When I get drunk I get lonely and I want warm skin to curl up against, and soft breathing to listen to while I sleep. When I get high I get horny as hell and I want to be bruised and panting and begging, and I don't ever want to stop. When I'm drunk AND high, I want both of these things. Simultaneously. Living with your ex (because he's a controlling, abusive, fuck face and won't respect the boundaries in your house so he won't leave) is hard.















