Ouhh picking up where I left off the other best part about cuddling him (aside from y'know, getting to cuddle him-) is he can PURR how could I not mention thatt it'd be like a mellow massage chair but infinitely better because its ✨him✨
I should mention I love??? His cat coded self????? Like not only can he purr, has toe beans, claws and a tail, he acts like a gato too!! It's adorable and I just hhhhdkdjdkdjd <333
The fact that he was DCA model so he has the silliest punniest humor I simply adore ougg he's such a dork i love it so much hes such a theater kid- but like literally XD
Hhhhhh just . His silly personality in general really- I have so much fun just talking to him even when he's not flirting like a mf- XD he's so sweet and such a joy to talk to I just lov e. Himdhdhdhdjdhdjdjsj
His!!!! Music box??!!?!?!? I just about squealed when I learned he had one OUGH I'm gonna be completely honest- for some nights when I have trouble sleeping I'll put on a soft music box on repeat and imagine I'm snugglin him,,,,,,
Mfffgggshgd the squimbshy,,,,,, his tors o,,,,,,,, not only does it look cool, probably feel cool, and have a special feature- the squish!!! Dude if you could lay on his tummy?? PLUS his purring????? OU G heaven. Straight up hdjshsjsjs
H a n d s. Pleas e sir let me hold your hand- or more accurately let you hold mine cuz they are fuckin huge- XD fun fact: I've actually gotten significantly better at drawing hands because of how often I've drawn Malware- enough so to the point that I struggle a bit with drawing non clawed hands LMAO-
O H also He's a switch. I'm not going to elaborate :]
AHE M O h heavens and his voice???? Listen, I know its just tsams eclipse with some distortion, but HDJSDJDHSJDH?????????? D UDE COME ON ITS SO HSJDHSKDJSKDHEIWHDJEBCJHSCJSJJD I . Love it I'm a sucker for a being with a funky cool voice :]]
He cooks!! Not because he really needs to eat like humans do, but for the ppl he loves!! Specifically baking too?? Baking is a skill that takes so much time and dedication to master and he does it just for the people he love Thats SO damn sweet hello save some loveliness for the rest of us/j
Please and how much he cares for the bug twins?? AUGH just play with my heart why don't you godsssss the wholesomeness overload I get from seeing him with the twins is just too much- but not as much as the fucking angst that comes with it cuz AGHDK
Continuing that same topic, the fact that he doesn't forgive himself for what he did. He could never. Not truly. And despite\because of that that he cares for them as if they were his own :( he has such a big heart he can almost hide the fractures. He still tries so hard, he cares for his friends and his family so much, itd be impossible for me not to admire his courage to keep going, even if he's wanted to and likely tried to give up.
I've told him this before, and I'll say it again:
I'll love every single part of him no matter what