Manon

"Pain serves a purpose. What you cannot feel you cannot take care of" 22 yo || she/her || Slytherin || Brazilian

[manon-dennis]

do mi ti why not me o dia todo do mi ti why not me why not me

[manon-dennis]

senhor eu preciso de um sinal

se não for pra eu seguir com esse rolê o senhor vai me mostrar jogando um raio na cabeça dessas duas pessoas aqui vou te passar os nomes-

[manon-dennis]

não segui mas não foi por falta de tentativa ou seja perdi a auto estima e a dignidade com um golpe só

[manon-dennis]

senhor eu preciso de um sinal

se não for pra eu seguir com esse rolê o senhor vai me mostrar jogando um raio na cabeça dessas duas pessoas aqui vou te passar os nomes-

[manon-dennis]

DESGRAÇAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

[seashellronan]

the thing that gets me about about barbie is that barbie land wasn’t even purposefully a matriarchy, barbie land came about because of the way little girls were playing with their barbies, it wasn’t created by mattel it was created by the people using the toys, so the fact that the barbies ignored the ken’s and had girls night every night wasn’t because they had some bias against him, it was just an accurate depiction of how kids play with barbies. I had some ken dolls as a child and they were essential to the plot in the sense that of course my barbie has a boyfriend because that represented the world i saw around me, but also he didn’t have any purpose in my dream world because i was only interested in what the girls were doing because they represented me and how i wanted to be, I wanted girls night every night I wanted the girls to be president and austronauts and not because of some inherent feminist idea but because I was a girl and I wasn’t thinking about boys, ken was an accessory. this movie wasn’t made to change the world but it showed a different perspective than what we usually see which I thought was fun. Men don’t have to be the centre of all our stories and its not even because we hate them, sometimes we’re just not thinking about them

[manon-dennis]

pussy facing the world

[manon-dennis]

nah man fuck poems

[manon-dennis]

masturbating has been like casting a patronus lately, I gotta summon a happy thought first focus girl don't mind the deep ression

[manon-dennis]

I fucking hate you

[manon-dennis]

Tell me 'bout your picture perfect love

Tell me how you think without the drugs

Maybe you just need to send for me

I don't mean to really love you

I don't even really care about you

I don't mean to really love you

I don't even really care about you no more

[manon-dennis]

being perceived as a sexual human being is unbearable. I don't want you to look at me dancing, I don't want to feel the need to look sexy all the time, I don't want to kiss anyone, I don't want to feel obliged to be his trophy and I DON'T WANT ANYONE IN MY GODDAM MOTHERFUCKING HOUSE

[manon-dennis]

I love surprises! I'm also terrified of them

[manon-dennis]

[manon-dennis]

there's something so soothing and peaceful in wearing baggy clothes that block any kind of perspective over your real body you'll never know if I'm a nymph a broom or an immaterial apparition

[manon-dennis]

on the other hand there's also something very satisfying about dressing like it's 45°C outside because it is and I'm very pretty enjoy the view

[manon-dennis]

there's something so soothing and peaceful in wearing baggy clothes that block any kind of perspective over your real body you'll never know if I'm a nymph a broom or an immaterial apparition

[manon-dennis]

ALL I want is for this back pain to go away so I can go back to carry the weight of a small economic car at the gym I'm going to cry

[manon-dennis]

"through rose colored glasses, all the red flags just look like flags" well I slammed my face right into the flag, the flag was kicking my ass and disrespecting my mother