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October 18, 2021

I took the 4-hr long NMAT exam today at the transient room near Las Casas Filipinas de Acuzar. Dito sa Roosevelt, Corner G. Felipe.

I'm grateful because true enough, the Lord provided for all my needs to take this second step of med journey (1st one is the review hehe).

Sinamahan din ako ni nanay to support me and I'm thankful for that.

We watched Squid Game and Hometown Cha Cha Cha.

Then naghanap-hanap na rin ako ng full-time job opp.

Then...

My plan for these coming days and weeks is to upload more review sessions in YT hehe. Gagawa rin ako ng vid for NMAT tips so I must take clips ng room and setup ko for the actual NMAT exam.

Ayun, good luck to me! Fighting!

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"If it makes you happy, it doesn't need to make sense to anybody else"

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Lord, sana po pautangin ako ni nanay ng pambili ng laptop at makapag-aral ako mag-CAD. Tsaka magagamit ko rin talaga yun sa video editing.

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"If we take care of nature, nature will take care of us."

- The Life On Our Planet, David Attenborough

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“You can turn the frustrations of your past into energy for your future.” -- Ray Ortlund, desiringgod.org

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August 14, 2021

From Traci:

For God is greater than our hearts, and He knows everything.

1 John 3:20

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Ganito pala yung pakiramdam noh. Kapag gustung-gusto mo yung isang bagay tapos hindi mo makuha dahil wala kang enough resources, you promise to yourself that you'll do your best once nandun ka na sa journey papunta dun sa gusto mo patunguhan.

- 12:18 am thoughts, August 14, 2021

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Dear God,

My plan of going to med school is a leap of faith. Please help me along the way. My determination and passion to go to med school is there pero I don't have any money on my pocket.

Please help me trust on You!

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Question to myself:

What was your happiest moment when you where a child?

-- When I was answering the exam on digestive and endocrine system

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August 9, 2021

I started reviewing for NMAT!

Today is all about recalling Biology and Chemistry. Tomorrow will be answering practice tests in Bio and Chem.

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"Success is peace of mind in knowing you have done your best"

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God is showing me His grace and provision. Na-charge ako ng Php 450 sa Etsy, meaning, instead na kumita, lugi pa ako sa mga transaction fees. Pero this August, I had 3 sales!!! May pambayad na ako ng utang and may onting tubo rin haha! ☺️ Thank God!

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Prang ang hirap pa rin na mag-take risk na maghanap at umasa lang sa scholarship for med school. Baka kailangan ko muna talaga magtrabaho. Di ko lang kasi matanggap yung ganitong sitwasyon.

I tried to apply sa mga trabaho pero until now wala pang response.

Sobrang uncertain ng future, nakakaiyak. Tapos wala pang kasiguraduhan na matutuloy yung ME board exam. Bakit ba ganito??? 😌

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May pag-asa kaya mag-med? 😭

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I'm so scared, I feel shit

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July 21, 2021

Ayoko na mag-aral for boards 🥺 Wala rin naman talagang sense kasi ayoko na sa path na ito

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