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23 minutes. 23 fucking minutes. Are you fucking kidding me?!

I never would have thought you’d move back and the love wouldn’t come with you. Put on the back burner / rejected. Waiting on a dry phone for messages I’ve watched you send other woman or just for 1/2 the attention they get. 3 am screaming and crying into my pillow. I don’t know why I didn’t think my heart could break anymore but alas here I am. Eyes full of tears and a heart full of love that is no longer desired.

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Metaphorical Clouds

Im not sure if my most popular word I use is “like” or “fuck”

& I hate that I lost myself so long ago. When I need to escape this is where I go. I write to you, whoever you are.

Casually cruel in the name of being honest - beyond words its just a feeling.

Sensual. Sexual. Cynical.

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Let me write for you, so you know it’s real.

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kitttenteeth

wnna sit in someone’s lap & be admired like a lil doll

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Sylvia Plath, from The Collected Poems of Sylvia Plath; "On The Difficulty of Conjuring Up a Dryad,"

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Morose & melancholy

I think I’m going to start writing again.

And found myself screaming in pillows, hot tears pouring down my face at 3 AM as I write this with tears. Knowing you’ll never read this knowing you stop looking I don’t know how long ago - no Lana they don’t for the record they do not.

Lofi on low

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Matthew Genitempo. From the book Jasper⁠. Hermetic homes and men living in solitude in the Ozark Mountains of Arkansas and Missourri

I hate that you know the truth by the way it feels

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Makenzie Campbell, from a poem featured in "Room of the Mind: Poems" originally published in 2021

Finally.

And that is what is not understood - me as a whole.

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