She melts into his touch as he brushes his thumb over the ring on her finger. Any and all tension or worries she may have had leave her as she sinks against him. His calloused hands are warm and grounding. They always manage to keep her from flying too high.
She knows he's right, she needs to do better about keeping her work separate. Normally she'd bite back, point out all the ways he did the same thing. But she just hums in agreement, too content to want to bite.
Her bliss is broken when he mentions looking at homes. Here. In Fodlan.
She sits up and stares at him, a million questions on her mind all warring to be the first asked. "You... He..."
"Really?" Relief washes over her. "I'd... I'd like that. But..." She swallows hard, one question pushing forward over all others. "I... What about Nohr? I..."
can't just abandon my home. My siblings. My title. All goes unvoiced.
If she were in Nohr, she would be aching to leave the castle and have a home of her own. Away from court, away from politics, away from everything. And here was quickly becoming home too. The beautiful stone walls and green rolling hills. The bustling, friendly, market place.
Her siblings were here too. Mostly. But they were more than capable of visiting, and letters were enough to keep her connected to Xander and the others whenever they did return to Nohr.
Her title... It weighed on her like a stoneborn on her shoulders. It had always been the thorns that cut her hand, the poison on the surface of her drink.
She has no doubt that Leo and Xander would do anything to give Niles a title, to make him her equal.
But what if she didn't want that? What if instead of dragging him to her tower, she climbed down to him?
What if she gave up her title?
"Yes." She sighs, the answer lifting her spirits. Her shoulders drop, she relaxes again, the feeling of a callous thumb brushing over her hair. Warm, rough fingers tucking hair behind her ear and cupping her cheek. "Yes I'd like that very much." She nods, closing her eyes for a moment and smiling. "Please... I trust you. Find us a good ho-..." Her voice catches on the word, almost like she can't believe she's truly saying it. She cups his face with her free hand and looks him in that endless blue eye that shined like the skies.