were bestfriends when they were younger but drifted apart due to their different paths in life, but somehow life has a way of bringing people back together
Oscar Piastri x Childhood Best Friend Reader
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SOMETIME EARLY IN 2006
Moving is always hard, especially in the mind of a five year old girl who thinks she has met her best friends for life in kindergarden. Moving entirely across the world is even worse, world shattering even. It's the type that no pouting and begging is going to change so all little Y/N could do is stick her bottom lip out and cross her arms as she mumbled about how it wasn't fair that her family had to move from Miami, Florida to Melbourne, Australia.
"It's not going to be that bad" Y/N's Mother said turning around to look at her. Y/n had been huffing and pouting the entire car ride since they had gotten off the plane. Any questions were answered with 'Hmmph's or plain silence keeping her little arms crossed. "we talked with the neighbors, they have little girls around your age, you can make new friends" He mother offered but Y/n just gave a huff and crossed her arms as tightly as she could. "just give it a try okay honey, you'll like it here... eventually" Her mother sighed turning back around to look at the road.
Moving was stupid, and australia was stupid , all of it was stupid to her. she didn't want to go to a new school or make new friends, she just wanted to go home. Back to Miami where her friends were, back to Miami where her grandma lived down the road, back to Miami where she knew where things were. She knew there was nothing she could do about it. Her parents made the decision to move because of her dad's job and she was just a five year old with strong opinions and a will of iron. "I like it back at home" Y/n whispered with a pout.
The neighbors (The Piastris) were nice, a family much bigger than Y/n. They did in fact have a daughter her age but they also had a son two years older than Y/n, and another daughter younger than Y/n. The families expected Y/n and Hattie to be friends, which they were due to being the same age and going to classes together but they didn't expect for the friendship between y/n and the Piastri's son, Oscar.
From the moment they met it was like something went off in their brains and they were attached at the hip from there on out. Oscar was a few years older, and she didn’t think they'd have much in common, but somehow, they just fit. It wasn’t immediate, but it grew quickly. Whether it was playing soccer in the backyard, or swinging on the swings at the park, it was clear that Oscar wasn’t just an ordinary friend, he was someone Y/N felt like she’d known her whole short life.
Even when Oscar had karting events, Y/N would follow him everywhere. She loved watching him race. His helmet and racing suit made him look like a tiny hero, and every time he zoomed around the track, her cheers could be heard across the field. The sound of his kart roaring, his concentration face hidden behind the visor, and the excitement in his eyes when he saw her cheering, it made everything feel better.
They grew close quickly. So close, in fact, that even the other kids in the neighborhood started noticing. Hattie would giggle and nudge Y/N whenever she saw her talking to Oscar, and sometimes, she'd tease them. "You guys are closer than me and him ever are" Hattie would point out but Y/N didn’t care. She loved being with Oscar. He made everything feel just a little bit more bearable, even in a strange new place.
But one day, when Y/n was 12 and finally used to life in Australia, everything changed. It was one two minute phone call that ruined everything. Y/n didn't even hear half of the conversation but she knew something was up just from the look on he mother's face. She and her mother had been preparing dinner one afternoon when their house phone rang. Her mother picked it up like usual. "Hello, L/n residency" she said with a smile as she waved her hand at Y/n to tell her to keep peeling the potatoes.
"This is she" her mother said, voice a little quieter as Y/n kept humming to herself while peeling the potatoes. "What is this about about?" Her mother's voice was different, nervous, or maybe scared in tone. Y/n looked over her shoulder and she could tell something was up as she watched her mother's face. Her eyes were glossing over, lips pulled into a tight line as she listened to what the person on the other line was saying.
"Mom?" Y/n asked as she walked closer to her mother when the older woman covered her mouth with her hand. Her mother didn’t answer right away. She just stood there, frozen, one hand still holding the phone to her ear, the other covering her mouth as though it might hold the rest of her together. Y/n was standing next to her now, potatoes forgotten, heart pounding in her chest like it somehow already knew what was coming.
“Yes... yes, I understand,” her mother finally whispered into the phone. Her voice was thin, almost broken. “Thank you for letting me know.” There was a pause, a shaky breath, then she hung up the phone without saying goodbye. The soft click echoed too loudly in the now quiet kitchen. Then there was silence as Y/n watched a tear roll down her mother's cheek followed by another and then some more. As she watched the tears fall Y/n panicked, she had never seen her mother in this state, silently falling apart in the middle of their kitchen.
"Mom, who was that?" she asked stepping closer to her mother. Her mother’s lips trembled as if the words themselves refused to be spoken. She gripped the edge of the counter, knuckles white, as though it was the only thing keeping her from collapsing completely. Her eyes, red and wet, lifted to meet Y/n’s, and in that moment, Y/n could see a heaviness there that she had never witnessed before. Her mother tried to speak, swallowed hard, then let out a broken sob.
“It was the hospital,” she whispered finally, her voice cracking on the last word. “Your father he… he’s gone.” The words seemed to hang in the air, sharp and unbearable, as if time itself had stopped to let them sink in. Her mother’s shoulders began to shake, silent sobs breaking through the walls she had always kept so strong.
Y/n froze where she stood, the air ripped from her lungs. Her chest ached as though something heavy had lodged itself there, unmovable and cruel. She had no idea what to say, no way to make it better. All she could do was move closer, wrapping her arms around her mother as if holding her tight could keep them both from shattering completely. The kitchen remained silent except for the sound of their shared grief, echoing louder than any words ever could.
The next month and a half felt like it went by in a blur of tears and pure grief share between the two women. Y/n barely left the house, not even going to watch Oscar's karting competitions. She was cooped up in her room or by her mom's side as they planned her father's funeral and the move back to America. Now with her father gone the family had no reason to stay in australia since they had moved there for her father's job in the first place. Well there was one reason but it was a reason only important to Y/n, Oscar.
The night before the flight back to Miami, Y/n and Oscar were sitting in her backyard on the grass. They were queit for a long time just existing next to eachother as she leaned her head onto his shoulder. She was the one to break the silence. "I'm going to miss you" she mumbled wiping away a stray tear as he put his arm over her shoulders.
"It's okay, we'll find eachother again, try to keep in touch." Oscar said looking over at her with a small smile that didn't quiet reach his eyes. "If we don't thats okay too, ill make it big, make it impossible for you to forget me then we'll definately meet again, yeah?" he squeezed her shoulder and she nodded.
Oscar was right this wasn't a goodbye, just a see you later. Even if later was years in the future they would see eachother again, they were bestfriends after all.Tthey had to trust in whatever force was out their to bring them back together.
LATE 2022
Y/n was now a very pretty young adult going to College in Miami for engineering. She had lost touch with her childhood bestfriend Oscar a few months after moving back to miami because he also moved and their home lines weren't the same anymore but she still thought about him sometimes. She told herself that it was just once in a blue moon but really it was a lot more than that.
One day, during a late nigth Y/N and her mom were looking through old family pictures from when they lived in Australia and her father was alive. It was a real trip down memory lane for her and her mom both. A few pictures in specific caught Y/n's eye, ones of her and her childhood best friend to be specific.
"Mom look!" She said with a smile holding up an old photo of her when she was about six dead asleep on an a bed too big for her with Oscar next to her. "What day was this?" She asked
Her mother put her glasses on and looked at the picture before turning it over. "I think this january or feburary of 2007' her mom said handing the picture back to Y/n. "You two had been in the pool all morning and after lunch you went to Oscar's room to play video games I think. Maybe 30 minutes later me and nicole went to check on you two since you were being too quiet and we found you like that" her mother explained with a fond smile while looking at Y/n as she snapped a picture of the photo with her phone.
Y/n smiled and nodded looking through the stack of photos, snapping pictures of a few of her favorites to post later. Her friends and followers were going to love seeing these. Followers... like she had many of them, mostly it was just her friends and family, and a few hundred people that thought she was good looking enough to follow. Its not like she was trying to be an influencer anyways, she wanted to be an engineer just like her dad.
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UrCousin: Bro you were such a beach kids, you were lucky uncle dan was just like you
urinsta: Yeah and now im just like him! Engineer in the making right here!!
UrCousin: Yeah yeah, keep flexing and you'll flunk out
urinsta: do not with that upon me you horrible horrible creature!
UrCousin: uh huh sure, just be a little lame so the rest of us have a chanve to be the favorite
urinsta: Chanve
UrCousin: STFU
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Urinsta_ Like I said here are them gems I found while looking through pictures with mom. All of these were from I lived in Australia and also feature my bestfriend when I was little!!
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Urbff: So youre telling me you had a best friend before me WOOOOOWW🙄🙄
\___ Urinsta_: Don't be so dramatic girl, i dont even talk to him anymore, we lost touch i fear
User32: I’m calling it now, he’s coming back in chapter 5
User6: awww this is the cutest thing ever 😭 childhood friendships hit different
User4: Awwwe You were Adorable!
\___ Urinsta_: Were 🤨
User8: You in that race suit?? girlboss from DAY ONE
User28: girl you better not act surprised when he shows up in your DMs
UrMom: My sweet girl! You've grown up so much
\___ Uruinsta_: Love you SOOO much mom
User20: Childhood friendships like this always stay with you somehow
User81: Maybe im delusional or too f1 pilled but that kid looks TOO firmiliar
"Mom, by any chance chance Do you remember the last name of that family we used to live next to? Back in australia I mean" Y/N asked her mom the next morning over breakfast Something about looking at all the old pictures of her and oscar had reminded Y/N about that promise they made that last night they saw eachother.
Y/n's mom looked over her shoulder at her daughter as she prepared a small breakfast for the two of them before y/n had to leave to make it back to campus on time for her class. "uhm..... I think they were the Piastris. Yeah nicole and chris piastri I think." She said with a nod as she flipped the pancakes.
"yeah thats what I thought" Y/n nodded as she moved across the kitchen to pour herself milk and her mom her usual morning mug of coffee. She had always been teased by her friends for drinking plain milk in the mornings but it was habit she had picked up from her dad when she was little. A plain cup of milk first thing in the morning 'To keep your bones strong' her dad would always say.
It wasn't until she got back to her dorm at uni that y/n nervously opened up her laptop and typed in the name 'Oscar Piastri' in her search bar. Maybe, just maybe he had actually made it big like he said he would that night in her old back yard. She took a deep breath before she hit the enter key and waited as the page loaded. What were the chance? Almost every single kid Oscar karted with wanted to go into formula one day, there were probably hundreds if not thousands of other people gunning for the same 20 seats so really what were the chance that her Oscar actually made i-
He did it.
Y/n couldn't believe her eyes for a hot minute as she read the tittle of the artcle and looked at the image attached to it. It was him, with a much worse haircut than she rememebered and older (duh) but it was Oscar. The same Oscar who would laugh at her jokes and taugh her how to go snorkling, the same Oscar who she would cheer for at every karting race. He actually did make it, then it hit her. He accomplished his dream of making it to formula one but that also meant he most likely didn't remember her. But that was okay, what were the chances they'd meet again anyways, slim to none, right?
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MID 2023
It had been almost a year since that day in her dorm. What started as a harmless curiosity had turned into something deeper into a type of hyperfixation , how she would describe it to her friends. She first got into the sport purely just to see how oscar was doing now that he was living his dream. But then she found herself getting too invested in the highlights, she found herself wanting to know how the actual races went and what different strategies the drivers used to get where they did during qualifying. There's only so much that she could do while watching race highlights and clips on YouTube and on the Formula 1 Instagram page. So one day she decided to bite the bullet and sign up for f1tv.
Suddenly waking up early on the weekends didn't feel like such a burden, it felt more like a quiet routine, almost a ritual in a way. She would wake up,
Stretch, grab her laptop in her favorite McLaren jacket wrap herself up in it and watch nineteen millionaires and her childhood best friend go around the same track anywhere between forty something to almost eighty times. She would watch every free practice session she could, every qualifying she could, and every single race.
She never thought she would be one of those people that are extremely into sports yet here she was. Reading every article and scrolling through clips and race highlights just to be able to get a glimpse of him. Maybe it was silly, that's what she told herself, but in a way cheering for Oscar made the stress of university a little easier to bear. It was comforting in a way seeing him live out the dream he used to talk about like it was impossible while she herself was living out hers.
She learned the names of the teams and the drivers and even the history of each team. She learned about the tracks and about the rules and regulations of the sport, even getting into the engineering side of it, which made sense since she herself was an engineering major. She became 'that friend' the one who would wake up at absurd hours to watch qualifying and yell at her screen when her favorite team (mclaren) had a slow pit stop. What was supposed to be just about Oscar became more of a hobby it was about the sport now too and about him.
It always circled back to Oscar. It always circled back to the boy who she would spend countless hours talking to. Back to the boy who she would cheer for while sitting cross-legged on the pavement watching him zoom past in his kart. It felt strange rooting so hard for someone who probably didn't even remember her but she didn't mind, not really. Supporting him wether it be in person or from thousands of mile away while watching her screen was enough.
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urinsta_ A glimpse into my life recently, between waking up early to watch f1 and waking up early for class I'm a walking zombie. I cant wait for this semester to be other with!!!
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Friend1: the mclaren hat is basically glued to your head at this point
\___ urinsta_: can't a girl support her bestfriend that doesn't even remember she exists 🤨
User9: i can feel the burnout through the screen
Urbff: coco is literally the cutest dog alive and I love her more than my major
User12: i don’t know how you balance school and f1, you’re a legend
\___ Urbff: by making her tiredness everyone else's problem, especially mine
\___ urinsta_: Sorry not sorry, plus ur getting into it don't even!
User48: this post smells like coffee and sleep deprivation
User22: this is such a real glimpse into college life it hurts
User3: lando better appreciate your commitment to the team
\___ User81: She's actually an Oscar fan, her and him were like friends when they were little. Check her post from like a year ago
User19: can we agree f1 and uni schedules are enemies
\___ usinsta_: Agreed ↕️😔
Friend2: semester can’t end fast enough, i’m with you
Midday hangouts were commonplace in y/n's friend group. Usually they happened once or twice a week but now, with finals coming up for the semester, their midday hangouts turned more into midday study sessions. Half of the time they were studying the other half was split between complaining and gossiping. Today , that's exactly what they were doing sitting on the third floor of the library , a back corner tobe out of most people's way.
"So then I told him that if he wanted to be acting a fool then I was gonna break up with him because I have higher standards than that" one of Y/n's friends, Erika, said taking a sip of her drink. She was a marketing major and the one that usually started the gossiping breaks. "But he promised he would change so I'm giving him another chance"
Ankther one of Y/n's friends and her roommate, Jess spoke up next. "There is always something going on between the two of you" she laughed closing her notebook. "He's not the love of your life, He's just a man, Hit Him With Your Car" she said playfully pushing Erika's chair with her foot under the table.
The comment made Y/n chuckle a bit as Erika tried to say that this guy was different and that he was actually the love of her life. "You say that about every single guy you've ever been with, erika" A third friend, Madeline or Maddie for short, said rolling her eyes at erika despite there being no malice in her words, just friendly banter.
"Okay enough about boys, they are disgusting and give me a headache, how about we talk about something that's actually good. Like.... the fact that this semester is almost over and we're going to be free soon!" The fourth friend to the group, Dorothea, said pushing her chair back away from the table. The five girls had been studying for like felt ages now so this was a very much needed break.
"Yes! I am so ready to have this over with. I'm already thinking of graduation gift idea" Maddie said reaching over the table to close Y/n's laptop forcing her into the conversation. "Earth to y/n! It's break time"
Y/n looked up at her friends now that her laptop was closed. "Wait sorry was were you guys talking about?" She asked adjusting her blue light glasses on her face.
"Graduations gift, or at least ideas for them" jess said grabbing her own drink from the center of the table. "No need to ask you though, we all know what you would want." Jess was like the mom of their friend group she had been the one to introduce them to eachother after all, so in a way she was the founder.
Y/n looked at the four of them with her eyebrows furrowed. "Huh?! What us that supposed to mean? Are you guys calling me predictable or boring I will let you know I am neither of those things" she said pitting her hands up in some sort of defense of herself. "If yiu guys are so smart, what would I want huh?" She challenged the other girls
"To go to an F1 race" the four other girls said in almost perfect unison as they all turned to look at her. Okay, maybe she was predictable or maybe her friends knew too well.
Y/n felt her face heat up instantly as she looked at her friends, who were now all smirking knowingly at her. “Okay, first of all, rude. Second of all, you’re not wrong,” she said with a sheepish grin, tucking a strand of hair behind her ear. “But can you blame me? I want the chance to actually watch one in person, the smell of the rubber burning, and getting actually watch a podium ceremony, a dream!" The others couldn’t help but laugh.
Jess shook her head, sipping from her cup again. “girl, you’re obsessed. You even made me watch that one documentary, what was it called again?” “Drive to Survive,” Y/n and Maddie said at the same time, and then immediately burst into laughter. Apart from Y/n, Maddie had also gotten into formula one she claimed it was just for the engineering since it was her major like Y/ns but she knew more about the driver than even Y/n did.
“Honestly, I kind of get it. Those drivers are cute. Especially that one guy you won’t shut up about, what’s his name again?” Erika leaned forward, resting her chin on her hand. Of course she would only be interest in what drivers were the cutest.
"You know Exactly who you're talking about.You're just saying to get a rise out of me" y/n said crossing her arms over her chest. She was right after all, her friends loved to tease her about it.
Erika snapped her fingers dramatically. “Oh, Oscar! Oscar Piastri, right? The quiet one with the Australian accent?” She said pointing her finger down to the mclaren cap with the number 81 on it that was hanging from Y/n's bag.
"See? You do know!” Y/n said, feigning offense while the group laughed even harder. Their laughter causing someone a few tables down to shush them.
“Okay, but imagine,” Dorothea started, leaning forward with a mischievous glint in her eyes, “we all pitch in and actually get Y/n tickets for a race. Like a graduation trip. Miami duh” She she chuckled a little taking a sip from her cup. “She’d probably pass out the second Oscar Piastri even looked in her direction.” That made everyone laugh, except Y/n, who threw a balled-up sticky note at her.
“I would not pass out,” Y/n whispered sharply, though she was fighting a smile. “And besides, I’ve literally known him since we were kids.” That only made the group laugh harder, too loudly, apparently, because a librarian from a nearby table turned and gave them the kind of death glare that could silence an entire floor. That was probably their final warning.
Maddie clapped a hand over her mouth, shoulders shaking as she whispered, “You mean your childhood sweetheart?” Y/n shot her a look, mouthing stop it, which only made the others snicker harder behind their notebooks. Dorothea leaned in, voice barely audible.
Y/n tried to glare, but the corners of her mouth betrayed her, curling into a quiet grin. “You guys are impossible,” she whispered, shaking her head as the group stifled more laughter.
Just a bit longer until they graduated. Just a few more months until they were free from college.
NOVEMBER 2023
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User3: the dog studying harder than me rn
User6: pls don’t drop out we need our smart friend
User11: okay miss multitasker, studying + race watching?? elite combo
hattypiastri: wait, how did I just find your page?? this is actually crazy omg! Girl I miss You!
\___ Uruinsta_: Omg Hattie! Small world! I miss you sm!!!
\___ User81: Arianna what are you doing here?
Also I'm sensing a reunion
Urbff: girl we’re all fighting for our lives this week
\___ Urinsta_: twin I'm so ready to be done with this
User27: I saw that “you will graduate” meme and immediately put it on my story, you're so real for that
User30: okay bestie famous now
User44: small world?? Y/n you got explaining to do
\___ User35: @/User81, you've been summoned
\___ User81: y/n grew up in australia with the piastris, her and oscar were super duper close, I'm guessing she was friends with Hattie too
User16: I'd like to give a shout out to User81, they've been here since day one and I have a feeling it'll pay off TRUST GUYS
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Y/n set her phone down on the desk, staring blankly at the last message from Hattie 'too late!!' She could practically see the grin on Hattie's face after sending it. Her brain was short-circuiting. She’s going to tell him. She’s actually going to tell Oscar. The thought made her heart lurch somewhere between panic and disbelief. After all these years, after convincing herself he’d forgotten he, he was about to find out she still existed. She didn't know if she wanted to be happy about it or if she wanted to cry because of it, maybe both.
Y/n let out a groan and buried her face in her hands, shaking her head before forcing herself to refocus. “Nope,” she muttered under her breath, shoving her phone under a pile of notes. “I am not spiraling right now.” She took a deep breath, opened her laptop again, and stared down the blinking cursor on her unfinished lab report. If she could survive thermodynamics and finals week, she could definitely survive the possibility of Oscar Piastri knowing she was still alive… right?
DECEMBER 2023
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urinsta_ your girl did it! I am OFFICIALLY an engineer! Shout out to my mom for dealing with me wanting to drop out and shout out to my dad for giving me the dream of being just like you
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Urmom: so proud of you baby girl, you've come such a long way 🫶 I love you so much
\___ UrInsta_: thank you mom, I love you too!
User7: the “trust me i’m an engineer” calculator got me
User14: you’re actually glowing?? finals could never take you down
HattiePiastri: i told you you’d make it!! so proud of you <3
\___ UrInsta_: thank you girl <33
User18: proud of you girl, can’t wait to see you walk that stage!!
User42: engineering degree + serving looks??
User51: WAIT did oscar just like this or am i seeing things
User81: not hattie AND oscar liking 😭 that’s so cute! I'm WINNING right now
Oscar had liked her post and she was going to be a hundred percent completely totally normal about that. Who was she kidding? She was on her way home after The graduation ceremony had wrapped up and she let out a very loud gasp when she saw the notification that made her mother turn to look at her. She brushed it off, telling her mom that it was something online, which made the older woman laugh and swat at her playfully.
When the two of them go home , the first thing y/n did was take her heels off and follow her mother inside the house. She sat on her shoes down by the door and said hello to the picture of her father.They had hung up right by the entry way and joined her mother in the kitchen. Her feet were aching and she was sweating under her graduation robe which she quickly took off and slung over one of the bar stools by the counter.
"I am so proud of you Honey and your father would be too" Her mother started assuming as y/n sat down. "We are both so proud of the young woman you have become. He would have been so happy to see you walk across that stage today"
When felt tears pick up the corner of her eyes as her mother mentioned her father would have been proud of her. She was always a daddy's girl, always by his side wanting to be just like him and maybe those part of the reason why she had decided to become an engineer. She would have loved nothing more than for her father to be here on this very important day for her , but there is nothing she could do to change what happened in the past.
"You think so?" She asked blinking away her tears as they threatened to spill over onto her cheeks.
Her mother smiled and gave y/n tissue as she nodded. "I know he would.Have you know I did know him most of my life. I also know he would have wanted you to have the most amazing graduation gift." She said passing y/n a glass of water.
"Mom I told you, you didn't have to get me anything" y/n insisted as she took a sip of her water using the tissue to dab away the tears.
"I know you said you didn't need anything but I am your mother and no matter how old you are, you'll always be my little girl and I wanted to make sure my little girl was happy" the older woman said as she adjusted Y/n's hair before sliding a plain envelop infront of her.
"Is my gift in here?" She asked picking up the paper envelop. It was light with something small and soft in it.
Her mother nodded and watched as she slowly opened up the envelope pulling out what was inside. It was a fabric bracelet that was adjustable and a piece of paper. Y/n looked at it confused for a moment as she looked at the bracelet. Then her face lit up and she quickly looked at the paper.
"Are you serious?" She asked a a friend spread onto her face and more tears filled her eyes for the millionth time today.
"One hundred percent." Y/n's Mother's said as y/n looked at the fabric bracelet in the paper reading it over and over again. The bracelet was a simple white stretchy material with a plastic badge on it that said 2024 and the paper was the printed confirmation of the purchase for a 3-day grandstand pass for the Miami grand prix.
Y/n let the tears fall this time as she put the gift down and hugged her mom as tightly as she could thanking her over and over again for the gift.
After a while, Y/n finally pulled away, still sniffling but smiling through it all. Her mother just brushed her tears away gently, laughing softly at how emotional she was. “Go on, sweetheart,” she said, “get out of that outfit and rest a little. You’ve had a big day.”
Y/n nodded, still a bit dazed as she stood up, clutching the bracelet in her hand like it was made of gold. On her way up the stairs, she glanced down at the paper again just to make sure it was real. It was. She was actually going to a Grand Prix.
When she finally reached her room, she set the bracelet down carefully on her desk, right beside the framed photo of her and her dad at one of his old engineering projects. She opened her instagram and went to the notifications where it still showed 'Oscar Piastri liked your post'. She let out a quiet, disbelieving laugh before flopping onto her bed face-first. She needed to let her friends know about this.
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Hattie♡: Congrats on graduating!!
Urinsta_: thank you So Much!!
Hattie♡: We should totally meet up for the race I'm going to the miami one!
Urinsta_: 100%!! It'll be so nice to catch up with you in person!
Hattie♡: I'll bring Oscar, you guys can catch up too!
Urinsta_: HATTIE DO NOT!
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Urbff: I see you Girl! Go get your man!!
Urinsta_: HE'S NOT MY MAN!
Urbff: uh huh sure whatever!
MAY 2024
The months after graduation passed in a blur of early mornings, coffee runs, and late nights spent tinkering with design programs. Y/n had landed a winter internship at a local engineering firm, nothing glamorous, but it kept her busy and gave her a taste of what real-world engineering looked like. She spent her days shadowing senior engineers, double-checking calculations, and pretending she remembered what half the acronyms meant. It was exhausting, but there was something deeply satisfying about it too. Every once in a while, when she caught herself explaining a project to someone, she realized she actually knew what she was talking about. Her dad would’ve been proud.
Outside of work, she still made time for her friends, study sessions had turned into post-grad brunches and movie nights. They’d tease her whenever F1 came up, especially after the Miami trip was confirmed, saying she was counting down the days like a kid waiting for Christmas. They weren’t entirely wrong. Her phone was full of texts from Hattie now too, the two of them catching up properly after all those years apart. It felt easy again, like slipping back into an old rhythm.
By late April, everything was already set in stone. Since Y/n lived in Miami, planning the weekend had been surprisingly easy. She and Hattie had decided to meet up the morning of the race for breakfast at a little café not too far from the track, Hattie’s choice, apparently known for its pancakes and strong coffee. Between her internship and all the pre-race buzz around the city, Y/n could barely contain her excitement. Every street seemed to have banners and posters up for the Grand Prix, and every time she passed one, her chest fluttered a little. The fact that she was actually going, and that she’d be seeing Hattie again after all these years, made it even better.
When the race weekend finally began, she was completely swept up in it. The air felt electric from the moment she stepped through the gates for Free Practice 1, engines roaring, fans cheering, the smell of rubber and heat in the air. She spent Friday watching practice and sprint qualifying, moving between her seat and the fan zone, chatting with people who’d flown in from all over the world. It amazed her how easily conversations started, one mention of a favorite driver or a bold prediction and suddenly she was laughing with strangers who felt like old friends. The excitement was infectious, and by the time the sun started to set, she was already hooked.
Saturday was somehow even better. Watching the sprint race live made her heart race in a way TV coverage never could; every overtake and lock-up had her on her feet, shouting with the crowd. When lando spun out in lap one of the print she felt frustractikn in a way she didnt know she could over something she had no control in. When qualifying for the main race started, the energy in the stands shifted, more focused, more tense. Every lap felt like it mattered, and she couldn’t look away. By the end, her voice was hoarse and her cheeks hurt from smiling, but she didn’t care. For Y/n, it was everything she’d ever imagined and more, the perfect start to a weekend she’d been dreaming about for years. The fact that Oscar was going to start in 6th was also making her excited for the race tomorrow.
By the time Y/n finally made it home that evening, she was completely wiped out—in the best way possible. Her hair smelled faintly like sunscreen and popcorn, her shoes were dusty, and her phone battery had barely survived the day from all the photos and videos she’d taken. She kicked her sneakers off by the door and dropped her tote bag onto the couch, smiling to herself as she replayed moments from the day in her head, the sound of the cars, the chants from the crowd, the way the whole city seemed to pulse with excitement.
After a quick shower, she barely managed to plug her phone in before collapsing onto her bed. The last thing she remembered before drifting off was checking the schedule for the main race and seeing Hattie’s text pop up: “Don’t be late for breakfast, I’m not saving you a seat 😤❤️.” Y/n laughed softly to herself, set her alarm, and fell asleep with a smile still on her face.
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Being a Miami local Y/n usually just drove her car places or took public transportation. But with the Grand Prix being this weekend, it was getting harder and harder to get an Uber for a reasonable price. So the next best thing was just to get her mom to give her a ride to the cafe where her and hattie were meeting up for breakfast. It worked out in both of their favor so y/n wouldn't have to pay for parking and her mom was heading in that direction anyways to go to work.
"Okay, take care of yourself and drink lots of water, call me if anything happens or if you need a ride home, and tell Oscar I said hi if you see him" her mother said as she pulled up to the Cafe and waited for Y/n to grab her bag and get out.
Y/n nodded with a smile as she slung her tote bag over her shoulder. "Okay mom, I'll make sure to call you if anything happens, and I don't think I'll get to see him in person today if I haven't seen him the last two days" she said with a laugh as she kissed her mom's cheek and gor out of the car to meet up with Hattie. Luckily for her Hattie was already inside and had texted her about having a seat for them.
She walked into the cafe and looked around before her eyes found Hattie sitting near the window, waving her over with the same bright grin Y/n remembered from when they were kids. The sight made her smile instantly, and she weaved through the tables until she reached her. “Oh my God, you’re actually here,” Hattie said, standing to give her a hug that felt long overdue.
Y/n laughed, hugging her back just as tightly before sitting down. “I told you I would be. You didn’t think I’d miss pancakes and a reunion, did you?” She said before the split and took their seats.
The two of them fell into conversation easily, like no time had passed at all. They talked about everything, from Y/n’s internship and how exhausted she was after finals to Hattie’s travels and what it was like following her brother around the world for the races. Every so often, Hattie would slip in a funny story about Oscar, and Y/n couldn’t help but laugh, shaking her head at how little he’d changed. Between bites of pancakes and sips of iced coffee, they planned their route to the track and joked about what kind of chaos the crowd would bring.
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The drive to the circuit didn’t take long, but the closer they got, the louder and more alive everything felt. Streets were lined with banners, people in team shirts filled the sidewalks, and the air buzzed with energy. When Hattie parked in the lot near one of the private entrances, Y/n still couldn’t quite believe this was real. She’d grown up in this city, seen the track built the last few years, but actually being here, as part of the race weekend, was something entirely different. Her heart was already racing as they stepped out of the car, the muffled sound of engines echoing faintly in the distance.
As they walked toward the venue, Y/n checked the ticket confirmation on her phone. “Okay, I think my gate’s over there,” she said, pointing toward the Marina Grandstands entrance. “It says I have to scan in and then-”
Hattie just shook her head, grinning in that way that immediately made Y/n suspicious. "Nah, you’re coming with me."
Y/n blinked, confused. "What? No, I think I’m supposed to go that way, see-" she started, but Hattie was already gently tugging her by the wrist toward another path lined with security guards and event staff. “Trust me,” Hattie said, eyes twinkling. “You’ll like this way better.”
Y/n followed, still trying to process what was happening. The crowd thinned as they moved closer to the restricted section, and when they reached the security checkpoint, Y/n hesitated. "Hattie, I don’t think I can go in there," she whispered, clutching her tote bag a little tighter. "This looks like-" she was cut off again.
"The paddock?" Hattie finished for her, digging through her lanyard pouch. "Yeah. And here’s yours." She handed Y/n a sleek black lanyard with a shiny plastic pass that read Paddock Access – Miami Grand Prix 2024.
For a second, Y/n just stared at it, her brain refusing to catch up with what her eyes were seeing. "Are you... Hattie, are you serious?" she finally managed to say, voice trembling slightly.
Hattie laughed, clearly pleased with herself. “Of course I am. You didn’t really think I was going to let you sit all the way over there when you could come with me, did you?”
Y/n’s hands were shaking as she took the pass, her eyes wide. “Oh my god,” she whispered, her throat tightening with emotion. She could feel tears pricking the corners of her eyes, and she immediately tried to blink them away, but that only made Hattie laugh more.
“Don’t cry yet,” she teased, slinging an arm around Y/n’s shoulders as they stepped forward toward security. “Save that for when you see everything up close and personal.”
Y/n nodded quickly, still speechless, still trying to process that she was about to walk into the Formula 1 paddock. She pressed a hand over her mouth, half laughing, half on the verge of tears. “Oh my god,” she said again, voice shaking as they scanned their passes and walked through the gate.
As they walked through the paddock y/n caught glimpses of different drivers walking about with their teams and she was too star struck to say anything. He just took a couple videos and pictures not just of drivers but of herself too. And one of Hattie when they got to the mclaren motorhome to post onto her story.
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The paddock was louder and busier than Y/n had ever imagined—team members rushing past, cameras flashing, and the low rumble of engines somewhere in the background. She tried to take it all in without looking completely starstruck, but her heart was pounding so hard it was almost dizzying. Hattie was chatting casually with someone from McLaren, and before Y/n could fully register what was happening, she realized he was walking toward them. Oscar. Her Oscar, the oscar she grew up with, the same Oscar she had been supporting.
"Hey, Hattie," he greeted, smiling as he pulled his sister into a quick hug before his gaze shifted, landing right on Y/n. His brow furrowed for a moment, and then his expression softened with recognition. "Wait… Y/n?"
Y/n froze, her mouth suddenly dry. “Uh, hi,” she managed, her voice a little too quiet. "I guess it’s been a while." Why would she say that? She had this entire plan about what seeing again would be like but she just flushed it all down the drain by speaking before thinking.
Oscar laughed lightly, still looking a bit stunned. “A while? Try a decade. You look, wow. Different. Grown up.” The words came out awkward but sincere, and Y/n could feel her cheeks heating instantly. “We should catch up properly,” he added, his tone softer now. “Maybe after the race weekend? It’d be good to actually talk again.”
Before Y/n could answer, Hattie groaned dramatically. “Finally! I was starting to think I’d have to introduce you two like strangers,” she said, elbowing Oscar. “You both look like you’re about to short-circuit.”
That broke the tension immediately, Oscar laughed, Y/n rolled her eyes, and the awkwardness melted just enough for them to exchange a shy but genuine smile. For a second, it felt like being kids again like the dynamic of their childhood trio was back, only now, everything was louder, brighter, and just a little more complicated.
Y/n cleared her throat and looked at oscar "my mom says hi, she's been telling me to tell you since Thursday but I didn’t think I'd actually get to see you" she said her hands instinctively finding one of the ruffles of her dress.
"Oh, tell her I said hi too" Oscar smiled that bunny toothed smile Y/n had adored since they were children. Oscar still loked the same as he did back them, but taller and wider in a way. He had really grown up well.
Y/n nodded, a nervous smile tugging at her lips. “Yeah, pretty well. I’ve been working here since graduation, engineering stuff, nothing nearly as exciting as this.” She gestured vaguely toward the chaos around them. “How about you? Still racing?” she asked, trying to sound casual even though her heart was doing somersaults. Of course he was still raving, she was literally here to watch him. She really needed to think before speaking.
Oscar laughed, the sound warm and familiar. “Yeah, still doing a bit of that,” he said, eyes crinkling at the corners. Thank god he decoded to go along with her stupidity “Though I think my mom still worries every time I get behind the wheel. Some things don’t change.”
“That definitely sounds like her,” Y/n said softly, the corner of her mouth lifting. “She used to lecture us both for riding our bikes too fast down the street.”
“Yeah, and you always blamed me,” Oscar replied with a grin. “I think she still believes it was my fault.”
Y/n giggled, shaking her head. “It was your fault.” This felt so natural, like they had never stopped talking. Like their friendship never took a hit due to the distance. It felt nice.
Before he could respond, a McLaren staff member approached and tapped his shoulder. “Oscar, warm ups in five minutes,” they said quickly. He gave them a quick nod before turning back to Y/n, his expression softening again.
“I have to run,” he said, a hint of regret in his tone. “But seriously, we should catch up properly. Maybe grab coffee or something before I leave Miami?”
Y/n opened her mouth to respond, but Hattie beat her to it. “She’d love that,” she said with a smug grin.
Oscar chuckled, meeting Y/n’s eyes one last time. “Good. Then it’s a plan.” He gave her a small wave before heading off toward the garage, leaving Y/n standing there, heart pounding and face flushed, half from the heat, half from something entirely different. Hattie nudged her shoulder with a knowing look.
“Oh my god,” Y/n whispered, watching him disappear into the crowd.
AFTER RACE DAY
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Urbff: told you to go get your man
\___ Urinsta_: he's not my man
\___ Urbff: not yet
User81: OMG THEY GOT TO SEE EACHOTHER NOONE TALK TO ME! THEY WAY HES LOOKING AT HER IM THE LAST PIC!!!!
HattiePiastri: had so much fun with you! We should totally hand out again soon!
\___ urinsta_: we definitely should!!
User37: hattie really came through with the ultimate hookup omg
User55: this feels like a romcom plotline waiting to happen
User26: the way he’s looking at you… there’s history there
\___ User61: girl, we been known the history, catch up!
User6: why does this look like a soft launch??
User15: next post better be “back at the gp again” i’m invested now
OscarPiastri: good to see you
\___ Urinsta_: Same to you
\___ Urser87: Help why do they talk like coworkers
User34: Has anyone checked on User81??
\___ User81: IM NOT OKAYY
EARLY AUGUST 2024
The last three, basically four months since the miami race was in early May, have been unreal for Y/n. Her and oscar followed each other on instagram now and they we catching up as much as they could. They texted between free practices and during Oscar's long flights. Slowly rebuilding the friendship they had put on pause for so long.
By June, their conversations had started to fall into an easy rhythm again. Some days it was a few texts here and there, a funny photo from the paddock, a random thought she had during work, but other times they’d end up talking for hours without realizing it. Oscar would message her during downtime at the track, sending blurry selfies and updates about the weekend, while Y/n would respond with pictures of her coffee-fueled workdays and chaotic lab notes. It was simple, but it felt like something they’d both quietly missed.
July was busier, filled with late nights and time zone juggling. Between his back-to-back races and her long shifts, they rarely had a proper chance to rest, but somehow still found time to check in. Their calls often happened at odd hours, her in bed with her laptop open, him sitting in a hotel room somewhere far away, still in his team hoodie. Sometimes they’d talk about everything, and other times, they’d just sit in comfortable silence, content to be there together even through a screen.
It was during one of those late-night calls that Oscar mentioned the upcoming summer break in August. The idea of seeing each other again came up half-jokingly at first, “You should come visit,” y/n said, laughter in her voice, but soon it turned into real planning. They talked about where to meet, what they’d do, even what kind of food they’d grab first. The thought alone made Y/n’s chest tighten with something she didn’t want to name just yet.
Now, August had finally arrived, and all the weeks of planning and anticipation had led to this moment. Y/n stood just outside the arrival gate, heart thudding with a mix of nerves and excitement she hadn’t felt in years. The messages and late-night calls had been constant lately, warm, easy, threaded with quiet affection, but seeing his name flash on the screen saying “just landed” made it all feel real. When Oscar finally appeared through the crowd, hair tousled from the flight and wearing that familiar half-smile, it hit her how much she’d missed him.
He was looking around in a way that made y/n laughed and snap a picture of him to post on her private story.
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Not long after she uploaded the story Oscar finally noticed her. The grin that spread across his face was enough to melt the last bit of awkwardness she’d been holding onto. “Hey, stranger,” he said, voice soft with exhaustion but teasing all the same. She laughed, shaking her head as he pulled her into a hug that felt both brand new and achingly familiar. For a moment, neither of them said anything they didn’t need to.
All those months of texts and calls suddenly made sense; they’d been building up to this. It wasn’t just about catching up anymore, it was about reconnecting, about finding the same rhythm they once had in person. Y/n helped him with his bag, still trying to steady her racing heart as they walked out toward the parking lot, talking over each other the way they always used to.
The drive back was filled with laughter and stories that couldn’t fit into messages, small moments they’d missed, little details that pictures couldn’t capture. Y/n's mother was ecstatic to see Oscar again, pulling him into a tight hug as Y/n's dog Coco barked at him and nipped at his feet playfully. Y/n's Mother's ushered them unto the kitchen insisting on making Oscar a proper meal since he probably had a long flight here.
They fell into an easy rhythm together, like this is what they were meant to be. Coco was quick to warm up to Oscar. She quickly jumped into Oscar's arms as soon as he sat down on the couch and ignore y/n's attempts of calling her over.
"Coco, come here girl!" She said kissing the air to get the dog's attention but she just closed her eyes and cuddled closer to Oscar. "You absolute traitor!" Y/n said pointing at the white dog.
Oscar laughed looking down at her before petting her cautiously. "I guess she likes me better, shes just a dog" he said with a shrug.
"She is a traitor, that's what she is!" Y/n laughed taking her phone out to take another picture of Oscar for her private story. She needed to have these memories for when they inevitably don't see eachother for who knows how long again.
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Oscar and Y/n had eight days together before Oscar had to go back to racing. And they definately made the best out of it.
Day 1 – The Arcade
Their first full day together felt like they’d never spent years apart. Oscar insisted on taking Y/n to the arcade downtown, “for old time’s sake,” he’d said. It started as a joke, tossing coins into claw machines and competing over air hockey, but soon turned into loud laughter and mock arguments over who was the real winner. By the end of the night, Y/n was holding a plush he’d won her, and Oscar was grinning like he’d just taken pole position.
Day 3 – The Beach Day
Two days later, they spent the afternoon at the beach, the sky stretched wide and golden above them. They walked along the shoreline, shoes in hand, talking about everything and nothing. Oscar tried, and failed, to teach Y/n how to skip stones, and she got her revenge by splashing him when he wasn’t looking. They stayed until sunset, salt in their hair and sand clinging to their clothes, the air filled with easy laughter and the quiet comfort of being exactly where they wanted to be.
Day 5 – Karting
It was only a matter of time before the friendly competition returned. Y/n had joked that she could probably beat Oscar at karting, and his expression had been pure disbelief. “You sure you want to embarrass yourself like that?” he teased. Forty-five minutes later, they were both out of breath from laughing, Y/n celebrating her single-lap victory like she’d won a world championship, and Oscar claiming “the track was rigged.” It was the kind of light, ridiculous fun they both needed.
Day 8 – The Last Night
Their last evening together came too quickly. They ordered takeout, sprawled on the couch with a movie playing quietly in the background as they talked and built a lego car together. Conversation came in soft waves, shared memories, unspoken feelings, long pauses that said more than words could. When Oscar had to leave the next morning, it wasn’t dramatic or tearful, just a quiet promise to stay in touch and a lingering hug that neither of them wanted to end. For the first time in a long while, it didn’t feel like goodbye, it felt like the start of something new.
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User18: whoever took that sunset one deserves a raise
Urbff: Can I say it now?
\___ Urinsta_: no<3 stfu
User27: you two look like you had the best time ever
User81: IS THAT OSCAR??? BE SERIOUS RN
User53: not the back of the head giving oscar piastri
Urmom: Can't wait for him to visit again, coco misses him being around
\___ Urinsta_: Coco isn't the only one :(
User44: i need a summer like this immediately
User20: you look genuinely happy here, i love that
User63: okay so we can all agree that this looks like dates right?! So where would an f1 driver take a girl on a date? KARTING
User12: i can’t tell what’s sweeter — the caption or the pics
That's the end of part1 if you guys want part 2 please do tell. This is my first fic ever so please be nice! I really hope tou guys liked the fic
Request: Reader asks, "So, when are you going to ask me to marry you?" I hope I did your prompt justice!
Pairing: Jason Todd x Reader
Summary: It’s been three and a half years since Jason asked you out, and he knows you’re the one. He knows every part of you, the good and bad, and loves it all. The problem is that you don’t know everything about him… and his secrets may ruin everything.
Word count: 3.5k
Jason’s never been one to window shop, but lately he’s been noticing the glint of jewelry.
You give him a weird look when he stumbles in the middle of the department store. It’s because a ring display caught him off guard like a punch to the gut, but he can’t explain that, so Jason waves off your concerned questioning.
You give him a weird look before turning back to the toy aisle. The two of you spent the morning bickering over what present to give Damian for Christmasukkah. You want to give him a keyboard to learn piano, but Jason’s sure that Damian would be happier receiving an art kit. He knows violin, which is a strings instrument, not whatever the piano is. Besides, the kid’s a brat. He’d want a full-size grand piano that originally belonged to Mozart or some shit and costs a hundred thousand dollars, which isn’t exactly pocket cash for the two of you.
And, sure, Jason’s got one of Bruce’s credit cards in his wallet—Bruce offered to give him one in Jason’s name, but it was the principle of using the stolen card, so Jason turned him down—but he’d be damned before he spoiled the kid any more than he already is.
He keeps his eyes firmly on you after that. It’s where they’re supposed to be, anyway.
You end up getting the keyboard after surreptitiously checking your bank account against your projected budget several times. It’s funny. After three years, you still think you can hide stuff like that from Jason. Probably because he pretends not to notice. He makes a mental note to stop by your landlord’s and see if the Red Hood can make any suggestions about lowering rent for your building.
As the two of you walk out of the store, a cold gust of wind tries to steal your breath away. You step closer to Jason, cold fingers twining with his, and he easily drapes an arm over your shoulders to keep you close. “Was that the last one?”
“I think so,” you reply, checking your list again. “The keyboard for Damian, massage gun for Dick, matching pajamas for Cass and Steph, Pokemon expansion pack for Duke, and the fuzzy socks for Tim.”
The socks are decorated with the words ‘I BREACHED CONTAINMENT’ in black stitching. Jason saw them in a tourist trap he saved from a D-list rogue and remembered how Tim looked like the bog monster after falling into the sewers the day before. They’ve been sitting in his closet since the end of August.
“I have too many siblings,” Jason sighs.
“Have you figured out what you’re giving Bruce?”
Jason bites his lip.
You say, “Ah. Well, you still have a couple days.”
Yeah. Jason has two. He’d been supposed to look out for anything to catch his eye in the store, but all he noticed was the stupid ring display.
He opens the car door for you, then shoves the keyboard in its box into the backseat and starts the engine. Jason drives home one-handed. The other holds yours loosely over the console. You’re checking your bank account again on your phone, frowning slightly, thumb brushing up and down Jason’s palm. He keeps an eye on you as he drives, playing idly by squeezing your fingers one by one until you have to try to hide a smile by looking out the window.
He doesn’t let go of your third finger. Something nags at the back of his mind, like—
Jason realizes that he’s trying to find a ring, and his heart stops. The car jumps forward when he slams on the gas, and he drops your hand to put both of his on the wheel as he swerves around a minivan. You let out a startled yelp, hands flying out for something to grab onto. The stupid keyboard slides off the back seat and into the footwell.
Two cars lay on their horns when he nearly sideswipes them. Jason responds with an emphatic middle finger and cuts across three lanes to get away. The poor car doesn’t respond as well to his driving as his motorcycle does, and the engine whines as he leaves the other cars in the dust until he eases off.
As soon as the car reaches a relatively normal speed, you say, “Jay! What just happened?”
“Sorry,” is all he can say, keeping both arms stiff on the wheel. “Sorry, honey.”
“You okay?”
“‘M good. You good?”
“I’m okay, I was just…” You keep looking at him, and Jason’s skin prickles. Do you know? Can you tell?
Jason creaks like old wood, but he pulls back his right arm and puts his hand on the console, palm up. After a moment, you put your left overtop it. He can feel your pulse racing through the thin skin of your wrist.
He squeezes.
You squeeze back.
The day before Christmas, Jason still doesn’t know what to give Bruce. He’d hoped that baking would fix the block, but as he abuses the poor sopapilla dough, he’s no further to any answers.
You’re at the counter, offering moral support but not physical help. Jason’s a bit of a control freak in the kitchen when he’s anxious.
He’s not anxious. He’s not! It doesn’t matter if he gives Bruce something for Chrismukkah. Bruce doesn’t even celebrate Christmas. ‘Not trying to kill him’ is probably a good enough present.
Or the sopapillas. Sure, everyone’s bringing a dish, but no one said it couldn’t also be Jason’s present. But if he goes that route, then the pastries have to be perfect, and the last batch didn’t fluff up the way they did when Catherine made them.
“Jay,” you say after another five minutes of Jason punching dough that is already thoroughly kneaded.
“Yes, love?”
“I think the oil might be ready.”
Judging by the hiss and pops behind him, it is, and has been for several minutes.
Jason tries his best to follow his mother’s actions through his memory, but this batch doesn’t turn out right, either.
“Here,” he says wearily, placing the overflowing plate in front of you. “Let ‘em cool off.”
You wait as long as you can, fingers drumming on the counter as you watch tiny curls of steam drift up from the pile of pastries. Finally, you give in. “Oh my gosh,” you say around a mouthful that was a little too hot, judging by your wince. “Jay, these are amazing.”
“It’s not right, though,” he argues.
“Jay, I didn’t even think it was possible, but these are better than your last batch.”
He shakes his head stubbornly.
“Well, we’ll keep working on it,” you decide. “But really, if you bring these tomorrow, no one will complain. If they do…” You hold up a fist and shake it, mustering up (what you think is) a ferocious scowl.
Jason’s lips twitch. “What if Damian complains? Are you prepared to hit a child?”
“I can’t believe you would even ask me that,” you say. “I live in Gotham. I’ve been waiting for that moment my entire life.”
Despite himself, Jason laughs. He picks up one of the pastries from the dish and bites into it. They could have used more honey. Maybe that was the problem. But you’re right. These are good, and if they’re not, so what? It’s not like Bruce expects much from him anyway.
Jason’s chest squeezes.
Bruce should just be grateful that Jason is there at all.
Fuck.
It’s getting too hard to deny. Despite all his best efforts, Jason has to admit… maybe he does love his family.
It’s the first holiday season where he hasn’t been incandescent with rage toward one of them or another, and he’d underestimated just how nervous he would be. Despite everything that happened between them, he wants tomorrow to go well. The first night of Hanukkah is the same day as Christmas this year, which hasn’t happened for about twenty years. It’ll be Damian’s third Chrismukkah and the first where everyone is in attendance—Jason wasn’t on speaking terms with the family his first year, and Bruce was in the time stream and Tim was across the world last year.
“Hey, Jay.”
“Hmm.”
You swallow without making eye contact, and if he was paying even a little bit more attention, he would have known to prepare himself for what you said next.
“When are you gonna ask me to marry you?”
Jason is a selfish asshole. It’s a miracle that you haven’t figured that out yet after three years of dating him. He half-expects to come back to the apartment to find his stuff in bags. That’s the main reason he’s still out in the cold.
He’s in the middle of another drag when a teasing voice says from behind, “Ooh, must have been a rough day.”
Jason’s hand twitches for his gun, but he recognizes the voice. So he only rolls his eyes and says around the cigarette, “What do you want?”
“Your partner asked me to check up on you. Apparently you looked pretty freaked when you took off.”
Fuck. Jason groans. “How worried did they seem?”
“Ummm….”
“Fuck.”
“Yeah, you kind of messed up.” Spoiler sits next to him, dangles her legs over the side of the roof, and lets them swing idly. “Or they messed up. I thought you quit smoking?”
He exhales a thick plume of smoke. “I did,” Jason says. Dying from smoke inhalation was bad once, but a habit is a habit.
“If it makes you feel any better, they seemed more concerned about you. Not, like, mad or anything.”
Well, that’s something.
“So what happened?”
Jason grunts. Maybe if he stares into the horizon long enough, Spoiler will give up. That was the technique Batman always used when Robin asked the tough questions like, ‘Why am I going home early so you can interrogate Catwoman on your own?’
It only worked sometimes.
Unfortunately, Spoiler seems immune.
Jason grunts and drops the butt of his cigarette. He itches for another, but you’ll already wrinkle up your nose at the smell of one. And, shit, what are you even going to think about him high-tailing it out after that question, leaving for hours, and coming back stinking of smoke?
“I’m a fucking idiot. And an asshole.”
Spoiler huffs. “Everyone already knows that, dumbass. They certainly do.”
“Thanks,” Jason says drily.
“Anytime!” she chirps.
Her heels beat against the side of the building.
She’s not leaving anytime soon, so Jason sighs and gives in. “They asked when I was planning on proposing.”
Spoiler gasps and jumps to her feet. “Oh my God!”
“Yeah.”
“Oh my God!”
“Yep.”
“So you’re engaged?”
“What? No.”
“What?”
“They asked when I would propose. That wasn’t a proposal… I don’t think so. I mean, there wasn’t a ring,” Jason says helplessly.
Spoiler socks him in the shoulder.
“Ow!” Damn, but the girl can pack a punch. He rubs at the sore spot, scowling.
“You stupid idiot!”
“I know.”
“And you just ran away?”
Jason cringes and admits to his lap, “Yes.”
Spoiler hits him in the exact same spot on his shoulder.
“Goddamn it, stop that!”
“I’m going to kill you, Jason Peter Todd.”
“You could certainly try, Stephanie… Brown,” he shoots back.
“You don’t even know my middle name?”
“I don’t care about you.”
She lifts her fist again, but Jason twists out of the way before she can hit him a third time in the same shoulder. It’ll be bruised tomorrow.
“You don’t get it,” he says, balancing on the edge of the roof and feeling exceptionally unstable, even though he’s walked across ledges like this since he was twelve.
“What don’t I get? That you have an awesome partner waiting for you at home? One that wants to get married? One that—”
“One that has no idea who I am,” Jason hisses. He brandishes his helmet at the girl. “We’ve been together for three years. They have no idea that I’m the Red Hood. It made sense, at first; I can’t go around telling everyone I kiss what my identity is—”
“Right,” she scoffs sarcastically, “like you’re some kind of serial kisser, Todd. Half the city would know your identity if you did that.”
“Shut up,” Jason half-says, half-groans, and by some miracle, she does. “At first, obviously I couldn’t tell them. Then I wanted to keep waiting. I wanted to know that they were, you know, the one and everything.”
Spoiler fake-gags. Jason ignores her.
“And after that it was just too late. I waited too long. I can’t marry them unless they know about the mask, but who would agree to marry someone that’s been lying to them for three years? The entire time they’ve known me?”
“Huh,” says Spoiler.
‘Huh’ indeed.
“So I ran,” Jason says. “I don’t even know if I said anything. The next thing I knew, I was in the street with a pack of cigs and a lighter in my pocket. I came up here to smoke a couple before going back and ending things.”
“You—wait, ‘ending things?’” Spoiler’s head whips around, the white lenses of her domino widening. “What are you talking about?”
“I can’t lie to them,” says Jason. “When I go back, I’ll tell them the truth. And they’ll break up with me for lying for years. I was just trying to put it off.”
The worst thing was, he wasn’t even trying to lie for most of it. You took his excuses easily, believed him about a boxing gym membership to explain away the bruises, and never uttered a complaint about the odd hours he worked. Every time he was late to a date or canceled, you understood. Every time he forgot something important, odds were that you’d forgotten, too, without him to remind you.
All things considered, Jason might have found the single least curious person in all of Gotham, if you hadn’t figured it out after three years. But he’d gotten so comfortable that he’d forgotten that it was a secret, really. It had all rushed back in when he heard your words like a smack to the face, and he’d panicked.
“You don’t know that,” Spoiler says softly.
“Could you forgive someone for something like this?”
She stays silent, and that’s answer enough.
Jason huffs. “Yeah, that’s what I thought.” He reaches into his pocket, pulls out the pack of cigarettes and lighter, and considers them. Then he sighs and drops both on the ground. “Might as well get this over with.”
The cold Gotham air whips away the reek of smoke by the time he’s back at your apartment. Jason looks at the door like a condemned man looks at the gallows. He could sneak in through the window like he usually does, but he selfishly wants you to open the door for him. Show that he’s welcome now, even though he won’t be for long.
Seconds drag on like torturous minutes until he hears the familiar click of the lock. The door inches open with a screech.
Jason’s mouth goes dry at the sight of your wide eyes. “Hey, darling.”
Wordlessly, you open the door further and step aside to let him in.
Funny how a place he’s practically lived in can feel so unfamiliar. Jason shifts between feet as you re-lock your door.
The moment you turn around, he blurts out, “I’m sorry.”
You say the same thing.
“What?” Jason asks.
“You don’t need to apologize,” you say.
“No, I was an ass,” he insists. “I shouldn’t have left.”
“I didn’t mean to push you. I just saw you looking at rings, and we’ve talked about it, but still, marriage is a big step, so I wanted to be prepared,” you ramble. “I mean, we said that we could get married, but we never discussed when, or when the proposal would be—”
“Honey!”
You fall silent.
“Just wait,” Jason begs. He can’t stand any more of your endless understanding. You’ve only ever understood him, no matter what, and he’s going to miss it so much. He’s going to miss you so much. “Wait one second.” He retreats to the bedroom and returns a moment later with something clutched behind his back. Your eyes dart to the awkward way he’s contorted his arm.
Your face goes blank when he pulls out the spare helmet he keeps below your bed. He’d only used a domino when out with Spoiler, but that wouldn’t do for the grand reveal.
“I’m the Red Hood,” he says in a rush, then braces for your judgment.
You don’t react except to say, “Jason.”
He doesn’t understand. You’re not scared of the killer in your apartment. You’re not furious at the man that’s lied to you for three years. Obviously you don’t understand what he’s saying. “Honey, I’m the Red Hood. The vigilante.”
“Jay—”
You’re still just standing with no reaction. Jason holds the mask up so you’re making eye contact with it.
You push it out of the way and cradle his face with both your hands. “Jason Peter Todd, look at me,” you command.
Jason holds your gaze. It’s the last time he’ll ever be so close to you, and he never wants to forget what your presence feels like.
“Jay, I’ve known basically the whole time.”
What.
Jason blinks.
“What?”
“I already knew.”
“Honey, I don’t think you understand what I’m saying. I’m the—”
“Red Hood, yes, I know.” You muster up a tremulous smile. “And Bruce is Batman. Dick is Nightwing. Steph is Spoiler, Damian is Robin, Tim is—”
“Oh my God, you knew? How did you know?”
“Jason. My love. My darling. My honey bunchkin.” You give him a mildly scolding look. “I’m not an idiot.”
Jason’s ears heat. “And you’re not… mad?”
“That you’re the Red Hood?” You cock your head. “Of course not. I worry about you, of course. But you have to do it. I know that. Or am I mad that you tried to keep it a secret for three years?” You press your lips together to hide a growing smile. “No. I’m not mad about that either. You can’t exactly go around telling your secret identity to everyone you kiss. It’s just something I had to figure out on my own.”
“You knew,” Jason marvels. “You knew this whole time.”
“Most of the whole time,” you say. “But yes.”
“Oh my God.” Jason’s moving before he can stop himself, and he wraps you up in his arms and spins you around. “I thought you would hate me,” he confesses, still clutching you like his life depends on it. “When I finally told you.”
A soft hand runs through his hair. “Is that why you ran?” you ask softly.
“Yes. I’m so sorry, honey, I just—”
“I get it,” you interrupt.
“You were scared.”
A thought occurs to Jason with such clarity he nearly drops you. “Wait, so you were going to marry me even after you knew about the mask?”
“Of course,” you say. “I love you, Jay. Mask and all.”
“I don’t have a ring.”
“I don’t need one. Don’t you get it? I only need you.”
“I only need you, too.”
“Good.”
“Good,” Jason agrees, and he probably looks like a fool with his wide grin, but you can’t stop smiling either. He dips his head, and you rise up to press your lips to his, even though with both your grins you end up clicking teeth.
“Good,” you repeat.
“Good,” Jason says, just for good measure, and this time he makes sure the kiss is better. Lightning shoots up his spine and he pulls back to ask, “Wait, are we engaged now?”
“Um… yes?”
“That’s awesome.”
Your smile is so wide that your eyes nearly close. Jason’s pretty sure he looks the same as he sweeps you up and spins you around. You fit perfectly into his arms. He’s never going to let you go.
“My fianceé,” he says fondly. “I’m never going to get tired of saying that.”
“I’m marrying you,” you marvel, sweeping your thumb over his mouth. “I have the prettiest husband-to-be in the whole world.”
“I love you,” Jason confesses. “So much.”
“I love you, too.”
Seconds before your mouths meet for another kiss, Jason’s phone buzzes. On the off-chance it’s an important alert, he pulls it out, but it’s just Spoiler asking for an update.
Jason stows the device. “I have an idea.”
“Yeah?”
“I think I know how to make the sopapillas the right way.”
“Oh? And how’s that?”
It turns out that Jason’s right.
Making them with your help turns out to be what was missing the whole time.
Matching your freak is beautiful and all but what you really need is a boy who's infatuated with your freak. Down bad for your freak. Deeply intrigued by your freak. Eager to see more of your freak. Supportive of your freak. Gets bricked up witnessing your freak, even.