Deadville

[man-deville]

Sister roll your window down The night is wailing like a hound and we are headed underground It ain't safe to know my heart I'm crazy and I'm torn apart and scattered off into my art You can try to break me baby, but you know I won't break If you made me cry a thousand times, twist my mind and tell me lies Even when I want to die I love you the same old way I'm grateful to be on your mind even just some of the time You might always be on mine Or I may forget you exist Forget the laughter on your lips as I laugh into my lonelinеss

You can try to break me baby, but you know I won't break If you madе me cry a thousand times, twist my mind and tell me lies Even when I want to die I love you the same old way

[man-deville]

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I couldn't wait for you to come clear the cupboards

But now you're going to leave with nothing but a sign

Another evening I'll be sitting reading in between your lines

Because I miss you all the time

So, get away

Another way to feel what you didn't want yourself to know

And let yourself go

You know you didn't lose your self-control

Let's start at the rainbow

Turn away

Another way to be where you didn't want yourself to go

Let yourself go

Is that a compromise?

So, what do you wanna do, what's your point-of-view?

There's a party soon, do you wanna go?

A handshake with you, what's your point-of-view?

I'm on top of you, I don't wanna go

'Cause I really wanna stay at your house

And I hopе this works out

But you know how much you broke me apart

I'm done with you, I'm ignoring you

I don't wanna know

And I'm awarе that you were lying in the gutter

'Cause I did everything to be there by your side-ide

So, when you tell me I'm the reason I just can't believe the lies

And why do I so want to call you (call you, call you, call you)

[man-deville]

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"This fire is out of control

I'm going to burn this city, burn this city

This fire is out of control

I'm going to burn this city, burn this city

This fire is out of control, then I

I'm out of control and I burn"

-Catch ya later, Choom

[man-deville]

You said it wouldn't make a difference Whether we can be together or not Stay home, Stay home I wanted to keep you but feel it's likely You don't share my resolve (Hey) I guess it doesn't make a difference whether we can stand each other or not Stay home, Stay home You could call it courtesy that I tried to keep you here for this long (Hey) I guess it doesn't fucking matter if we ever see each other or not Stay home, Stay home Stay home, Stay home

“I hope you live a long and happy life” - H

[man-deville]

easily betrayed everyone lying in wait 

to undo what i have done, see the rot in everyone

pleasure and pain twisted up inside my brain and

together they become suicidal ideation

I have seen success I am the devil made flesh

clinging to my demon's scheme in the darkness cackling

you are just like him I don't know where to begin

I know I was born to die like a river running dry

[tikkety-tok]

Video games are astonishing

[man-deville]

Show me how you relax Or rather, tell me how you'd live If you could live like that I'll show how I get mad Or rather, how I judge the world And how a pattern doubts When it's patterned out It would be good to break To take another way But I'm afraid I might not have made A quilt worth living in so If we could make it like that You stitch a thing, I'll resist And then I'll stitch it back I could help you relax Or rather, live with you If you could live like that

[man-deville]

Called to the devil and the devil did come I said to the devil, "devil do you like drums? Do you like cigarettes, dominoes, rum?" He said only "sundown, Sundays, Christmas"

Some day's end when I need a few friends Now and again I could never hope to keep them Thought to give friends what I thought that they wanted Never had they needed a good friend as I've been

Don't get me venting on friends who resent you 'Cause all you've ever done is been a noose to hang on to They thought was a necklace and reckless they fell into hell Where you both hang with nothing to do but

Scratch, kick, let gravity win like Fuck this, let gravity win like You could leave it all behind, even the devil need time alone sometimes You could let it all go, you could let it all go It's called freefall It's called freefall

Called to the devil and the devil said quit Can't be bothered better handle your shit Keep about your wits man, keep about your wits Know yourself and who you came in with Can I sit down I've been hustling all day I can't even count how many souls I've made Off the same deal you on Remember the devil ain't a friend to no one But fun, true

You could let it all go, you could let it all go It's called freefall It's called freefall

Called to the devil and the devil said "hey, why you been calling this late? It's like 2 a.M. and the bars all close at ten in hell, that's a rule I made" Anyway, you say you're too busy saving everybody else to save yourself And you don't want no help, oh well That's the story to tell

You could let it all go, you could let it all go It's called freefall It's called freefall You could let it all go, you could let it all go Cause ain't shit free but falling out And that shit's easy let me show you how, it's like Ain't shit free but falling out And that shit's easy let me show you how, it's like

[man-deville]

When I'm winding down On my own at night I think of the things that I control in life I really hope majority I handle right I shit out what to do and cross my fingers tight Can I reserve a halo Based on how my day go If we talking whole life Then send me to the charcoal Send me to the devil Stripped of all my medals It don't matter my credentials I'm stuck inside my mental Like woah Lemme out lemme go Got a five star meal out in west to Ion even got no shoes no coat Cherry coke and some dominos fuck a dinner I can see frosty roads I'll freeze Camping out in the east Shit was a crazy 2018

I'm a cozy soul Living in my cozy room Bumping cozyboy It got me in a cozy mood In a lonely mood I got some friends that's lonely too We got each other though We love our little lonely crew Somebody loving you I know your scared Cause you don't understand what lovers do I know your scared cause usually they stay away from you But hey they're picking you I wouldn't be surprised if they might know the feeling too

Lay down I know you got family problems But they not around Let it out girl Pout Cry, breakdown I'll be here to help out I'm concerned for ur health girl We should eat out You been skipping meals Trust me I been down that road I'll make you stop the wheels Calories are hourly with me you know the deal Talking bout depression girl i just got off the pills Questions bout prescriptions I could answer em for real The headaches and the therapy you know I know the feel Sitting up at night I keep on praying that you heal I know you'll win my baby got a skin that's made of steel Wonder Woman type deal

Honey berry air smell I just wanna go now You just wanna go now Ay

Lemme turn the light down Lemme turn the bass loud I'm just gonna close these drapes

Fried until my face melt Artist like I'm drake bell Cooking like it's Swiss chalet

Green from the glass gave me Visions like it's splintercell This shit got me feeling so great

[man-deville]

“I think you're wrong and you think you're right About these letters that you said you were at his house tonight You never get me but I understand I think it's fine I lost your number and I don't expect you hitting mine”

[man-deville]

Summer time is the time I like to get high with you It's true Vibe with me, trip with me, let me spend my days With you Going up a hill and were on a pretty pill I'm just around the corner where the clouds meet up The mills Happiness is back ain't no one to me but you And no lies have come along everything I say is true If I'm on cloud 9 maybe 30 even 2 ain't no one Bringing me down my cause highest is with U So grab my hand and now let's go fly away from Town let's get to outserspace baby I'm telling U now That Summer time is the time I like to get high with you It's true Vibe with me, trip with me, let me spend my days With you

Baby come and share ya lovely vibes. x3 I'll promise that I'll make you mine tonight Shawty I don't really care, we could get drunk in the In the back of the trunk. You a perfect 10 no gas, no Pump, sippin on rum. Baby we young. Shawty don't Ever tell me that your done. Cause I wanna get a III Taste don't run Shawty you gorgeous, girl you should know dis Gotta so many things I never told ya

[man-deville]

i’m trapped in a room seeing faces pacing and painting the room of many places

stasis placed in the world so lonely she told me to fuck her in her mouth while her nose bleed

slowly eating regrets just like they told me feed me a dream and some drugs till i od i’m broly folding folgers moldy crawling in the arms of a bitch better choke me

hold me, and smother my fears catch all my tears till they all disappear lady and the tramp bury bones here deep into the slit till we’re both clear

dig em up fuck em up i let me bite

only my skeletons tell me i’m right

injecting your lies in my eyes till i die

clutching your bones on the bed in the night

passive fucking these bitches up into ashes i hold them for ransom and throw em on the mattress

vapid she told me “i used to be an actress” past tense pulling me deeper into the madness

passion split water walking hollow masochist

dangle from the cross casketless

walking out the grave passionless

the bastard lives

[man-deville]

“come thru with a quarter ounce talkin bout go until its done fun girl you perfect if u leave can you tell me who the fuck im gonna love none swear to god i went and met someone got a bad bitch but she start shit for fun girl its not fucking fun picking up the pieces tell me do u need me do u wanna see me do u want a sweater you could keep it when u leave me i cant keep it together this cold winter weather has tricked me to feeling a way i got nothing else left to say to you forget my embrace

you could sleep at night youll be alright but i tore you open inside bring raw emotion to life he doesnt have what i have inside and i know you know that i could treat u right make u feel right evanescence girl ill bring you to life”

[man-deville]

the fan beside me's humming at a steady a# i can just make out the note on my phone screen it's 6 am again and i'm still crying over things that i've been crying 'bout as long as you've known me eternally unhappy i'm alone severing the cartiledge and bone i want to be rid of every piece of me that's left until i float i am a ghost the world around us spins as we wait for it to end hey, guys, do you think that we could do that sooner? waking up's a chore, i walk the labrynth on my floor and realize that i'm a fucking loser eternally unhappy i'm alone severing the cartiledge and bone i want to be rid of every piece of me that's left until i float i am a ghost

[man-deville]

When he breaks your heart You’ll know I’m the best you ever had I’m the best you’ll ever have

When he breaks your heart You’ll know I’m the best you ever had I’m the best you’ll ever get

[man-deville]

Where you said you were going He can't fuck you like I can Where you said you were going He can't fuck you like I can He can't fuck you like I can [x4] I don't remember much I just seen her dead in there It definitely stood out I remember your smell when I touched you How you used to talk to me It all hurts so much now How could I waste so much time on someone who doesn't even love me Even though all the time I spent, its just worthless Now I feel like I don't even wanna live anymore Save me

[man-deville]

“Is it something you want or it just a phase? Hurting old friends so you won't be blamed Now everything stops when you need it to go Take a step back and see what you've become”