the shipwreck in my head

i am living despite of it all

[maliitnadyosa]

OMG HELLO HI BUHAY PA TUMBLR KO

[maliitnadyosa]

okay whose nation did i save to be this lucky?????????? aaagh 

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*looks at my selfies* *looks at videos of myself* *looks in the mirror* so what is the truth

[maliitnadyosa]

gags i have to finish my paper pero :(((((( i dont know if i even deserve lnc hbvdhf shet crush ko lang ‘to nung first yr college????? tumigil nung second yr kasi may jowa na???????? tapos malaman laman ko nagustuhan din ako???? kaso may jowa nga siya?????? fucking finally???? tumama rin yung timing pota :((((((( 

[maliitnadyosa]

we had to go through a lot of pain [and a lot of pining] pero i can say na it was all worth it. i am willing to go through painful experiences again pero this time im going to face it with u na !!! tagal nating inintay ‘to hak :((((( love you, my universe. let’s take one step at a time.

[maliitnadyosa]

sooo hopefully wala akong kablock na may alam netong blog ko lol Idk if nakwento ko na here na naging kablock ko last yr yung dati kong crush from kabilang section haha pero eto na nga, so last monday, we went to Mt. Ipus (??) bc may tree planting activity kami. After that, we went to this famous resto ata in Cavite then we ate lunch there. We happened to sit near our blockmates na boys. Tapos i asked kung yung section ba ni raf yung kasabay namin dati nung nag tree planting din kami then they said yes!! haha so eto na, they started teasing me na “uy danica diba ano ᶜʳᵘˢʰ ᵐᵒ ˢᶦ ʳᵃᶠ ᵈᵃᵗᶦ” lmaaaao tapos tinatawag pa nila si raf. Sinasabi nila “uy diba, raf? No? Um-oo ka nalang” HAHA okay tapos shet ayon matatapos na kaming kumain, pinipilit pa rin nila ako na sabihin kong naging crush ko si raf HAHA pero yung kablock ko ata di na nakapagpigil sinabi na HAHAHAHA sinabi ko nalang na “it’s all in the past. nagsisisi na ako HAHA” tapos eto na shems!!!!!! Yung isa naming kablock na guy, sabi “okay lang yan. the feeling WAS mutual” GAGO PAANO KAILAN GAGO SAYANG CHAROT HAHAHAHAHA first year second sem ko ata siya naging crush? haha amp until now shiniship pa rin ako ng tropa ko sa kaniya kahit may girlfriend na siya haha pero ayun haha @universe another case of bad timing hahaha okay bye yun lang kinilig ako ng very very very very slight

[maliitnadyosa]

“another case of bad timing” uhM SHET HELLO TAMA NA YUNG TIMING MGA SIZ

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2019, pls hurt me less this time 

[maliitnadyosa]

for once, tumama rin yung timing. 

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Me, in tears: whatever tho I guess it doesn’t matter haha

[maliitnadyosa]

sorry, self. :(

[maliitnadyosa]

i am sad and in need of hugs

[maliitnadyosa]

BE FUCKING SENSITIVE CHALLENGE: FAILED :-)

[tthematics]

i am so sorry for being angry at the people who couldn’t love me in the way that I needed to love myself

[goodreadss]

“We met at the wrong time. That’s what I keep telling myself anyway. Maybe one day years from now, we’ll meet in a coffee shop in a far away city somewhere and we could give it another shot.”

— Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, 2004

[healingsuggestions]

I am thankful for the days where I remind myself that my love is not my weakness and my softness does not make me any less strong. 

[maliitnadyosa]

it’s one of Those days na naman :-(((((( i just want to take a break from everyone nsdjcdsvd im just So tired of myself lmao 

[healingsuggestions]

you will be happy again, you will be more yourself than ever, you will understand your heart better when you heal, you will be whole, you will be okay