Summary: College UA, Frat boy Bakugo loved them curvy; he also loved them bratty, and you were as bratty as they come. Űśŕ§ Bakugo x black fem reader Űśŕ§
Context: Belly button piercing, tattoo, use of pet names (daddy, mama, baby), Oral (female receiving), underage drinking, weed, rough sex, use of the word Nigga, bratty reader, mean Bakugo, unprotected sex *Meg thee stallion reference*
Word count: 6.4k
What would you say if everyone complimented you from a young age? Told you you were good at everything? You would sure as hell have an ego as big as Bakugoâs. Everyone knew him on campus; he was smart, star athlete and every girl's wet dream. In a nutshell, he had everything he wanted.
Yet, he was bored when he started college. Bored of what? He didnât know, all he knew was that something in his life had to change and it needed to happen soon.
He remembered when he got his first taste of that change, it was a girl that flirted with him at his first frat party. She was a pretty petite black girl who had curves to die for and he knew from then on he would have a large appreciation for thick girls.
Donât get him wrong, he loved every type of woman but black girls had a special place in his heart. Or maybe it was just you.
He would never forget the first time he met you, you were a transfer that made her way up the social ladder fast. Became cheer co captain in two months, became a sister for the biggest sorority on campus but what really caught his eye was the way you curved everyone, especially him.
He would have given up if it was anyone else but you were to die for and he would die before giving up. His mind came back to the screams of everyone around him, the cheers of the cheer squad and the celebration coming from his teammates as he just won a championship game, but his eyes locked on you, in your short uniform skirt and cropped top that showed him enough to get the glimpse of your belly button piercing.
He watched your hips sway as you finished the final cheer for the game.
âBakugoooo, I canât believe you made that throwâ actually I can.â The blonde tskâd as he watched his friends celebrate in front of him, his mind still on you but his eyes couldnât find you again.
âWhatever shitty hair.â
âNot whatever man, scouts are gonna go hard the next game. Now come on, we got a party to throw.â
You smiled at the girls who waved hi to you as you walked out of of the locker room, you were out of breath from the cheer you had just done for the winning game.
Your school âThe Falconsâ took home the championship cup and you and the rest of your squad gave a performance of a lifetime and you were tiredddd.
Your bag, slung over your shoulder with your uniform and some school books packed away. You had quickly thrown on a pair of gym shorts that were snug against your ass and your matching sports bra that sported your school colours were much more breathable because lets be real, your ass was bigger than your boobs.
Your brain was racking with the thoughts of the day, your fresh set pressing against the keys on your phone. Mina (your sorority sister) was telling you about the party that the football team would be throwing tonight.
You rolled your eyes at the thought process, they had already been planning this party way before the finalsâ apparently knowing they would win. But you had to give it to them, they did win and you knew the party would be epic.
As your fingers continued to tap away on your iPhone, you failed to realise you werenât paying attention to your surroundings. A couple cuss words flew from your lips when your body slammed into a hard exterior, your eyes raking up the large body that stood in your way.
âTch. âBout time you noticed, brat.â
Your stomach did that annoying flip it always did around him, but you ignored it, lifting your gaze to meet sharp, almost crimson-like eyes. Katsuki Bakugo stood there, arms crossed over his broad chest, his usual scowl in place. His dirty blond hair was still damp from the game, sticking up in chaotic spikes, and his sleeveless compression shirt clung to his frame, showing off every defined muscle.
You arched a brow. âNoticed what?â
His eyes scanned you like he was sizing you up, a stupid grin on his face. âYou normally pay attention, yet here you are-- head in your phone not noticing shit. Youâre lucky it was me and not some extra tryna get your attention.â
You rolled your eyes, shifting your weight onto one leg as you crossed your arms. âBut to me, you are just an extra Bakugo." You teased, your lips pulling into a smirk as you noticed the twitch in his eye.
His scowl deepened, but there was something else there tooâsomething smug, something that you were all too used to.
âTch. Fucking brat.â
âOnly for you,â You shot back, voice dripping with mock sweetness.
He exhaled sharply through his nose, his jaw tightening for half a second before he smirked. The expression was sharp, full of challenge. âYeah, I know.â
You hated that he was right. Hated it even more that he knew it.
This was something you were all too used to with Bakugo, you remember when you first transferred here a year ago.
You quickly made friends with the right people, and joining the biggest sorority on campus also added to your popularity and with popularity came a whole lot of attention from guys, especially the quarterback of your college's football team.
You heard the rumours about him, he had made his way through a lot of girls and his taste quickly changed a couple months before you came to campus from tall leggy blondes to short curvy black girls.
He was a God and he knew it too, but you weren't gonna make it easy on the guy by falling at his feet like the other girls. So here came the back and forth game between the two of you.
âSo,â he started, stepping closer, his presence almost suffocating, "You're coming to my party tonight."
You scoffed. âNot even gonna ask?â
âDonât ask people shit,â he muttered, voice low, eyes locked onto yours. âAnd I already know youâre gonna show up.â
You let out a dry laugh, shifting like you were about to walk away. âMm, I donât know. I think Iâm busy.â
He tsked, eyes narrowing. âQuit playinâ. You like pissing me off too much to not show up.â
The grin on your lips was blinding. You stepped past him, letting your fingers barely graze his arm as you walked away. âGuess youâll have to wait and see, huh?â
His chuckle was low, rough, the kind that sent a shiver down your spine.
Summer Walker softly played through your speaker, the scent of vanilla body butter and cocoa-shea lotion mixing with a hint of perfume in the air. Clothes were scattered across the bed, a sign of the usual struggle of finding the outfit, but Mina sat comfortably in the middle of it all, legs crossed, scrolling through her phone like she had all the time in the world.
âGirl, if you donât stop overthinking and just put on the outfit I picked, I swear to God,â Mina groaned, glancing up to see you standing in front of the mirror, hands on your hips, eyes scanning your reflection with a critical gaze.
You smirked, turning slightly. âAnd why should I let you pick my outfit Mina? Because itâs Bakugoâs party?â
Minaâs grin was instant, eyes lighting up with mischief. âWho said anything about him? Iâm just making sure you look good. Which, babe, you already do, but I have vision.â
You rolled your eyes but didnât argue. Mina had always had an eye for styling, and you werenât above letting your best friend work her magic.
Mina was as stylish as they came; her hairstyle was always different, but the colour always stayed the same. The girl sported pink like it was made for her. âAlright, fine. Show me what youâve got.â
The pink-haired girl perked up instantly, reaching over to the bed and holding up her carefully chosen pieces. âHere, donât ask just do.â
You looked down the clothes, surprised as you expected something more skimpy. âJeans and a top?â
Mina scoffed, pressing a hand to her chest dramatically. âNot just jeans and a top. You need something that says, I didnât try too hard, but also, I look so good youâll be thinking about me all night.â
You eyed the clothes, then sighed and grabbed them, slipping into the outfit. The low-waisted, distressed jeans hugged your curves perfectly, emphasising the dip of your waist, while the brown backless top fit like a second skin. The neckline was low enough to tease but the bare of the back showed off the tattoo you had just above your ass and the sheer fabric gave subtle glimpses of your toned stomach under the right lighting.
Mina clapped her hands. âSee? This is what I was talking about. Casual but lethal.â
You turned to the mirror, smoothing a hand down your waist. The dark fabric contrasted beautifully against your melenated skin, making your golden undertones glow effortlessly. You had to admitâMina knew what she was doing.
âAlright,â You said, feigning indifference. âItâs decent.â
Mina gasped. âDecent? Girl, please. You look so good itâs actually rude.â
You giggled but didnât deny it. The two of you began to sing along to the low tune of âHeart of a womanâ as you both finished up your hair and makeup. You had fresh bundles sewn in your hair and it fell bone straight down you back, it layered as it framed your face nicely.
A warm-toned highlighter dusted over your cheekbones, collarbones, and the bridge of her nose, giving you a sun-kissed glow. A soft brown lip liner, blended into a sheer, brown lip gloss, made your full lips pop effortlessly.
Mina looked you over as she finished getting ready. A smirk on her lips as she sized you up. âGirl if I wasnât a mess for Ejiroâs dick I would be all up on you.â You kissed your teeth at Mina's antics but blew her a kiss as the two of you left your sorority house.
The moment you stepped into the fraternity house, the atmosphere hit them like a waveâwarm, electric, and pulsing with the bass of a Kendrick Lamar song shaking the walls. The air was thick with the scent of alcohol, faint traces of cologne and perfume mixing together, and the occasional hint of weed drifting through the crowded space. The lights were dim, neon glows from LED strips casting everything in a hazy glow.
You and Mina navigated through the throng of bodies, brushing past sweaty football players, overexcited freshmen, and girls who stepped out with barely anything on, all vying for attention. You could feel the moment eyes zeroed in on your back, your hips had an extra sway to them.
âTwo shots, babe,â Mina declared, dragging you toward the kitchen. The counter was already lined with bottles of tequila, vodka, and an assortment of mixers, and a few guys stood nearby, eyeing them with interest. Denki and Sero were already high or tipsy as they both grinned at you two.
âLook who finally decided to show up,â Denki teased, nudging Sero. âDamn, yâall took your time.â
Mina rolled her eyes, pouring two shots with practiced ease. âPerfection takes time, boys.â
Sero whistled, eyeing her up and down before throwing an arm around Kirishima, who had just joined them. âYeah, well, Kiri over here doesnât mind waiting, does he?â
Kirishima chuckled, slipping an arm around Minaâs waist and pressing a quick kiss to her cheek. âNope. Worth it every time.â
Mina beamed, shooting him a playful look before tossing back her shot. You followed suit, the burn of the alcohol settling in your chest.
You could feel Denki's eyes burning on your lower back, you turned towards him, head tilted as your eyes sparkled with mischief.
"Yes Denks, how can I help you?"
"When are you gonna let me take you out pretty?" You giggled at his outburst, he tripped over his own feet, trying to style it out as he leaned against the kitchen counter.
Across the room, Bakugo sat on the worn leather couch, drink in hand, scowling at nothing in particular. The party was loud, annoying, and full of people he barely tolerated, but it was for his team, so he had to be here.
His boys had left to do shots not too long ago, but Kirishima made his way back over with his girl on his arm. His eyes scanned the room lazily until somethingâor rather, someoneâcaught his attention.
His eyes zeroed in on you, you wore some low-rise jeans that clung to your ass nicely, he couldn't make out the top but he could see how it also clung to you like a second skin, the way you movedâfuck.
His grip tightened around his cup as he watched you spark a blunt. He eyed the way you moved slightly to the music like it was second nature to you, the glow of your skin under the dim lighting making something in his chest tighten. Then came the moment that really set him offâyou giggled at something that dunce face was saying and he swore he felt his blood pressure spike.
âTch,â he scoffed, leaning back. âFucking hell.â
Kirishima, sitting beside him with Mina tucked under his arm, followed his gaze and grinned. âOhhh. You got it bad, bro.â
Bakugoâs scowl deepened. âShut the hell up shitty hair.â He downed the rest of his drink before making his way into the kitchen.
Your eyes sparkled as you looked over Denki's shoulder, turning your attention back to the electric blonde in front of you. âLooking like a damn dream tonight. Whoâd you get all dressed up for, sweetheart?â
You tilted your head, smirking. âWouldnât you like to know?â
Denki chuckled, giving you back the blunt after he took a draw without breaking eye contact. âMaybe you should give a guy a hint. Iâm great at keeping secrets.â
Before you could respond, a sharp presence entered the kitchenâBakugo, his expression thunderous as his eyes locked onto Denki.
âThe hell do you think youâre doinâ, Dunce Face?â Bakugo growled, stepping between the two of you.
The spiky haired blonde held up his hands in mock surrender, chuckling. âRelax, man. Just being friendly.â
Bakugo narrowed his eyes, and though Denki was grinning, he got the message loud and clear. With a wink at you, he backed off, moving to find someone else to charm.
With Denki gone, you turned your attention to Bakugo, tilting your head. âWhat was that about?â
The blonde scoffed, crossing his arms. âTch. Like Iâm lettinâ some dumbass flirt with you.â
You pouted playfully. âAw, jealous?â
His eyes darkened, jaw tightening. âWatch it.â
You licked your lips, grinning when you noticed how quickly his eyes darted towards them. âWatch what? I didnât do anything.â
He stepped closer, âYou keep runninâ that mouth mama...â
You batted your lashes, pulling one more drag from the blunt that lay between your fingers, you stood on your tiptoes and blew the excess smoke into his face. "There's so much I can do with my mouth."
He short-circuited; he never in his life thought a girl could leave him tongue-tied, but here you were. All he wanted to do was get his hands on you but he stalled, you were already off on the dance floor as some song by sexy red blared through the speakers.
He watched as Mina began hyping you up on the dance floor, his eyes glued to your ass as you began to twerk against the girl. He felt the way his jeans tightened, the telltale sign of his hard-on pressed right against his crotch. He growled as he watched some lowlife try to get between the two of you. he didn't even realise he pushed the extra away until he was on you, a rough hand gripping your waist and yanking you against him. His breath was hot against your ear.
"I'm done with this, take your ass upstairs before I drag you there myself," You felt your stomach flip, smirking lightly as you faced the your friendâhis dick pressing up against your ass. You rolled your neck to the side, feeling his hot breath against you; you knew your panties were a mess.
You could say no, you knew you could. But why would you? You had been playin' this boy for damn near a year and you were finally ready to give in.
You didn't say a word to him, but you winked at Mina before strutting your way upstairs. Bakugo didn't hesitate to follow behind you, leaving all but 10 seconds between your departure. He seemed to be annoyed by the pace in your steps because you soon felt his palm on your bare back, his thumb gliding along the base of your butterfly tattoo as he guided you to his room.
He barely acknowledged the few people loitering in the hallway as he pushed open his door and yanked you inside. The heavy oak door slammed shut behind you, the muffled bass of the party now nothing but a dull thrum against the walls.
Your back hit the wood before you could take another breath. You looked up at the blonde, his hands planted on either side of your head, caging you in as his scentâsmoky caramel and the lingering spice of his cologneâwrapped around you, drowning you. His breath was hot against your cheek, his chest rising and falling with the force of his restraint.
Your eyes scan his room, you didn't expect for his room to be this organised but it was. You didn't have enough time to admire it as you felt his hand grip the sides of your face, forcing you attention back on him.
"You done with that shit now?" His voice was dark as it hung in the air; you looked up at him through your lashes, your bottom lip rolling between your teeth.
"That depends. What's in it for me?" You barely got out the words before your hands and face were pressed against the food , the blonde kicked your feet apart. "Hey--" Your ass stung from the palm coming down hard on your ass, your breathing array as your stomach tightened.
"All the games you've played with me over the year, it's only fair we play one final one here, don't you think?" You moaned slightly as you felt his finger graze the wings of your tattoo; his touch was much softer than earlier. You heard him shift behind you, his knees hitting the floor beneath him.
He mumble a quiet 'fuck' before his lips grazed your skin. Your eyes rolled back softly as his lips softly worked against your back, you could hear him mumble quiet praises mixed in with curses which caused your pussy to flutter in your jeans.
"You walk around here acting like you own the place, teasing me, acting fucking bratty..."
Your moans grew louder; he was standing behind you now-- his hands around your stomach as his fingers grazed the waistline of your jeans. He hadn't even done anything yet you were a fucking mess.
"If I were to put my hands down your jeans, how wet would you be?" Your head rolled to the side, his nose buried in your neck as he inhaled the strong scent of coco butter that seemed to be mixed in with your YSL perfume.
"Yo-your ego is too big. Who says even if I am wet, it'd be because of you?" You knew you were playing with fire; the blonde was like a dynamite waiting to implode and you just loved playing with matches.
You felt his hand around your throat before you could blink, he squeezed enough to send you a warning but not hard enough to completely cut off your airways.
"So not only are you a brat, but you're a slut too." You would normally flip out on a nigga if he called you out of your name but not him. Katsuki Bakugo was the perfect exception.
You moaned; you don't know whether it was from his words or his touch. The way his fingers glided along your skin, the way your boobs fit perfectly in his hand, it was all perfect.
Your head rolled to the side, his mouth sucking on the sensitive skin of your neck as he played with your nipples.
You pulled away from him, turning to face him. His brows raised as he watched youâwaiting for your next move. Smirking, you pushed past the angry blonde, making your way towards his bed. You put an extra sway in her hips, moving slowly as you could hear the slight bass of the music downstairs.
The music was nothing more than a dull thump, barely noticeable under the thick, charged silence of Bakugoâs dimly lit bedroom. The only glow in the space came from the red LED lights tracing the ceiling, casting everything in a deep, sultry haze. It made the shadows darker, the air heavier.
But the only thing Bakugo was focused on was you.
You stood in the middle of his room, body humming with liquid confidence.
He sat back in his desk chair, legs spread wide, jeans stretched over thick thighs, his dark shirt tight across his chest. His elbows rested lazily on his knees, but his grip was tenseâlike he was holding himself back. His tongue flicked out to wet his lips, his eyes burning with something raw, something dangerous.
But he didnât move.
Not yet; he'll let you have your fun.
The heavy beat from the speaker wrapped around you, slow, seductive, built for movement. Built for control.
And right now? You were in control.
You started to sway, rolling your hips to the rhythm, slow and deliberate. The brown backless top you wore clung to every curve, the soft fabric pressing against your skin like a second layer. The deep colour only made the warmth of your brown skin stand out more, glowing under the red light, catching Bakugoâs attention like a damn magnet.
His fingers twitched.
He bit his lip as he watched you twirl softly, getting a glimpse of the tattoo on your lower back every time you moved. He remembers when he first noticed it, you were at cheer practice, wearing these tiny ass little shorts that hugged your ass nicely and when you bent over into a stretch, the sun hit the tattoo like a fucking halo. Funny, for something so fucking sinful.
He thought he'd cum in his pants when he first saw it. His gaze often tried to find it whenever he could; he watched when you turned away, the sharp edge of his jaw tightening like he was clenching his teeth.
You turned, giving him your back, letting your hands trail down your waist, slow and teasing, fingertips brushing over the tiny, silver belly button piercing that gleamed under the red light.
You dipped low, rolling your hips in time with the music, and you swore you heard his breath hitch.
A slow smirk curled on your lips.
Still swaying to the soft beat, you hooked your thumbs into the waistband of your jeans and began to peel them down, inch by agonising inch. The soft denim clung to your curves, sliding lower over your hips, over your thighs, until it finally pooled at your ankles, leaving you in nothing but your brown top and the black lace thong hugging your body just right.
His breath came out harsh, like a punch to the chest.
His gaze dropped.
And then, it stayed there.
On your thighs.
Thick, smooth, gleaming under the red light, your skin's deep warmth making his mouth dry. The contrast of the black lace against your skin made something in his gut tighten, something feral clawing up his spine.
Fuck, he could see everything. The soft dip where your thighs met your hips, the plush, toned shape of them, the way they pressed together just enough to make his fingers twitch.
He wanted themâ he wanted his face buried between them, feeling them shake as you came apart. Fuck he was going to make it happen.
The muscle in his jaw ticked. His fingers curled into tight fists, his whole body felt tight, like a wire pulled too thin, like a matchstick ready to ignite.
And you? You knew exactly what you were doing.
Stepping out of your jeans, you turned, trailing your fingers along your own waist, your hands palmed your ass but not for long because they were already buried deep in your hair as you continued dancing for him.
Then, because you were a fucking brat, you dragged your hands up the sides of your body, arching your back slightly, letting him take in every curve, every dip.
He didn't even give you a moment to breathe because he was on you.
There was nothing soft about the kiss. Nothing hesitant. This was raw, heated, unrestrained.
Bakugo kissed you like he wanted to consume you.
His lips were hungry, moving against yours in a way that left no doubt. One of his hands tangled in your hair, tugging just enough to tilt your head back, deepening the kiss as his other hand gripped the small of your back, keeping you flush against him.
You moaned into his mouth, and that only made him rougher.
His teeth nipped at your bottom lip, sharp and teasing, his tongue demanding, coaxing you open, stealing every breath, every sound. It was desperate, wild.
And fuckâyou loved it.
Your nails dug into his shoulders, gripping the fabric of his dark shirt as your body pressed against his, rolling against him, taunting him, teasing him. The way his grip tightened, the way his breath hitchedâhe felt everything, and it was driving him insane.
His hands were rough as they roamed, trailing up your sides, his thumbs brushing the edge of your top, teasing the sliver of skin beneath.
Fuck.
He pulled away just enough to look at you, his forehead resting against yours, both of you panting, both of you so close, so desperate. His cyes were wild, wide with want, with possession.
"Take off your top, lay on the bed with your legs pushed up to your chest."
You blinked as you still tried to catch your breath, "What?" A cry left your lips and the blonde pinched your covered nipple, his eyes still dark as they watched you.
"Did I stutter? Get on the bed, legs to your chest, now."
You didn't hesitate this time, quickly getting rid of your top you followed suit to the bed, laying down in the centre you pulled your legs up to your chest, your nails resting on the back of your knees.
You heard him mumble something but the race of your heart got in the way. All your liquid courage had gone out the window. You were getting what you wanted but you couldn't ignore the feeling in your stomach, scared or excited at what he might do? You didn't care anymore.
He kneeled by the edge of the bed, pulling you closer to him, but your legs stayed where they were. His lips began kissing the inside of your thighs, ignoring the one place you wanted him most. Your pants and whimpers grew louder, and you swore you heard the bastard chuckle.
"Katsuki..." You yelped once you felt a bite on your thigh, you knew tomorrow there would be the indentations of his teeth against your brown skin causing you to curse.
"âMâSorry mama, didn't expect to hear my name come out of your pretty mouth." His tongue continuously swiped over the mark but you could feel the smirk against your skin causing you to suck your teeth.
"Make it up to me and eat my pussy then."
His chuckle was dark before you felt his lips kiss your clothed slit before his teeth tore through the fabric. "Oh baby, I'm going to devour you."
His heated breath ghosted across your sensitive flesh, his tongue tracing teasing circles around your clit before dipping lower to taste you properly. Your eyes rolled back as moans laced your tongue, your hands leaving your thighs to find their way in his hair but the blonde wasnât having it.
"Keep your legs up there, youâre a fucking cheerleaderâdon't get lazy on me now." You groaned as he began kitten-licking the area around your clit before you complied.
His deep groan vibrated against your core as he savoured your sweetness, his hot breath making you shiver with each exhale. His hands found your ass, pulling you closer as he devoured you with increasing intensity, drawing out those sweet sounds he'd only dreamed of hearing.
"Fuck, you taste so good," he groaned against your sensitive flesh, his voice rough with desire. "Knew you would give up the act, your too much of a slut not to want me to ruin you." His thumb found your clit, circling it with deliberate pressure while his tongue delved deeper, claiming every inch of you. Your fingers began to leave impressions on your skin from how hard you were gripping, he worked you closer to the edge, his movements becoming more intense with each passing moment. His roughness only heightened the passion, every touch and growl reminding you of the fire that burned within him.
"Shiiiit, Katsuki-- I'm gonna cum." Your eyes rolled to the back of your head, moans slipping through your lips as he continued to work his tongue through your pussy.
He loved the way his name flowed from your lips and your mouth shaped itâa masterpiece in motion. Your voice, a melody, and your lips, a work of art. To be the one who heard it, the one who brought you this joy? It made him smile to himself, lost in the bliss of it all.
You felt two of his fingers roughly pull in and out of you, drawing louder moans from your throat. "Eh, who told you that you could cum without asking me?" Your hands leave your legs, not having enough strength and willpower to hold yourself up any longer, but Bakugo helps you out. One leg had been pulled over his shoulder, and the blonde held a bruising grip on your other thigh while his fingers and tongue continued to pull an orgasm out of you.
"P-leaasee, please, please." Your fingers gripped his locks pulling his face closer to your cunt. He nibbled on your clit, his face looking up at you, his grin wide as he watched you come apart on his fingers.
"Go on then baby, cum for me." And your body followed his command, all you could hear was his continued praises as he worked you through your orgasm.
You heard him chuckle as he reluctantly removed his fingers from your sopping cunt. Your vision began to clear as you watched him pull his shirt over his head, you moaned from the sight, the definition of his torso, every sculpted ridge of his absâhe was built like he was made to destroy, broad shoulders tapering into a lean, cut waist.
And those arms?
Thick, veined, carved to perfectionâyou wanted those arms around you as he fucked you into oblivion.
He smirked when he caught you staring, chest rising and falling with every controlled breath.
âYou done eye-fucking me?â His voice was thick as he watched your thighs rub together to release some friction. You watched as his hands pulled down his jeans and boxers, his cock slapping against his stomach before it stood bold and proud in front of you.
Fuck.
Of course, he was that fucking big, he had the fucking ego for it.
He started to kiss up your legs as he made his way up your body. You pulled yourself up on your elbows before your lips met his, your tongue forced its way into his mouth, you moaned as you tasted yourself on his lips. The kiss was messy, desperate, and utterly consuming, his teeth grazing your bottom lip before he bit down gently, drawing a gasp from you.
You hadn't realised your head hit the mattress, he threw your leg over his shoulder, his lips leaving yours, grazing your ears as the head of his cock tapped against your clit, drawing a sharp jolt from you, and a wicked smirk tugged at his lips before he slowly pushed inside. You both moaned from the feeling of him bottoming out, your walls clenched around him, sucking him in and squeezing him so tightly it made his breath hitch.
A guttural groan escaped his lips as he nearly collapsed on top of you, your nails raked down his back, leaving faint red trails, "Wanted you for so fucking long, but you walked around like you were too fucking good for me." He rasped, his voice thick with need. He delivered a hard thrust, stretching you to your limit as a strangled cry escaped your lips.
"That's it," he groaned, his hands gripping your hips hard enough to leave bruises as he pulled you against him. Your walls clenched around him, sucking him in and squeezing so tightly it made his breath hitch. "So fucking tight," he growled, his hips snapping forward with rough, punishing thrusts that left you gasping.
He pushed your right leg up towards the headboard, his thrusts got deeper, your moans grew louder as you felt him deeper in your cervix, your eyes travelled down to where you two met. Moaning as you watched his cock pull in and out of you, his chuckle broke you out of your trance, eyes finding his as he angled his hips, driving into you harder, faster, each thrust sending shockwaves through your body.
"So tight, so pretty," he purred, his lips trailing up your throat. His teeth grazed your pulse before he bit down, marking you.
Meeting each of Bakugo's powerful thrusts, you felt yourself gush around him, your arousal soaking his thick length each time he pulled back before slamming down again. The lewd sounds of your connection filled the room, mixing with your desperate moans. Your stomach coiled tight with building pressure, toes curling as the intensity becomes almost too much to bear. Your hands pressed against his chest, overwhelmed by the sensation. "Wait! Katsuki... I-" Your words dissolved into a cry as your walls clenched around him violently. "I can't... it's too much," you gasped, even as your body betrayed you by pulling him deeper, your legs now wrapped around his waist.
"Too much?" he growled, his voice laced with taunt, his grip tightening on your hips as he maintained his relentless pace. "This is exactly what you needed, isn't it? Thatâs why you act so fucking bratty, just wanted to me fuck it outta you. " His voice was rough with desire as he watched you fall apart beneath him.
"This pussy is so perfect," He growled, his eyes locked on the way your slick walls clung to his cock, creaming and squeezing him with every thrust. "It's like it was made just for me. Tell me, baby, whose pussy is this?"
"Yours, Daddy," you slurred, mind a haze, voice trembling as the overwhelming pleasure built to a breaking point. Your body was on the edge, your pussy aching to release as his relentless pace drove you closer. He chuckled darkly, his hips snapping forward even faster, the sound of skin slapping against skin filling the room.
Your eyes rolled to the back of your head as your lips parted with continued moans, "You know long I've been wanting to fuck the brat outta you?" He rasped, voice dripped with need, "And look at you now, drunk on my cock calling me daddy. I think you're ready to cum now. I want it all on my cock. Can you do that for me, mama? Or is that too much for your sweet little pussy to handle?"
Before you could even respond, the pressure inside you exploded like a tidal wave, your juices spraying against his thighs in a messy, uncontrollable release. Katsuki groaned in appreciation, biting his lip as he watched you come undone beneath him. "Good girl," he muttered, his voice rough and low, as you gasped for breath, your body trembling in his grasp.
The blonde above you continued to drive into you as he chased his own orgasm, you moaned as your walls welcomed the hot ropes of his cum. You winced when his body left yours, you could hear him whispering rough praises to you, unable to piece the words together but you could feel the warm cloth as he began to clean you up.
The room was hot, the air thick with the scent of sweat, skin, and sex. The sheets beneath you were a tangled mess, your body still humming from everything that had just happened.
After he cleaned you up, the blonde lay beside you, eyes glued to you, your eyes closed as your body hummed from your orgasm. His chest rising and falling, your skin glistening under the dim light making you look like a fucking brownie. His arm was draped over your waist, pulling you closer, his fingers tracing lazy circles against your skin.
Then, his voiceâlow, rough, and possessiveâbroke through the silence.
âYou finished with your game, you gonna be mine now?â
AÂ statement, not a question.
You smirked, rolling onto your side to face him, eyes glinting with mischief. âOh yeah?â you teased, voice sultry. âWhy would I do that?â
His red eyes darkened, jaw tightening as his grip on your waist flexed, his fingers pressing into your bare skin. âBecause you were a slut for my cock, you started calling me daddy.â
You bit your lip, clearly enjoying the way his dominance flared. âMmm, I donât know, Katsuki. Could have been a lapse in judgment."
You giggled as he flipped you over onto your stomach; pulling your ass in the air. You knew he would continue to drag multiple orgasms out of you until you said you were his.
And you smirked into the sheets, knowing you had him exactly where you wanted him.
thinking about babydaddy!connie fucking you nice and slow after finding out you got stood up by your date. having little constentina (his idea, but tina for short) for the weekend, your precious angel just couldnât keep her mouth shut to her daddy when youâd told her you were going on a small âdinnerâ
âshe said dinner but that really means date, daddy.â
connie isnât surprised. no one knew how to handle you beside him. i mean, heâs had your ass in place successfully for nearly ten years; only he was man enough to handle you, your mind, and most of all your body.
you loved connie like no other, you wanted no one else to be the father of your children. but you knew the streets would eventually take him away from you, and you just didnât wanna stick around for that. not when you had a five year old girl depending on the both of you. connie looked for other ways to make bread without selling or doing anythingâŚillegal but it was hard to match the stacks he was bringing home every weekend.
your separation was a one sided agreement anyways it seems. to you? you two were broken up. to connie delulu ass? you were his wife and youâre âsmoking dick if you think ion belong to you and youâon belong to me.â
you didnât even have any words for the absence of your so called âdate.â. after an hour of waiting, you figured youâd call in to check on tina. ringing connie, your babyfather answered on the first ring, of course with a wood in his mouth and multiple lights on his face, signaling he was watching tv.
âhey,â your voice is solemn and low. you really were tired and ashamed to say anything more.
âhey mama, you okay?â connieâs hazel brown eyes quickly flick over to yours through the screen.
you shrug though he canât see it. âiâm okay.â you admit. âjust callinâ to check on my baby.â the frame was only on your face, but from the small shake of your hand, connie had managed to get a glimpse of a pretty black dress youâd sported, breasts looking three times as big as it usually did because of your sitting position. he could tell you dressed up for the night.
âyeah? she good, just upstairs sleepinâ right now. how was your date, pretty?â you hear connie turn down the tv in the background and give you his full intention.
you furrow your brows. âwhat? boy, howâd you know about it?â
your baby father blows out a huff of smoke and chuckles, flashing his gold canines. he wasnât gon snitch on his lil informant princess. âi got my ways. tell me bout it baby.â
with a roll of your eyes, you let out a tired sigh and felt your shoulders sag. âwouldnât know. the nigga never showed.â
connie furrows his own thick eyebrows. âwhat you mean? he told you he couldnât come?â he asked. from the shake of your head, you see his face soften on the screen. âcome over nâ smoke with me. lemme make you feel better.â
you kiss your teeth and throw your head back, already knowing where the conversation was headed. embarrassment flooded your expression. âyou eating my pussy is not gonna make me feel better, constance.â
connie kissed his teeth and waved you off dismissively. âyouâon know that.â
a blush canât help but creep its way onto your brown cheeks. âiâm supposed to be staying away from you, ya know.â
connie gives you a knowing grin, shamelessly flexing the two deep dimples in his cheeks that constentina inherrited from him. âyeah? howâs that going for you, mama?â
âobviously not good because iâm actually considering your offer of being a booty call tonight?â you laugh.
âcome onnn mama, tinaâs sleep, i got a wood rolled for you and i want you here.â your ex compromised with a kiss of his teeth. âlemme rub ya feet and all on ya butt i promise youâll feel better.
âiâm tired and donât feel like driving, con,â you whine in the same tone. you knew if he didnât have your daughter heâd already be at your door, but you refused to risk waking her up in a car ride over here.
connie rolls his eyes and puts you on pause for the moment. a minute later he comes back on screen and takes a pull of his backwood. âyour uber on the way baby.â
âooh daddy,â you cried, trying your hardest to breathe straight. âyou know i cum fast like this, oh shit,â connie had your legs spread wide open, forcing your huge tits up against the bottom of your face as he pumped in and out of you.
âyou like that mama, like when i fuck you nice and slow? all romantic nâ shit?â connie teased. tears streamed down your face and he wasted no time in kissing them from your pretty face.
youâre too far in euphoria to even fully comprehend exactly what heâs saying. âyes, i love when you stroke this pussy so deep daddy.â
connie holds your breasts up damn near to your face and takes his time sucking on each of your nipples, making sure to stretch and pull it all the way back as far as it could go, grinning at the sound of it snapping back toward you. âyouâon need no one else to love you like this but me, you heard?â
you canât help but shake your head, the small responsible part of you left that hadnât been fucked out by connie yet (though he was close) was slowly bringing you to reality. âno,â you respond.
ânah, nah, dead that shit or imma stop,â your ex threatened, straightening his back out so he stood tall, yet still very deep inside your gummy walls. you canât help but stare down the tattoos that littered his body; many dedicated to you and your shared daughter. âyou grippinâ me so tight baby, boutta make me cum, fuck,â connie throws his head back and whines. âtell me youâre mine nâ we gonna get back together.â
âno, con,â your words were saying one thing, but the cream ring of your arousal forming around connieâs tanned dick was betraying everything leaving your mouth. âw-weâre weâre toxicâoooh, yes, right there right there!â
suddenly, a large pair of hands come to wrap around your neck, gripping lightly. âtell me youâre mine or im not fuckinâ this pussy,â he orders. âyou know i donât be bluffing, mama. âspecially when it come to your spoiled ass dĂŠjame oĂrte decirlo.â
more tears fall from your eyes as you feel your lower region bubble in evstasy. âconââ
âsay it if you wanna cum.â connieâs grip around your neck tightens as he inevitably starts to babble. he was not gonna let up off you no matter what. âcome on mama, say it n lemme give you another baby. gonna make you a mama all over again, want you so full of my babies, prettyâfuck,â he breathed out. âyou know daddy sorry, you gonna forgive him?â
it wasnât until connie started to add his thumb rubbing circles around your clit did you finally fold and give in. âoh fuck, yes! yes yes i forgive you conâpleaseââ
âgo head and cum mami, te quiero.â connie breathed out, feeling his own orgasm approach. âte amo joder joder por favor dame mĂĄs hijos mami te estoy rogando dĂŠjame correrte dentro de ti,â the man curses into the atmosphere as he strokes himself in you a few more times.
âyes yes,â you nod in response to his pleads of cumming in you. a nanosecond later, connieâs cumming deep into you until he ends up shooting nothing but blanks. youâre full to the brim to the point where drops of his cum couldnât help but ooze out between your puffy cunt.
âsâtoo much sweetheartâ h-hah..â youâve been overstimulating him for the past 30 minutes, your right hand covered in your husbands slick. heâs laying in between your legs, head resting in the crook of your neck as his hands latch firmly onto your plump thighs.
he had come home from work clearly frustrated with whatever went on inside his workplace, you just wanted to give him somethinâ to cool off after a hard day at work! ânuh uh.. sânot enough, youâre being soo good for me kennnn.â your free hand threads fingers through his silky hair as your sultry voice throws him for a loop. he truly underestimated how filthy his little wife was.
heâs planting delicate kisses on your neck while heâs huffing out shallow breaths, you continue to jerk his lengthy cock, milking whatever he has left inside of him. âf-fuck nngh mâgonna cum again- mmf,â heâs moaning out â pleading even, youâve put a hand tightly over his mouth, silencing his loud moans. âyeah? youâre being so loudd.. heh- câmon give it to me kentooâ you giggle, fisting his cock while his leaky tip oozes out beads of pre-cum.
his hands are gripping your thighs while he bucks his hips into your hand, chasing his orgasm. the room is filled with obscene noises and muffled moans, you move your hand from his mouth upwards to his eyes, blinding him. âmmngh- please p-please yeah.. d-donât stop shiiit!â he groans, tilting his head back as the coil deep in his stomach unwravels.
your hand is jerking him up n down, squeezing him tightly. his cum is pouring out, dripping all over your hand as you focus your strokes onto his sensitive tip. âo. . . oh fuuuuck fuck fuck hnghh ah!â he whines while his cum flows out his slit in large spurts. heâs made a mess all throughout your hand, cum dripping down to his balls.
âfeel better big boy..?â you giggle, removing both your hands from his body causing him to wince out of overstimulation. âhah.. almost killed me yâknowâ he glares at your smitten facial expressions, you roll your eyes before landing a big kiss onto his parched lips. âwhateverrr, you liked it!â you reply, only thing on your mind is the next time youâll be able to help your husband âcool off after workâ
who knows.. maybe this will become a little routine you guys have
a/n : can you tell i like sub nanami.. ermm ; got lazy at the end loll likes & reblogs appreciated <3 kisses from c4toru !!
summary: your a woman of business, you work hard and you work alone. but when felix becomes part of the equation, itâs hard not to splurge, even when heâs a brat.
warnings: SMUT, mommy kink, brat taming, pet play, pet names, swearing, oral (f. receiving), unprotected sex, degradation/praise
word count: 2.4k
based on an idea from @b2ngch2n hope this is what u were thinking of!
This little thing that you and Felix had going on wasnât what most would describe as ideal. But for the two of you, it couldnât have been more perfect.
You werenât exactly the âcommitted relationshipâ type, never one to be locked into anything. Labels seemed more like a prison sentence than a golden ticket.
You were more proud of the independent business woman title you had built for yourself. You lived a rather lavish lifestyle, an abundance of money at your disposal 24/7. You were a well respected woman, what you say goes. You could request anything, and best believe one of your assistants would be on it in a second.
Last minute trip to Venice? Flights and hotels booked.
Appearance at a charity gala? Your dress is custom made, one of a kind, designer.
Anything was possible.
But if you were honest, there were still a few needs you had that simply were not being met. Something money couldnât buy. Needs that you had tried to fulfill with your hands, dildos, and vibrators, yet to no avail.
Which is precisely why meeting Lee Felix was one of the best things that had ever happened to you.
Like you, Felix had a problem. A rather large problem considering what was in his pants.
And he wasnât about to whore himself around to get a decent fuck. He was above that, and he knew it.
You canât quite remember when this whole⌠thing, began.
It started out with weekly meetings. A bit of foreplay, light grazes in all the right places. Hearing the little sounds he couldnât hold back was one of your favourite parts.
He always ended up begging, needy little thing. Whether he was on his knees tied up, exposed cock leaking down his length, or buried deep inside you and unable to move, the words strung out in barely coherent pleas.
âP-please hngh, need to-need to cum. So so so bad, pleeeeaseâ heâd whine.
One day a week eventually turned into two. Two turned into three, and soon you realised how much you liked having him around. Not just fucking him, though of course you loved that, but in the quiet moments.
Seeing him in your sheets, sunlight filtering through the curtains onto his silken skin. Spending evenings together cooking and watching shitty tv shows. His presence in your life was comforting, and it became routine for him to spend weeks on end in your house.
It was late one night after work, you had spent extra hours at the office dealing with a particularly difficult client. The entire time all you could think about was getting home to Felix, and how painfully hard he must have been after a few suggestive photos of yourself may or may not have been sent to him.
So when you finally left the building, you headed straight to the jewellers to pick up that gorgeous silver tennis bracelet you had requested in between meetings.
On your way home you decided to make a few more spontaneous purchases for that pretty little thing waiting at home for you.
A pair of YSL sunglasses, a Birkin or two, a couple gold necklacesâŚ
Oh and who could forget that stunning pink fur coat?
You raced home to find Felix draped over the couch, the outline of his aching cock clear in his boxers (which, mind you, was all he had on). Sweat painted his smooth skin from how much he had restrained himself. His eyes widened at the sight of the designer shopping bags placed before him.
He looked up at you then, the most sweet and clueless expression adorning his face.
âHad to reward my good boy, mommyâs sorry for being home so lateâ you cooed as you began to unbutton your silk shirt.
âI missed you, need you nowâ he mumbled before unclasping your bra hurriedly and latching his mouth onto your hardened nipples.
Your thighs settle on either side of his hips, effectively grinding down onto his bulge, causing him to whine on your skin.
âAh ah ah, donât you want to open your gifts first?â You asked, voice dripping with honey.
âBut- ugh, I need you so badâ he whimpered.
You bought your hand to clutch his chin, forcing him to look back up at you.
âCmon, youâve been such a good boy for mommy, you want to cum, donât you?â
âYes! Yesyesyes, Iâll do anything.â He cried.
This would be fun.
You sat on the couch, looking out to the gorgeous city view before you. The sky was dark, but the stars shone bright. It would have been so perfectâŚ
1:00AM.
Felix was meant to be home 2 hours ago?
Usually you wouldnât waste a second on a man. But this particular occasion felt different. You wanted an explanation. You needed one.
Each tick of the clock felt like it was mocking you. The house was otherwise eerily silent. That was until you heard a click of the door.
Felix entered, and froze when he found you alone on the couch, he hadnât expected you to wait up for him, even if part of him hoped you would.
âYouâre late. Can you tell me what time it is Yongbok.â
He winced slightly at the sound of his Korean name being used.
â1:00â
âCorrect. And can you tell me what time you said youâd be home?â
â11:00â he spoke as his gaze fell to the floor.
âCorrect again. Where were you?â
He scoffed. Actually. Fucking. Scoffed.
âWhy do I need to tell you?â He retorted.
You tilted your head in surprise. So thatâs how he was going to play it. You chuckled as you stood and rounded the counter to pour yourself a glass of wine.
âYouâre forgetting your place Felix. You wait for me. Youâre the little puppy I come home to.â You teased.
You expected him to argue, to be embarrassed, to walk out without another word. So you were rather surprised when the only reaction you found was the growing tent in his pants.
âYou like being a good little pup? Mommyâs puppy huh?â You moved towards him.
He tried to look away, to remain defiant, yet he couldnât help but melt into your touch when you cupped his cheek. His eyes fluttered shut, partly annoyed that he was so turned on, partly relieved by the sensation of your hands on his skin.
Your palms travelled down his chest, smoothing out the fur of his jacket.
âYou went out didnât you? You went out, and you wore everything I bought you. You wanna know why?â
You began kissing down his neck ever so slowly, only stopping when you reached his collarbone. He sighed softly, you felt him relax under your touch, pulling back just enough to look him in the eye.
âBecause deep down you know, youâre mine.â
You pulled him in, a kiss fuelled by so much frustration and pent up emotions, you needed a release. Your mouths fought for dominance, like he really had much of a chance at this point.
You gripped him through his pants before slowly stroking. He moaned into your mouth, hands grabbing at you, aimlessly trying to ground himself. It made you chuckle.
âBet those sluts as the club couldnât get you this fucking hard huh? Left me waiting here all this time, but you always come crawling back, donât you?â You cooed.
The movement of your hand on his clothed cock grew faster until he was panting and bucking into your hand.
âP-please, Iâm gonna c-cumâ he whimpered.
You retracted your hand with a wicked grin, leaving him a whining mess as you walked back over to the couch.
He followed you, he always did.
You turned around before you could sit, he paused.
âOn your kneesâ you spoke.
He sighed before slowly getting on the floor, crawling over to you. Usually you would have felt bad making him crawl with a hard-on, but this was a punishment after all?
He sat before you on his knees, looking up at you with those tantalising eyes of his.
âYouâve been a bad boy Felix, now mommy has a problem, and youâre going to help her fix it.â
You watched the twinkle in his eyes brighten at your words before they fell to your clothed pussy being exposed to him as you parted your legs.
He instantly reached forward to slide your panties down, but you stopped him with the heel of your red-bottoms.
âWhatâs my name?â You asked.
âMommyâ he exhaled.
âTell me who you belong toâ
âIâm all yours, Iâm yours mommyâ
âGood boyâ you said as you slowly lowered your heel from his shoulder.
He crawled forward and wasted no time hiking your skirt up your thighs, and pulling your panties straight off.
He was drunk on your pussy, lapping at you relentlessly. You made him an offer he couldnât refuse, and he was not about to disappoint.
He didnât know why he went to the club that night. He never wanted to in the first place. From the moment rehearsal ended, all he could think about was getting home to you.
But when the other members offered, he saw an opportunity. An opportunity to rile you up, and end the night completely under your control. freak.
You were already so close so soon. You had been so pent up all evening just imagining how punishing Felix would play out, to be honest you were dripping at the mere thought of it. You came with a loud moan, gripping and pulling at his hair which only turned him on more.
You pulled his hair back, effectively prying him off your pussy. The way he looked up at you, dazed, desperate and oh so delicious.
âBed. Now.â
The sultry, commanding tone in your voice had Felix beelining for your bedroom. He shed his pants and shirt. Goodness knows where his sunglasses and jacket ended up, he didnât care.
You followed not far behind, kicking your heels off, pushing your skirt down and unbuttoning your blouse.
You spun him around and pushed him down on the bed, crawling up his toned body.
âIâm no where near done with you. Youâre going to take everything I give you, and youâre not gonna cum until I say so. Got it?â
He whined, loudly, as he nod his head.
You pulled down his boxers, watching as his ridiculously hard cock spring out and slap his stomach. You gave him a couple light strokes, which already had him squirming in your grasp, before situating yourself to grind on his length.
His dick slid through your slick folds with ease. He was leaking endlessly, embarrassingly so.
âSuch a slut for me, my messy little thing. You really thought anyone else could do this to you.â You spat.
âNo mommy! Just you, only you. Fuckâ he cried as his hips bucked uncontrollably, pink tip rubbing your clit perfectly.
You let your head fall back as you felt your climax approach once again. The movement of your hips speeding up as you continued to get closer, feeling your high come crashing down.
You let the waves of pleasure take over, giving your now sensitive pussy time to recover for what was to come.
âYknow, I could leave you like this. Painfully hard all night, wonât even touch you until I come home tomorrow.â You said in-between pants.
âNo please I- nghhh, Iâm so sorry, Iâll never do it again. I need it, need to cumâ he babbled helplessly.
Though it was tempting to leave him all pent up and horny, his constant pleas had you wet all over again.
You brought you hands to cup his cheeks, gazing at how pretty he looked when he was all submissive for you.
âYouâll be a good boy for mommy?â
âYes, I swear, Iâll be mommyâs good boy, promise, just lemme cumâ he begged.
Your lips curled into a soft smile before you sunk down onto his length ever so slowly.
The feeling of finally being buried inside you had Felix damn near cumming on the spot, tears falling from his eyes. You leaned down to kiss them away, careful not to move too much.
âCmon baby, you can take it.â
After a brief pause, Felix nodded his head, a signal for you to move your hips.
You started slow, easing him into the overwhelming pleasure. He couldnât hold back the noises that left his mouth, completely overtaken by the sensation of you bouncing on him.
His moans pitched higher and higher as he grew closer to cumming. You wanted to say no, to make him hold it until he was a sobbing mess, but he had taken his punishment so well.
âM-mommy, Iâm so close, please. Please let me, lemme cum mommy pleaseâ he whimpered.
âCum for me prettyâ
It only took a few more thrusts before he was painting your walls in thick ropes of cum. He cried and squirmed uncontrollably, he swears he saw stars. It was by far the hardest heâs ever released.
Even he didnât expect it when the words left his mouth.
âI love youâ he breathed.
You were caught off guard. Love wasnât part of your vocabulary. It certainly wasnât something you had prepared for. Yet for whatever reason, it was so easy to give to Felix.
âI love you tooâ you responded, letting yourself fall into his chest.
You both lay there, sticky, panting messes. You felt his arms curl around your waist , holding you tight against him.
âAre you ok?â You asked.
He laughed breathlessly and looked down at you.
âNever better.â
It was in that moment you realised, love may not have been the plan, but what you had for Felix couldnât be described in any other way.
Felix sat on the floor, back leaning against the mirrors of the dance studio. He was exhausted from a full day of rehearsals, drinking lazily from his water bottle.
âYongbok!â A voice called, Changbinâs.
âYeah?â Felix replied.
âThereâs something here for you.â
Felixâs face contorted in initial confusion, before fading to eventual understanding.
A grin painted his face as he rushed to the front entrance.
On the floor sat the largest, most beautiful bouquet of flowers heâd ever laid eyes on.
He scooped it up with care, placing it in a vase before opening the card attached.
It read: I meant what I said ;) go get yourself something nice baby
He smiled even wider before turning the paper over to reveal the credit card youâd given him.
Just like your feelings for Felix, unlimited.
dividers from @/cursed-carmine
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ę° ç蹪ĺ塹 ęą âş katsuki hates being loud in bed. mdni.
pro hero! bakugo x fem! reader. unprotected piv
for someone whoâs so loud and cocky, katsuki is surprisingly quiet in bed. because he hates the sounds he makes, finds his own whimpers and groans pathetic and weak. he hates the way his control dissolves, the way his body betrays him with hitched breaths and feeble groans. every time a whimper âthreatensâ to spill from his lips, heâs gulping it down, jaw clenched so tight it aches.
he kisses you like heâs trying to swallow the moans building in his own chest. his tongue sweeps into your mouth, not just to taste you, but to make sure youâre so full of him that no sound can escape.
âkats breathe,â you gasp when he finally lets you up for air.
âshut up,â he snarls, but thereâs no heat beneath his words.
when you finally sink down onto him, taking him in inch by excruciating inch, his whole body goes rigid. a sharp hiss falls through his gritted teeth, and he immediately buries his face in the crook of your neck, as if in shame. you can feel the vibration of his groan against your throat, a guttural sound he tries so, so hard to kill.
âfuck,â he breathes, a mere puff of air against your glistening skin. his hips remain still, even as his cock throbs inside you
when you start to ride him, his hands fly from your hips to your ass, then to your shoulders, anywhere he can get purchase, as if heâs physically trying to hold himself together. his breathing becomes harsh and uneven. you can hear the struggle in every inhale. his crimson eyes are squeezed shut, his brow furrowed in concentration that has everything to do with not falling apart.
you love watching him like this. you love being the one to unravel him. you pick up the pace, rolling your hips in that way you know drives him wild, and you feel the tremor that starts in his thighs, the way his calloused fingers dig bruises into your perfect skin.
a sound thatâs half-gasp, half-whimper, bubbles up, and katsuki immediately clamps his mouth down on your shoulder â using your body to silence his own.
heâs drunk on the copper leaking from your broken skin. he presses soothing kisses to your shoulder and it makes you clench even harder around him. thatâs what finally makes him break. a moan tears from his throat, muffled by your flesh but unmistakable. a vulnerable sound thatâs completely at odds with the explosive hero he is by day. itâs sound of him stripped of all his defenses
and he hates it. you can feel the way he freezes for a moment, horrified by his own lack of control. âdonâtââ
âdonât what ? donât stop ?â you tease, rolling your hips again.
âstop fuckinâ lookinâ at me like that,â heâll grumble, turning his face away even as his hands white-knuckle your hips, pulling you closer.
but youâre not having it. you reach back, tangling your fingers in his sweat-damp blond hair, and pull his gaze towards yours. âlet me hear you,â you murmur âwanna hear how good i make you feel.â
âno,â he shakes his head, stubbornly, eyes squeezed shut. âcanât. itâs too damn embarrassing.â
âitâs hotâ you counter, âyouâre hot katsuki. now let me hear you.â
âdonât â hah â say shit like thatâ he groans. his hips, now freed from their self-imposed prison, thrust up to meet yours. his moans become more frequent, little whimpers and moans he canât swallow, each one is followed by a tightening of his jaw, a rosy flush of embarrassment creeping up his neck.
âthatâs it kats,â you encourage, âjust like that.â
when you lean back, changing the angle just so, that he finally, truly surrenders. his eyes fly open, wide and glazed with pleasure, and his mouth falls slack. a string of curses,spills from his lips. âfuuuck . . . youâre soâhckâ damn youâ
his face is completely red, and heâs so, so loud but heâs past the point of caring. his hips slam into yours, his movements losing all finesse, driven purely by need
âgonna. . fuck, baby. . iâm gonnaââ he chokes out, and itâs the most warning youâve ever gotten from him.
he cums with a strangled cry, your name a wanton mess on his lips. his whole body all but arches off the bed. the sounds he makes are muffled by your skin, but you feel them all the sameâthe whimpers, the groans, the exhausted panting. for a long moment, the only sound in the room is his ragged breathing and the pounding of your own heart.
then, slowly, he relaxes, his body going limp against yours. you know heâs replaying every sound, every whimper, and cringing. you card your fingers through his hair, holding him close, and wait. eventually, he shifts, pressing a soft, chaste kiss to your sternum before muttering against your skin, âthatâs never gonna happen againâ
you donât have to say anything. you just smile, because you know that next time, when youâre skin against skin and joined together as one, youâll break his silence all over again.
Š GYARUJO 2026. please do not plagiarize, repost, or translate any of my works on here or any other websites. do not feed to ai
having sex with katsuki and heâs just extra sensitive that day, feeling every emotion so much so heâs basically making love to you at this point
he doesnât notice it himself at first but, he starts praising you in japanese and it catches you off guard but also turns you on ten times more lol
this is a big nom nom nom to me. big nom nom nom. i was saving this to potentially write but we can talk about it.
defo missionary right. and itâs all slow and SENSITIVE and heâs noisy above you. grunting and groaning. moving hair out of your face so he can look you in the eye. asking him to adjust your leg to put on his shoulder and heâs deep and youâre about it to start crying and wailing about how much you love him.
and itâs not like anything crazy has happened today. he hasnât seen you in two days and he had a long draining day at work and more draining days to come and heâs missed you. needs to let off this stress. you were all over him, can never get enough of his pretty face and all that he does for you.
and maybe it starts in english like he always is with you. it being your shared language after all. the usual, âi love you so fuckinâ much.â then âshit, feels so good.â âneeded this, baby.â âhmm?â âdoinâ so well for me.â then heâs making these incoherent sounds. kissing your moans away and nodding to everything you say.
and youâre not sure what exactly makes him switch but itâs when he buries his head in your neck. nipping the thin skin there, bending your legs, deep inside you feel as if heâs in your stomach. now youâve got no clue what heâs saying. you know itâs his language though.
you only realise after the second phrase. blinking away your watery eyes as you rock into him, crossing your legs tighter around his back.
then heâs mumbling something else. another phrase. repeating a sentence twice into your neck.
you mostly hear him speak it over the phone. to his parents, family and his childhood friends. sometimes the lady at the local asian supermarket. video call meetings with his agency back in japan. sometimes a couple pet name in japanese if heâs feeling cute, he saves that for date nights.
but never during sex in your ear while heâs buried inside you. you clench and his breath hitches.
his voice is deeper, earthier. more natural and flows out without effort or second thought. you canât even attempt to translate it. perhaps a swear in there somewhere?
ââtsukiâŚ. babyâŚ,â you donât mean to whine but thereâs no way you can say anything right now and it doesnât come out with pleasure attached.
he lifts his head up. droopy sleepy eyes, bitten lips. he replies to you with a thrust, one that has you arching your back.
âi donât know what youâre saying!â you wail, linking your hands around his neck and your boyfriend blinks at you.
âoh s-shit,â he utters, taking hold of your hips to keep you still. itâs as if you can see the memory of a second ago replaying in his mind. âdidnât realise i did that.â then he laughs stuttered and hoarse, âyouâve got me fucked up.â
he drops his eyes to where youâre connected. his cock, coated in your wetness, sliding out of your core before he pushes back in again. your eyes flutter shut when he does, hand reaching out for him, ââtsukiâŚ.â
âwas sayinâ youâre beautiful and i love you and i love when we fuck.â he grins like a man insane, which heâd only say he is with how much he loves you. ânever wanna leave here with you.â
youâre all breathy, chest rising and falling with an orgasm around the corner. âs-so sappy,â you manage to smile, eyes still closed to catch up, âfelt like y-you were keeping secrets from me.â
he shakes his head, adjusts your leg on his shoulder. he needs to come soon also, heâs been holding it off for too long now. ânever baby. lemme make you come.â
Today I wanted to talk about Kyle Bassinga. Kyle was a 21 year old man from Georgia, whose family described him as "a kind, thoughtful, and smart young man who loved nature, music, and the people around him". Kyle Bassinga was killed on February 18th 2026, just ten days after his birthday. He was found hanging from a tree in a park.
The police ruled it a suicide. The family and local community demanded an investigation. The police refused to change their ruling.
I know this website it too white for this to really go anywhere, but an understanding of the present reality of white supremacy in the United States is just so important to transfeminism here. Lynchings never stopped, white supremacy never went away, you just stopped looking.
hey i love your fanfics and i am requesting if you could write a fanfic
that includes katsuki being in love with the afro and sundress combo of his lovely gf in which makes him go feral pls if not it is okay thank you
An Innocent Picnic Date đ§ş
Pairing: BF!Bakugou Katsuki x Black!GF!Reader
Synopsis: In which your boyfriend takes time off from his busy schedule as a pro hero to take you on a picnic date in the park, but things become way less innocent when he realizes how perfect your fro and sundress combo is.
Warnings: 18+ (MDNI); Established Relationship; Outdoor Sex; Seduction; Sundress Season; Hair Worship; Daddy Kink; Feral/Horny BF!BK; Exhibitionism; Reverse Cowgirl; Spanking; Doggystyle; Cum-Drunk!Reader; Pussy-Whipped!BF; MDom x fsub Undertones; Dirty Talk; Begging; Almost Caught; Mutual O; Aftercare; Reader is Chubby/Thick-Coded
Word Count: 6.5k
Disclaimer: I own none of the characters mentioned in this fic. However, as this is my writing, I do not give permission for my work to be reposted on any other sites that are not from my own accounts. Thank you!
Writer's Note: Thank you so much for your patience, Anon! I really hope you like this one! -Jazz
Credits: Divider by @enchanthings!
âWhy are you looking at me like that, Kats?â you giggle.Â
The boy doesnât even hear you. Your voice may as well be the sweet, summer breeze wafting through the trees surrounding you and him as he stares so intensely at you from his spot on the picnic blanket.
He has always thought that you, his pretty, short, adorable little girlfriend, were absolutely fine.Â
The first day he met you on a warm day like this one while grabbing an iced coffee and accidentally grabbing your order (before scaring the cafĂŠ employees), he was taken aback by your gorgeous brown skin, doe-like eyes, and fluffy black hair, perfectly circular and full.
Especially your hair. He has never seen something so kempt and beautiful.Â
Even now he is enchanted by your curly afro, staring at the way the sunâs rays glint against each black, coarse curl, not a single one out of place. His eyes then glide down to the floral sundress you decided to wear on your picnic date; the one with the ruffled sleeves dripping off of your shoulders that he wants to kiss and lead his tongue down to the slope of your breasts just barely popping out of your dress.Â
He drinks in the way your plushy thighs seem a lot softer and squishier due to the way you sit with them under your ass. Your ass.
That thing could stop traffic! He could hardly tear his eyes off of it as you walked ahead of him in the park, the ruffles to your dress swirling around your thighs as your asscheeks jumped and jiggled with each step you took. He could only think about hiking your dress up and shoving his tongue in your pussy while he massaged your ass for all to see.Â
âKatsuki.âÂ
And then your skin! It is as if it was sunkissed the very moment you popped out of your mamaâs womb. He loves the way it glows in the sun, making him want to slather it in coconut oil just to see it glisten and shine. How he would love to kiss, nibble, and suckle on your soft skin now, laying you down on the picnic blanket and making you hot with his mouth before he pulls up your dress andâÂ
âKats!â you holler. Bakugou blinks, snapping out of his dirty thoughts and notices your narrowed eyebrows. âHuh?â he asks. âWhat? Whatâd I do?â
You put down your romance manga, perusing those cute, perfect, plump little lips at him. âYouâre lookinâ at me all weird,â you reply. âDo I got somethinâ on my face?âÂ
You wipe at the corner of your mouth as if you still have a crumb there from your meal earlier. Bakugou handmade you rice balls and picked up some bent boxes before scooping you up from work for a lunch date in the park.
It is a nice day; not a cloud in the ever-blue sky. Everyone, from mothers with their kids to dogwalkers, are out enjoying the day as wellâŚnot just you and your horny boyfriend.Â
Bakugou gives you a humored smirk which means heâs about to say something slick. âYeah,â he chuckles. âYou were goinâ hard with them riceballs. Iâm shocked you didnât explode.â Laying on his side with his elbow propped up for his chin to lean against, he pokes you in the tummy with one index finger.Â
You smack his toned arm with your book as he barks a laugh. âShut up!â you whine. âI didnât eat all day, okay?! All I had for lunch was a fruit cup and a phone call that nearly made me wanna ram my head into a wall.â
You roll your brown eyes as you take a sip of your peach iced tea. Bakugou can feel the irritation radiating off of your pretty body at the mention of the bullshit you put up with at your 9-5.Â
âI told you to tell those extras over the phone to fuck off so you can eat,â he says, taking a sip of his ice cold water. Droplets fall off of it onto his thick neck, trailing down underneath the collar of his very tight V-neck. Unbeknownst to him, you notice. âSo I can get fired from my job?â you snort.Â
Bakugou scowls at you, moving your bottle of iced tea away from your face to bring your attention to him. He bets even through his Raybans, you can feel his red-hot gaze. âYou donât even need that job, babe,â he argues. âI make enough money as a hero to give you whatever you need. You know that.â
He places one of his big hands on your thigh, drawing your attention to the sleeve tattoo leading up to his beefy forearm. He can see you looking and bites back a smirk. âNaughty girl,â he thinks. Even in public, you canât help but thirst for him.
âI appreciate that, baby, but Iâm fully capable of making my own money.â You give him a cute smile that makes Bakugouâs cock twitch in his cargo shorts. How is everything you do so arousing to him?
You cover his hand with yours, showing just how small you are compared to him. âPlus, Iâd just be a burden to my big, bad, strong pro hero and his big, bad missions.âÂ
With a squeak, you end up back to chest with Bakugou, his rippling pectorals that you love to feel up and lick up pressing flush against your back. One arm wraps tight around your midsection while the other is placed by your side, his hand covering yours. He has to resist the urge to dig his nose into your hair to inhale the sweet smell of shea butter and mangos though the aroma makes his cock throb.Â
âFirst of all, donât ever fuckinâ say youâre a burden to me again,â he softly growls into your ear. He feels your pulse jump in your neck and it excites him further.
âSecond, youâre goddamn right Iâm big, bad, AND very strong.â He then wraps both arms around your waist and hoists you up onto his lap. âStrong enough to scoop you up whenever I want,â he chuckles.Â
You softly whimper, puckering those glossy, pink lips as he sits you in his lap, right on top of his groin. An exhale that you have been holding in leaves you as Bakugou begins to pepper your neck in kisses, leaving no inch of skin unturned. âKats,â you shyly murmur, pressing your hands against his solid chest and silver dog tags. âWeâre in public.âÂ
Your boyfriend glowers at you with those red-hot eyes like molten lava. Excitement and fear explodes in your chocolate-brown eyes at the change in his expression. âWho gives a fuck?â he growls, tightening his hold on you. âEverybody should know that youâre mine, and if anybody has a problem with that, Iâll take care of it.âÂ
You giggle, the sound going straight to his heart and his cock. âYouâre insane,â you snort as he tosses your chubby arms around him, blowing a raspberry into your bosom. You give another adorable giggle, wiggling around in his lap and accidentally brushing his hard-on. âIâm your man,â he replies. âBesides, itâs all your fault.âÂ
His lips latch onto that spot behind your ear that makes you sayâÂ
âOh,â you exhale in pleasure, your eyes fluttering from the ting zing of electricity that Bakugou knows he has given you. Because he feels it too. âH-How?â you soft ask.Â
He moves his lips away from your ear, tilting his chin up so his nose can indulge in the scent of your afro. âYour hair,â he sighs in your ear. âIt smells so good. Like mangoes.â He nuzzles his face into your hair, wanting to drown himself in its aroma as if he were a dog.Â
You tilt your head back, accidentally giving him access to your neck to continue to ravage. âMmm, Katsuki,â you moan. âCâmon, not out here.â But your pleas sound weak and untrue, especially since you keep wiggling your ass around on his hard cock.Â
He silences you with a hot kiss on your lips, his fingers gently entering the valley of curls that is your hair. He nearly moans at the texture, reminding him so much of a black sheepâs wool. âAnd itâs so soft,â he continues. âI canât believe ya let me touch it.â You usually are very resistant against ANYONE touching your hair besides your parentsâŚÂ
But with Bakugou, you allow him to do as he pleases because you trust him. Your hair is sacred as a Black woman, and you have taught him that (and he listened intently), yet you still allow him access to one of the most beautiful parts of you that require such carefulness and care. All because of your trust in him. And that means more than he can express in wordsâŚso he uses his actions instead.Â
You flush under the sun, your eyes flitting away in embarrassment as he looks you dead in your face. âThatâs becauseâŚbecauseâŚâ You bite your lip, unfortunately turning Bakugou on even more that his cock begins to chub against his shorts.
He grips you closer to him, pressing you against solid muscle. âWhat, baby?â he smirkingly asks. ââCause you like it? âCause youâre so starved for your heroâs touch?âÂ
One sneaky hand sneaks down between your thighs under your dress to feel your panties, silk and soft against his palm. You gasp, grasping his shoulders as his fingers toy with the puffy lips of your pussy pushing against your panties. He continues to give you slow, sensual kisses on the lips filled with tongue and a lot of dirty, hot remarks that he can feel are starting to strongly affect you.Â
âWho the fuck told you to look this good in the sun?â he growls. âHow dare you look this sexy in broad daylight, huh?â With his other hand, he tightly grips your chin and forces you to hold still as he peppers your throat in kisses. âWere you tryinâ to drive me crazy? Were you hopinâ Iâd get this hard for you, baby?âÂ
He presses his fingers a bit harder against you, applying pressure to your clit that makes you wantonly moan and your back arch, pushing your bosom into his chest. He can tell from the heat and wetness seeping through your panties that he has gotten you.
ââSuki,â you moan, balling the fabric of his shirt into your fists. âPleaseâŚtouch me.â You grind yourself down into his hand, discreetly so as to not alarm any of the good park folk. Even though there is no one within a good radius of you, in a place as big and wide as a park, you never know who is watching.Â
Bakugou nearly busts his nut right there! He loves when you get all needy and slutty like this. âOh,â he drawls out, giving you a cocky smirk. âSo my baby wants me to touch her, huh? Whatever happened to that âweâre in publicâ shit, hm?â Swiftly, he pushes your panties aside underneath your dress and presses his index and middle fingers against your throbbing clit.Â
âAh!â you softly gasp, your juicy lips curving into an O that drives him insane. He loves watching your body move; how slutty your actions become with every move he makes. You become putty in his hands the same way he is with you every second of every day with every little thing you do.Â
âI guess my little slut likes that sneaky shit,â he chuckles. He then slides his fingers out of your panties and sucks on his digits in front of you, twirling his pierced tongue around his fingertips to suck up your taste. He then slides you off of him, destroying the sexual magic between you. âWell, if you really wanna get fucked out here, letâs find another place whereââÂ
âWhy?!â you impatient whine, interrupting him. âCome on, âSuki, I need you!â You yank him toward you, wanting another kiss. Another touch. Anything to soothe your ache. But Bakugou stops you, placing a hand at the back of your neck and leaning in towards your ear.Â
âYou really wanna fuck in front of the kids, babe?â he whispers.Â
You both slowly turn to see a group of kids yards away playing in the parkâs playground, squealing from the swings and taking turns going down the slide. Dozens of tiny, innocent children whose minds you would most definitely break if they witnessed what you want to do with your boyfriend right now.
âO-Oh,â you realize, embarrassed and mentally kicking yourself. âYeah, youâre right.âÂ
And so Bakugou sweeps you off to a private place in the deepest part of the park, where the people and parking lots disappear and all that is left are trees, empty hiking trails in the woods, and a bubbling creek where the afternoon sun glints against the water like diamonds.
You proceed to lay the picnic blanket down and continue the rest of your âpicnicâ with your pro hero boyfriendâŚwhich is really just the nastiest sex that one can have in the great outdoors is a secluded area.Â
If your boyfriend thought you were beautiful before, he thinks youâre damn gorgeous watching you bounce on his cock in the sun and open those pretty lips of yours to moan his name. He intently watches the way your titties and pretty, brown nipples jiggle while the sunâs golden rays glint off of your majestic afro that bounces and shimmies every time you pull yourself up onto your knees to come back down on his dick.
Your sundress has long since been torn off and tossed off to the side with Bakugouâs shirt and jeans, leaving him in only his wife beater peeled up to expose his abs that you licked on prior and his designer briefs pulled down to his thighs to allow you better access.Â
His eyes drink in all of you now, from your thighs spread to straddle him in reverse cowgirl to the way your back curves down to your full, juicy ass that wiggles, bounces, and shakes every time his cock appears and disappears inside of you. âOh, my God, Katsuki!â you wail. âFuck, you feel so good!âÂ
He grins, cockily so, at the way you respond to his dick even when he is barely doing anything. He lets you take control, your hands pressed firmly on his muscular thighs, your pretty, pink nails slightly digging into his skin. âYou too, mama,â he laughs through a moan. âBut if you donât shut up, someoneâs gonna come by and see you like this.âÂ
He grips your hips tight; tight enough to leave bruises. Marks on his territory just as he did to your neck and tits now coated in lovebites.
âOr do you want somebody to see you filled up with my cock?â he teasingly asks. He begins to lift his hips up to fuck you back, drawing his cock in and out of the way gummy, soft, velvety walls of your pussy.Â
This does NOTHING to quiet you down, so you have to cover your mouth to avoid alarming someone and having them come see what the fuss is about. âAh, fuckâŚn-no!â you pathetically sob into your palm.Â
SPANK!Â
You loudly moan as Bakugouâs hand comes down hard on your ass, his cock throbbing at the way your asscheek recoils against his calloused palm, scarred from years of pro hero work and training. âYou little liar,â he grunts. âYou want some extra to come along and see you bouncinâ on hero dick.âÂ
SPANK!Â
He smacks your ass again, the sound ricocheting off of the trees, as he continues to pound your pussy from beneath you. âSay it,â he demands, his voice harsh and raspy. Just the way you like it judging from the way your cunt squeezes around him. âY-Yes!â you squeak. âYes, Daddy, I do!âÂ
Bakugouâs head swims with pleasure and arousal, causing him to meet your thrusts harder and faster, desperation taking over his body. How he wants to keep you here forever and make you cum over and over again. âYeah, you do,â he chuckles. âThatâs Daddyâs good fuckinâ girl.âÂ
He then leans back and tosses his arms behind his head, watching you ride him in the sun, its bright rays illuminating your brown skin. âGo on, baby, keep ridinâ me,â he groans. âYou look so good up there. Like a fuckinâ Goddess.â
He could cum just by watching you grind your hips back, tossing your ass back against his pelvis as you ride him like you just stole him and the cops are on your tail.Â
Unbeknownst to him, you feel the same neediness and overwhelming arousal from his appearance too. As you toss your head back to look at him and stare deep into his eyes as you ride his cock, you fall in love with the way his tattooed biceps bulge and the way his handsome face screws in pleasure, his blonde undercut slightly damp from sweat. The stare he gives you is so intense, heated, and adoring that it nearly makes you cum right there. Â
âOh, baby,â he groans. âFuck, Iâmma cum soon!â
His big hands grip your hips tight enough to keep you latched onto his cock, making it impossible to leave even if you wanted toâŚbut you donât. He can tell from the way you keep up speed grinding your hips forward and back with his cock inside of you, your fingers quickly rubbing at your clit the way he wants to.Â
âMe too,â you whine. You turn to him, giving him that doe-eyed, needy look that drives him to the brink of insanity. âPlease, âSuki, fuck me. Make me cum for you.âÂ
Blood floods Bakugouâs cock and balls, making him want to desperately fill you up. He knows he doesnât have long, so he gives your ass another smack. âHop off then,â he demands. You do as he asks, quickly getting on the picnic blanket. âAll fours for me, baby. Arch that backâŚgoood girl.âÂ
To you, all of his hot demands and saccharine praises drip over you like honey. When his hands grasp your hips, bringing you closer to him, you shiver, your skin tingling at this calloused touch. He presses his cock against your slit and taps it three timesâplap-plap-plapâcausing you both to moan at the pleasure caused from his tip rubbing against your clit. âI love you, Kats,â you murmur.Â
Bakugou smiles, his entire body exploding with heat. He will never get tired of hearing those three little words being uttered by you. His pretty, beautiful, absolutely adorable girlfriend.
âI love you too, baby,â he lovingly replies. âLet me show you how much.â And then heâs sliding inside of you, taking all of the words out of your mouth and your brain.Â
âShit!â he moans, pushing himself deeper with every thrust he makes. You feel so much better in this position, plus he is able to get a good look at your body: your ass, tummy, and breasts are perfectly available to grab and grip whenever he wants to. Not to mention the access he has to your cute little asshole. He already has a plan for that.Â
To anyone walking by, all they would hear is the plap-plap-plap of his thighs smacking against your ass every time he brings you back to fuck on his cock.
Every time his cock kisses that spot inside of you, your eyelids flutter and your mouth goes slack while he sees stars in his open eyes. Every limb attached to your body shakes. Your pussy quivers and trembles around his cock with every stroke. His entire being comes to life from the sight of you and the pleasure of fucking your sweet pussy, intense and addictive.Â
âGood?â he chuckles. You wantonly moan, nodding wordlessly. He gives your ass a squeeze, coaxing you to toss your gorgeous ass back into him. âFuck me back, mama. You know how I like it.âÂ
Oh, yes, you do. That is why you let your elbows go limb and place your face down onto the blanket while you toss your ass back into him, pushing yourself into his cock as he draws himself forward, the both of you fucking each other and trying to bring each other to the brink of no return.
Bakugou uses this advantage to lick his thumb and press it to your asshole, barely entering but it is enough for you to feel it. âOh, my God,â you moan out. âOh, f-f-fuck yes!âÂ
SMACK!
Bakugou loops a hand under your thighs and smacks your pussy instead, his palm coming back sticky. âTold ya to keep it down,â he grunts, but ends up moaning out a little too loud himself when your walls squeeze him tight. âFuck, babe, you just got tighter! Do you like this shit?âÂ
You groan in response, your walls fluttering around him as you blindly fuck yourself back onto his cock as if he were a toy. Oh, how he loves this! âOh, you little slut,â he growls, fucking you faster, harder, making your ass jiggle against his pelvis. âWhen we get home, Iâm fuckinâ you up all over again. You donât get off this easily from me, you know that.âÂ
He can feel it now again: the rising urge to cum. His balls are tightening and clenching the more he strokes your pussy, his muscles tensing in response to the way your beautiful cunt hugs him.Â
Not only that but the way your body, stretchmarks and all, looks in the sunlight is enough to make him blow several nuts. âYouâre just too goddamn perfect,â he grunts. âYouâre gonna make me cum.âÂ
He pistons himself inside of you at a tempo that is sure to tip you both over the edge, but the way you throw your ass back against his dick may be just the thing to make him explode. Suddenly, you gasp, picking your head up to look beyond the trees in front of you. âW-Wait, Katsuki!â you gasp. âSomeoneâs coming!âÂ
âYeah and itâs gonna be me if you donât stop doinâ that,â Bakugou groans, using both hands to grip your ass. He is completely unaware that you are dead serious because of how close he is, his mind blank from the ecstasy and the wet silkiness of your pussy.
âShit, baby, Iâm âbout to cum!â he moans, gripping you tighter, wanting to see his cum panting yourâÂ
âArf, arf!â comes a bark. Bakugou immediately pauses, damn near having a heart attack at the sound of the dog. He sees the furry, brown thing scurrying through the grassy hill a couple feet from them, sniffing around.
There is a woman calling for him down below, sounding as if she is just about to come up and see you being mounted by your boyfriend. âRupert!â the woman shouts. âRubert, come back! You went too far!âÂ
The dog then raises his head at the sound of his owner, but then turns his head to you and Bakugou. âShit,â Bakugou thinks. His heart stutters in his chest and he wonders briefly if heâll have to use his quirk to make the dog run off. The last thing he wants is to be arrested for indecent exposure.
âDamn dog,â he angrily whispers. âRuininâ my fuckinâ nut.âÂ
There is a tense stand-off for a while where the dog stares at you and Bakugou and you stare back, trying not to move as if that will help. Luckily, the owner calls him again and the dog wags his tongue in excitement before turning around and running off. âRubert!â she shouts again. âOver here, boy!âÂ
âArf, arf!â he replies, his barks becoming quieter and more distant as he moves down the hill. Bakugou listens carefully to them walking off, the sound of footsteps in the grass becoming quieter as they walk away. He sighs, feeling your body relax too. âThat was close,â he sighs.Â
âVery close,â you reply. He catches the seduction in your tone immediately and feels himself begin to harden again, having lost it when he was rudely interrupted by that ladyâs pet.
You turn to look at him over your shoulder, your stare molten-hot and lustful. âNow where were we? I think I remember you were about to cum your brains out for me.âÂ
You wiggle your ass around enticingly, and because Bakugou is so whipped for you, it doesnât take him long to feel that tugging urge to cum in his balls again. He begins to get right back to it, fucking you hard and fast.
âMore like you were about to cum your brains out for me,â he grunts. âGet to it then, baby. Cum for me. Cum for your man.âÂ
After a couple more thrusts and harsh spanks on your ass, he feels your walls tighten around him as you finally cum, moaning out his name in a way that brings the most feral, possessive part of him out.
Bakugou grunts and groans as he chases his own orgasm inside of you before finally gripping your hips and stilling as he spills his cum deep inside of you, filling you to the brim with his spunk that drips down your luscious thighs and stains the blanket below. Neither one of you care. In the bliss of your shared orgasm, nothing matters but this moment between you.Â
When the high finally fades, Bakugou slowly pulls his semi-hard cock, slick with your juices, out of you and rolls onto his back beside you. You flip over and tiredly lay by his side, the both of you breathing heavily, slick with sweat and kissed by the sun, staring up at the blue sky above.Â
He turns to stare at you, committing the photo of your brown skin golden with post-sex afterglow to memory. You turn to him, your brown eyes glistening with joy and bliss. âThat was perfect,â you sigh. âBut it always is with you.âÂ
Bakugou wraps an arm around you as you snuggle into his side. âI know,â he replies. You smack him hard on the side, making him hiss in pain. âOw! I was just kidding! Shit, that hurt!â
He rubs away the burn from your assault as you roll your eyes, sitting up to grab your tote bag coated in cute strawberries, his Dynamight keychain hanging from the zipper.
âYou always wanna ruin a sweet moment,â you scoff. You dig into your bag to fish out your lavender babywipes, tossing them at him. He catches the pack in one hand, chuckling to himself. âNow help me clean off down there before it gets all sticky.âÂ
Bakugou does as you demand, gently cleaning his cum from your pussy, thighs, and ass, taking extra care to be sensitive with you. You giggle when he begins to plant kisses on your thick, chubby thighs and legs, pressing his lips to your ankles. âWhat got into you today?â you giggle, dragging your fingers through his hair. âYou were so feral earlier. Now youâre all affectionate.âÂ
He tilts his head up to look up at you, falling deeper in love with you the more the sun glows in your hair and eyes. He leans up to kiss you and presses his nose against your neck, breathing in your sugary perfume. âYou,â he replies into your neck. âYouâre just so fuckinâ pretty. I canât believe youâre really mine.âÂ
You cooing whine at his sweet words, pressing a kiss to his cheek that makes him blush. âAnd I canât believe youâre mine too,â you hum. âMaybe we need more time alone to make it real.â He pulls away to see the knowing look in your eye, meaning that that last orgasm was not enough. Bakugou wouldnât have it any other way.Â
âMaybe we do,â he replies in that raspy voice that he knows makes you throb. âBut first, we need a dip. I still feel fuckinâ gross.â He helps you off of the picnic blanket, making sure no one is around to see you both naked as you both walk towards the appetizing water glistening in the creek.
âWill your hair be okay?â he wonders.Â
You give him a cute smile that is so endearing and so enchanting that he nearly drops to his knees and thanks God for you. âIf I donât get it wet, Iâll be fine,â you giggle, patting your fro. âNow come on! Letâs go swimming!âÂ
You grab his hand and proceed to waddle with him to the water where you spend the rest of the afternoon playfully splashing at each other and soaking up the sunâs raysâŚand each other.Â
thinking abt sub katsuki..
⌠tw / cw: (18+) characters aged up ! pro hero au / established relationship, handjob, mentioned overstimulation, 'mommy' & 'ma' used, part 2: here
katsuki loved being with you. there was something about you that let him be completely vulnerable, a noticeable switch from his irritable persona. from anyone else's perspective, he's loud, brash, and hyper. but when he's with you he feels at homeâ allowing himself to be quiet and patient.
especially in moments like this, when you have his pale muscular back sitting against your chest, working his leaky cock with a mixture of precum and spit. hes so scratched up and rough from his line of workâ always having to be the big strong man everyone relies on. but god, he's such a pretty boy when he finally lets you take control. contrast to his usual voice, katsuki is soft in these moments.
"mmâ mmfp fuck"
he jolts, pathetically trying to silence his own mewls. in moments like this, ironically the only thing angry about him is his glistening red tip, smearing precum with each flick of your wrist. his sensitive length is rock hard in your hand, making him shudder from the obscene sounds vibrating off of your palm.
"feels s'good ma"
the boy manages to slur out amongst the slick sounds echoing off the walls. 'good' being an understatement for the pure ecstasy you were providing based off your hand alone. his throat is so horse at this point, rough voice trying to keep up with the constant flood of whines and groans escaping unwittingly due to the pleasure.
"yeah baby?"
you coo back teasing the bigger man. he's so infatuated with his pretty little wife, all wrapped around her finger he doesn't even realize how deep in he is. although he refuses to say it, the blond absolutely loves being taken care ofâ mind going blank while you work his leaky cock. small pants turn to full on moans, verbally articulating how amazing you make him feel.
"mygod yes mommy"
if anyone could hear the vulgar nicknames he calls you he'd tear their head from their body, hellâ he's never even called his own mother that before. but the way you stroke his needy cock, milking him so good, he loves you more than he can cognitively express.
taking his little cries as encouragement, you squeeze the bottom of his length while using your other hand to relentlessly knead his sloppy tip. you love watching your gorgeous boy completely unwind like this.
"m-mommy m'gonna cum"
the word shamefully spills from his throat again, pleading with you for his desperate release. pitiful whines fall from his lips as he paws at your plush thighs, trying to physically control the way his body betrays him.
"fuck please dâ mygod dont stop"
fat tears are falling from his hypnotizing crimson eyes as he paints your fist, the bedsheets, and his shirt. he's such a crybaby, so deprived he needs help touching his thick cock. his head falls back on your shoulder, trying to catch his breath back from the workout you provided.
you gently place a kiss to his temple as he shivers through his orgasm below you. your fragile boy, so sweet like this. the strong katsuki bakugou all fucked out just from a handyâ its so delicious it makes you want to continue exhausting his poor cock.
"you did such a good job baby, almost want to reward you with another round"
the muscular man grunts as you slowly stroke him back to life, planning on viciously draining everything he has stored.
SUMMARY: Ever since your boyfriend Jake transformed from his nerdy high-school self into the university's star football player, you've become everything you thought youâd never be. Jealous. Anxious. Clingy. But Jake really doesn't mind your newfound possessiveness. He encourages it, even. So when he defies expectations again to star in a musical with a stunning costar, you spiral. Now, the âlowkeyâ relationship you once insisted on gets jeopardized under the weight of your own insecurities.
PAIRING: popular!jake x fem!reader
WORD COUNT:Â 26k+
GENRE: secret!relationship au, university!au, grumpy gf x sunshine bf (?), smut, angst, fluff, some toxic themes
WARNINGS: mdni, nsfw, porn with plot, tsundere!reader, lowkey crazy!reader, whipped!Jake, lowkey masochist!bf Jake, switch!Jake, emotional constipation, he want that cookie bad, jealousy, avoidancy, football = soccer, unsafe/unprotected sex, cursing, sweat, dacryphilia, storage closet sex, lots of biting/marking, 69, cumplay, jewelry play, begging, failed pull-out method, creampie, squirting, lmk if i missed anything
A/N: Not to pick a favorite child but⌠I loved writing this fic so much.Â
a year ago.
Itâs the last year of high school, on a relatively normal walk back home. The same cracked sidewalks, the same autumn breeze, the same shy boy matching his steps beside you like he always did. Just like any other day.Â
Until he decided to ruin it.
âDo you wanna⌠like, date?â Jake asked suddenly, hands shoved deep into his uniform pants pockets, trying too hard to sound nonchalant. âYou know⌠put a label on us. Or whatever.â
You remember almost running away out of pure instinct, soul escaping your body. But instead, you laughed. Because what the fuck was he on about?
You? Jake? Date?
The two of you were barely even supposed to be friends. He's a straight-A student teachers constantly compared you to, with those thick-rimmed black glasses glued to his face and unkempt bowl of hair. A striker on the football team who watched matches from the sidelines just as much as you did⌠and you weren't on the team.
And on the other hand, thereâs you. Not-so-pleasant you. Considered a troublemaker because you always showed up late to class, talked back to ill-meaning adults, and picked fights with boys who catcalled too much. A rumor spread through school that your dad was a terrifying loan shark with gang ties. Heâs a banker.
Assigned classroom cleaning duties was what brought you two together in the first place. It wasnât fate. Nothing notable. You more or less picked him up on your shoulder and claimed him as a personal assistant. Someone who would fetch you water when youâre thirsty or give you answers to math problems when you were too lazy to solve them yourself.Â
So why in the world did he think you two should date?
âWho put you up to this?â you wheezed between bursts of cackling. âIâm gonna beat their ass.â
Jake scratched the back of his head, clearly not amused.
âI mean⌠You and me?â you continued, tears of laughter blurred your vision. âWe would make the worst couple everââ
âI donât think so.â
You froze mid-step. Jake had slowed his strides down a long time ago, but now he was completely still. You turned to find him a few steps behind, face flushed and hands by his sides.Â
Heâs holding something. A small, turquoise box. One that looked suspiciously likeâŚ
You felt like throwing up.
âI-Iâve been thinking about it for a while,â he stammered. âWhat itâd be like if I were your boyfriend. If we⌠went on dates and stuff.â
Oh, hell no.
Itâs like an immediate sense of panic overcame your body. And before your brain could process a single rational thought, you broke out into a sprint. Running down the street like a maniac. In hindsight, you probably shouldâve known that you couldnât outrun an athlete. But you werenât really thinking, period.Â
You feel a tug on your waist. Jake had already caught up to you. He spun you around, like the male leads do in those stupid romcoms, and pulled you into him. His face was close. Too close. His glasses slipped halfway down his nose, and a bead of sweat clung to his temple. And it wasnât from running.
It was from you.
He looked nervous. Ridiculously nervous.
The ring box pressed into your back, and you put your palms sternly against his chest, trying to create some distance between you two. It wasnât helping.
âJake,â you warned. âLet go of me or I scream.â
He shook his head, his arms only wrapped tighter around you. âOnly if you promise you wonât run,â he replied, a sort of desperation laced in his voice. âAnd that youâll listen to what I have to say.â
You bit your bottom lip, suddenly too aware of his intense gaze and how they searched yours through those big, fat lenses. You gave a small nod, not trusting your voice to come out right. The moment his grip loosened, you broke your agreement almost immediately. Your feet moved on their own, like fight-or-flight, as you tried to rush out of his arms. But he was one step ahead of you, grabbing your wrist to bring you back right where you were.
âReally?â he asked, exhausted. âThatâs not gonna work a second time.â
You glared, but your eyes betrayed you. They slid down to the turquoise ring box, still in his hand. Jake's eyes flickered in the same direction, clearing his throat awkwardly.Â
âI can put it away if itâs freaking you out,â he muttered, slipping it back into his pocket. You almost let out a sigh of relief, but not when his large hand was still wrapped around your wrist.
â...Thank you,â you mumbled, eyes fixed on the ground. âNow make it quick.â
Jake's heart constricted. âThe worst thing she could say is no!â the internet had told him. This was a lot worse, actually!
â[Y/N],â he started sharply, and the sound of your name on his lips sent shivers down your spine. He released you, only to set both his hands on your shoulders, guiding your gaze up to meet his.
âI⌠I thinkââ He stopped, inhaling a deep breath. âNo. I know. I⌠really⌠really⌠l-like you.â
His voice was as shaky as his hands, and for a brief second, almost every part of you wanted to knock him out with your backpack because your heart was beating too loud in your chest. It pissed you off. But you held back and just⌠stared.
Jake, ever the hopeless romantic, had fallen for you the moment you asked him to clean the entire classroom alone while you skipped duties to hang out with your friends. He said yes, only because he has a hard time saying no, especially to someone he found so pretty. But then you laughed and told him you were joking. Told him not to bend over backwards just to please other people. Spent time with him that day when usually, others paid him no attention.
He was enamored ever since.Â
But the silence between you two was suffocating, heavy enough to stall his breathing. Jakeâs palms were growing damp against the fabric of your uniform blazer, and his heart felt like it was ready to fall to the floor. Maybe this was a bad time to do it. Or maybe the ring really freaked you out. Was it too big a gesture? The WikiHow tutorial he consulted had told him to bring a gift, after all.Â
âHello?â Jakeâs voice cut through your thoughts. He gave your shoulders a tiny shake, trying to pull you out of your entranced state.
âHm? Sorry⌠say that again? I donât think I heard youâŚâ
Jakeâs expression fell as he dropped his hands back to his sides in defeat.
âOkay,â he muttered, voice small. It wasnât worth it. Everything went off script anyway. âNever mind. Pretend I didnât say anything.â
He brushed past you, shoulders hunched, hands shoved deep in his pockets again. He was fidgeting with the ring box, wishing he could throw it into the nearest bushes. God, he felt dumb. So fucking dumb.
Of course youâd say no! He was nobody. Just Jake. Just some guy you latched onto at the start of high school so you could poke fun at him for the next few years and make him pay for your boba addiction. And you, with your cool-ass friends with eyebrow slits and really underground music tastes. Youâre way out of his leagueâ
âJake,â you called out, surprised at how loud your voice could get if you were desperate.Â
He turned around immediately, wearing such a pronounced pout even from a few meters away. Somehow, seeing his face again made your throat close up. He liked you. He really liked you.
âSay it again,â you demanded, arms crossed with doubt written all over your features. âI need to hear you say it one more time.â
You walked toward him until you stood close enough to see the nervous twitch at the corner of his mouth. Was this it? Would you actually give him a chance? Jake pressed his lips together and inhaled a deep breath to calm himself.Â
âI like you,â he said as softly as a whisper. âWould you⌠Be my girlfriend?â
You looked at the ground, feigning a calmness when your mind was racing with thoughts too insane to vocalize. When you finally looked up again, your heart betrayed you. It skipped a beat at the way his gaze fell on yours, wide and hopeful. It almost hurt. He was too bright, too cute.
(Okay, so what if you liked him back. He didnât have to know that.)
âSure,â you said, forcing your voice to sound casual. Jake froze.
Then his entire face lit up. Suddenly, he was grinning from ear to ear, jumping in place like a dog begging for a treat. âReally? Like really? Youâll go out with me?!â
He took your hands in his, tenderly. Like he wasn't entirely sure the moment was real. You felt the dampness of his palms first, then the tug of his fingers intertwining with yours, like he had already rehearsed this part of his confession a thousand times in his head. Your cheeks warmed.
âWhat a weirdo,â you thought to yourself. Itâs not like heâd just won the lottery. What was he so happy about?
âJust donât make it weird,â you grumbled. âKeep it on the down low.â
Jakeâs smile faltered, brows knitting together so tightly you were sure itâd leave a wrinkle on his cute face.
âLike⌠you donât want people to know?â he asked, voice quieter now. You nodded, confused by his confusion.Â
âWhy would anyone need to know?â you asked genuinely. He frowned, his thumb gently rubbing the back of your hand, silently asking you to reconsider.
âNot even Sunghoon or Jay?â
You scoffed. âEspecially Sunghoon and Jay.â
âWhy not?â he groaned. You just shrugged.
âI donât want our dynamic to change just âcause weâre dating,â you reassured him, letting go of his hands to ruffle his hair. Like you always do when you tease him. Like that would make it all better. âAnd all that coupley PDA stuff draws too much attention anyway.â
Youâd spent years cultivating your intimidating persona, and in your mind, it was simple. No one else needed to know that you were vulnerable to something as cringe-inducing as dating. The other students would only use it against you. For what? Who knows.
But you could just imagine the teasing glances and whispers in the hallways. If Jake were really serious about dating you, surely heâd be understanding of your aversion towards embarrassment. Right?
He didn't seem entirely convinced. At all. âSo⌠what would be the difference then? Between us now and before?âÂ
You sighed and stepped past him.
âIt's what we'd do in private, you know?â you muttered over your shoulder. âKissing and all thatâŚâ
You didnât see it, how Jakeâs ears completely reddened or how his Adam's apple bobbed as he swallowed. His fingers twitched at his side, like he was already imagining what itâd be like to hold you properly. To touch you. To kiss you. Like real couples do.
âD-do you want to see the ring I got you?â he blurted out, catching up to you. âI swear itâs lowkey. It has a âJâ engraved inside the band. I got a matching one with your initial, too! No one would even notice if you wore itââ
And you feel your heart thunder in your chest, scaring you into another sudden sprint. âGet the hell away from me, weirdo!âÂ
Your joined laughter echoed down the street as he chased after you. And even though he could catch up to you, he let you have your fun, staying just a little out of his reach.
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Jake is very good at obeying orders, always has been. Especially after the first few times you glared at him for accidentally reaching for your hand in the cafeteria. He learned fast.
He tried his best not to show affection publicly, no matter how badly he wanted to wrap his blazer around your shivering frame when you would nap during class. He forced himself not to linger near you when you were loitering with your fellow delinquents by the school staircase, laughing at a joke he didnât quite understand. He suppressed the urge to defend you from teachers who reprimanded you out in the hallways. Tried not to look behind at you for too long during football games he never played in anyway.
Once, someone asked him about his love life, and he instantly turned into a blushing, mumbling mess. And they laughed it off. It was Jake. No one thought twice. He was always like this. Awkward. Flustered.
The parasites he calls friends, Jay and Sunghoon, would probably go into cardiac arrest if they ever found out how he doted on you in private. How soft he was. How gentle.
You pretended not to notice. But ever the observer, Jake sees how your defenses weaken, ever so slightly, each day.
You let him put his arm around you in dark movie theaters instead of yanking it away. Let him stay for dinner with your parents when he comes over to help you study (because lord knows you need it). You stopped flinching when he called you âbabeâ in private, sometimes responding without even questioning who he was speaking to. It was baby steps, but to Jake, it was everything.
Was it awkward? Yes. The way his glasses got in the way when he finally kissed you for the first time. Your noses bumped together. Too much tongue involved. It was a mess. Still life-changing, nevertheless.Â
He replays the memory often. The two of you on your bed, him holding your plushie hostage, you trying to rip it out of his arms. The way you fell on top of him with your lips accidentally crashing on his. He pretended like the make-out session that occurred immediately after didn't absolutely ruin him.
Jake edged past the warmer parts of you when no one was around to bear witness. And you both were so good at keeping secrets. No one would have believed it anyway. Youâd made sure of that.
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âYou two are very strange,â Jay commented, maybe a couple of months into your secret relationship. Every senior was gearing up for graduation, choosing which universities to attend or which path to take in life.
And of course, Jay and Sunghoon found out that Jake and you would both be attending the same university. Not just any school. A top one. Yonsei.Â
Jake had earned a full-ride scholarship after finally getting off the damn bench and scoring four goals in a single match against the best high school team in the nation. Jake could've gone abroad to an Ivy League, but he chose not to. Because at Yonsei he could visit family more often, save a lot of money, and⌠well, keep you close, most of all.
And by the will of a higher being (Jakeâs relentless tutoring), you somehow made it in as well.
âI thought you said you wanted to go straight into the workforce,â Jay questioned you. âNow youâre telling me you somehow, in some way, got into the same school as Jake? This fucking nerd?â
Sunghoon chimed in with a smile he always wore before teasing you. âI didnât even think you could get into college, honestly.â
You wanted to hit him so bad, but you stopped yourself. Your resolution for the new school year was to turn over a new leaf. And that comes with not hitting annoying boys over the head with your fist. You could get arrested for that from now on... So instead, you used your words.
âYouâre mad I got in, and you didnât,â you snorted, sticking out your tongue as Jake snickered beside you. You sat close enough to feel the warmth of his shoulder, but far enough apart to keep Jay and Sunghoon from noticing.
âYou guys have no faith in her,â Jake sighed earnestly. âSheâs really smart when she applies herself. She just needed a push, that's all.â
You glared at him, not sure if his comment was entirely a compliment. Yes, he played a role in your achievements. No, he could not credit himself for the hard work you put in to get that high-ass score on the college entrance exam. Even your teachers apologized for doubting you.
âShouldâve put those hours of tutoring her into me instead,â Jay groaned. âNow youâre gonna be all alone with no friends.â
Jakeâs brows furrowed. âWhat do you mean? S-sheâs my friend.â
He stumbled over the words, clearly thrown off by the ominous comment. You watched him, amused. God, he was so obvious.
Sunghoon just looked between you two, doubt etched all over his face. âBarely,â he scoffed. âTrust me, bro, you are getting left behind as soon as she finds another victim willing to pay for all her food.â
You can start your resolution next week. This time, you really smacked him, sharp on his bicep. Sunghoon yelped.
âWhy are you always so aggressive?â he whined, rubbing the sore spot with his arm. You raised your hand threateningly again, but you stopped yourself short.Â
At the corner of your eye was Jakeâs soured expression, a flash of worry obviously overcoming him. But you couldnât comfort him. Not now. You wouldnât hear the end of it from these two.
âYou never know,â Jay chirped, faking thoughtfulness with a hand on his chin. âJake might be too cool for us once school starts.â
Jay and Sunghoon exchanged a look and then burst into laughter.
âAinât gonna happen!â Sunghoon cackled, putting his whole gut into it. You joined in hesitantly, though your eyes kept drifting to your sullen boyfriend. And he wasnât amused. Not at all.
Because he never found it funny, the idea of you leaving him behind.
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âDo you think Iâm weird?â Jake asked one evening, with you curled up beside him on your bed. Your knee draped over his stomach, his glasses pushed up just enough to rest comfortably against your pillow. On his late-night visits, your parents would come in to check if you two were truly studying as you claimed. After Jake gained their trust, they learned to leave the two of you alone (when they probably shouldnât have).
Your eyes were shut tight to prepare yourself for an oncoming nap.
âYes,â you said quickly, not even giving him time to process the response.
âLike⌠bad weird?â he asked after a second. Heâd been thinking lately, after the conversation with his friends, how different the two of you really were.
How easy it was for you to stand up for yourself. Go against the grain. How you donât automatically default to nods as he does or lose your train of thought mid-conversation. How you hated being touched by most people but would smack someoneâs shoulder when you genuinely found something funny.Â
He wanted that, wanted to see the world the way you saw it. To move around without hesitation. Even when people called you a troublemaker. Even when teachers scolded you for wearing your uniform skirt shorter than the dress code. How was confidence so natural for you?
âBad weird,â you teased, eyes still closed. âBut itâs okay. Iâm used to it by now.â
A small ache tugged at his heart. âYou still like me though, right?â
You laughed. Jake loved to do this sometimes. Bait for reassurance. But youâre not that kind of fish.
âWho said I ever did?â
You said it jokingly, but a silence followed. You donât quite catch it as you drift to sleep, the way Jakeâs eyes dimmed.
âOh,â he said disappointingly, staring at the ceiling.
Sometimes, he wondered if the reason you wanted your relationship to be private in the first place was because of him. If his inability to relate to your friends with secret tattoos and chains on their jeans made you embarrassed to be his girlfriend.Â
Because you got along well with his friends just fine, could tease Jay and Sunghoon like youâd known them your whole life. But it was so hard for him to do the same with yours. To look natural when he joined that one karaoke hangout, where they looked at him expectantly because you had bragged that he could sing well.
You said it so proudly too, and he wanted to prove himself to them. That he was worthy to be in their presence. And then his voice had to crack.
âShould we get your friend some water?â someone joked, and the whole group laughed. With his cheeks red with embarrassment, Jake sat back down next to you, silent for the rest of the night. It was lame of him. Even he knew that.Â
But even as he watched you defend him with all your heart, he couldnât find himself to cheer up. Because in your world, he had always felt out of place.Â
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And so Jake did what heâs known to do best. Research.
He avoided WikiHow tutorials on how to ask out a girl and headed straight to the most honest part of the internet: Reddit.
âmakeover tips for guysâ
âhow to gain more confidenceâ
âhow to be attractive enough that your girlfriend isnât ashamed of you (serious responses only pls)â
He frequented the self-help section of the school library, took notes on everything from fashion advice to fixing his posture. He practiced eye contact with himself through the mirror until they watered, joined Sunghoon in the gym, and copied his weirdly intense routine.
Jake kept this process all to himself, much like your relationship. He learned to be good at that. Keeping secrets.
He would reinvent himself for university. Become someone youâd be proud to show off because he didnât want to feel like this anymore. Like he would fall behind. And knowing you⌠he wasnât sure if youâd bother to look back and see if your loyal puppy was still there trailing behind you.Â
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present.Â
So thatâs how your relationshipâs been going so far. While Jake was on this great journey to undergo metamorphosis, there were no real complaints on your side.
So why was it like this now?Â
Waiting for your very late boyfriend, who was making you miss the first minutes of the universityâs freshman orientation ceremony. You almost text him a paragraph about how, usually, you're the unpunctual one in the relationship, but a stranger approaches you.
âBOO!âÂ
You almost let out a scream when you notice who it is. Or who you think it is. Is it who you think it is?
Because instead of wild, unruly hair hiding his eyebrows and big black frames resting on his nose bridge, your boyfriend looked like someone else entirely. His hair was styled in a middle part, framing his handsome features perfectly. Instead of his usual oversized hoodie with holes on the sleeves masking his athletic body, heâs wearing a varsity jacket and a simple white shirt that clung way too well to his muscular frame. You could even see the faint outline of contact lenses in the whites of his eyes.
Your eyelashes flutter in confusion. You literally just saw him yesterday. When did he find the time to get a haircut and invest in a new closet?
Jake steps forward with a small, hopeful smile and holds out a box of egg tarts. Did it add to his already late ETA? Yes, but he always thinks about you and what you'd like to eat. Could you blame him for getting you a sweet treat?
But that wasnât the part you were really focused on.
âWho are you and what did you do to Jake?â you ask, fists raised like a boxer. He chuckles nervously, bringing the pastry box back to his side.
âDo I look weird?â he asks quietly, shifting his feet. The vulnerability in his voice made you lower your hands instantly.
âSoâŚâ you start, eyes looking him up and down. âThis is on purpose? Like, Sunghoon didnât put you up to this? Or Jay?â
He pouts. His mom practically screamed, âSo handsome!â when he showed her his new look over video call. So, why was your reaction like this?Â
âI just thought⌠new school year, new me! No?â he says, puffing up with pride.
You shake your head, moving your hand on instinct to ruffle his freshly styled hair. But he catches your wrist before you can touch him. You pull away, heart squeezing a bit, knowing that he dodged one of your rare bouts of affection. Or whatever you call it.
âIt took me forever to get my hair to look like this,â he mutters, looking away. âDonât want my hard work to go to waste.â
You click your tongue, trudging past him. Since when did he care about what his hair looked like? This was the same guy who showed up to graduation with a T-shirt and sneakers and got confused when the teachers asked him to go back home and change.
âWhatever,â you sigh. âNo more standing around. We have to goââ
âStill not wearing the ring?â he asks, catching up to you. He noticed it earlier when he caught your arm.Â
When Jake gave it to you just a year before, he set no expectation for you to wear it. He really hadnât⌠But it has been a year. Wasnât it about time? He wears his everydayâŚ
You suck in your teeth and glare at him. âWhy would I?âÂ
He flinches. And you start to feel guilt bubbling in your chest as his steps start slowing next to you.
âItâs justâŚâ he mumbles. âItâs not like weâre in high school anymore. No oneâs even gonna notice. And no oneâs gonna care if weâre dating.â
You roll your eyes. You care. You still had a reputation to uphold. Maybe not as a troublemaker anymore. But still. Something about wearing your boyfriendâs ring for everyone to see and question seemed like your own personal hell. Who would want to be the center of attention as a university freshman?
âItâs the principle,â you say, not really knowing what you mean by it either. Because you are wearing it. Just not on your finger. It hangs around your neck, hidden underneath your blouse. But Jake didnât have to know that.
You would rather die than give anyone the satisfaction of knowing you were smitten with this man. Soft, but only for him. Your biggest weakness.
âSo are we always just gonna be a secret?â he sighs. You turn to face him, but you keep it pushing. Itâs too much to explain right now. Or ever.
âCome on,â you insist. âWe need to get to the orientation.â
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Indeed, it wasnât high school anymore. Because everywhere you turn, Jakeâs name is being brought up.
âThe hot guy on the football teamââ
âHe set the curve on the first exam and proved Professor Kim wrong on the boardââ
âI saw him help a grandma cross the street. Soooo dreamyââ
It was enough to almost make you pull your hair out of your head. This was Jake they were talking about! The guy who was too shy to ask for no pickles in his damn burgers, who used to let Sunghoon copy off his homework and then rewrote his own just to make sure the teachers wouldnât catch on. This was your Jake.
You take a moment to breathe.
You sound crazy. Deranged, even. It shouldnât even matter. Jake was always good-looking! People just never noticed or took the time to appreciate him outside of his ability to decode the most difficult of physics equations.
âA couple of guys from the team think Iâd look good with a sweatband,â he says, showing you a photo during a late-night walk. Heâs shoving his phone screen to your face, and you pout at the sight. His hair pushed back, forehead glistening. A perfect view of his beautiful, dark eyes.Â
âNah,â you say dismissively, trying to push down the fluttering in your heart. He tilts his head, staring at the photo once more.
âReally?â he mutters. âI thought it looked pretty good.â
âDo you really wanna look like Jay in junior year? Heâs gonna tell you that you copied him.â
He gives a small sound of acknowledgement. You could tell heâs taking your comment seriously, like you said something truly eye-opening.
âYouâre right,â he nods. âThen, how do you feel about a lip piercing?â
Your brows furrow at the thought of metal against his pouty lips. The way his teeth would tug on it. The effect he would have on all of his newfound admirersâŚ
âAbsolutely not!âÂ
Yeah, you were losing it.
â
No, really, you might actually be going insane.
It was hard enough for you to create genuine friendships at Yonsei, full of stuck-up rich kids who only managed to get in through elite cram schools and expensive tutors. But after a few polite conversations, their masks fell to show their true intentions. You know now that you are being used as a shortcut to get on Jakeâs radar.Â
Because why do people youâve never met before suddenly feel comfortable enough to ask you to introduce them to him? Why do they request to follow you on Instagram only so they can find his account more easily? And what pisses you off mostâthe question they always ask, without fail: âIs he single?â
And you know there's a quick answer you can give. A very simple solution to your eye-twitching problem. Because every time someone high-fives him in the corridors or bats their eyelashes flirtatiously in his direction, you have the overwhelming urge to just pounce on him. To wrap your arms around his middle and never let him leave your sight.Â
But you canât. Your pride is too big, your ego too fragile to admit that someone actually managed to slip past the cold exteriors of your heart. So instead, you're waiting impatiently for him to reply to your text.
He's not at practice. He's supposed to be on his way. So where the hell was he?
jake: sorry! study group went for a lil bit longer than I thought. everyone kept asking me for help haha. omw!
And then he sends a photo. It's a group selfie, with him in the middle. Three girls on his right and another two on his left, surrounding him like a piece of meat.
you: dont bother coming. im sick.
With envy, maybe. But you're perfectly healthy.
jake: im sorry babe :( you feeling okay? want me to get you anything from the store?
you: Nah.
You almost scream. There's so much you want to say and admit, but your fingers wonât type any of it. You really don't deserve him. He's so nice, and you're so⌠Fuck.
Why is it so hard to admit to your own boyfriend that you miss him?!
jake: ok :( I love you!
Your stomach flips.
Haha⌠You needed professional help. Really.
â
Jake was better at football than the bench in high school ever suggested. Senior hierarchy was everything at Yonsei. A starter as a freshman was practically unheard of before Jake. How he managed to level up from being a designated benchwarmer to being on the field at all times felt like whiplash.
Did he just have this in him this whole time?
I mean, you guess he looked kind of cool out there, all sweaty and serious-looking. Shouting call-outs to his team mid-game. Your legs squirm at the sight. He really needs to put on his damn glasses. (Though knowing you, that might only make things worse.)
You sit there, wearing the university colors of white and blue, holding onto a sign that says âGo Team!â
You would have made something with his name on it, but the thought alone sends shivers down your spine. You could not bear to give the stupid boys beside you the ammo of watching you scream Jakeâs name and go crazy over his goals. So instead, you silently watch and admire as he steals the ball yet again.
Jay and Sunghoon, decked out in the rival schoolâs signature red for no reason whatsoever (they donât even attend that university either), stood on either side of you with a level of passion youâve never seen from them before.
âGET HIS ASS!â Jay screams. âPlay the mental game! When Player 15 cries, he calls his mom firstââ
Player 15 would happen to be Jake.
âThe guy with âSimâ in the back of his jersey loves to sing Celine Dion in the showerââ
You groan as heads turn, not enjoying the various glares and snide remarks from your surrounding schoolmates. You still haven't made any substantial friends yet at university. Being associated with these bozos would only make it that much harder. This would be the last time you sneak them into the student section.Â
âCan you two please sit down?â you mutter. âWeâre ahead by like four goals. Psychological warfare is not enough for Jake to lose.â
Sunghoon drops back into his seat with a huff, cracking his neck.
âThis wonât do,â he mutters. âJakeâs gonna surpass me in Instagram followers if he wins this.â
Jay chuckles on your left side, still standing and selfishly blocking the view of everyone behind him. âIf he wins, you think heâll invite us to their celebration party after?â
Your brows furrow. âWhat party?â
Jay finally sits down when the opposing team calls a time-out, one eyebrow raised at your confused expression. âIsnât that like a thing every school does? First big game of the year, thereâs bound to be something.â
Sunghoon nods in agreement. âYeah, thatâs like common knowledge.â
You almost pout before catching yourself. Jake never mentioned anything about a party.Â
So when the game ended and, of course, Yonsei won, the two boys could not help but ask.Â
âSo thereâs a party, right?â
âAnd youâre taking us?â
Jake looks between the two of them, forehead glistening and hair damp with sweat.
âWhat party?â he asks, and you smile gingerly. Thatâs right! You werenât crazy. He wouldâve told you if there wasâ
âYou have to go to the party, Jakey!â a voice chirps from behind you.
You recognize her. The team manager of the football team. Short hair and a cute button nose. Very pretty. Your eyes cut between Jake and her. Wait.
Jakey? Who the hell calls him that?
Jay and Sunghoon give each other some shifty glances and step aside, letting the girl join the conversation. You feel this weird inclination to move closer to Jake, but you suppress the urge.Â
âHm?â Jake finally replies, confused more than ever. âNo one told me about a party.â
The girl giggles. What even was her name?
âOh, Jakey! Since youâre a freshman, Iâll give you the rundown.âÂ
She scooches in between you two, pushing you slightly to the side. The boys donât seem to notice, and you have half your sense not to shove the girl right back.
âWhenever we win,â she starts, âthe whole school goes to En Bar nearby and takes it over! Free drinks and everything. Youâre our star player, so you definitely canât miss it. Your friends are invited too, of course.â
She looks between Jay and Sunghoon, not even sparing you a glance.
Jake scratches the nape of his neck. âSorry, Iâm actually feeling pretty tiredââÂ
âWeâll be there!â Jay and Sunghoon say instantly. You raise your eyebrow at them, and the two brush it off.
âWeâll make sure he comes,â Jay laughs, slapping Jake hard on the shoulder. Having gotten hit by the ball in that exact spot just an hour before, he winces.
âIâm not reallyââ
âGreat!â the girl smiles, clapping her hands together. âIâll see you all there then?âÂ
Of course, her back is fully turned towards you. Dumb and dumber nod in unison, and as the girl walks off, they push at each other excitedly.
âFirst college party,â they cry out in joy.
âOh my god,â you mutter. âYou two are pathetic.â
Jake nods slowly in agreement. âWell⌠you guys have fun. I think Iâm just gonna head back to my dorm and showerâŚâ
âAnd get ready, right?â Sunghoon says dangerously, wagging a finger at him. âBecause you are coming, right?â
Jake shivers under his friendsâ threatening glares. But what really scares him is when his eyes find yours. You look pissed. Fuck. What did he do this time?
âI mean⌠I guess I could pop inâŚâ Jake says reluctantly. He sneaks in another glance in your direction and sees that your frown grows even deeper. Was that the wrong thing to say?
âBabe?â Jake calls after you as you stride across campus, shivering in your t-shirt and mini skirt. âWhy are you walking so fast?â
Itâs dark now, save for the dim street lamps. You stop abruptly, and he almost bumps into you. When you turn, your jaw is already clenched.
âAm I crazy, or did that girl just completely ignore me?â you ask genuinely, voice at the seams of losing composure. Because what the fuck was her problem?
Jake laughs nervously. âChoa? I thought she seemed pretty friendly?â
Your expression sours. âYeah, maybe a little too friendly,â you say under your breath. Jake catches it.
âWait,â he says with a shit-eating grin, leaning in. âBabe⌠are you jealous? Hm?â
Your cheeks heat up, arms crossing like a toddler. âFuck off.â
He laughs now, twisting you around and guiding you forward with an arm around your shoulder. âYouâve got nothing to worry about, babeeeeâŚâ
He notices how you donât pull away from his touch, when normally you would hiss something like, âpeople are watching,â or something like that. Jake bites back an even bigger smile. You just let him hold you.
The walk to his dorm was peachy for him, save for the fact that his sweaty arm stank up your shirt.
You! Jealous. This has to be a dream. When you reach his room, shared with a sophomore named Heeseung who never seems to be around, you sit on Jakeâs bed, still reeling from the earlier interaction.
âAm I overreacting?â you ask him, not at all bothered that he was taking his jersey off. Youâre well past the stage of pretending his bare torso flusters you. âLike⌠did it not seem like she wanted you?â
Jake laughs, wiping his underarms with a nearby towel. âMe? Babe, no. Thatâs out of the question. She's like four years older than usââ
You roll your eyes. âSo where the fuck did âJakeyâ come from?â
He shrugs, catching his reflection in the wall mirror hanging on his door. His muscles flex in a way that makes your eyes travel down his well-toned backâŚ
You snap your gaze back to the wall. No. Focus. Youâre supposed to be mad.
âNew year, new nickname?â he offers, teasingly.
You throw a pillow at his head. Like the athlete he is, Jake dodges it. He turns to you, laughing, amused by how sulky and adorable you look on his bed. Brows furrowed in contemplation, tugging your legs close to your chest. Your plush thighs in your pretty little skirt that would have gotten you dress-coded back in high school with your knee-high socks andâŚ
Fuck.Â
âItâs not like I care,â you mumble, unconvincingly.Â
Jake huffs out something that sounds like a chuckle, but his thoughts are elsewhere. His mind (and eyes) are on the edge of your skirt. He places a hand on your thigh and rubs it softly. To you, it felt like reassurance, and it was. But he was also incredibly horny.
âBabe,â his words drawl. âLook at me.â
Your eyes meet his for a split second before he plants a wet kiss on your cheek. âHeyââ
He chuckles as he plants another on your nose. Then your chin. And then your other cheek. And now youâre trying to push him away, but he holds your wrists to prevent you from stopping his incessant attacks.Â
âJakeâYou stinkâFreak!â You try to say as his lips find yours, while heâs giggling up a storm. So cute. You're so fucking cute.Â
His next kiss is deep, drawing out your breath sharply. Your back is on the bed now with Jake on top, his hands still wrapped around your wrists.
Jakeâs lips move against yours, your eyes fluttering shut. His tongue prods and pushes in, his taste so sweet and heavy as you breathe in his weirdly intoxicating scent. Like fresh laundry doused in the salt of his sweat. You clench his biceps as he comes up from the kiss to catch some air.
He looks at you, face flushed and mouth parted.Â
âIâm hard,â he blurts out, and you smack him on his naked chest.
âWhat do you want me to do about that?â you mutter as you start to feel him press against your stomach. âDonât you have a party to go to?â
He shakes his head, burying his face in your hair. He lets out a groan, grinding onto you just to feel any part of you against his football shorts. You let out a squeak, clenching at his toned muscles harder.
âYouâre not coming with?â he asks, and you can hear the shakiness in his breath. You smirk, wrapping your legs around him and shifting up so that his tent could meet your core. Jake fit between you so snugly.
His head lifts to meet yours, pupils already so dilated.
âWhy would I?â you say through hooded eyes, and you could visibly see him gulp. It almost makes you laugh. But instead, you tease him, moving your hips up to graze his bulge.Â
âI have time,â he groans quickly. âFor this. Or whatever you want to do. Like Iâm really down for anyââ
You roll your eyes, gripping the back of his head to smash him back down to your lips. Your movements are messy, tongues clashing at a feverish pace. Heâs still sore from earlier, but like hell he would let this opportunity go. Not when you looked this fucking good. And angry too. (For him, these things arenât mutually exclusive...)
With trembling fingers, he lifts your shirt and almost moans at the sight of your bare skin. While he wants to thank you for saving him the trouble of not fiddling with a bra clasp, you pat yourself on the back for leaving your necklace at home.
Knowing how frisky Jake gets after the adrenaline of a good win runs through him, it was the right call. You donât think you could handle Jake seeing you so jealous while having his ring resting on your chest. Yeah, youâd probably die right in front of him.
His hands grab your tits softly, massaging them between his fingers. Jake dips down, swallowing a nipple in his mouth as he watches you sigh out in pleasure.
Heâs confident in one thing when it comes to you, and it was this right here. He could make your tough exterior melt just as long as you were under him. Or over him. He has no preference.
His tongue circles your bud, tugging with his teeth lightly.Â
âJakeââ When he hears you squeak, his dick twitches with anticipation. So pliant now. What happened to that dominance earlier? Heâd like to see it come backâŚ
He moves on to the other breast, licking and massaging so it doesn't feel too neglected. Jake loves your tits, could be buried between them for the rest of his life if you let him. But now isn't the time! He has a very mean and very jealous, but also very hot, girlfriend to please. And maybe some party to make it to, who knows.
Jake pulls his shorts down roughly, just enough so that he can take his dick out. Already so big, the bulbous tip weeps with desire for you. Heâs palming himself, relishing in how your eyes shut tight, lips parted open as his wet, pink muscle traces circles over your sensitive skin.
Heâs nipping the top of your breasts now, careful not to leave marks in visible areas. Jake knows how you get about that sort of thing.Â
His fingers drag your white, damp panties off your legs, but keeps your skirt on. And the knee-high socks for good measure. His hand meets your core, pushing down on your clit with a heavy pressure he knows you like.
You gasp, covering your eyes with your forearm. Youâre so embarrassed. The noises you're making are unbecoming of you. All he does is laugh. Still so sensitive during sex after a whole year of dating. And heâs supposed to be the shy one.
His fingers drag slowly on your folds as he spreads your juices all over his digits. Jake might just cum in his pants with how soft your tits feel as he nestles his head in between them.Â
He pushes two fingers in right away, and you draw out a sharp breath. You almost hit him on the shoulder. He has no idea how big his hands are. How sometimes you would eye them whenever he helps you with homework. Veiny, like his cock.
Heâs moving his fingers in and out of you at a steady pace, wet squelches echoing through the room.Â
âNghâMmmââ you groan, arching your back to meet his movements. Impatient. Youâre always so impatient.
âJAKE!â you cry out, when he rubs over a certain spot.
He looks up at you from his comfortable position between the valley of your chest, and with a teasing glint in his eyes, he says, âYou mean Jakey?â
And itâs not an exaggeration in the least to say that you start seeing red. You grab his wrist, the pads of your fingers digging into his flesh. He stops his movements, looking at you with those puppy-dog eyes like he did something wrong. And he did. Something very. Very. Wrong.
âSorry, I just wanted to teaseââ
You pull his fingers out of you. With one swift movement, you grab him by his shoulders and push him down onto the bed. Youâre hovering over him now, eyes dark.
Jake swallows nervously. Whyâd you have to look so hot when provoked?
âDid I ruin the vibe orâŚâ
âShut up,â you growl, crashing your lips onto his. He tries to hold your waist to offer support, but you hold his wrists down onto the sheets. He could probably push you off very easily. But he doesnât. Because he loves seeing you like this. Loves the urgency in your touch.
You want him! And youâre showing it! His heart is practically doing backflips in his chest.
Your tongue explores the inside of Jakeâs mouth, licking the roof of it in a way that has him seeing stars. Youâre so rough with it. Sucking on his, biting his lip, moving so desperately against him.
âBabeââ he tries to say in between your assaults on his mouth. But it comes out in a breathless whisper when he feels you grinding your slick pussy against him.
âI said,â you say through gritted teeth. âShut. Up.â
He almost moans when his leaking tip hits your clit. Just the contact alone has the back of his head hitting the pillow roughly. But he forces himself to watch as you move against him as he offers no assistance. Your grip on his wrists moves to the sheets as you focus on grinding against his dick. Swiveling yourself on him back and forth. Rubbing and rubbing. But itâs not enough. He needs to be inside. Needs to feel you right now.
Your breath is on his neck now, riling yourself up at his stunt. Jakey? What grown woman calls someone that? Choa and her nice ass bob... Fuck her!
âNghââ he lets out as you suction an erogenous zone on his neck, sucking and biting him like a vampire. Your tongue lapping at his skin to soothe him from the brutal assaults of your teeth. You close your eyes to relish in his taste. So salty from sweat, but still so sweet. But youâre distracted now as Jake breaks free from your hold. He grips your ass with one hand, the other guiding his pulsing member to your slippery entrance.
âWhaââÂ
Heâs looking at you with pleading eyes. âCan I, baby?â Jake begs, cheeks tinged pink. âPlease?â
You bite back a smile. What a fucking loser.
You push down on him, just slightly, just enough for his bulbous tip to slip inside. His grip on your ass is now slack. He doesn't even want to fight back, really.
âFuckââ Jakeâs mouth parts open, watching you with heavy-lidded eyes when you come back up. No longer inside you, he groans.
âWhyyy,â he whines. âI said Iâm sorryââ
He inhales a sharp breath when you engulf his tip again, tightening around him just a little harder.Â
âDo you like being called Jakey?â you question darkly. âLike it when other girls feel up on you?â
He shakes his head desperately. âNoâOnly youââ he says through pained groans.
And then you lift again, laughing at his pathetic form. âI donât believe you.â
Heâs practically writhing underneath you now, his mushroom tip pulsing against your folds. Your skirt hides it all from view, and he just wishes he could rip it off you. Give you a new one, much, much shorter, so he can see everything better.Â
But only if you let him.
âYouâre literally torturing me,â he whimpers, hips jutting up messily. He keeps missing your entrance, the one he desperately needs to be buried in. âNeed to feel you right nowââ
âWhatâs it to me?â you ask meanly, your thumb prodding at his bottom lip. His tongue comes out to lick at the pad of your thumb, sucking it ever-so-slightly. You enjoy this view. Him underneath you. Pleading. Whining. Like he's starving.Â
âIâll make you feel so good, baby,â Jake offers through the haziness of his lust. Not entirely conscious of how desperate he sounds. âYou can use me however you want. Iâll literally do anything. Just pleaseââ
And then you sink, so slowly that his eyes roll to the back of his head. The devil. His girlfriend is the devil.
âBabeââ You shut him up with another open-mouthed kiss. Messy, just how he likes it.
He grips his hands into yours as you suckle his tongue, intertwining your fingers together. You try not to wince as you sheath him fully, realizing now that you were overconfident in taking control before he could properly prep you.
Usually, sex was an hours-long ordeal with Jake. He likes to finger you, then eat you out, then repeat, until he can slip into your slick warmth with little issue. Sex is the only time you donât deny him the pleasure of seeing you flustered over him. Over what he could do for you. What he could provide you if you let him tell everyone in the world that heâs yours.Â
Regardless, Jake will always be long and thick, and he still stretches you out so deliciously. Your mouths clash against each other, swallowing back both of your moans as saliva pools at the sides of his bruised lips.
Depraved. Thatâs all you could think of when Jake bottoms out inside you. Heâs so sweaty now, the scent so musky that it drives you insane. Do other girls smell these pheromones when heâs around? Or is this just you and your hypersensitivity to everything that involves him?
Youâre moving up and down now, with shallow thrusts that do little to satiate the flame in your stomach. You donât do this enoughâtake control enough. Your knees are already weak, wobbling, as you grind down on him.
But you push through it as you continue to impale yourself on his cock, gummy walls clenching him tightly with each thrust. You want to get him off like this, even if your whole body is trembling above him.Â
And itâs not like Jake doesnât notice. But like the little shit he is, he doesnât feel like helping. Because he enjoys the feeling too much, of your breasts bouncing filthily against his chest. When you lift yourself from his lips so that you can focus on riding him, he finds it so endearing. How you put your hands on his abdomen to steady yourself, how you fuck yourself on his length. How much you struggle to take all of him in. Not sure what to do with yourself.
âMy poor baby,â Jake thinks, chuckling at how tight your eyes shut just to feel him better.Â
âNeed help?â he hums, his hand drawing circles on your hip. You shake your head, teeth gritted.
âN-no,â you try to muster out, but itâs unconvincing. Your movements are stuttering, moans slipping out of your mouth too easily. He smirks. His little pillow princess.Â
Jake, with his grip on your hips, pulls you down onto his cock. Hard. You gasp as his hips snap up with it.
âAhââ you cry out, your nails now digging into his shoulder blades. He pounds into a spot that had you almost come undone at that very moment. How did he get so good at this?
Jake lifts you, all the way until his pink tip is the only thing in your wet pussy. Then, as harshly as he could, he pushes you down on him, his thickness grazing at your deepest parts. And he does this again and again until you collapse onto his chest from the roughness of his thrusts.
âIâm gonnaâNghâFuckâYouââ you try to say through your moans, try to sound angry. But you love it. Love how tight he grabs your bum. Love the slight stretch of pain as he stuffs you full of him. Love that trickle of spit that falls out of his mouth as his back lifts off the bed to feel you better. Ugh, you hate him.
âJAKEââ
âShhh, baby, â he whispers, forcing your face into the crook of his neck. âJust take it.â
Jake plunges up into you, propelling your hips down with his harsh grip. He lifts a heavy hand, smacking your ass from behind as you try to match his timing. You scream. He does it again, massaging the tender spot. The pain mixes with the pleasure, as tears prick the corner of your eyes. You feel your climax building now as your lips find his neck again, sucking and biting. Marking him. Let everyone know that heâs yours. That you own him.
âBabeâŚâ he whines, too lost in the suctioning of your tightness to really care. Because heâs close too. So fucking close.Â
Jakeâs arms move up to your back, caging you into a bear-like embrace. His feet plant themselves on the bed, as his dick shoves into you with newfound energy. Heâs going so fast, you could practically hear the speed. Feel it too. The wet squelches of his balls slapping against your ass. You move with him, trying to sync your rhythm to his.
âMmmâAhhââ your moans jumble into each other. Your legs are trembling, even more than they were before. A searing feeling within you continues to build and build. A single, full thrust from him has you biting into his neck brutally, stifling your moans as your orgasm crashes through you in waves.Â
âShitââ he cries out, from both the pain of your teeth and the pleasure of your cunt's constricting grip. You grind down on him, whimpering into his skin, back arched to ease yourself through the sensitivity.
Jakeâs dick twitches in you once, then twice. He pushes you off of him and onto the bed, harsher than he intended. But he doesnât have a condom on, and... he likes the way you look in white.
He hovers over you now, his painfully hard length in his hand. Heâs stroking himself with urgency, fist wrapped around himself with a panicked grip. Heâs watching you intently as you splay out underneath him. So fucking pretty for him. Lips bruised and bitten so sensually. Legs opened with your juices glistening on the inside of your thighs. Maybe he should stuff his cock into yourâ
âFuckââ he groans, mouth parting at the sight of his thick ropes of cum spurting out of him, coating your stomach and tits. He strokes slowly, pumping all that heâs worth onto your body. You welcome it, eyes drinking in his flushed demeanor.
âI love you,â Jake mutters as he comes down from his high. And you donât say anything back, distracted as your fingers coat themselves on the sticky fluids on your skin. Such a mess, both of you.
You hear it then. Intense vibrations on his nightstand. Jakeâs phone, very much neglected, is blowing up with texts and calls. Was it going off like that the whole time? Then his eyes go wide like saucers.
âShit! The partyââÂ
Your eyes narrow. Before he can pick it up, you grab the nape of his neck to pull him down into another sloppy kiss. Your legs wrap around Jake once more, smirking as you feel him melt into you with little resistance.
âWhat party?â
morning after.
âYouâre a bitchhhh,â Sunghoon cries out, over a FaceTime call that Jake was forced to pick up at nine in the morning. You were already gone by then, running late to your morning lecture.Â
Heeseung, thankfully, still hadnât returned to the dorm. Or else you wouldnât have been able to stay over and let Jake devour you a few more times, but thatâs besides the point. He starts humming happily to himself with the memories of last night still fresh in his mind.
âThey wouldnât even let me into the bar because I was wearing the wrong colors,â his friend continues to complain.
âI get it, I get it,â Jake replies, only half-listening. Heâs fixing his outfit in the mirror, admiring how well a polo shirt fits him. Itâs weird. Heâs getting used to not looking like a dweeb all the time, just a few weeks into his big transformation, even with his glasses on right now.
âYo, do you think these pants look better with a belt or nah?â he asks, not really sparing Sunghoon a glance. He adjusts his shirtâs collar slightly untilâ
âWHAT THE FUCKââ
Jake jumps, phone nearly dropping from the desk he sat it on.
âWHAT IS THAT?!â
âWhat? What?!â Jake snaps his head to look behind himself, like Sunghoon might have seen a ghost.
âDid you get eaten by a fucking lion?!â Sunghoon gawks. Jakeâs cheeks turned a bright shade of red.
Damn, he forgot.
âW-what are you talking about?â he mutters unconvincingly, slowly coming out of frame. He strips the polo off in a panic, digging through his closet until he finds a turtleneck. Itâs autumn anyway. This is fine, right?
âOur friendship is done,â Sunghoon deadpans at the camera. âYou got fucking laid and didnât tell me?! I mean, I understand Jay, heâd make it weird. BUT NOT EVEN ME?!â
Jake shakes his head, tugging the turtleneck on. He tries to roll up his sleeves to look more casual, but now he looks like Steve Jobs. Shit. He should put his contacts on.
âSo who is it?!â Sunghoon presses. âWhoâs the unlucky girl?âÂ
 When Jake doesnât reply, Sunghoon gasps.
âUnlucky guy?!â
âMan, shut up!â Jake cries, snatching his phone off the desk and coming back into frame. âPlease donât tell Jay.â
â
âOkay, so he told Jay,â he blurts, shielding himself with his arm like youâre about to hit him. âPlease donât get mad at me.â
You almost asked why he was wearing a turtleneck in relatively warm weather when he tugged the collar down to show his neck. Absolutely purple and bruised. And yes. Maybe a dark, suppressed part of you jumped with glee. But the more rational part started cursing yourself out.
âI canât believe youâd video call him the morning after,â you groan, massaging your temple with your fingers. âUgh, Iâm so stupid. What was I even thinking?!â
Jake gives you a sly smile. âI mean, Iâm not complainingââ
You shoot him another icy stare, and he stops.Â
âW-well, itâs not like they know that itâs you! They probably think itâs someone elseâŚâ
You inhale a sharp breath at the thought. Was he gonna tell them the hickeys on his neck were from someone else? Who? Choa?
âWhatever,â you mutter, whipping around as your bag purposely smacked his bicep. You walk off, fists clenched, ignoring Jakeâs calls out to you.Â
Fucking Choa.
â
A full week has passed since the disaster that was Sunghoon seeing Jakeâs bruised neck. Your boyfriend only felt safe enough to see the two idiots once the marks faded, and even then, he was a little disappointed to wake up and see them all gone.Â
âSo run it through with me again,â Jay requests, leaning over the boiling hot pot broth. The boys sit in a dimly lit restaurant with a stage in the back.Â
âLike, you were just walking back to your dorm and boomâyou found a rando to hook up with out of nowhere?!â Jay questions, dropping tofu into the soup so aggressively that it splashes Jakeâs wrist.
âWhy are you making up fantasies in your head about my sex life?â Jake mutters, pushing his glasses up his face. He was too lazy to put his contacts on just to hang out with these two. âI plead the fifth.â
âBro, I thought you were a virgin this whole time!â Sunghoon adds unhelpfully. âExcuse us for trying to be supportive.â
Jake rolls his eyes, struggling to grab an udon noodle with his chopsticks.
âWait,â Jay says through the hot pot steam. âWerenât you walking with [Y/N] that night?â
Jake gulps, throat bobbing as he fiddles with the noodle more to avoid suspicion.
âRight!â Sunghoon snaps his fingers, and for a second, Jakeâs life flashes before his eyes. They know. They have to! Fuck, youâre gonna be so mad at himâ
âWhy donât we just ask her who it was?â
Jake stares at them and breaks out into a nervous laugh. Never in his life was he happier to have a more idiotic set of childhood friends.
âPlease do,â Jake smiles, wondering how you would weasel out of that conversation with them. âShe knows her very wellâŚâ
A piercing sound of microphone feedback ricochets through the restaurant. The three cover their ears as everyoneâs attention turns to the neglected stage.
âWho wants to sing?! It's open mic night!â the restaurant owner booms. When a deafening silence fills the air, Jay lifts Jakeâs hand straight into the air without hesitation.
âThis guy loves Celine Dion!â he cries out as Jake tries to yank his arm back down. He curses at his friend, but to no avail.
âOkay!â the owner shouts excitedly. âCome on right up, sir!âÂ
Jay and Sunghoon practically drag Jake up the stage, laughing themselves all the way back to their seats in the far back of the restaurant. Jake stands frozen as dozens of strangers stare at him, his heartbeat thudding in his ears. He takes off his glasses, shoving them in his pocket, and brushes his hair back. He couldn't bear to look at all these blank faces staring at him. Confidence. This is all about confidence.
When âMy Heart Will Go On' starts echoing through the restaurant walls, Jakeâs face flushes all the way red. This is exposure therapy; he tries to cope with himself. If he could do this, he could probably build up the courage to ask you about going public. So that his friends stop thinking heâs a loser. Maybe for you to stop thinking it, too.
He sucks in a deep breath. Whatâs the difference between this and a showerhead? Nothing. Absolutely nothing!
âEvery night in my dreams, I see youuuu⌠I feel youuuâŚâ he starts slowly, welcomed with a soft gasp from an audience member. Jay and Sunghoonâs laughter dies as Jake sings. Shit. He was actually doing it. And he sounded good, too. Like an angel. Was Jay crying?
Jake loses himself in the slow melody of the song, singing his heart out as he does in every postgame shower. âThis oneâs for you, babe,â he thinks. Wherever you areâŚÂ
When the song ends and Jakeâs eyes open, heâs met with a standing ovation. At a damn hot pot restaurant. Jay and Sunghoon are cheering the loudest, holding their hearts like their once-nerdy best friend was their child at a talent show. The owner comes up to the stage, sniffling.
âGive it up for this random kid!â
As Jake makes his way back to the table, he holds his head up high. He couldnât have imagined doing this a year before, let alone ordering food at a kiosk without stuttering. Itâs like taking off his glasses gave him super powers.
âExcuse meââ Jake turns around. A girl with long flowing hair stops him.Â
âAre you Jake Sim? The freshman on the football team?â she asks, eyes bright. He nods. Does he know her?
âIâm Suji from the Dance department.â She bows slightly. âYour performance was incredible, by the way!âÂ
He nods, giving a small âthanks,â before he turns back around.
âActually!â She calls after him. He stops again. âI just wanted to ask if you were interested in auditioning to be the male lead of our upcoming musical! Itâs about a football player who finds passion in singing and dancing. I just thought it would fit you so well!â
Jake turns back to face the stranger. He ponders deeply. A musical? Him? Heâd never thought about it before, but what the hell! He guesses heâs the type to try new things now. The power of a good haircut, maybe.
âIâll think about it,â he says with a polite smile.Â
Suji grins back. âAuditions start tomorrow. Weâd love to have you.â
By the time Jake finds his way back to his seat, his friends are already geeking.
âYou pulled another?!â Jay cries in anguish, biting his fist. âI should have gone up there. That should have been me! Damn it!â
âItâs not fair,â Sunghoon wails, leaning his head dramatically against the wall. âYou had no play in high school. Like absolutely zero bitchesââ
Jake snorts, scrounging for his glasses once more to slip them back on. âShe was just asking me to audition for some musical.â
âIâm sure she was,â Jay says with a smirk. âIâm sure sheâs staring straight at your back right now because she wants you in that musical soooo bad.â
Jake shifts in his chair uncomfortably, and sure enough, Suji is watching him. She shoots up her arm to wave. He looks back at his friends with a confused glance.
âMaybe theyâre desperate?â
Sunghoon groans. âIâm gonna call [Y/N]. Letâs get her expertise on this.â
âDonât!â Jake lunges, trying to grab Sunghoonâs phone as he takes it out of his pocket. But then flashes from that night start playing in his head. You above him. Riding him. Gripping his shoulders. Your lips on his neck, marking him until he whined and begged. All at the mere mention of Choaâs weird pet name for him. Jake clears his throat and sits back, not even trying to hide the shit-eating grin spreading across his face.
â...Yeah,â he says more casually. âAsk her.â
â
ma baby: Come over. Now.
Jake receives your text after Sunghoonâs impromptu call, bringing his hands together in a prayer position to the sky. Thank you to whatever higher being was watching over him.
When he reaches your residence hall, youâre waiting outside your door in pajamas, foot tapping impatiently against the carpet. You start glaring at his silhouette even before he comes into view.Â
âSo,â you start slowly, âyou just let anyone talk to you these days?â
Jakeâs already giddy. Yes⌠Be angry with him⌠Let him in your dorm room and reprimand him, while youâre at itâŚ
âBabeeee,â he teases, his arms already reaching for yours. You dodge him. âAre you mad at me?â
âNo,â you reply flatly. âIâm just wondering when you started serenading restaurants and accepting invitations from random girls?â
âJust thought I could finally get some appreciation for my many talents,â he says teasingly, raising an eyebrow at you.Â
âAre you saying I donât appreciate you?â you ask, not at all amused by his playful gaze. âI tell you all the time that youâre smart!â
He chuckles. âEveryone and your mom knows that by now, babe.â
You narrow your eyes. âHeâs learning how to fight back,â you think sourly.Â
âSo you enjoyed that girl's appreciation, then?â you counter, knowing that you were riling yourself up by asking such a loaded question. Jake bites his lip to stifle a smile. There it is.Â
He shrugs. âI donât know,â he says, pushing his glasses up. âI think I might actually consider auditioning!â
And this part is genuine. Heâs always enjoyed singing. It could be a cool new experience, especially since he shied away from doing theater back in high school. Maybe now was his moment to shine... But when he notices how your expression darkens, heâs suddenly excited to audition for the musical for a whole different reason.
You look around the hallway, checking to see if anyone's coming by. Then you pull him by the collar and into your dorm room. The door shuts behind you two as you push him to sit on the bed. Jake looks up, eyes bright with pure anticipation as you climb onto his lap.
âWhatâs up, babe?â he asks, feigning ignorance. And you fall for it. Because your cute, nerdy boyfriend couldnât possibly have ulterior motives⌠Right?
âYou have class tomorrow?â you ask as you adjust yourself on him, legs encasing both sides of his thighs. His hands find your hips, pulling you closer.
âIt depends,â he says, knowing full well he has an 8 a.m. physics lab. âIs your roommate coming back anytime soon?â
Oh yeah. Her.Â
âNot tonight,â you mutter, already peppering his neck with small kisses. âSheâs visiting her parents.â
Jake smirks, tilting your chin up so your eyes meet his. His thumb brushes over your bottom lip as the wheels are already turning in his head. He fakes a cough.
âYou know⌠I think the musical is actually a romantic comedy.â
Youâre on your knees, carpet harshly grazing your skin.Â
âFuck,â Jake groans, head thrown back as his hand clutches your hair. Heâs pushing you down onto his cock, relishing in the way your cheeks hollow around him. How you take his whole length into your mouth without your usual snappy commentary. Look at you. Underneath him. So eager to please, but so in need of control. He bites his bottom lip at the view. It's addictive.
âJust like that,â Jake encourages, stroking your cheek so lovingly. Your tongue licks the underside of his thickness, careful not to have your teeth graze his sensitive skin. Heâs so flushed above you, a darkness blooming in your heart. The sight of his glasses pushed so low on his nose bridge. So focused, so desperate for release.
âMy Jake,â you think to yourself. âAll mine.â
You bob your head up and down, your mouth plunging down to the base of his member with the help of his tight grasp on your hair.
âY-yes,â he sighs, his hips coming up to meet your lips. Jakeâs gaze never leaves yours, unable to tear his eyes from the tears forming in your eyes from just how much he fills you up. You always had something to say. Always rolling your eyes at him. Now, your eyes were rolling back for a different reason.
His mouth falls open. âF-fuckââÂ
You smirk as his hips start to lose rhythm. You remember the first time you gave him head. Just like this, knees on the floor of his room back home, with his parents watching TV downstairs. Glasses perched and foggy. He came within seconds. You were proud, just a little, that he was able to last this long now.
âB-babe?â he tries to cry out. âIâm closeââ
You pull away from him with a pop of your lips, teasing the slit of his tip with the flat of your tongue. He groans in frustration, but his hands donât push you down to take him in again.
âAlready?â you say, eyes batting up at him. âWhy should I give you the satisfaction?âÂ
He whines, his grip on your hair tightening just a little.Â
âPlease?â he asks, not really sure what you want from him. Itâs not like he asked you to just fuck him with your mouth! That was all your doing. Okay, yes, maybe he did provoke you. But did that mean he didnât deserve to orgasm?!
Youâre pumping him slowly with your right hand, gripping tightly and stroking enough so that heâs still edging close to his climax. But not close enough to actually reach it.
âI thought I was supposed to be showing you appreciation,â you say pointedly. âTake my time with you and all that.â
He shakes his head ferociously, his hips snapping up into your fist.Â
âBabeâPleaseâIâm soââ he groans when he feels you slow your pace again.Â
âSo what?â you ask, feigning naivety. You really are the devil.
He shakes his head. He canât speak. Canât even think. Just frustrated with how your lips arenât wrapped around his fucking dick anymore.
âIâm sorry,â he cries. âIâll do anything, baby. PleaseâJust stop teasingâPleaseââ
His sobs are music to your ears. Your wristâs pace on him quickens, as your mouth engulfs his swollen tip. Your tongue circles the head, pumping him up and down with all your strength and might. Jakeâs hands are clutching the sheets, hips pistoning up into your sticky fingers. He feels his load threatening to spill over.Â
âFuckâYes, babyâThereââ He pulls your head back, hand encasing yours, pumping ferociously with you. Your mouth is wide open, tongue sticking out, eyes looking directly up at his. An invitation.
Spurts of his hot, white release coat your pink tongue. He unloads everything within him all over your features. Your cheeks. Your chin. Your cute ass nose. All covered in his milky cum. His mouth parts at the sight. So pretty. His girlfriend is so fucking pretty.
âI love you,â he whispers, as he wipes dribbles of his liquid off your chin with his thumb. âI love you so fucking muchâŚâ
You hum back in approval as he lifts you back up and onto his lap. Your face, still stained with his orgasm, comes up to kiss him. He grimaces slightly. You taste infinitely better than he does. Heâs almost thankful you part ways with his lips so that you could pepper kisses down his neck.
And when you start sucking and nipping in the same way you did that game night, he smiles. His arms wrap around your waist as you suction his pulse point.
âI could get used to this,â Jake thinks.
The audition the next day went surprisingly easily. He truly was the only one trying out for the main role, while Suji was already pre-selected to play the female lead. Jake thinks itâs a bit unfair. What if other people wanted to audition too? But whatever. At least he got the part.
He finds you in between your lectures, holding out a boba for you in his hand. Jakeâs not wearing a turtleneck this time, proudly wearing the battle scars of your teeth on his neck. No oneâs brave enough to bring it up to him yet, to his dismay. Except you, who promptly smacks him in the arm for his shamelessness.Â
âYou look like a pervert,â you grumble, still taking the drink from him.
He chuckles at your cute expression. You say that like it wasnât your intention to have him show the bites off. To show that he is very much occupied with someone else. Not Choa. Or whoever this other girl was.
âI was wearing my jacket the whole day,â he reassures. âJust took it off when I came to see you.â
He flexes slightly. âYou think Iâve bulked recently?â
You roll your eyes and ignore his obvious fish for compliments. âSo howâd it go? The audition?â
He smiles. âYouâre looking at the male lead of Singing Striker,â he says proudly, hand to chest. âAnd before you ask, the name was not my choice.â
You scoff at the cheesiness. âCongrats,â you say through small sips of your gifted drink. âBreak a leg.â
âBabe⌠when you say it like that, I feel like you mean it the other way.â
You shake your head, speaking robotically. âSo whoâs the female lead? Itâs a romcom, you said?â
âThe girl,â he starts, snapping his fingers like he doesnât already know who she is. âSuji. From the restaurant. The one who recruited me.â
Your eyes morph into a squint, like youâre glaring at him.Â
â...Interesting,â you say, willing yourself not to overreact. So Jake is hot now (always was). Girls just love to approach him with invitations to stuff. And he gets to act in a musical with someone that Jay described as âthe baddest girl Iâve ever seen in my life.â Great! You love that, actually.
You bite down hard on the boba straw. âYou know what⌠Are they casting for extras?"
And it's like a bad habit now. How you nip and scar his neck like youâre feeding off him every time a girl even so much looks in his direction. Itâs easier than saying youâre jealous, easier than admitting that you have a sick sort of need to control who Jake interacts with.
You almost bent a metal spoon in the cafeteria when a girl asked for his number while you were sitting right in front of him. Granted, you did denounce being in a relationship with him pretty heavily the first few weeks at school. You knew she had every right to shoot her shot, but that didn't stop you from taking Jake right into a janitorial closet and making you eat him out as an apology.
âFuck, baby,â he moans into the space between your thighs as your hands push him deeper into your wetness. âI've never even seen that girl in my lifeââ
You grit your teeth, angry that he even mentioned her. âDid I ask?â you growl through sharp breaths. âJust shut up.â
He smiles against your clit, sucking harshly to elicit more of your beautiful noises. He hums into you. Happy that you're mad at him. Happy that he gets to do dirty things with you without having to practically be on his knees and begging. Well, really, he already was.
His tongue laps at your folds, thrusting in and out to prolong his stay in between your thighs. Maybe he is teasing, but really, heâs just taking it all in. Your addictive noises. Your sweet taste. The feeling of his fingers digging into your ass just to hold you up. The way you clench around his tongue when he arches it inside, real deep. Yeah, he needs you bad.
Jake is lapping at you, your legs constricting around him even tighter when he finds his way back to your clit. When he tugs on it with his teeth, you jolt.
âJakeââ He does not care. He nips again, flattening his tongue to soothe the slight pinch. You arch your back into him, riding his face until you stop yourself. You look desperate. Pathetic even. But Jake groans.
âKeep going,â he huffs. âUse me, babe. Use me like Iâm your fucking toy.â
You tsk, wondering where he learned to talk like that.Â
âFucking pervert,â you mutter through harsh breaths. But your grip on him does tighten, and he whimpers at the feeling of you tugging on his locks.
âYou like it when I'm like this, don't you?â You grit your teeth, pushing him in further. His nose is practically buried into your clit as he fucks his pink muscle into you at a merciless pace.
âLike when you get attention. Like when everyone fucking wants you.â
You're seething, practically riling yourself up. He tries to speak, but you clench around his tongue, trapping his voice. He hums into your folds instead, licking the roof of your warm hole as he finds the exact spot he's been searching for. You mewl.
âFuck! T-there!â
You're grinding onto his face now, smothering him with your scent. Yes, he thinks to himself, please suffocate him. Tremors go through your body as you feel something intense build in the lower pit of your stomach. So close. So fucking close.
Jakeâs grip on your ass loosens as he lets you do all the work. Your legs over his shoulder pump furiously into his face. Like, Jake is just a mere vessel for your climax. And he wouldn't have it any other way. He doesn't even nurse his own hard-on, one that's painfully stretching his jeans.Â
You're fucking his tongue, whining with each thrust, eyes starting to roll back, fingers almost pulling Jakeâs hair from his scalp. Your hips stutter and thenâ
âFuuuckâŚâ Your orgasm pulses through you in ways that have you screaming silently. Your legs are trembling as his mouth vibrates with his hums against your core. Jakeâs lapping up all your juices with an urgency.
Everything. He wants to taste everything. When you gently push him off from the oversensitivity, he resists at first. He holds you in place until he gets his fill, until tears are threatening to spill over. But your legs finally find the ground as he looks up at you with half-lidded eyes.
âI love you,â he whispers, out of breath.Â
âWhoreâ you want to say out loud, but you know that would only make him hornier. Heâs weirdly into stuff like that. But you smile as you comb through his hair. He doesnât have complaints about you messing it all up as long as youâre fucking him, huh?
Jake, still on his knees, looks up at you with a lick of his lips, savoring the remaining taste of you on it. You wish he could see how he looked. Flushed. Damp. Yours. You almost lift him up to kiss him whenâDing.
The loving gaze you two share is cut off by the sound of his phone. He finally gets up from his knees, checking the notification.
âOh shit,â he mutters. âSuji says I missed the costume fitting. I think I need to head out soonââ
You smash your lips against his, interrupting his train of thought. You moan at the taste of yourself on his devious tongue. Jake smirks, wrapping his arms around your waist. Maybe you could add a few more hickeys to his collection before he heads out... Just for good measure.
jake: letâs go to jayâs together?
For one of your weekly hangouts. The nights you try to avoid because they always end with you ignoring the pile of assignments youâve already been putting off.Â
you: sure. wya rn?
You smack your forehead the second you realize how quickly you sent that text. You swear you werenât waiting. It wasnât like you were staring at the last message he sent five hours ago, ruminating over whether it was appropriate to tell him how much you missed him.
jake: meet me by the bleachers :D practice is ending soon.
The speed at which you change outfits is impressive, already heading to the damn field before you realize it. Heâs there, dribbling with a couple of his teammates. You sit at the top of the stands, a bit out of his sight. He catches a glimpse of you anyway and waves. You shoot him a simple smile of acknowledgement that dampens almost immediately.
Because you also see Choa, handing him a water bottle. When Jake reaches for it, trying to avoid brushing her hand, she purposefully finds his fingers anyway. Itâs enough for your stomach to sink.
Even though heâs just smiling politely. Even when it looks like their conversation lasts for two seconds. It doesnât feel any less bad. Choa notices you staring, and she scoffs. âThis is a closed practiceââ
âSheâs with me,â Jake corrects her immediately. âI told her to come. Thatâs okay, right?â
You lift an eyebrow, challenging her. Jake said it the nice way. If she had to hear you speak, you would have probably been escorted off the field by now. She coughs awkwardly and nods, instantly folding under Jakeâs attention. Your boyfriend, by the way.
âO-of course,â she stammers. âJust make sure she doesnât see the playbook.â
The guys continue playing, and you move down a few rows, keeping Choa in your line of sight. Itâs like she feels the daggers you send her way because she whips around to glare at you.
âItâs kind of pathetic,â she starts. âHow you cling onto him.â You squint at her, not sure if you heard her correctly. You turn around, too, to check if she really had the audacity to speak to a stranger like you in that way.
âYou talking to me?â you ask, pointing at yourself mockingly. She clicks her tongue.
âWho else?â she bites back. âDo you even have a name, or do you usually just go by Jakeâs guard dog?â
Your cheeks burn in anger. Oh, if you were in high school⌠Sheâd have been on the ground by now, makeup stained with turf and pebbles. But unfortunately, youâre trying to stick to your resolution. A reformed delinquent girl at a prestigious universityâ
âYou mute too?â Choa adds in for good measure. You stand, and itâs like Jakeâs Spidey senses tingle because he stops to watch, monitoring if he needs to step in.
âYou know,â you say, voice cool and devoid of emotion, âyouâve got a lot to say for someone who has to talk like a baby to get a manâs attention.â
She snarls. âExcuse me?â
âJakeâs not gonna let you hit,â you mock, scanning her up and down with a disgusted face. You only say the next part just to piss her off. âYouâre not really his type.â
âAnd you are?â She steps in closer. âYouâre stuck in the fucking friendzone, acting like hot shitââ
Oh, if only she knew. The truth is sitting on your tongue, burning, begging to be spoken just so you can wipe that stupid smirk off her face. But youâre not that angry yet. Not enough to expose yourself.
âYou seem like such a loser,â she continues, voice laced with malice. âEveryone already thinks you look like some stray puppy following Jake everywhere he goes. Donât you have a life of your own? Any hobbies? Isnât it sad showing up where youâre not wanted?â
Ouch. Jake was your puppy. He follows you around everywhere.Â
She digs right into that ugly little fear in the back of your mind. That you look as pitiful as you feel. That you truly were just biding your time in this dumb university until Jake showers you with attention. Is this what a relationshipâs supposed to feel like? Like youâre waiting for him, all the damn time?
You inhale a deep breath. Youâre better than this. Better than catfights over someone thatâs already yours. A man who sleeps on your chest almost every night... But youâre not above being petty.
âAnd did he tell you all that,â you ask with fake sweetness, âor are your delusions that Jakeâs gonna fuck you starting to get to your brain?â
She opens her mouth, but you cut her off. âIâll make sure to put in a good word for you,â you continue, sarcasm dripping in your voice. âMake sure Jakey knows exactly the kind of girl you are.â
Choa bites the inside of her cheek. âNot like I said anything wrong.â
âOh, right.â You pitch your voice up to that grating baby tone she uses with Jake. âIâm sure heâll appreciate you calling me a âfucking loser,â since you care so much about what he thinks.â
You could laugh at her suddenly hunched shoulders, but you just drop back down onto your seat, fake scrolling through your phone. âDonât you have a team to manage?â
Choa whips her bob around, stomping back toward the group and desperately hoping that no one heard. But Jake is already staring. He doesnât look mad. Just resigned.Â
âChoa?â he calls out, voice low and almost inaudible. Heâs not smiling like usual.
âYes?â she answers immediately, with that lilted tone that sounds like nails on a chalkboard. You donât hear the conversation that takes place, so curious as to why Choaâs expression suddenly drops.
âDonât ever talk to her like that again,â he says, and the entire team stiffens around them.Â
âAnd next time,â he adds, walking past her, âJust mind your fucking business.â
â
You never, in all your years of living, thought youâd be sitting in an auditorium seat watching your boyfriend act like he was in love with another girl on stage. But here you are, leg bouncing and forearms itching from the irritation bubbling in your chest.
âBut don't you get it?!â Jake rehearses, script in hand. His hands flail in fake exasperation. You cover your mouth to hide the wince forming on your lips. âHow can I choose between the stage and football?!â
âYou don't have to choose,â Suji steps in, acting much better than Jake, at least. âYou can do both.â
Jake sighs, throwing his hands up in the air. He's facing her now.
She's pretty, you think. Really pretty. Probably one of the most gorgeous girls you've ever seen in your life. And Jake is staring right into her eyes. You canât help but wonder if he thinks the same. You grit your teeth at the thought.
âBut what would people think of me?â he sighs. Suji shakes her head, moving closer. Your brows knit. That's not part of the script.
âWho cares what other people think?â she says softly, resting her hand on his chest. Your expression darkens immediately. âIf it feels like you're alone⌠Then I can be there to support you.â
Maybe Jake's character should care what other people think, especially if heâs gonna prioritize singing on stage with some pretty girl over his football careerâ
You slap your own cheek lightly. Relax.
âCut,â the musical director calls out. âGreat job, you two! After this is the dance scene. We can rehearse that tomorrow. I think that's all for the day.â
When the actors and stage crew finally funnel out, you watch Jake stay behind, chatting with his costars onstage. So radiant, smiling at them with his toothy grin and cracking jokes as he says goodbye. He never used to be like that. Used to be so painfully shy that Jay had to accept his academic awards for him in high school.
And yeah, you feel like shit when he's standing there, surrounded by people who have stars in their eyes when he talks, while you're grumpily waiting in a faraway seat with no real excuse to interrupt. You're just part of the stage crew, after all. Just one of the invisible people who move props in between scenes while Jake and Sujiâs characters fall deeply in love with each other. Yuck.
But youâre not gonna do the usual thing of dragging him to the nearest secluded area and fucking his brains out. Noâyouâre better than that. Youâre not a loser! Youâd let this pass.
âBye, Iâll catch up with you guys soon! My friendâs waiting for me.â
The word âfriendâ digs deep into your heart. But thatâs your own fault.
Jake walks toward you, and the quick smile he throws your way is cut short the moment he pulls his phone out of his pocket. He stops in front of you, forehead still glistening from the stage lights, eyes glued to the screen even as he talks.
âI have practice in like thirty minutes,â he sighs, scrolling through his calendar. âAnd then the crew wants to have, like, a group dinner later tonight.â
He cranes his neck to release some tension, finally looking up at you. âDamn. My character is lowkey right. It really is hard balancing the two.â
You roll your eyes and stand up. âThe crew? Like Jay and Sunghoon?â
He shakes his head as he walks beside you, still a bit occupied with his phone. He's sending text messages to some massive group chat, text bubble after text bubble popping up.
âThe main acting crew,â he says, emphasizing the second word. âI think they wanna run the lines at En Bar and get a couple of drinks.â
You almost stop in your tracks, but you force yourself to continue walking with him, arms crossed. Good for him, you think. And you mean it. He's adjusted so well to university life, while yours feels like it revolves around him.
What's Jake up to? Is his practice done? Who's he talking to? Is it Choa? Is it Suji? Is it every girl that makes eye contact with your newly socially adept boyfriend, who just so happens to have the most gorgeous face known to mankind?
You want to punch yourself real bad.
âDo you wanna come?â he asks when he notices you've fallen silent. He thinks it's cute when you're jealous. Sulking and poutyâwhen itâs obvious why youâre upset. Not when you're quiet. Not when you're creating distance between you two as he walks beside you.
âI can ask them if we can reserve more chairsââ
âIt's fine!â you interrupt, but even you donât convince yourself. âI have work to catch up on anyway.â
His lips part as if recalling something important, something he promised you.Â
âI'm so sorry, babe!â he gasps. âI totally forgot that you needed help studying for your exam tomorrow!â
You shrug your shoulders. Youâre a cool girlfriend. Super chill. Not crazy at all.
âNo, it's okay,â you say, chain necklace feeling heavy on your chest. âI'll just go to the tutoring center. You're busy, I get it.â
His eyes are still laced with concern. You sound so disconnected, so not yourself. Did he do something wrong?
âI can come over tomorrow?â he suggests, but it almost comes out as a plea. âWe can watch the new movie you wantedââ
âMy roommateâs gonna be home.â
âOkayâŚâ he says, voice fading. âWhat about my dorm?â
You shake your head. âI'm not really up for a movie, I guess.âÂ
Jakeâs expression sours. It feels like youâre shoving sheets of metal down his throat. He can take you angry. Can handle you screaming, kicking, crying, and calling him names. He canât take whatever this is.
âI can just cancel,â he says quickly. âIâll come over tonight!â
And Choaâs voice resounds in your ear.
âYou seem like a fucking loser.â
You bite your bottom lip and stare at his wavering gaze. You wonder if he pities you.Â
Has he noticed? How quickly you reply to his texts? How often you show up to his extracurricular activities? How you canât seem to admit that youâre hurting, even when heâs right here in front of you? God, you hate this feeling.
âItâs okay,â you say, and itâs small like a whisper. âNeed some alone time anyway.â
âAlright,â he breathes, relenting to whatever boundary youâve set with him. He reaches out to brush a strand of hair from your face, but when you flinch, he retracts his hand instantly.
âI love you?â he tests.
You give him a small smile and nod, pushing past him. He moves like he wants to catch your hand and stop you. But as always, he lets you walk just a little too out of his reach.
Because you still donât say it back.
â
So this is what it feels like to twiddle your thumbs and try not to scream as Jake misses yet another hangout... Heâs busy with his daily practices and rehearsals. You get that. But itâs still physically torturous to sit through Jay and Sunghoon stoking the fires of your insecurities.
âHeâs gotta be seeing someone,â Sunghoon sighs, reclining into the beanbag in Jayâs apartment. âDude just abandons his friends without any pussy involved? Thereâs no way.â
You smash a throw pillow from the couch and into his face, and Jay throws another one for good measure.
âWhy do you always think with your dick?â Jay mutters. âJust let Jake be. This is his moment. Not like he had much to work with in high school.â
Sunghoon sighs. âYeah,â he mumbles, almost apologetic. âHe was pretty lame back then.â
You never thought so. Maybe you joked about it, but you never really meant it. He was kind. A little shy. So eager to please and follow you around. And now that the roles were reversed, you werenât sure how to feel anymore. Fuck. Why couldnât you just be happy for him?
He has this amazing life outside of you now. Cool friends (not Jay and Sunghoon). Great prospects for the future. Itâs like a bird leaving the nest. Your carefully cultivated nest.
You felt like a cloud raining over his head when youâre around him now. After Choa, you started to notice the whispers around campus a little more. How people avoid him when youâre around because you canât carry empty conversations about upcoming exam scores the same way Jake can.
Itâs just different. He is. And it feels like you are too. But not a good different. Itâs the kind that makes you feel like this isnât how you should be. That you arenât who you want to be⌠Maybe Choa was right.
And now a pillow is thrown in your direction. You shoot daggers at Sunghoon with your glare.
âWhat?!â you yell. He pounces in fear.
âI asked,â he coughs. âIs college treating you okay? You making friends?â
You roll your eyes. âAre you my dad?â
Jay sighs. âWe always talk about Jake. Sue us for wanting to know how youâre doing for once.â
The words linger. What are you doing?
â
Youâre stewing in it, marinating in how lonely it feels to stand in a corner with the stage crew while Jake, Suji, and the rest of the main cast laugh amongst themselves. Whatever.
âThose two are so cute,â a girl beside you says. Gaeul. So sweet, so bubbly. So oblivious to how tightly you clench your teeth. âTheyâd be like the it couple on campus, no?â
When you look between Jake and his toothy grin and Suji with her sweet laugh, you canât help the way your heart constricts. âYeah,â you mutter in disgruntled agreement. âI guess.â
Jake sends you sneaking glances, ones you donât notice despite your eyes lingering on him.Â
You haven't been the most responsive lately. He texts you a lot in between practices and rehearsals. Whenever he has the chance. He asks to come over. Asks you to come over. And youâve turned him down almost every time.
You didnât attend his last two games, youâre skipping rehearsals that you used to sit through for hours, and Jay knows where you're holed up more than he does. Heâs worried about you. Worried that youâre avoiding him. Were you avoiding him?
âI heard you two are really good friends,â Gaeul asks you with sparkling eyes. âHe seems like such a catch. Howâd you not fall in love?â
You shrug. What answer are you supposed to give? Itâs not like you were resistant to his charm either. âHe went through a transformation recently,â you admit. âWe were both kind of outcasts in high school.â
âMe too!â she says excitedly. âI bleached my hair, and everything before uni started. What about you? Were you two like super shy?â
You shake your head. âJake was. I was just a bad student. Got in trouble a lot. My parents literally laughed when I told them I wanted to go here.â
And your heart thuds in your chest from a memory. Because Jake believed in you. Sat through hours of studying, teaching you the difference between derivatives and whatever the fuck linearization was, just for the chance to attend the same university. So he could spend time with you, so he could be with you. And now you barely see him.
âReally? Iâm not surprised, though. You seem like such a chill girl. Like you donât care what other people think of you.â
âTrust me. Iâm far from it.â You catch Jakeâs longing gaze again, but you turn away.
âStarting to think it was a mistake joining this thing,â you mumble, âwith how often everyone forgets their lines.â
She laughs. âI like how straightforward you are,â she says with a wide smile. âDonât really mince your words, do you?â
You smile too, in what feels like forever. It felt free to talk about somethingâanythingâoutside of him.
âUnfortunately, I donât know how to hold back what I say.â Which is a lie. Because you hold back a lot. More than you let on.Â
âAlright!â the stage manager yells. âLetâs get in position for the final scene.â
The kiss scene. The one youâve dreaded for so long. You and Gaeul move across the stage, setting up the mics and instruments in their right place. You move past Jake with your head down. He frowns. So you are avoiding him.
âPlaces, people!â
You watch, from the wings, as Jake pours his heart out into the lyrics. A song about breaking free from stereotypes and whatever other inspirational stuff this whole musicalâs about. Heâs good. Really good. He moves like a natural on stage, throwing Suji these soft, tender glances that look so painfully real. She glows under the lights, stars in her eyes. And as the song comes to an end, he picks her up to spin her.
Just like the script says. And you clutch your forearm at the sight.
âI feel like I can really be myself with you,â he says to her. âLike I donât have to hide or pretend.â
Whatever.
âAnd you make me feel like the luckiest girl in the world.â
The two stare at each other. A pause. Jake leans in. And so does she. Fuck.
You canât do this. Canât watch. You turn and walk out the back exit. Your chest is heavy, constricted with that ugly pang of envy.
Fuck this feeling. It hurt. Why did it have to hurt? You hate the tears that well up in your eyes, hate the shivering of your shoulders as you hug yourself in the parking lot of the stupid auditorium. You need to go back in. Save face. Show how little that kiss scene affected you because youâre supposed to be his friend in the eyes of everyone else.
You clutch your necklace through your shirt, fingers twisting the ring. Jake, who loves you. Who desperately wants your relationship to be public, to show you off. The same Jake on stage kissing another girl for a stupid musical you didnât even want to be a part of.
He doesnât deserve this. This monstrous version of you, who cares too much but gives too little. Overbearing to the point of suffocation.
So you walk back in, face steeled and tears wiped. Heâs talking to the director with Suji, like nothing happened. Like all semblance of your self-esteem wasnât just ruined a few minutes ago. But you need to stop. Because it isn't his fault. It isn't even Sujiâs.
Itâs yours. You hurt your own feelings.
Jake sees you and immediately lights up, calling your name as he jogs over. You donât smile back.
âI have some time after rehearsals,â he says lovingly, his hand tugging your arm. âWait for me?â
This would be the last time you would.
â
He tries to hold your hand on the walk back home to steady his heart rate. Opening night creeps closer and closer, and preparation alone wonât save him from the nerves. But when you pull away before his fingers can intertwine with yours, he flinches.
Maybe there are too many people around, Jake tells himself. Youâre probably worried about being seen. And so he continues his merry yapping. He doesnât notice the defeated glint in your eyes or the slow steps you take next to his. Heâs still riding the high from rehearsal, still proud he finally made it through every line without stuttering or needing the script.
Maybe heâll do well enough on opening night that youâll let him kiss you afterward. Maybe youâll walk toward him with flowers while he wraps you in his arms. Heâd spin you around, brag to the whole world that youâre his girlfriend. Say it loud and proud in front of annoying ass Jay and Sunghoon, who got front row seats.
The thought pulls a grin onto Jakeâs face, making him skip ahead a little. And you both keep walking toward the dorms. Just like any other day.
Until you ruin it.
âIâm dropping out of the stage crew,â you say, casually. He stops in his tracks. All semblance of a smile wipes from his face. The show is sold out. Itâs too late to get you tickets.Â
âYou wonât be able to watch,â he says, panic laced in his voice. Youâre at a standstill, in the middle of campus, surrounded by trees and concrete. âYou shouldâve told me! I can see if I can pull some stringsââ
Heâs already taking his phone out to text someone. Probably the director. He doesnât even ask why. Just goes straight to problem-solving. Your Jake. Too good. Too kind. Too forgiving.
Itâs too much.
âIâm not coming to watch,â you say, harsher this time, stopping him from sending the message. Guilt washes over you instantly. Because he looks at you with his brows knit together, eyes wavering.
âI donât understand.â You donât want to come? You donât want to support him?
Your mouth opens to say something. Anything. But your throat feels hoarse, shoulders too heavy. Shit. Donât cry. You donât cry in front of anyone.
âJake,â you start, clenching your quivering hands open and closed. âI canât do this anymore.â
His heart drops.Â
âDo what anymore?â he swallows, his mouth dry. âIâm confusedââ
âI think we need to break up.â
Numb. Everything is numb.
âW-what?â Tears sting Jakeâs eyes before he can blink them back. âDonât⌠donât say that.â
You shake your head. âJake,â you whisper, careful not to get too close. Careful so you donât make the mistake of taking back your words. âI donât think weâre good for each other.â
He inches forward. You take a step back.
âDo you think that? That Iâm not good enoughââ
âNo,â you interrupt. But he isnât listening. And he doesnât want to. Because this feels like a fucked up joke, a prank on him thatâs been taken too far. Wonât you stop?
âBecause if itâs something I did, I can change,â he begs. And your heart breaks a little at how desperately he searches for a hint of emotion in your face. But you donât relent. You can be the bad guy. You always are.Â
âPlease. We can talk this through.â
âIâm sorry,â you say, an unusual softness in your voice. âI donât want to change my mindââ
âWhy not?!â he asks, voice louder. The quiet that falls between you two is masked by the rustle of surrounding trees, orange and red leaves falling around you two. The cool, autumn air brushes your face. His eyes sting with redness.Â
âWhy donât you tell me anything?â His voice cracks. The aching in your heart makes you want to give in, to take it all back. But you arenât like Jake. You canât adjust, canât welcome change so openly.Â
So as you look at him with his slicked back hair and sharp features, so different from a year ago, it feels like you've already lost something. The version of yourself who had more to give than hollow excuses and marks left on his skin.
You couldnât admit to it even now. That you hate who youâve become. âIâm telling you right now,â you gulp, bracing your own words. âThat I want to break up.â
And the first semblance of tears falls down Jakeâs cheeks as he lets out a bitter laugh. He doesnât believe it. Canât accept it. He wonât let this be the end.
âIf itâs because of what Choa saidââ
Your brows furrow. âYou heard what she said?âÂ
His hands are in his hair, tugging at it with frustration. You seem angry, but he doesnât know why. He never does.
âI told her to mind her business,â he explains quickly. âIt doesnât matter what she thinks. So if youâre breaking up with me just because she called you clingy or whateverâŚâ
And he doesnât know it, but the words trigger something in you. Something youâve been pushing down over and over again. The feeling of seeming weak, of needing him. The need to monopolize. It sickens you.
âIt matters what I think Jake!â you finally burst out. Frustration etched in your voice, shaky from the cold air and your wavering emotions. Donât cry, donât cry, donât cry.
âAll I ever do now is wonder who youâre with, why youâre with them, and I just⌠I just feel so fucking lonely.â
He reaches for you, but you push him away. Your grievances spill out of you before you can hold them back.
âIâm paranoid of anyone who talks to you. I couldnât even fucking watch you do that stupid kiss scene,â you continue.Â
âWe didnât even kiss!â
âThatâs not the fucking point!â you scream, before you can stop yourself. You inhale sharply when he flinches. Calm down. This is not his fault. Why are you getting angry with him?
âIâm sorry,â you mumble, taking one more step back. He holds your wrist gently to keep you in place.
Jake stares at you with his lips parted, stunned. âSo why canât we just go public?â he pleads. âYou wouldnât have to feel this way ifââ
âThatâs not the issue either,â you scoff, but you canât even convince yourself. Because isnât this how it all started? Your unwillingness to be embarrassed, to seem vulnerable in front of others. Was this not the root of it all?
âThen what is?!â he cries, his grip on your wrist tightens, not to hurt you, but so that you donât run. Because youâre good at that. Running.
âI get insecure too,â he reassures, but you look past him now. âBut I tell you. I tell you when Iâm hurt, I tell you when Iâm down. Because I⌠I want you to understand me. I want to understand you tooâŚâ
He swallows hard before continuing. âSo I donât get why you would even bring up breaking up before we even try to solve the problem togetherââ
âBecause I donât want to solve it, Jake.â
His hold on you loosens instantly, arm dropping to his side. You feel colder as he steps back. Jake stares at you, hurt laced in his gaze. Like you stabbed him in the heart and twisted the knife in to marinate.
â...You're always like this,â he mutters under his breath. âAlways saying hurtful things without thinking about how they make me feel.â
He feels his throat close up as he draws in some baited breaths. The tears come in more heavily, his cheeks damp as they roll down his pained face.Â
âSo you see what I mean?â you say, your own tears threatening to spill over without you even realizing. A part of him instinctively wants to wipe them away, to pull you close and make it stop. But all he feels is anger. Because youâre the one breaking up with him. Youâre the one choosing to end things. What right do you have to cry? What right do you have to look shattered when he's the one in pieces?
âIâm horrible to you,â you let out with pained laughter. He shakes his head immediately.Â
âNo, youâre notââ
âI always pick fightsââ
âYou donâtââ
âI act like a fucking bitchââ
âDonât call yourself thatââ
"I feel like Iâm insane when Iâm around you,â you let out, before you can stop yourself.
âI donât think that at allââ
âBut I do, Jake,â you cry. âI hate how jealous I get when youâre surrounded by other people. I hate feeling like Iâm holding you back. I hate what Iâve become sinceâŚâ
And you canât finish because his tears have stopped. Heâs looking at you with a new kind of anguish. The kind that you donât necessarily expect. The kind that feels like disgust.Â
âSince you started dating me?â he says like he correctly finished your statement. But thatâs not what you're going to say. Never that.
âSince you didnât need me anymore,â you whimper. âIâm not a good girlfriend, Jake. Youâd be so much happier without me. Everyone would think it if they knew.â
He stands in front of you, hollow. If they knew. He has to laugh. Thatâs the problem. No one does. You donât want them to. Itâs clear now.
âFine,â he says, and the steadiness of his voice makes you shudder. Good. This is what you wanted.Â
Heâs staring at you, jaded like he had come to terms with it. He used to love how insistent you were about your point of view on things, how firmly you stood by your opinions. Used to envy it. But now, he detests it. That stubbornness.Â
âWhatever you want,â he sighs, hands slipping in his pockets. âLetâs break up. Pretend we never happened.â
Your mouth parts. âExcuse me?â
Jake scoffs, hands tightening into a fist. Theyâre trembling, but he wonât let you see. He can do what you do. Act like heâs okay. Act like you didnât just kill him. Heâs gotten very good at that. Acting.
âIâm being honest, Jakeââ
âYou donât love me,â he cuts in. And your heart sinks. âThatâs all this is. You never show it. You never say it. And Iâm tired of hearing you pretend like youâre doing me a favor when Iâm practically begging you not to leave.â
His voice cracks, but he continues. âSo fine,â he mutters. âHave it your way. You wonât ever have to admit that we dated, start a clean slate without me. Just like you want.â
He presses his lips together and gives you one last look before he takes his hands out of his pockets. Heâs fiddling with the ring. His ring. The ring that matches yours.
âYou know,â he starts, voice trembling and bitter, âwhen it was the other way around⌠when I felt like shit about myselfâŚ. I never once thought of leaving you.â
His gaze is on the ground. âBecause I always thought I was better with you than without. Because you made me want to be better.â
His voice falters. He looks at you now, sniffling.Â
âI tried to be better.â
And in one swift motion, Jake takes off the ring. â...But you didnât even want me enough to stay.â
âJake, noââÂ
But itâs too late. You see him throw it, the bushes rustling nearby. Your mouth opens, but no sound comes out. He shoves his hands back in his pockets and walks past you to the direction of the dorms.
âThere,â he says quietly behind you. âLike we never happened.â
He doesnât look back, doesnât even spare you a glance. Itâs only when heâs fully out of sight that you dig through the orange and red pile of leaves, through dirt and branches. Tears stream down your face as you sob, searching for it like a mad woman. Pathetic. So fucking pathetic.Â
But you canât find it. No matter how hard you try to find a silver glint in the greenery, there is nothing. And you clutch onto yours like itâs your lifeline. He threw it away. How could he throw it away?
And you wonder then if you made the biggest mistake in your life.
â
You thought the pit in your stomach would fade once you ripped the bandage, but the hole in your heart opened wider. And itâs only been a week.
Jake used to dodge questions about his love life, but now he admits to anyone with ears who walks by that heâs single. You have ears. And you walk by often. Youâre not sure if heâs taunting you or if you just want him to be.
When your eyes meet his at the one lecture you still share, heâs the first to turn away. Jake used to sit beside you, shoulder brushing yours, tilting his laptop so you could keep up when the professor switched the slides too quickly. When you pass the football field, you try not to wince when you see Choa latch onto his arm like she belongs there. He used to always pull away.Â
The worst part is that these stolen glances are all you have of him. Heâs blocked you on everything, which feels weird to think about. Jake, whoâs always gentle, always forgiving, always offering second chancesâeven to people who donât deserve it. Maybe this time youâre one of them.
You have no right to be upset. Not anymore.
And so you wrap yourself in your studies, check out new extracurriculars, even try to make new friends on campus who know nothing about Jake. You try to rebuild, try to go back in time before that fateful day in high school when you met him. But itâs been far too long.Â
He was a part of you, so deeply ingrained in your daily life. How could you act like you two never happened? Like your relationship never existed? How could he do it so well?
And then, you have to remind yourself. You'd already been doing that anyway.
â
âSo what did he do?â Jay questions, tuning his guitar while Sunghoon and you sit in his living room. âDid he tell you he was done paying for your stuff orâŚâ
âShut up,â you grumble, already agitated enough as you scroll through Sujiâs Instagram. You couldnât even muster the energy to be jealous over a photo of Jake and her holding up peace signs next to each other. You just feel empty. âNothing happened.â
Jay rolls his eyes. âHeâs usually texting one of us to get you to answer his messages by now. Itâs been crickets from him for the last two weeks.â
You swallow hard. He used to do that?
Jayâs gaze flickers toward you and sighs as he fiddles with his guitar strings. âYou know, I really donât get the two of you,â he mumbles. âLike you already rejected him in high school, youâre practically just stringing him along at this pointââ
You sit up. âExcuse me?â
He shakes his head, dropping the guitar onto his lap. âJake told us,â he starts hesitantly. âThat you ran away when he tried to confess last year.â
âBut thatâs not the full story,â you want to scream out loud.Â
âYeah,â Sunghoon laughs as if recalling a memory. âDude! Remember in the summer when he started going to the gym with me?â
Jay cringes. âYeah, and he told us it was because heâd be starting this season, but we knew it was just because you said you liked macho guys.â
You shake your head, ears warming at the thought. Thatâs insane.Â
âOh, and that stupid ass ring,â Sunghoon adds, clutching his stomach. Your hand instinctively clutches at your necklace, fingers brushing the chain. âHis mom beat the shit out of him when she found out how much he spent on it.â
You twiddle with the ring through your shirt. You should've taken it off by now. He'd already thrown his away. So what use was it leaving him if all you were going to do was hold on?
âWhy would he do all that for me?â you mutter, not realizing that you said your thoughts out loud.Â
Jay shrugs. âLove makes you do stupid things.â And then he sighs. âGo easy on him, okay? You know how he is. Jakeâs a sensitive boy. Especially when it comes to you.â
You look down at the ground, shame bubbling up in your chest. Jake loved you. He really did.
â
You smile from your view of the auditorium, even from the back, feeling like a speck of dust in the full house. A bouquet is in your hand as you nervously find your seat. Jakeâs right. Everyoneâs here to watch.
You could see Jay and Sunghoonâs tiny heads toward the front, pushing down the bitterness of not being able to sit as close as they were. It's not fair, you think. You had to buy a last minute ticket off a student who could no longer make it while they donât even like musicals. You shake your head.
This isnât about you. Itâs Jakeâs big night.Â
The lights dim. Your boyfriendâex-boyfriendâsteps onto the stage in a football jersey that looks almost exactly like his real-life one. The audience quiets at his entrance. As he delivers his cheesy opening monologue, you mouth the words with him. Heâd practiced it so much in front of you. Pride wells up in your chest. He doesnât stutter once.Â
Even when Suji joins him on stage, even as they sing together during their charactersâ first meeting, you couldnât help but smile.Â
The scenes blur as you lose yourself in the show. You watch the characters as they are and not as your ex and the girl you desperately wanted to hate. It was actually fun. The cheeky glances, the perfectly rehearsed dance scenes. The way the main character so seriously thought that singing was going to affect his football career. It made you laugh, made you tear up, made you suck in a deep breath when Jake leaned into her.Â
And because youâre still you, and because the wounds still feel fresh, you close your eyes. You donât have to know if he really did it or not. It doesnât matter. Itâs his moment.
âIf only I felt like this the whole time,â you thought to yourself. Then maybe you wouldnât have to psych yourself up to find him afterward and pour your heart out to him. You shiver at the thought.
But Jay had said it: love makes you do stupid things.
And you do. Love him.Â
Enough to buy him flowers. Enough to admit that youâre done hiding. Enough to risk asking him to love you againâeven if thereâs a chance that he already moved on.
â
âBro,â Jay starts, with tear-stained cheeks. âDonât ever do that again. I canât be crying like that in front of everybody.â
âQuit football,â Sunghoon says, patting Jake on the back with unusually red eyes. âJust focus on this musical shit. I swear you could make it big time.â
Jake chuckles, watching as the auditorium empties of guests. âThanks, guys. Iâm glad you two liked it.â
God, he wishes you were here. He could imagine exactly what youâd say when you walk up to him, with a small smile you try to suppress. Saying good job while ruffling his hair. Trying to act like you didnât cry like everyone else. Jake smiles, quietly, at his own thoughts. Itâs ridiculous, coming up with hypotheticals when youâd already made it clear. You don't want to be with him anymore.Â
âJake.âÂ
His heart instinctively skips a beat.
When he turns, the air in his lungs escapes him. Youâre holding a bouquet so big it hides most of your frame, looking at him expectantly as you push it towards him. His eyes widen, unable to speak or even take the flowers from you. Is he dreaming?
âYou did a good job,â you say, trying to sound as genuine as possible, wanting him to feel your sincerity. âYou killed it up there.â
âThanks,â he says shortly, finally taking the flowers from your hands. He canât help but stare.Â
âIââ you try to push out, but Suji rushes to the stage to tap Jake on the shoulder.
âHey.â She smiles up at him. âWe're heading out soon for the celebration. Did you still want a ride with me?â
âDamn, even musicals got afterparties?â Sunghoon mutters to Jay, who attempts to shush him.
Jake returns a smile. âYeah, just give me a second.â
And when he turns around to look at you, to finally hear what you have to say, your eyes are glossed over. Maybe youâre too late. Maybe this is idiotic after all. It's been weeks. There's no guarantee he'll even listen.
âI just wanted to say congratulations,â you mutter, though you've changed the words you meant to say entirely. It's supposed to be: âIâm so proud of you. Will you take me back? Iâll stop being so mean. We can tell everyone weâre in loveâyes, even Jay and Sunghoon.â
But old habits die hard. And Sujiâbeautiful fucking Sujiâcrushed every ounce of confidence you had to come up to him in the first place.
âThat's all,â you say, shooting him a small grin. It doesn't quite reach your eyes. He notices. Jake always does. Just never knows the reason why.
Before you can step back, he grabs your wrist, spinning you into his arms. Like the male leads do in those stupid romcoms.
âDon't,â he whispers. âPlease⌠don't run away this time.â
You stare up at him, searching his gaze.
âMan, what the fuck is going onâŚâ Jay whispers behind the two of you.
Sunghoon shrugs. âYou think they finallyâŚ?â
Jake turns his head to give a disgruntled look to his two idiotic friends, and they shrink, making their way down the stage to finally give the two of you more privacy. He turns his attention back to you, wrist still in his hand, and gently moves it down to take your hands in both of his.
âI thought you didn't want to come,â he starts, licking his lips through the nerves. âWhy are you here?â
Your cheeks heat up. Fuck. Where do you even start?
He draws circles with his thumb on the back of your palms. âWhy?â he asks again, more confident this time.
It would be easy to act like your old self and push out a half-assed excuse. That you just want to be supportive, even after youâve broken up. That you donât miss him at all. But you're too tired to pretend like Jake's absence in your life didnât feel worse than when you were with him.Â
âBecauseâŚâ you start, with a shaky breath. âBecause I wanted to talk to you.â
His brows furrow. âAbout what?â
And you feel your heart pumping in your chest, your palms slick with sweat. This is harder than you thought.
âI wanted toââ You swallow, taking in a deep breath before continuing. âI wanted to apologize. With the ring. The one you threw away.â
You see Jake's ears turn a bright shade of crimson. âActuallyââ
âBut I couldnât find it,â you cut in. âNo matter how hard I looked. I tried. I really, reallyâŚâ
You start to choke up. Because fuck. He'd gotten you that ring to confess to you. Spent all his pocket money so that he could get something he knew you'd love. Had it engraved with the letter J. Your Jake. Your handsome, talented, smart, and wonderful Jake.
â...really want to get back together,â you finally let out, eyes shining underneath the stage lights as tears threaten to spill over. âI'm sorry, Jake.â
His breath hitches, hands releasing yours so suddenly. Your heart clenches. âYou broke up with me,â he mutters.
You nod. âI-I thought I needed to. To find myself. But⌠you were right. I was just running away from my problems.â
You swallow hard, correcting yourself. âOur problems.â
He lets out a bitter laugh. âSo is this the part where you expect me to forgive you?â
Your heart clenches. âI'm sorry,â you say again softly.
âYou still havenât even given me a reason,â he scoffs. âSo tell me why. Why do you want to get back together whenââ
Itâs like slow motion, what you do next. You cup Jakeâs face right into your hands, crashing your lips onto his. In front of Sunghoon. In front of Jay. In front of the whole cast and crew who were packing up to leave. The same people heâs had to make excuses to about why he suddenly looked so distraught these past few weeks. You pull back, breathless.
âBecause I love you,â you say, loud enough to elicit gasps from your watchers. You donât even have it in you to be embarrassed anymore. Because the words fall naturally from your lips, like breathing. And it's like music to his ears.Â
âI fucking love you,â you repeat, hands still on his cheeks. His mouth parts open, breathless. He blinks. Once. Twice. And then he smiles, tears forming in his eyes. Jake swoops in, his lips finding yours again. His mouth moves against yours in tandem, slow and passionate. Your eyes flutter shut, soaking in the taste of him. You missed him so much.
When he pulls away, a shit-eating grin lights up his face. âFinally,â he whispers, cheeks flushed. âYou finally said it back.â
You lightly swat his shoulder. You should've known he was trying to egg you on. Jake and all his damn questions.
âI love you too,â he mutters against your temple, squeezing you against him. âI love you so much.â
He peppers kisses all over your face, and you hear gagging on the sidelines.
âDonât ever leave me again,â he mutters into your hair. âThat shit fucking hurt.â
You smile sadly. âI promiseââ
âYOU TWO WERE DATING?!â a familiar voice cries out. Of course. Nosy-ass Sunghoon. You resist the urge to drop kick him right then.
âI have a better question,â Jay pipes in. âAre we invited to this afterparty too orâŚâ
Jake furrows his brows, turning to the idiotic duo. âWhat afterparty?â
Sunghoon and Jay bombard you with questions about your secret relationship, but mainly just start arguing about who was gonna call the taxi for the party they still desperately wanted to go to, since Suji had already left.
Running far away from the auditorium, Jake and you giggle as the two idiots try to chase after you. When you both reach his dorm, he doesn't waste one second after you close the door to lift you over his shoulder. You yelp as your feet lift off the ground, squeaking when your back hits the mattress with a soft bounce.
He sets the bouquet softly on his nightstand before hovering over your frame, and his knees sink into the mattress as he traps you underneath him. Jake strokes your cheek lovingly, his hand trailing down and down until it reaches the edge of your skirt. Still as short as ever. Thighs so pretty underneath the thin fabric.
âI missed you,â he sighs, hands trailing to the edges of your panties. He strokes your plush skin, sending shivers down your spine. You want to roll your eyes, deflect the warm stirring in your core as he scans your figure, eyes clouded with lust. But youâre supposed to be turning over a new leaf. Honesty and all that.
âImissedyoutooâŚâ you mutter lowly, rushing through your words.
He moves closer, ear practically touching your lips. âHm?âÂ
You lose patience, baring your teeth and nipping his helix. He flinches, glaring at you with a playful scoff.
âYou said you weren't gonna be mean anymoreâŚâ Jake sighs, tone dripping in mockery as he pouts. And you want to say something more, but Jakeâs hands land on your ass, giving you a subtle squeeze.
You know what. You'll humor him. Just this once.
You bring your lips to the ear you just bit, kissing it lightly. Steady hands trail down the fake football jersey he adorns, and to the painful bulge of his shorts. Jake sucks in a deep breath. You chuckle, amused at how suddenly it hardens. So easy to arouse.Â
âSorry,â you whisper, licking his outer shell. He shudders against your touch, your breath on his neck triggering goosebumps all across his arms. You squeeze him through the fabric, his head falling to your shoulder. âIâll stopâŚâ
âDonât,â he lets out through ragged breaths, as you stroke him languidly. You chuckle. Heâs so cute. Cheeks tinged with pink. It makes you want to do worse things to him...
âLie down,â you command, and he gladly takes your place on the bed. Your knees encase him now, tugging his stupid jersey over his head. âLet me make it up to youâŚâ
His muscles are so well-defined, glistening under the light of your dorm room. You trail kisses down his chest, licking down his abs. Salty. Just how you like him. Jake squirms underneath you as you tug his shorts down, his dick slapping your chin on the way up as it springs free. Jake almost cums from the sight, tip flushed red and pulsing with need. To feel you. To be so buried deep inside you that he can feel the head poking through your stomach.Â
When you move your head down to kiss his hardness, he digs his fingers into your shoulder. âNo, baby,â he mutters. âCome up here, hm?â
You furrow your brows. Why the fuck was he trying to interrupt you during your apology?
âWhaââÂ
Jake cuts you short, manhandling your waist as his fingers press into your hips. He positions your knees on both sides of his head, turning you around. He pushes your mini skirt all the way up to scrunch around your midsection. Yes, you might have an amazing view of his throbbing cock, but now you can't see his beautiful fucked out face. He breathes in the scent of your panties with hooded eyes, nose grazing your clothed folds.Â
You pout. âI thought I was the one making it up to youââ
âYou are,â he chuckles, interrupting you instantly. He pushes your ass down to his face with one hand, using the other to press your chest flush against his body. Your face inches closer to his member. Oh. That's what he's doing.
âPervertâŚâ you mumble, coyly reaching out for him. So thick and large that you need to use both hands to engulf him, pre-cum dribbling out of him as if on command.Â
âI am,â he mumbles, pulling your panties low enough to give him access to your cunt, lying just below your knees. He licks a stripe up your drenched folds all the way to your puckered hole. You wither against him. âCall me whatever you want, baby. Just sit on my face when you do it.â
Your hips land down on him softly as your thumb spreads his liquid down his engorged length. This position was new to you, meaning it was also new to him. But Jake moves expertly like the quick learner he is. He plants open-mouthed kisses on your folds, pink muscle lapping at your labia like a man starved. Your tongue sticks out to offer kitten licks over his tip.Â
But Jake hasnât had you in weeks. And he knows what he wants. And itâs not the weak jutting you do against his face, or the shallow sucking you offer his engorged cock. No. He wants all of you. The sick part of you that would degrade him, that would rile yourself up like all those nights before. And he doesnât want to have to mention a stupid nickname some stupid girl said to bring it out of you.
There were more healthy methods, heâs sure, to guide you right where he wants to be. And so Jakeâs hands grip your ass, pushing you down on him harder. Forcing your hips to grind back and forth against his face at the rabid pace he sets, nose sticking in between your folds slightly as his tongue laps at your clit. Like this. Dirty. Raunchy. Aggressive. He fucking loves it.Â
âNghââ you cry out, propelling him to push himself deeper in your mouth. You take a deep breath so his cock can slide through more easily, taking as much of him as you can to drown out your warbled moans. Your tongue finds the underside of his thickness, tapping him as you start to gag. And when Jake reaches the back of your throat, he gives you a second to calm yourself before he bucks his hips up into you. Your eyes roll to the back of your head, remembering to hollow your cheeks as he shoots forward. But itâs hard to stay focused when his wet, pink muscle pushes into you.Â
âFuckâTaste so good, babyââ The squelching sounds that mix with Jakeâs moans against your bundle of nerves are obscene, sucking and flicking his tongue with a fervor you try to match now. Your tongue curls up to meet the underside of his girth, bobbing your head up and down with ferocity. Anything to please him.Â
âMmmmââ you moan around him. Your mouth feels so fucking good, but your pussy on his lips was like actual heaven. He could eat you out all day. As a reward. As a punishment. Anything.Â
And he breathes your scent in again, groaning once more. He pushes his nose closer to your folds, the tip of it engulfed in your wetness. You almost gag around his dick at the intrusion, saliva pooling at the base of his cock. You wrap your thighs around him tighter, bouncing on his face like he was nothing but a sex toy. Erratic. Desperate. Yes. Just like that. Fuck him like you never want him out of your sights again.
He knows you're close, knows by the way you start scratching at his thighs like an agitated pet. But, no. Jake needs it. Needs you to cum all over his face. Make a mess on him. Of him. His tongue plunges into you now, index finger coming up to play with your clit.
His cock pops out of your mouth with little resistance as your body goes slack with pleasure. You're just licking at his dick with a loose hand at this point, eyes rolling back from ecstasy.Â
You whimper against the slickness of his sloppy mouth, drool continuing to fall out of the corners of your mouth through your slurred speech. âNghâNoâLet meâFuckâJakeeeeââ you try to say, but it all sounds nonsensical.
Jake understands, more than you know, as his heart constricts so deliciously. 'My poor baby,' he thinks. Just wants to make him feel good. Wants to make it up to him so bad. But you donât know that the only thing that could make him happy right now is for you to choke him out with your sopping cunt.Â
âMmmâNghâAhhââ Heâs too good down there. Too fucking messy. Why does he do this? Why does he love making you sound like a fucking animal? Your toes curl, the grip around his shaft tightening as your back arches even more into him.Â
You feel it. But it's different from usual. It feels like too much. Like an impending explosion. You claw at his thigh even more, all of a sudden panicked. âJakeâLet goâJakeââÂ
When he shakes his head, his tongue swipes your clit left and right. His grip on your ass pushes his nose more deeply into your soaked folds. You whimper, cheek nuzzling against his length in desperation.Â
âI'm seriousâŚ.â you whine as you try to pull away. This is weird. You feel weird. You try to run away from it, that foreign feeling. But it's no use. Jake's too smart, too quick. He presses you down on him harder, hugging your waist, suctioning your clit, cheeks flushed from how quickly his mouth works against you.Â
âJAKE!â you scream as your thighs clamp around him, hips shuddering uncontrollably. Like a hose turning on for the first time, a spray of your juices lands onto Jake's chin and neck, coating him in your dampness. He welcomes it, tongue sticking out to taste as much of it as he can.
You cry above him, tears landing on his dick that still rubs against your heated face. He laps up every last remaining bit of your climax desperately, like theyâd dry up too quickly if he didnât. You whine, grinding yourself on him to steady your heart rate. When heâs fully satisfied, Jake frees you from his clutches, lying you down on the bed so your head can finally rest on a pillow.
His cock is still incredibly stiff. And you're still in tears.
âYou⌠fucking⌠dick,â you say in between sniffles, not believing you could ever climax that hard in your life. âWhere the fuck did you learn how to do that?â
And he knows whatâs going through your head. Because old habits do, in fact, die hard. And now you probably think he was out fucking anyone and everyone during the weeks-long hell that was your breakup. Jake chuckles, pulling your skirt down. He bites his bottom lip at the sight of your folds. Glistening with his saliva and your juices. He fists himself tightly.Â
âStill so jealous, baby?â He smirks. God, please let him indulge in his pouty girlfriend at least once more.
âNo, but be honest,â you mumble. âDid youââ
âFuck other girls?â he finishes your sentence, scoffing playfully at the ridiculousness. Your eyes narrow.
âWell, did you?â
Jake spent almost every day crying, unblocking and blocking your number over and over again just to see if you'd notice. But he can tell you all that later. Because right now, you're giving him a death glare that only makes his cock throb harder.Â
âNo, babe,â he mutters, swiping his wet tip against your even more drenched folds. So puffy after all he's put it through. He peppers kisses on your shoulder. âYou know Iâd never.â
And you do. Heâs only ever been with you. Will only ever be with you. You know that. But still. The wheels are already turning in your head. You know⌠you're usually the one worried about these things. Doesn't he deserve a taste of his own medicine?
âImagine if I didââ
And he slams his dick into your plushness, eliciting a scream from you. He doesnât even let you complete your evil plan.
âFUCKââ
âDon't finish that sentence,â Jake glowers, brows furrowed. You lick your lips deliciously. "That's not funny."
âSee how it feels?â you whimper, as he delivers another harsh thrust, your shirt riding up your stomach from the impact. You arch your back off of the bed as Jake groans into your neck, licking a stripe up your jaw.
âAll this just âcause I made you squirt,â he mumbles angrily, wincing as your pulsing walls squeeze his length into a tighter grip. âSo fucking immature.â
You chuckle evilly. âImmature like who? Sunghoââ
His childhood friendâs name doesn't even leave your lips when Jake clamps his teeth into your neck. Hard. âOWââ
A taste of your own medicine. But his skin grazes something thenâa thin chain that he's seen before but never questioned. You never wore it when you fucked. A circular hardness underneath your shirt that weirdly looks likeâŚ
He tugs on it before you can protest, and there on the chain is a ring. With J engraved on the inside. His gaze softens. And you become a blumbering mess underneath him, shy with embarrassment. âI canâExplainâJustââÂ
Jake pulls out enough so his tip is the only thing suctioned in your folds before pistoning into you harshly once more. You whimper.
âShut up and let me fuck you,â he mutters into your ear, before engulfing your lips in his. With a newfound energy, Jake pounds into you with urgency, pace brutal against your already sore pussy. His hand comes up to grab your tits, spilling over your bra from the impact of his movements. So rough. So mean. Damn, you were rubbing off on him.
You have this aching desire to flip him over and ride him back into submission, but the slapping of his hips into yours devolves your thoughts into unintelligible moans.Â
âNgahâFuckâOh my godââ
Jakeâs mouth leaves yours as his eyes travel downwards to the piece of jewelry. He likes how it looks on you. Sitting so nice between your bouncing breasts. Maybe, heâd buy you a necklace next. A pretty Tiffany necklace to go with the pretty Tiffany ring on his pretty girlfriendâs pretty finger. Fuck. Youâre so fucking pretty.
He brings the ring up to his mouth, biting down on the metal, before he lowers himself onto your lips once more. With the ring in between his teeth, he grabs at your jaw to open for him. Jake transfers it over to your parted lips as you catch the ring with your tongue, coated in his saliva. He dives down into you, your tongues battling as the coolness of the metal moves between your mouths. His thrusts are slower now, but you moan just the same.
Drool drips down both of your lips, the ring getting passed between you two in the movements of your open-mouthed kisses. He lets up, the necklace falling wetly onto the pillow. He admires the red marks the chain leaves on your neck. Maybe a Tiffany choker instead?
And his thrusts deepen, until your cervix repeatedly kisses his mushroom tip. He wished you could see your expression right now. So needy. So perfect.Â
âJakeâBabyââ When the pet name leaves your lips, Jake lets out a deep, guttural groan. Like he'd been waiting his whole life for you to say it.
âYes, baby?â He repeats after you, sweat beading down his forehead as he continues to split you open, pumping into your tightness with urgency. His hands are pushing your thighs open now, admiring how the ring sits sloppily on your neck as he jackhammers into you.
âI love you,â you moan out, your hands reaching for his face. âI love you so much.â
He looks at you with glassy eyes, soft and tender. He kissed you again, sweeter this time.Â
âI love you too.âÂ
And he spreads you apart further, fucking you into the squeaking mattress with his pulsing dick, so big that it fills you everywhere you need him. He pushes in and out, evoking a new set of tears to stain your cheeks. âBaby,â you cry out. âI'm almostââ
âWait for me,â he pleads, elbows falling to the sides of your head. He buries himself in the crook of your neck. âCan you, baby? Pleaseââ
You try to nod as he's ramming into you as deep as he can go. He whispers sweet nothings into your ear, about how good you are for him, how pretty, how perfect, how he loves the marks you leave him, how he wants you to control him, how youâre the only one heâd ever be with in any lifetime ever.
âNghââ His hips snap forward with everything he can give. He feels it now, too. That coil that threatens to spill inside you. But he can't. No condom. No birth control.Â
And when your hips rise, clenching around him, your orgasm hits you like a truck. You mewl out in pleasure, crying as Jake tries to pull out of you. But you suction him so well, too well, that it's a little too late. He twitches deep inside of your pussy. And his mouth falls open as the first spurts of cum spill, but nothing escapes his lips.Â
âFuck, baby,â he whines. He needs to pull out. But your cunt feels so damn good⌠So warm⌠So wet⌠And so much of himself has already spilled inside you⌠It's okay, right? To fill you up with all of it? But he has self-control. He swears it.
âNoâŚâ You whimper when he actually pulls away, his seed dribbling everywhere.
â...âm sorry, babe,â he groans, as his hand wraps around himself, stroking languidly. âIâm so sorry.â
Jakeâs cheeks are flushed as he pumps the remainder of his climax on your drenched folds, painting your clit a milky white. He sees the first of his juices push out of you, his fluids like cream all over your puffiness.
âFuck,â he moans, his fingers coming up to spread it all across your folds. But when you look down, all you feel is empty. All you feel is the need to push down against his fingers and take him all over again.Â
Jake's eyes widen as he lets out a shaky breath. You look so desperate. For what? He's not sure. But he can't deny his baby anything. He can't deny himself either. He wants to see it just once. Seems like you do too.Â
âCan I?â he asks in a low whisper, fingers spreading your folds apart to watch more of his load seep out of you. And you nod, shyly, relieved you didnât have to beg for it yourself, already going through too much exposure therapy for one day.
And so Jake gathers the cum that's gushed over his digits, and with a shaky breath, he pushes them back into you. You tighten your grip on his biceps.
âFuuuuckââ You cry out when he starts pumping them in and out, slow but still so fucking deep. His veiny fingers always know which parts to knead.Â
Jakeâs eyes are in a daze, obsessed with how his cum goes back in so easilyâeven when youâre still so tight and so sensitive. Everything feels so fucking drenched. And like this, he wants to see you come undone again.
âOne more, babyâŚâ he pleads in a low whisper, pressing butterfly kisses on your eyelids. He licks the tears that spill from your eyes. So pretty like this. âYou want to make it up to me, right?â
You can only whine in response, hands shaking as they clutch onto him for dear life.Â
âHm?â He asks for confirmation, curling his fingers up to the spongy spot inside you. He grinds his palm on your engorged clit. Whimpering out a pathetic âyes,â you let the pleasure overtake you once again. Your body feels like it's on fire. Too hot. Too much. But still, your back arches up into him, whimpering.
âCome on,â he whispers into your ear. Low and steady. âGive it to me.â
And you can practically hear the mess that his three fingers are creating as they pump into your folds, can feel the stickiness of your mixed juices coat your inner walls. But you shut your eyes, letting the warm tingling overtake your core. YesâRight thereâFuckâ
âI'Mââ you screech, but it's no use. Your head falls back against the pillow as you sob. And Jake curses underneath his breath as you spray all over him once again, massaging your clit as he pulls his fingers out to watch. Your hips rise to meet nothing, just your body spraying so beautifully against his torso. His dick could harden once more any second now from the sight. He relishes in it, admiring his work as his cum pushes out of you again. Thick and creamy.
You look down too, seeing the fucked-out state he's put your body into. Maybe you would've been right to flick his forehead and call him every insult in the book for filling you up like that. But fuck. Could you ever have him cum outside of you again if it felt that good to have his cum inside you? No, you'd definitely need to get on the pill ASAP.
Jakeâs gaze falls onto your face now, at your bruised lips and your dried tears. But the ring catches his eye once more, the one he hadnât seen in a year. And his heart flutters.
âBabe?â he starts, lying softly next to you. He wraps you in his arms, not minding the dampness of the sheets below. Heâll clean you up later.
âMmm?â You respond, on the brink of unconsciousness. Satiated. He touches your chain, the other hand wrapped around your stomach, giving a reassuring squeeze.
âHow long have you been wearing our ring like this?â Your breath catches. You'd hoped that he'd forgotten, that the conversation could wait for the morning when your heart wasn't thumping so loud. It takes you a second before you respond.
âSince you gave it to me,â you admit, slowly. Jake can feel the warmth creep up to your ears. And he wonders how he's never seen it, how you seem to hide it so well after all the times he's undressed you before. But then again, youâve always been good at keeping secrets.
Still, he smiles. Because even after you walked away, even when you said you were done, you still kept this piece of him. Wore it so beautifully around your neck, too.
Fuckâheâs never letting you walk out on him like that again. If you even hint at breaking up, he might actually end up begging on his knees andâ
âNot like it matters anyway,â you cut through the silence grumpily. âYou threw yours away.â
He lets out a surprised laugh and pulls you closer, squeezing you tight. You pout. Whatâs he so jolly for?
âWhat do you mean?â he asks cheekily. âThat never happened.â
You turn around abruptly, facing him with furrowed brows. âI literally saw youââ
Your words are cut short when his mouth finds yours, one hand steadies your jaw as the other reaches blindly into his nightstand. A drawer opens. He pulls back just enough to show you the turquoise box, one eerily similar to the one you have in your closet, as he flips it open.
His ring. Silver and engraved with your initial. But how�
âI guess I'm really good at pretending to throw things,â he answers before you can even ask. Thought Iâd be a little dramatic that dayâŚâ
You smack his shoulder, but your hand massages the spot soon after, swallowed by the wave of relief that crashes over you. He didn't really let go like he made it seem. He was still yours, even when you thought you lost him.Â
âWhat the hell is wrong with you?!â you grumble, pinching his cheek. All he does is chuckle.Â
In one smooth motion, Jake lifts your necklace and unclasps it, letting the ring unfurl out and into his palm. You donât stop him.Â
He looks at you for a second, as if asking for permission. You offer Jake your hand instead of speaking. He slips the piece of jewelry onto your ring finger, kissing your knuckles. Then he slides his own ring back where it belongs, to where heâs always kept it. Jake smiles up at you, planting another sweet kiss on your lips.
And you know youâll wear it proudly this time. Without him having to ask.Â
âI love you?â he says, gently, like he needs to hear you say it back just one more time. Just to make sure. And you kiss him again, warmth coating your features.
âI love you too.â
His heart clenches in the best way possible.
Damn, he could really get used to this.
epilogue
Jake runs to the benches, grabbing at his water bottle like itâs his last salvation. He gulps it all down in seconds, sweat seeping down his body. Practice was way too intense today.
âOh my god, Jakey,â a lilting voice punctures through his ear. âYou're literally dripping.â
His eye twitches as she enunciates the last word.Â
âChoa,â he starts, shooting daggers at her. He's too exhausted to put up with this today. Or ever. She was graduating in a few months anyway. He might as well say his piece. âFirst of all, my name is Jake. And second of all, it makes me really uncomfortable when you say things like that.â
Choa pouts, tugging his sleeve like a toddler. âWhy?â she giggles. âDo I make you nervous?â
âNo.â He pulls away, not even bothering to look at her. âI just don't appreciate how you talk to me.â
She glowers, thrown off by his disposition. He's usually so sweet, so polite. What happened?
âIt's âcause of your friend isn't it? You know she was so fucking rude to meââ
âMy girlfriend,â he corrects immediately. Choaâs hands drop down to her sides. Jake pays her no mind, packing his stuff into his duffle bag instead.
âW-what?â she stutters out. âSince when?â
He shrugs, finally slinging his bag over his shoulder. âSince forever.â
âWhat?!â she screeches. âHow come you never toldââ
âOh Jakeyyyy,â you sing out in an octave higher than your regular speaking voice. He presses his lips together to prevent the laughter that almost seeps through his mouth.
âYeah, babe?â He calls out, looking past Choa. You're standing with your arms crossed, eyeing her down from a few meters away. A bright new necklace shining above your shirt.Â
Your gaze flickers back to him, not bothering to waste your precious energy on the small, vicious girl. You tilt your head to the side, beckoning him over in a silent command. And he follows.
Your loyal little puppy.
Jake takes your hands into his just to really rub salt on Choa's wound, your matching rings clinking against each other.
âDo you remember Gaeul from the backstage crew?â you announce proudly, the bob-headed girl long-forgotten. âShe wants to hang out with me tomorrow!â
Jake smiles, ruffling your hair. âThatâs great!â
âShe's throwing something at her apartment this weekend, too,â you slide in. âMaybe⌠we can go together?â
âOh yeah, Suji told meââ And he stops himself. But itâs too late. Youâre already frowning.
âOkay, so let me go ahead and take Jay insteadâŚâ And he pouts at your words.
âNot fair,â he mutters, but you see the smile he suppresses. 'What a freak,' you think to yourself.
You click your tongue, squeezing his hand a little tighter. â...I'm biting the shit out of you later.â
And if Jake had a tail, it most definitely wouldâve started wagging.
...ę°GOJO AND HIS DOLL!GIRLFRIENDęą Heâs the only one who isnât scared of your attitude â actually, he finds it hot. The more you roll your eyes at him, the harder he wants to kiss you. Youâre snippy, smug, unbothered â but heâs just as cocky, just as rich and just as untouchable, so your sharp little comments just slide off him like water. He lives to spoil you. Drops his black card in your lap like itâs nothing. Buys you things just to catch that flicker of excitement in your eyes â then smirks when you pretend not to care, batting your lashes like youâre unimpressed.
...ę°GOJO AND HIS DOLL!GIRLFRIENDęą It was enemies to âfine, Iâll go out with you onceâ to âyouâre mine.â You treat most men like gum under your heel â and he loves that. You try it on him too, at first, all eye rolls and sharp words â but he doesnât flinch. Just grins like youâre flirting. You call him annoying. He calls you obsessed. You act like you donât care. Like heâs just another guy. But he knows better. He knows the hoodie you wear out is his. He knows when you let him carry your bag, itâs so everyone else knows exactly who you belong to. And you only soften for him â but itâs so subtle even you donât notice.
...ę°GOJO AND HIS DOLL!GIRLFRIENDęą Everyone else is terrified of you. Even Nanami keeps a distance. Utahime tries not to breathe the same air. Youâre cold. Intimidating. Untouchable. But the second you walk up to Gojo? Youâre all pout and soft voice, âSatoruuu, I broke a nail. Fix it.â Whiplash. And he lives for it â wraps his arm around your waist like he owns you (he does), leans down to whisper something filthy in your ear just to watch you roll your eyes. He calls you âprincessâ in public on purpose. He loves when youâre mean to other men. He gets hard when you humiliate guys for trying to flirt with you. And the second anyone looks at you for too long? Heâs right there. âYouâre staring, man. Sheâs not for sale.â
...ę°GOJO AND HIS DOLL!GIRLFRIENDęą Youâre a little toxic. Heâs a lot obsessed. And everyone around you hates how good you look together. But the truth? Youâre his weakness. And heâs your addiction.
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A/n: Made one of these for sae so yk i had to do one for gojo
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seroâs girlfriend is a bit of a bitch, but he doesnât really mind.
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Sero is head over heels in love with his mean ass girlfriend. You're high maintenance and bratty, and your words are sharper than your stiletto-tipped nails. He doesn't mind any of that; in fact, those traits are some of his favorites. His calm, collected, laid-back nature is just what you need to cool the fire that runs in your blood. Sero would never admit it to anyone but you, the way your vicious words and the nasty bite of your tone always send blood rushing straight to his cock. He loves how mean you are, and how pliant you turn when he gives you what you want.
You hate everything in your closet? "Why don't we go shopping? Get you whatever you want."
You need a new necklace? "How much, sweets?"
You need your nails done? "You bet, babe."
Sero reaps all of the benefits of these things. He's in heaven when you trace your nails along the thick shaft of his cock, the sharp tips pulling soft whines from his throat.
"Ohh, fuck yeah, baby, justâ just like that." He breathes out, his head thrown back as you cup his balls in your hand, digging your nails in just enough to push pleasure over the edge into delicious pain.
Sero's favorite view is the diamond choker he bought you sitting prettily on your neck, glinting in the low light of the living room. The sparkle of the jewels is accentuated by the movement of your throat as he stuffs his cock in your mouth. "Shit, shit, shit, soâmmph, pretty with my cock in your mouth." He groans, his dick kicking in your throat at the sight of the glossy red stains your lipstick has left on his skin.
His favorite pastime? Obviously, helping you choose new dresses and skirts, watching you model lingerie sets. "Come on, mama, spin around for me, lemme see." Sero drawls, watching you from the dressing room chair. There's a lazy grin stretched across his lips as he watches you spin for him, a pretty smile on your own face.
"You like it, Hanta? Wanna buy it for me? Pretty please?" You plead, leaning forward just enough to give him a spectacular view of the way the lingerie top hugs your tits.
"Shit, baby, you're killin' me." Sero groans, taking a look at his wallet. Nevertheless, you leave the store happy with three shopping bags, stuffed to the brim.
No, Sero doesn't mind your attitude at all. Not when you beg so sweetly for him to just "fuck me already" after what feels like hours of torturous teasing. He takes his time with you, enjoying the sounds of your wanton moans and pleas, holding your hips down as you squirm helplessly beneath him. Your thighs are aching and trembling with the effort it takes to hold them open while Sero absolutely devours your dripping cunt.
Sero eats you out for so long that by the time he finally stuffs his cock in you, you're an incoherent mess, babbling out a string of "thank you, thank you, thank you".
"Aw, now you wanna be nice, huh? Only nice t'me when you're getting what you want." He grunts, punctuating his words with harsh, mean thrusts. You let out a long, simpering whine when he leans his head down and bites your nipple, hard.
"'SeâSero, 'm sorry! Please please please, gonna cum!" You cry out, scratching angry red lines down his back.
"Shit, yeah, that's itâah! Cum on my cock, baby." He grunts, pawing at your tits with one hand, rubbing fiercely at your clit with the other. He clenches his jaw, clearly trying to hold back his own release. Your cunt clenches down tight around his cock when you do cum, pulling him along with you, painting your creamy walls with his thick load. He collapses on top of you, peppering your chest with short, sweet kisses.
No, Sero doesn't mind your attitude at all. He fucking lives for it.
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Especially after your son was born, keeping yourself mentally healthy wasnât a choice anymoreâit was a responsibility. Youâd made a home out of itâmaking sure everything felt alive. Soft R&B playing while you watered your plants that have your surrounding some color, eucalyptus in the shower, lavender oil on your wrists before bed, affirmations, staying connected with people you love. Little routines that reminded you that you were still yourself somewhere beneath the endless responsibilities.
But this week had been eating away at all that calm. You hadnât felt this stressed in months, not following any of your routine. Your toddler was deep in the terrible twos, a lot of emotions in a tiny body that refused naps and at the same time was only upset because he was tired. Most days felt like you were running all over the place: your head throbbed, sleep deprived, felt like you were dissociating every second.
The weekend couldnât come any slower but youâre so glad it did. Two whole days where you didnât have to juggle schedules and deadlines. Just two days you werenât responsible for keeping anyone alive but yourself.
Dropping your son off at Onyâs momâs house was ritual, it never lost that comfortable feeling. You stepped inside her house after taking him out of the car seat, gave her a quick hug and a soft, âHow are you?â while your child darted off to play. Ony was in the kitchen grabbing a bottle of water, just âcoincidentallyâ there to help his mom rearrange the living room. His eyes lingered on you like he couldnât help himselfâopening his big arms for a hug after you and his mom were done eachotherâs ears off. The moment he opened his arms to you, you didnât hesitateâstepped up and wrapped your arms around his neck, heels of your feet slightly off the ground. He pulled you in for a tight hug, letting you melt into him for a second. As you held himâboth of you swaying side to side in syncâyou launched into a brief vent about how stressed youâd been lately, how badly you needed a break, and he just attentively listened, letting you exhale. He whispered in your ear something reminding you how important it is to take care of yourself.
As soon as you got home and shut your front door, you never slid into a bathtub so fast in your lifeâlights dim, candles lit, finally getting to journal in your notebook that was basically collecting dust. It all felt like a breath of fresh air, your shoulders finally dropping after what feels like years while the steaming warm water surrounded your body.
As soon as you stepped out of the bath, your skin glistening and scented with your too expensive body wash, you massaged oil into your body, your braids catching the light from the freshly applied jojoba oil. And even though youâd tackled everything on your little to-do listâwent to the gym for the first time in a while, took a long bath, shaved, cleaned all of kids toys all over your living room floor, folded the laundry that had been piling up, rewatched a season of your guilty pleasure reality tv show, and even organized your snack drawer that you devoured during your last cycleâyou still felt something missing. All the self-care in the world had eased most of your stress, calmed your blood pressure, but there was a low, insistent voice that you something else in the back of your head you couldnât ignore.
You put your through blanket over your body. The TV playing low, a half-empty home-made matcha on the coffee table, your phone somewhere under a throw pillow, no child screaming, quietâthe peace you were craving.
Still, something wasnât fully satisfied. You were supposed to feel content by now. But your mind kept wandering, eyes flicking to your phone like it owed you something.
It would be so much better if you had some dick.
You hated that thought, but it sat unmoving, like it wouldnât stop until you had some. There was no fighting it even though this was supposed to be your alone time. And obviously, your brain skipped straight to Ony.
You bit your lip, smiling before you even realized you were doing it.
He probably still over there helping his mama move furniture, you told yourself, scrolling aimlessly now, pretending you werenât checking to see if heâd called you.
Right on cue, your phone buzzed.
âYou home?â
You blinked at the screen for a second before typing back, thumbs hesitating like you werenât already grinning.
âyeah, why?â
He took a second before replying. Watching the three dots disappear and pop back up twice.
âLeft my jacket in your trunk last time. You already laying down?â
There was no jacket in your trunk. Youâd just been in there grabbing your sonâs overnight bagâyou knew that. But you also knew what that text really meant.
âno, come get it.â
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The reality show you couldnât care less about right now played in the back while you were bouncing on his dick like it owed you something, one hand braced against his stomach to steady yourself. Heâd told you âtake all you want, mamaââ and you took it serious. A week without Ony had you moving like a completely different person, riding is your least favorite but from the outside looking inâyou wouldâve thought it was your favorite position. Rounds worth of strings of cum connecting the two of you every time you pulled up and sank back down, toes curling into the soft cushion.
That little rose toy he swore he didnât like you using on your own was now pressed between you, buzzing right on your puffy clit in little, perfect circle. The hum syncing up with the rhythm you set, every slurred whisper of his name dragging from your lips. Pussy squeezing him tight like she wanted to be full with his big girthy cock forever.
âHollon, you makinâ meââ Ony suddenly dug his fingers into the fat of your hips, stopping you for the third time but your body kept trying to bounce anyways.
âP-pa, stop running and let meâcummmâpleasepleaseplease mhhphh! let me give you this pussy,â you whined in fustration while you grind your hips, desperate for any type of friction. You wouldâve been so embarrassed if you seen yourself from Onyâs point of viewâa mess. Twisted face half covered with your hair but not covered enough to hide the tears rolling down your face.
âYou gettinâ greedy,â Ony growled, letting go of your hips with a slap on your bouncing ass. Couldnât even be bother to say one singular word because he knows your brain wasnât in anything but how he was so deep in your stomach. âHorny ass girl,â he mumbled before assisting you to bounce your ass on him faster. The plap, plap, plap sounds your sticky pussy was making filling the air again âmissed daddy inside me soâf-fuckinââbadââ you breathed, more to yourself than him.
You were almost collapsing at this point but refused to let up, free hand gripping the arm of the couch behind Onyâs head making your soft, bouncy mounds exactly eye level. Him putting one of your sensitive brown nipples in his warm mouth made you cum immediatelyâhard. It felt like an out of body experience, chills running down your spine as whole body let goâbody seizing on top of him, gasping for air you feel all of that left-over stress leaving you.
Before you could come down from the high, Ony flipped you onto your back like you it was nothing, his hand wrapping around your throat just enough to hold you still while he folded you into the couch. The couch creaked under both of you.
âYâgot one more nut in you?â he asked even though he already knew the answer.
You nodded fast, breathlessâmore out of instinct than control. âY-yeah,â you managed, the word tumbling out on a shaky whimper. Your body was limp, trembling from the last orgasm, but your mind betrayed itâcraving more of how he filled every inch of you. You couldnât move, couldnât think past the heat pooling low in your stomach, and still, your legs spread as wide as they can.
Ony was really planning on lecturing the whole ride home when you called him to come pick you upânot just because you were drunk, itâs becsuse youâd been slacking lately. He sighed when he answered the phone, your voice slurring but still understandable enough for him to hear you the first time.
He was quiet at first, but that silence wasnât peaceâit was tense. One hand on the wheel, the other resting heavy on your thigh almost immediately after you stumbled in the car like it belonged there, his thumb tapping like he was counting down before he snapped.
The second you slid into the passenger seat, the strong smell of liquor clinging to your skin, you leaned across the console with a sloppy grin. âHiii, papa,â you dragged the syllable out, plump lips puckered as you tried to press a kiss to his lips. Your words were all syrupy and sweet, but your body was clumsy, damn near falling into his lap. Onyankopon caught you with one hand on your shoulder, jaw tight. âSit back.â His voice was flat, firm, as he guided you into the seat like you were a child who couldnât stay still. You back hit the cold leather as you looked at him, âWhy you dont wanâ kiss mââ
âYou not actinâ right.â he cut you off, shifting gears and putting his foot on the gas. You didnât even question it, the corners of your glossed lips dipped into a frown as you turned your head to look out the window. That look he always caught you making when he wasnât kissing your ass.
He looked over at you real quick before putting his eyes back on the road. âYou out here actinâ like you grown, but canât handle your responsibilities. Think everything a joke till itâs not. Skipping class, not pickinâ up when I call, drinkinâ like you ainât got shit to do tomorrowâŚyou think thatâs responsible? Thatâs childish, mama. I ainât raise no little ass girl, I got a woman sittinâ next to me, right?â
You and Ony had only been dating for four-ish years, and he always said that to you when you needed to be checkedâeven though heâs just a few years older than you. Still, he loved reminding you how disorganized and all over the place you were before him, like he took pride in being the one who steadied you.
As much as you shouldnât, you always got turned on when he talked to you like this. When you were sober, you usually would hide it and let him lecture you but since youâre notâyou werenât hiding it as well. The fact that you were already thinking about him while you were out wasnât helping at all.
You slouched in the passenger seat, hiccuping softly, braids falling across your face. âMmm⌠you alwaaays so serious,â you murmured, tilting your head just enough to lock eyes with him. Your voice was thick with the shots you took before you left.
Without warning, you shifted in the seat, turning your body toward him. Your hand reached to drag slow across his chest, down his torso, fingers pressing into him like you needed something to hold onto. He always looked good but he looks extra good tonight for some reason, you just wanted to be in his skin.
ââŚyou donât wanna love on me?â you slurred, lips curling into a drunk grin. âYou look sâgood right now. I was thinkinâ âbout you the whooole time⌠look.â
You fully turned to him so your back was to the door, spread your legs, slid your dress up over your thighs, bare pussy on display, slick already glistening, dripping down your entrance.
Onyâs grip on the wheel twitched when he seen you just spread yourself open without a second thought while he was driving. He was a little taken-aback because you didnât even hesitate to expose yourself to him in a public space, which was unlike you. It was also a late Saturday night so itâs not like there was nobody on the road, you just didnât give a fuck.
âYouââ he mumbled as he stared at your drooling pussy, visibly pulsing like it was begging for him before he even touched you. His hand dragging down his face before it landed heavy on your inner thigh, palm caressing your skin, your bottom lip tugged between your teeth as you watched his hand moving dangerously close to where you need him. âYou sittinâ here wet as fuck while iâm tryna talk to you.â
But instead of pulling away, his thumb pressed down, lazily circling your clit. The wheel stayed steady in his other hand, but his voice dropped lower, teeth gritted. âGot me riskinâ our life âcause you donât know how to behave.â The sudden stimulation youâve been waiting for all night made you let out a soft moan, close your eyes and your head loll back, hitting the tinted window behind you.
Onyâs thumb dipped lower, brushing against the wetness pooling at your entrance, then slid back up in a slow, calculated stroke. Soft, breathy moans spilling from your lips, louder this time, messy and unrestrained.
âYou wasnât paying attention to shit I said when you sat your ass in here. You need to listen to me,â he demanded, voice firm, even while his thumb worked your clit slow, steady, making your thigh tremble uncontrollably. Your nails dug into the leather seat, your pussy clenching around nothing.
ââŚI ammm papa,â you breathed, voice breaking into a whine, head tipping back against the window, eyes glassy and unfocused, your mind hazy with nothing but him.
Onyâs lips curved into the smallest smirk, like he had heard something funny. âMhmâŚyou always say that when Iâm makinâ you feel good. You not listeninâ.â
You werenât, you could only look down at his fingers as gradually sped up, shivering, chest rising and falling in ragged breaths.
âY-yeaahhh I ammm⌠ohhh fffuckâŚâ you moaned, your back arching off the door behind you.
The streetlights flashed past the windshield, casting sharp shadows over his face as he drove like it was nothing, smooth and steady, yet his pace never faltered.
His thumb pressed tighter, sliding down again to gather more of your slick before dragging it back up, spreading it slow over your swollen clit. He started shaking his head, eyes locked on the road, knuckles flexing on the wheel.
Your body jolted at the sharper stroke, thighs twitching, a high-pitched whimper slipping out before you could bite it back. âP-please, I am, Iâm listeninâ, I swearââ
âNo,â he cut you off, voice steady but edged with heat. âYou hearinâ me, but you not takinâ it in. Always gotta have shit my way before you learn.â His words were calm, but the pressure of his thumb contradicted every ounce of patience in his tone, circling faster, harder, dragging sounds out of you that filled the car louder than the engine.
Your hands flying to his forearm, clinging like you needed him to slow down, but your hips betrayed youâgrinding, chasing more of what he gave. Your voice cracked around a moan, incoherent.
Onyâs had a look in his eyes like he was contemplating stopping the car in the middle of the street and just fucking you right there as you were moaning his name like itâs all you knew. Your fluids dripping down his seat, moans spilling out with no rhythm or restraint. He tried to keep it light to keep his focus on the road, but the sound of you, the heat rolling off your body, the way you were damn near crying for himâit pushed him over that line.
âMan, fuck thisâŚâ he growled under his breath, his hand left the wheel for half a second, snapping your thighs open wider before two of his thick fingers slid inside you without warning. The wet squelch filled the car, your gasp ripping through the air, sharp and needy.
Your body jerked, nails clawing deeper at the leather, eyes rolling back as your walls clenched tight around him. âOhnnnyyyâahhh! Ohmygodââ
Ony started dragging it out, fucking you on his fingers slow, thumb barely grazing your clit just enough to keep you twitching but not enough to push you over. Your little whines and the way your hips chased his hand had him twitching in his pants, but he kept that same steady paceâuntil he felt your walls start to grip down around him. Thatâs when he switched it up.
âMhm, greedy ass pussyâtryna milk my fingers like itâs dick.â his tone covered in heat, almost a growl as his fingers drove into you harder, faster, curling with every pump, thumb pressing into your clit in rough, tight circles. The sloppy sounds of your pussy filled the car, wetness spilling down his knuckles, making the leather under you damp. The sudden pace had you crying out, body jumping, thighs clamping around his wrist as cream started coating his fingers thick. âWaitwaitwait!⌠Iâm⌠Iâm gonna⌠ohhh, shiiitttâŚ!â you cried as your eyebrows furrowed, eyes rolling back.
âYeah, there you go,â he grunted, never slowing down while you gushed around him, messy and loud, your release dripping down to his palm. Your head fell back, mouth open on a broken moan, body jerking helplessly as he worked you through it, thumb grinding mercilessly into your clit until you were damn near sobbing, shaking under his hand.
Onyâs smirk tuned into a lazy smile as he looked at the way your legs still twitched after he slowed. He eased his fingers out slow, coated in creamy release, before suddenly shoving them in your mouth while you were try to catch your breath.
His fingers stayed in your mouth, heavy on your tongue while you sucked them clean, eyes hazy and cheeks hollowing around his knuckles. The taste of yourself coated your tongue, making your thighs press tight together as he drove like nothing was happening.
The car slowed to a stop at a red light. Ony finally dragged his fingers from between your lips, slick glistening in the passing glow of the streetlamps.
âSit up,â he ordered, voice low and rough. His hand curled in a lazy âcome hereâ motion.
You obeyed instantly, chest rising fast as you pushed yourself off the window. He wrapped his fingers around your throat, his still-wet fingers cold against your skin.
The pressure made your breath hitch, but before you could melt all the way into it, Ony leaned in, catching your mouth in a deep kiss. His tongue slid past your lips, tasting the sweetness of your slick still lingering on your tongue, swallowing the soft whimper that left your throat.
The glow turned green, and he pulled back, dragging a thumb slow over your spit slicked plump bottom lip. âMessy ass girl. Keep it together till we get home,â he uttered, the tone in his voice let you know that he wasnât just gonna let you doze off until the morning.
Summary: You and Jabber have had the same friends since Junior High still keeping contact all through out college, but one simple game of Uno changes the entire dynamic. Is it worth it or is he missing out?
!!CW!!: Friends to ???, fingering, mutual masturbation, kinda fluffy, sexual tension, hand job, spit play, reader has locs, sneaky, possible slow burn??
a/n: this was supposed to be a drabble but oh well
Now playing on HNEY RADIO at Playhouse Records..
Ginuwine- In Those Jeans
Jacquees- Bounce
Summerella- 11 Something
Ginuwine- None of your friends business (Itâs a must)
Trey Songz- Panty Wetter
** You know what to do ;)
Keeping secrets for a friend is an easy thing to do but keeping secrets from a friend is a entirely different territory especially from a friend group you've known since middle school. It was pointless to keep things put of the loop when everyone was bound to find out anyways and knowing yourself, you couldn't hold water in your mouth so you were the last to find out anything, but that's how the group operated and how you all managed to make it through high school without scandals or rumors breaking you up like all friend groups go through.
Once college came into the picture that's when the group took a slight detour, August went to community college and made his living after forcefully becoming an intern at his favorite mechanic shop in town, Antwan went straight to work at Footlocker at your favorite hangout spot at Remlin Heights and worked his way up to Assistant Manger where he put Jabber on part time while You and him went straight into university with your closest friend Jaida.
Everyone all scattered around doing their own thing yet you all still found time to call each other, set up hangouts at Antwan's spot not too far from campus and the fact that you could confide in everyone about the silliest things and not worry about it tearing the group into shreds.
There was a time Jabber and Jaida tried to date each other in high school which resulted in Jaida coming out and Jabber questioning his sexuality. The group accepted them both simply because you all already had a suspicion, the relationship lasted all of two weeks and everyone forgot about it by the time you all graduated.
Except for August who likes to remind Jabber ever chance he gets.
Now the only issues that seem to arrive the most are time conflicting schedules, Jabber not sliding through for a favor or you doubling down on the money you lent August two weeks ago.
Antwan developing feelings for you? That was something nobody could've saw coming.
"Y/n? You talking bout thick head, bow-legged Y/n with the starter locs?" Jabber snickered, sitting on the kitchen counter eating cereal of the box
"C'mon you being wild.." Antwan groans, throwing up his hands.
"No you not thinking! She cool, nice whatever I just don't see her like that.." Jabber smacks, digging deeper into the box
"What you see her like a sister or something?"
"Nah like a homegirl, like Jaida that's my brother but Y/n? Nigga how that happen?" He questioned, hopping off the counter as Antwan called him over to show him something on his phone.
"She had called the group chat late last night you were slumped on the couch and I had just got out the shower, she needed somebody to you know talk to her while she was driving home so I kept her company."
"Oh nooo this nigga gone tender.."
"No! Man look- she really don't be on anything, this ain't the first time we talked like this either! I've been plotting on this for a minute and I think I might move on her tonight."
"Tonight?" Jabber tilted his head, looking down at Antwon scrolling through your Instagram.
"What you think I should do?"
"Not push up on her heavy! If you "serious" about talking to her like that be cool! Do what you been doing if she's comfortable talking to you like that I'm sure she fucks with you.." He sighed, leaning his head back to pour the rest of the cereal into his mouth. Jabber didn't believe the act coming from his roommate, did he believe that he had a crush 100% but making a move? He knew Antwon to be the type to tell him about a girl he met at work while ignoring the girl he called his wife blowing up his phone.
Jabber wasn't a clean slate himself but with the history the two of you shared he wasn't on the rooting side on Antwon's newest challenge, yet he kept it to himself mentally shaking his head as Antwon showed him a few more pictures of you in college, bringing up old memories.
"Her and Jaida'll be here later you called August?"
"He on the way said he got something new for us to try." Jabber smirked, dusting his hands on his pants as he finished the whole box of cereal.
"Bro that's the 2nd box this week!"
~
You were sitting on the edge of your best friend Jaida's bed rubbing lotion on your legs as she rummaged through her closet to find something to wear. You had your outfit of a light jacket with a fur hood, a cute top and some fitted jeans to go with your your sneakers.
"Okay something simple, we must be coming home."
"I'm not spending the night at Antwans, I talk to him enough.." You chuckle,sliding on your socks. A small silene filled the room with the occasionally click of Jaida hangars smacking together, it wasn;t until you looked up at her giving you a sarcastic look like she was up to something.
"What's that look for?"
"Oh nothing nothing, you seem real excited to see him today." Jaida smirked.
"Who? Antwan? Jaida stop playing what do you know?" You questioned, sliding your pant leg down.
"What are you wearing? I might have something to match that top actually."
"Jaida!"
"I'm not saying nothing!" She smiled, tossing a few shirts onto her bed.
"This is so childish.."
"I think it's funny, hilarious even."
You rolled your tongue inside of your cheek, cutting your eyes at the curly headed asshole still chuckling to herself. Part of you was clueless on who she could be talking about and the other half of you questioned why you were curious in the first place, it felt like high school all over again!
"You and Antwan been talking to each other real often haven't you?"
"Whatchu trying to say?"
"I'm just asking questions!" Jaida threw her hands back, her eyes running around the room as she laughed.
"I talk to Antwan how I talk to Jabber and definitely how I talk to August." You huffed with a small smile only because she kept snickering!
"That's because August can't hear anything when his mouth is open and Jabber's a lost cause, he came through with the answers back in college but a nigga that sells Reggie can't be trusted."
"Me and Jabber wouldn't work I'm sorry, he got too much going on and Antwan? I see him as a friend! Nobody was answering the group call except him so he called me personally!"
"So you don't think Antwan not fine?
"You think Jabber fine? Hmm? Tall Lanky nigga with them thick ass dreads?" You chuckled to yourself with Jaida joining you.
"Fuck you.."
"No more of this Antwan and me mess! Now pick a damn shirt we gotta go, liquor store closes at 7!"
"You rushing over to Antwan's now?? MmmmâŚ"
The conversation came to a fast halt once you found something to toss at her, missing terribly.
Antwan and you wasn't a thought to begin with, more of a day dream every once in a blue moon when you've had one too many but going past that? He was older by a year and showed some signs of maturity calming you down after a stressful work day at your now old job, it was only these recent calls have the conversations turned into something past just a piece of advice.
You weren't oblivious to the slick remarks Antwan would throw in every now and then, him all of the sudden asking what you're wearing to work and what kinda flowers you enjoy. You've known him for his flirtatious mouth and his ability to get free food at any restaurant he walks in, and you could always spot him out with his hair flowing down his back or his signature ponytail, his brown skin always tanned in the summertime showing off his tattoos each one of telling a story that he could go on for days though you didn't mind his tangents.
Him talking you home shouldn't have changed the dynamic between yall too much and tonight would be no different!
Once you and Jaida made it out of the house, you did your liquor run and set your route to Antwan's place just a few minutes away though you didn't need a GPS, hell your phone automatically asked if you wnted to go to his place which Jaida most definitely pointed out. With your music loud the bass of your car shook your windows as you pulled into Antwan's garage, quickly hopping out to bang on the front door like you were police.
When there was no answer you gave the door another harsh 3 knocks before Jabbber open the door with a cloud of smoke escaping the vents like lost souls trying to go home.
He had on his glasses and wore a burgundy zip up with black rhinestones in an exaggerated pattern decorating the front of it, his locs fell down his back as he pushed a few out of his face, the glint of his silver rings knocking you in the eye. The black and brown bead bracelets on each of his wrists were new since the combo he had were purple and grey the last time you saw him. It' d be a lie if you said you weren't practically staring him down once your eyes traveled towards his custom made letter "J" belt buckle holding up his baggy jeans piling up on his timbs.
The last time you saw Jabber was around a month ago when graduation pics and parties were going down along with a few face time calls of you or August crying about finals so it had been a while since you saw him in person. You always knew Jabber had a sense of style yet so this little ensemble he threw together shouldn't have shocked you the way that it did.
"Damn we don't speak?" He scoffed, mushing you on the arm playfully mean mugging Jaida who ignored him with a smile.
"Since when do I have to check in?" You chuckled to yourself, looking to Antwan with a warm smile.
"What's up Y/n.." Antwan merged his way in, he went in for a full hug and you reached around his neck with one arm squeezing him.
"Hey ya/'ll" You laughed before pushing past both of them to meet up in the kitchen with August and Jaida
"'Twan told me you were coming through! He got all excited and shit." His little comment made Antwan tap him in the chest causing Jabber to suck his teeth.
"Ya'll missed hanging out with us that bad huh?" Jaida hummed, dapping up August who was blowing smoke from a heavy pull on his bong.
"It's all these two dumbasses been talking about and I thought I ran my mouth.." He coughed, holding his hand out to you. You gave August a hug before setting your bag on the counter making your first move into the refridgerator. You've been in this house more than enough to not act like you live there.
"How ya'll been?" Jabber asked, hopping up on the kitchen counter.
"I'm doing goodd I'm all booked next week at the shop!"
"I thought you saved me a spot!"
"With what payment? Free tattoos are over with Twan I got mouths to feed,"
"Furry mouths.." August chuckled, passing the bong over to Jaida.
"And you? Miss daytime television?"
"The local news ain't all of that..but I managed to grab an internship and the leading news anchor wants me to shadow her for a week."
"I can definitely see you on TV, you might actually make me watch the news." Antwan chuckled.
"So what we doing? Chilling here or we going out to eat?"
"August wanted to order in and I granbed two games from the store so yo options are drunk monopoly or Drunk Uno.."
"I gotta work in the morning we not playing Monopoly.."
"Cuz August likes being the banker stealing extra money and shit!"
"Antwan can't count his money!" August spat back
"Drunk Uno it is, i'll keep the rulles simple. No stacking every plus 2 is 2 shots and a pluck 4 is 4 shots.." Antwan interjected.
"This nigga bugging.." Jabber mumbled, earning a chuckle out of you.
After you all finally agree to a set of Uno rules without cutting each other's heads off, you took a hold of the drinks while August carried his bong towards the living room. The game was simple whoever takes the least amount of shots wins with the player choice of a shot or a hit. Antwan opened up the game and sat on the couch with Jabber and you went to sit on Jaida's lap like usual.
"Woah woah what you doing?" Jaida looked up at you like you were crazy/
"I'm sitting on you whats wrong?"
"Un uh you like looking at cards I'm not getting fucked up because of you, over there." Jaida laughed, pushing you off towards the couch. You had some idea of what she was trying to do knowing that you always sit beside her.
"You can't sit by me I talk too much shit."
"Ain't nobody worried about you Twan.." You chuckled, sitting in between Jabber and him, cracking the bottle of liquor open to pour just a little over two shots to start. Everyone had their cups ready and their lighters by their side as the game started
"Wait wait you said no stacking!" Jaida spat
"That's a plus 2 and a plus 4 that don't make sense!" Antwan groaned
"Now you just cheating!" Your eyes shifting over to Jabber all in your deck
"She only got two cards left nigga think!"
" Uno out!" August cried, resulting in everyone taking a shot.
The first round went easy with August winning the first game and you winning the next two rounds meaning you were playing bartender for Antwan who didn't wanna take his shot and August who kept hiding his shots under the table. Jabber had his own cup and you swore he was taking baby sips judging by the way his cup never needed a refill
"The color is blue.." You hummed.
"Wack ass color.." Twan mumbled.
You felt a nudge from a heavy boot hit your leg as August went to pluck his 4 cards and load up his bong to take his hits.
"Mmccht what you got on you?" Jabber whispered.
"You flashed him a pluck 4 and he nodded his head quick, waiting another round before he dropped it on the table.
"That's on you Twan.." You spoke, laying the your down.
"What you got Twan?" Jaida yelled, a slight slur in her voice holding up a plus four of her own.
"Wait a minute how the fuck y'all do that?"
"That's 8 shots!" You cackled, sitting up to grab the bottle ready to pour.
"Put that down I ain't drinking shit!"
"While he's complaining I played my card it's August's turn!" Jaida blurted as you and Jabber couldn't hold your laughter listening to Antwan lose his mind about rules he made up to begin with. August threw his card on the table sending it to Jabber once again.
"How about this skip you, skip you fuck nigga and Jaida you pluck two now we all take a shot."
Everyone tossed their cards on the table with Antwan cursing at you for not assisting to his side, August felt set up by Jaida and Twan went at Jabber's neck, it was all a bunch of drunk nonsense when the truth was Jabber snuck out a few cards for himself while dealing the deck trying to get everyone fucked up.
"I got another round in me..don't tap now." Jabber laughed, throwing his cards on the table
"Yall got that shit I'm going to bed..y'all can crash here.." Antwan chuckled a yawn shortly following after.
"I'm about to take Jaida home, August you sure you don't wanna ride with us?" You asked, watching him get up and pat around to find his jacket.
"Nah! My girl she- she should be outside actually!"
"Tell Phoenix I said hey!"
You said your goodbyes even going so far as to stepping outside to speak to his girlfriend and making sure August himself made it in to the car. You waved them off, heading back inside to a sleeping Jaida, Jabber cleaning up the messy table and Antwan making his way over to you.
"I'm finna take a shower, you staying over?" Antwan mumbled, giving you another hug before trotting his way up the stairs.
"I gotta work in the morning remember? Plus I gotta get Jaida home before it's gets too late.."
"Alright alright, if you still here when I'm done I gotta talk to you bout something.." The room fell silent which meant Jabber had stopped cleaning or you were a little higher than you thought.
"Just tell me now drunkie " You blinked, crossing your arms from the cool breeze coming from the screen door
"It's something serious so between us alright?"
**
"Okay.." You scrunched your face in slight confusion as he trotted up the stairs. You closed the door and sat back down on the couch with Jabber placing the Uno cards back in the pack, tossing them on the table.
"You sure not spending the night? You can't be driving like that un un give me them keys.." Jabber mumbled, patting you down to find your keys stuffed in your pocket. You weren't putting up much of a fight due to you not having the strength to contribute to his antics.
"NiggaâŚthis ain't the first time.."
"C'mon, I'll let you have the couch come finish Happy Feet with me." He smiled nodding his head towards the TV before picking up a left over blunt in the ash tray, grabbing the lighter laid out on the table to light it smoothly
"Hmmâ Jabber hummed, tapping your hand with the lit blunt, blowing smoke in the other direction.
 You took his offer holding it up to your mouth to get as much as you could before it burned your lips, thick yellow clouds of smoke surrounding the two of you.
He had his glasses pushed up on his forehead and his jacket unzipped exposing the baggy black shirt laying on his lap covering his belt buckle, you could see his chest softly rise and fall from how still you were, from how long you staring in his face, hard enough for him to swing his head in your direction.
Heâs not supposed to look like this, youâve smoked with Jabber before, plenty of times, spent the night at this exact house sleeping on this exact couch. Nothing had changed! He still talked to you the same, there was no subliminals you were missing right?
âYou good? Need a blanket? Iâm serious about yo ass not going nowhere. You can leave in the morning.â
âYeah Antwan always got the AC blowing..â You spat, partially being honest about being cold, you just needed an excuse to snap you out of whatever you were thinking about. You ashed the blunt in the ash tray, scrolling on your phone to distract your mind. This is the same Jabber who clowned you for months after you started your locs saying you wanted to be him for the longest. The same Jabber you got greased up with early in the morning before getting on the bus, the same Jabber that made you laugh on your worst days and somehow getting through all four years of college hell you graduated with him.
What was so special about him tonight?
âHere..â Jabber spoke, tossing a thick comforter from the closet underneath the stairs over your head, closing the door to return back to the couch snatching some of the cover with a playful smile. The movie played on as the high consumed the both of you, you were trapped in your own thoughts and Jabber? His eyes were glued to the movie but the way he was nodding off proved just how bad he lost the Uno Game.
âYou not sleeping in your room?â You spoke, tapping him on the head.
âI canât lay with you? Iâll leave you alone once the movie over my bad..â He said with a snicker
âIâm playing Jay i donât want you falling asleep on me..â
âYou don't remember me falling asleep while your mom was yelling at us? That night we broke your bedroom door playing?â
âOh my god, i woke you up out of your sleep i threw what was it?â
âA big ass bucket of cold water! Yo mama was pissed! had her floors all fucked up!"
âI aint sorry.â You giggled.
âThat ass whopping ya mama gave you made you sorry.â
âThatâs my cue to leave, hand me my keys..â You scoffed, rolling your eyes before a laugh snuck its way out of your lips. Jabber paused for a moment watching you giggle while adjusting yourself on the couch, pulling up the blanket to completely cover your lower half.
His glossy eyes glazed over your overgrown locs sitting on your shoulders, carefully watching how you rubbed your lip gloss in and how your nails clacked against each other every time you hit him in his arm or his chest. He liked to stick his finger right underneath your nose just to get you to pop him somewhere on his body. A favorite pastime of his.
He rubbed his head, pushing a few locs out of his face as he leaned back, grabbing the keys off of the end table holding them over his head.
âOh these?â
âJabari I'm not in the mood to move around, give me my shit.â
âCome get em..â He chuckled, leaning back as far as he could jiggling them up in the air. You rolled your eyes and indulged yourself into playing with him, reaching up to make the futile attempt to grab your keys.
You looked down at him, the comfortable silence engulfing you two. You studied his piercings, every indent in his skin, every tattoo you thought you knew about analyzing his features and little did you know he was doing the same. Eyeballing your lashes batting so slowly to him, how your perfume and your natural scent of warm amber, honeysuckle and incense it filled his nose with every breath he took.
His pink pupils peered down to your lips then back to your heavy, red eyes then back to your plumps lips cursing himself in his mind. Jabber never imagined seeing you like this, the TV being the only light illuminating the room. You knew the weed had your cunt throbbing like it was the only thing it could do, that had to be the reason Jabber looked this fucking good, the strain, the amount of THC any excuse to justifying borderline eye fucking your best friend.
Soon it became too much.
Jabber leaned in deciding close the heavy thick air surrounding the both of you. His lips tasted sharp like the blunt you smoked settling to something sweet as it mixed in with your gloss and the concoction he was drinking during the game.
You quickly pulled back, your eyes red and wide looking to Jabber just as bug eyed.
âI didnât mean to-â
âIâm sorry-â You both stammered over each other.
âY/n-â
âItâs okay, itâs ight I kissed you back it ainât like that..â
âI wasnât supposed to- I wasnât thinking..â
âI liked it..â
He paused like you uttered something forbidden, like this was the last possibility, Jabber thought he was dreaming.
"Huh?"
"Don't make me repeat it.."
"So if I did it again?"
His question almost didn't make sense, yet nothing felt real in this moment, like white noise filling in your ears. Your heart spoke so loud but something else screamed at you instead.
"What if we get caught Jaida's right there-"
"Who gotta know?" His voice in a hushed tone.
"Nobody.." You whispered, taking a small glance back at Jaida slumped on the recliner, before returning back to him licking his lips, his arm extended out across the back of the chair. The eye contact felt like pressure swelling between the two of you and not just from your thighs tossing each other back and forth to stop that pulsating feeling forming deep within. You always told Jabber he had a pretty ass face and you'd always get a corny response but now it had a whole new meaning, you couldn't hold yourself together.
You leaned back in and Jabber's finger fell right under your chin like he knew you'd give in first, pressing his lips against yours hard, trying with all of his might not to make a sound. His head tilled off to the side to deepen the kiss while you grabbed the blanket to keep your bottom halves covered, hiding his already twitching tip in his jeans.
His bottom lip found it way between your lips and you managed to feel his snake bites softly pinch you as you snuck a bite, earning yourself a satisfied groan. Jabber returned the gift, biting your bottom lip with a soft pull, feeling the coldness of his rings curl around your neck.
Your hand snuck underneath the blanket around his clothed shaft, cupping your hand around his warm dick as he softly huffed air out of his nose to fight the moans but you shushed him quickly by shoving your tongue into his mouth, feeling his hand guiding yours up and down his semi hard length.
"Mm- damn.." Jabber's voice just above a whisper, feeling a soft jerk of his hips trying to get your attention, tightening his grip around your neck. If the sounds of your lips smacking over and over weren't loud enough the noises of the couch of you and him fumbling to get each other pants off almost took the cake. Just as you felt Jabber's fingers trailing up to lift your shirt, a loud shift in the recliner shook the both of you still as Jaida in the recliner turned her body in the opposite direction covering herself with her own cover.
The thudding sound of your heart shattered against your chest and your body began to shiver, snapping your neck back at Jaida before Jabber took your focus back on him, holding his finger to his lips trying to hold back a laugh.
"You don't know how to keep yo voice down.." You whispered, covering your own mouth to keep your high giggles to minimum while he grabbed the remote off of the table still covered with uno cards and half empty cups of liquor to turn up the TV.
"Hadn't even touched you yet," Jabber sucked his teeth leaning back on the couch as he pulled the cover up. "Keep that same energy."
"Yeah?" Your eyes shuffled around your head, tugging him closer to you by his shirt giving him the green light.
"I don't wanna hear shit come out your mouth." He huffed, taking off his glasses and going in for your neck, returning back to his spot of yanking your shirt up to play with your nipples already hard to the touch.
"I promise you won't.." You pursed your lips, leaning your neck to the side to give him more access, feeling his pierced lip lazily leave kisses, distracting your mind with his tongue licking you before taking a chunk out of your skin like he was trying to get you to scream right off the bat. You bit your own lip hard, allowing the sharpness fade into adrenaline pumping straight to your cunt, pounding in between your legs.
His fingers played and tugged on your hardened buds as he repeated the filthy technique, kissing you to soothe the pain, licking to distract and taking any chance he could to sink his teeth in so deep you felt two or three of them break skin, yet you didn't want him to stop.
The smallest whimper escaped while Jabber soothe another bite mark with his lips, snickering to himself as he peppered kisses up to the shell of your ear and his fingers traveled further down to the top button of your jeans.
"What was that? Nah nah come on..I wanna hear what you sound like y/nâŚ" His voice sent a chill down your spine and a stream of your own juices trickling down your leg. You helped him undo your jeans and slipped them off just enough to give him room to keep his promise. Your thumbs were tucked into the sides of your underwear nearly about to pull them down before the palm of his hand slid past the waist band using the pads of his fingers to tease your soaked clit.
You inhaled deeply through your nose, rubbing your lips together to prevent any more sounds to leave you. You didn't want to give him any reason to talk yet you were so close to cumming on his hand from barely anything. His fingers swiped your clit side to side before he slid them up and down, applying pressure on your clit drawing tiny circles. You weren't worried about your moans waking her up and neither was Jabber, you were both focused on the slight slippery sounds of your cunt and his fingers playing with each other.
"Oh my fucking..godâŚyou wetting up the couch.." He huffed, pulling his hand back still coated in your slick, lifting up his shirt with your help. You flung his dick out of his boxers watching precum dribble out of his tip, small semi white beads dripping down his still growing shaft. Your heavy eyes widen at his girth as you stroked him, pasuing your movements to lick your fingers, staring back into Jabbers low lidded pink eyes.
Something clicked, maybe it was the weed or the fact that you couldn't blame any substance for what you were doing. There were no plans of shoving your tongue down your best friend's throat yet you showed no signs of stopping either once you spat on your hand, returning it back to his sticky tip to stroke him carefully, occasionally squeezing tighter in hopes to give him just a glimpse of what you felt like.
The colors of the TV danced on his skin keeping your eyes on Jabber as he leaned back in to peck your lips, biting his bottom lip to stop himself from cursing your name. The air surrounding the two of you grew so heavy and the way your nails damn near looked like decorations on his dick bouncing up and down, it was a shame only you and him could see the sight. Jabber popped his fingers into his mouth to clean the residue stuck on his hand before reaching over back into your underwear, playing with your swollen clit so hot to the touch, he had to suck in air like he burned himself.
You kept your movements at a steady pace up until the sneaky bastard slipped his two fingers past your pussy lips, dipping inside of your slick cunt with no hesitation. Your jaw fell open, slightly dropping as you inhaled sharply, immediately focusing on the meaningless words talking out of the screen as he went deeper.
"âŚfuck." You breathed, taking your thumb to play with his tip.
His hips snapped upwards, humping into your slippery hand like a sex toy, purposefully leaning closer to your neck releasing heavy breaths and stammers all in your ear while his fingers pumped inside of your pussy, curling up to tease that spot hitting it over and over. It was ridiculous how close you felt your orgasm creeping in, your walls stuttered around his digits and the slight cold pang of his rings brushing your clit ever so often drove your mind insane.
"Get that nut out for me, stroke thatâŚssssfuck.." Jabber whispered, taking his head from the crook of your neck eye balling you playing with his dick. Your hand sped up and you took the free one to place your finger over your lips, slowing your movements down to see him release more shots of pre staining your nails. His balls were full and his tip twitched with each stroke, it was obvious that he was close yet the more you pumped the faster he moved his fingers inside of your quivering walls.
You turned your head to the side, facing away from him to let your poker face fall, scrunching up your face as you felt that pressure about to burst, slamming your legs together to prevent a bigger mess than then one you already had on Jabber's fingers.
"S-shit..I'm cumming.." You mumbled
"All over my fingersâŚpaint these rings for me maâŚdon't stop." He smirked against your skin, sliding his nasty fingers out of your cunt to play with your clit, rubbing messy circles to pull more noises out of you.
"Give it to me baby, you like how I'm playing with this pussy..cum for me.."
It was like a command the way your body follow instructions, your legs trembled and your eyes snapped shut as a soft stream of juices leaked out of your throbbing cunt. Your free hand cupped your lips to stop your own gasps feeling Jabber's pace pick up speed, finger fucking your through that harsh orgasm and making you lose focus on his dick at full length twitching in your hand. The thought alone triggered another ball forming inside of your lower stomach.
"Feel..too damn good.."
"I know I do.." His face painted with a smug smile.
Now it was too obvious what the two of you were doing under the blanket with Jabber slamming his knuckles deep inside of your pussy and you pumping him in rough, smooth circles. He took his finger out of your slimy mess one inch at a time, swearing to himself watching you fight to keep him inside. Your juices dribbled down his palm and he couldn't help to sneak a taste before adding to the mix your hand already had, helping you stroke his thick tip.
Jabber tossed his head back and moved his hand to let you finish the job, his dick felt so painfully hard that each throb felt like a cramp. His lower stomach tighten up causing his muscles to flex, prominently showing the sticky mess of your spit and slick staining his skin.9
Your clit shivered and your walls clamped around thin air yearning for something to stuff it full, how could he look this good? Did you miss something after all these years? The way his adams apple bobbed as he swallowed hard, fighting the urge to spill his nut all over your hand, his eyelashes fluttering each time you squeezed his tip it all felt so surreal.
"Where you want it? Where you wanna cum?"
"Ou shitâŚall over your face.." He whispered back, a tiny laugh trapped in his breath.
"Jay you not finna mess up my hair.."
"I won't I won'tâŚouu fuck please. Please?" His head popped up to lock his eyes with yours, begging softely without speaking a word. You knew if you went so much as a centimeter closer to his dick it would end up being more than just a quickie, his soft whimpers made the situation no better.
"Shhhh cum on my nails like you promised.." You hummed to him, leaning in to close the heavy air between the two of you. You swirled your tongue around his, releasing one too many moans sending shocks right to his dick. His veins rubbed up against your slick palms as you squeezed your fingers around the tip.
Jabber bucked his hips faster, practically fucking your hand and the only thing you could do was imagine your body riding his dick up and down. You pictured his tip puncturing your cervix and couldn't help but to bite down on his lip harsh to stop yourself from whining into his mouth.
You heard him groan out, swallowing up every syllable he gave feeling his hips stiffen up. You continued your fast movements focusing more on his tip, breaking away from the kiss to keep your eyes on his dick before warm heavy beads of cum spilled out coating your nails just like you envisioned.
"Oh fuck!" You slammed your hand over his mouth not letting up still pumping at full speed and what made matters worse was the flicker of a light upstairs followed by a few footsteps walking around fueling your already anxious thoughts.
"Shit!"
"Bari you sleep?" Antwan's voice boomed from upstairs
"Nah Y/n and nem bout to leave.." He blurted, feeling your hand snatch away. You licked off any evidence on your nails, rubbing your lips together to savor his taste. Without hesitation, Jabber pecked your lips just to sample what you and him would taste like, pulling back to stuff his painfully hard dick back into his pants.
The faster you tried to shuffle, the more you struggled to put your legs back inside of your own pants, you pushed the button through and immediately moved the blanket off of you to sit up straight, hoping the thudding sounds in your head were coming from heart pounding out of your chest and not Antwon walking down the stairs.
You snuck a look behind you before returning back to Jabber rummaging in his pockets for his phone. It would be a lie to say that you wanted to end the night off here. If Antwan wasn't awake, if Jaida wasn't sitting just a few feet away just how far were you planning on going?
He found his phone and went to grab the comforter to place it back into the closet door, tapping away at his phone.
"We still good right? I don't wanna-"
"We cool n/n, get her home I'll see you.." He whispered.
You nodded your head grabbing your keys on the table. You got up and walked over to Jaida in the recliner shaking the piece of furniture to get her up before shaking her body.
"JaiâŚget up we bout to go.."
"Mmmm!'"
"Un uh! We gotta go home!"
"I'm up I'm up!" She groans, pushing the blanket off of her, placing her feet into her shoes. You watched Jaida prep herself to go while sneaking glances at Jabber trying to shush your cunt from making noise every time you moved your thighs.
"Alright, come on.." She mumbled, rising up out of the chair.
"Get her mean ass onâŚ" Jabber chuckled.
"Night Twon!" You yelled upstairs.
"I'll see you Jabber.."
Iâve seen the requests and iâve been lurking trust, did not realize itâs been THAT LONG without some Jabari and i do formally apologize, does this make it a little better? (This has a high chance of being a seriesđ¤đž) Until next time and as always i will imagine with you in the next one
Linked with a dude and I was just making him nut all over himself, forcing him to hold eye contact and allđ just stroking his shi, no?
Anyways, is there something you could do with a scenario like that? Itâs totally fine if not. It can be with Jabber, tamsy, shit anyone idec
I had to write a drabble about Plug!Jabber about this because this made me giggle real good!!
As much as you loved being outside in the shivering cold night breeze wearing nothing but a tequila liquor coat, bar hopping from club to club with you friends, the nights you enjoyed the most were the ones where you would sit in your freshly deep-cleaned apartment.
Nothing satisfied you more than the smoke of the incense swirling around in the air covering your house with your favorite scent, your skin silky smooth from the bath you dipped yourself in and to top it off you had something waiting for you in the bed to end the night on a good note.
You placed the incense holder on the center table in the living room, walking around to make your way into the room where he laid in the bed shirtless, his scattered tats on his body made it look like he turned himself into a personal sketchbook along with the small face tat he had on the left side of his face he got when he let one of his friends practice on him.
Jabber took over your apartment whenever he came around, leaving his clothes everywhere, leaving ounces in your closet for 'safe' keeping, shoes, beltsâŚthat was his way of saying "we live together now". He wore nothing but a grey pair of basketball shorts with the band of his boxers exposed and his hand playing with his dick on soft.
Not for long.
"What you got burning in there?" He asked, sniffing the air as you crawled into bed, the sheets colliding with your skin as you lay down. He adjusted himself so he could lie in your lap, like the big baby he was. After a long day of handling his business all Jabber could long for is coming thru with your weekly supply and laying under your warm ass blankets and kick it with you and honestly you didn't mind him coming through so late at night.
"Why? You don't like it?"
"It smell like you..might put that in my car when I leave later.."
"You leaving me tonight? I thought you said you could stay.." You said with a playful whine, pushing him with your hand.
"Uh uh, you'll have me out all night you know I got to work.."
"Well you got me till later then.."
"Jay.." You hummed, taking your hand down his chest back up to his face while he laid his head back on your chest, his hair falling down his body in a messily fashion. You noticed he still had his hand playing in his pants and made a sinful decision to let your hand drift down his body to softly toy with the band of his boxers, your nails grazing against his dick hairs to reach his hand over his bulge.
"Mmm uh uh mama..damn your hand are warm..don't tempt me.." He chuckled, softly moving your hand away to which you simply placed it back this time further to his tip.
"Do what? You gotta go Jay.." You giggled back to him, playfighting to get to his dick.
"Y/n stop playing before I make you do something to him.." He smirked, sucking in air peering his hot pink eyes down to see you pull his semi hard length from his boxers, taking your hand back to lay a stripe on your fingertips going back to play with his tip. Jabber tried to throw it off like he didn't enjoy your pretty ass nails he just paid for play around on his tip, he didn't have a clue what you were up to since he was used to you grabbing his dick at random moments just because.
"I'm not doing nothing.." You lied, turning your head to the TV playing a rerun of Martin on your mounted TV screen, your rolled your hand on his tip increasing your speed every once in a while every time you felt his hips push up into your fist. You pulled your bottom lip in between your teeth feeling his shaft grow against the palm of your hand, it became harder to keep your fingertips together around his length, you heard a stifeled grunt leave the pink eyed man's mouth earning a smirk from you, leaning down to see his face turning up trying to keep it together.
"If you wanna make me stay you got to come give him a kiss.." He spat, laughing to himself before his throat backfired on him once you took your hand to squeeze his dick tight, a soft whimper soothing your ears.
"Ion need to do that.." You cooed back, pumping your fist up to reveal tiny drops of pre cum coming from his tip.
"..sssfuck what you gon do then mama?" He said with a cocky smile turning his head towards you, meeting his lips by leaning down, sliding your tongue into his mouth. Your fingers swirled around his sticky length spreading his precum in between your digits taking a moment to break the kiss to suck your fingers, collecting your combine spit to rub it back on his dick, lubing him up enough to pick up the pace.
"You need this dick that bad?" He mumbled into your mouth, rolling his hips into your closed fist, allowing you to swallow his needy moans.
"I need that cum baby that's what Mama needs.."
"That's what..mama..mmm.."
You had your free hand tugging on his locs just the way he liked it, you had to take matters into you own hands to keep your personal heating pad in the bed tonight. Jabber knew you were on your period tonight which is why he came over to comfort you with whatever you needed. He figured you were having a bad day whenever you cussed him out this morning because he didn't text in his usual 'tone'.
That's when he knew to come by with your favorite takeout, 2 woods rolled to perfection and a his creation of a lazy boy massage which consisted of him laying beside you and rubbing your stomach until your pain meds kicked in .
"Yeah that's what I need Jay..mmhmm let me get it out.." You muttered back, folding your lips over his, sucking on his pierced tongue while you continued to stroke his length pausing just so you could feel him thrusting into your palms.
"Stroke that fucking dick.." He whined, snapping his hips to replace your pumping hand only to release an exaggerated groan feeling you once again squeeze his length, his stomach caving in as his muscles quivered from the sensitivity.
Moving away from his mouth you took your free hand in his locs, forcing him to look up at your lash covered eyes, that hazy look of lust still plastered on your face, he gazed back at you eyes pink and low, biting his lip while he humped your hand.
"You doing me dirty ma.." He smiled lazily, hearing the squelching sounds your hand made with each stroke, you swirled your hand faster, looking deep into Jabber's eyes knowing no matter what he decided to do with his night, he wouldn't be too far away to climb back into your bed if you needed him, he was always a phone call away.
"I love you doing you like this Daddy.." You moaned back, pulling your tits out of the night dress you were wearing, letting him turn his head to put a nipple in his mouth while you jerked him off.
"Y/nnnn! Fuck!" Jabber cursed, pushing his hips at a faster pace, cupping one of your tits to fit into his mouth. "Let me cum in this pretty ass hand..Mammaaaa hoooo fuck..Momaaa MommyâŚMa..Ma FUCK!"
"Uh huh..say it again baby, keep yo mouth right there.." You huffed, pumping him faster until you saw hot ropes of his cum shot into the air, coating your knuckles with his fluids.
"Put yo phone on silent bae..You ain't going nowhere tonightâŚ"
Will I be forced to write a part two to this? Depends on how bad ya'll will beg for it..we'll see hehehehe