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breana, 26, scorpio

[manukahunnie]

the older i get, the worse my panic attacks get.

[radicalgraff]

"It doesn't have to be like this. We could have it so much better"

Calligraffiti in Chicago, Illinois

[aaaangel444]

[pinkmoon888]

2023: go to the limits of your longing, let everything happen to you: beauty and terror, just keep going, no feeling is final

[manukahunnie]

yeah i literally don’t know what i want to do for work

hopefully something works out

[pureprincessa]

[manukahunnie]

it’s so sad to go back and read posts from 5 years ago and remember how lonely i felt and how much i wanted to be in the bay but it just did not work out for me. i’m happy where i am now and lucky to be surrounded by my best friends and family again. community is really everything y’all <3

[sacred-portal]

[ingydars]

2023

FIND COMFORT IN THE NIGHT SKY

RUN AND DANCE AND DO IT OFTEN

SUFFERING IS A SMALL PRICE TO PAY FOR DESIRE

HAPINESS IS INTERESTING

SANCTUARIES = NATURE + MUSIC + THE BODY

TRY AND FAIL AND FAIL AND FAIL AND LEARN

WRITE EVERY DAY

CONNECT TO URSELF THROUGH WARM MEALS

REGRESSION IS NEEDED TO BUILD NEW RITUALS

REMEMBER THE TREES PERSIST DESPITE EVERYTHING

[cheruib]

sourdough bread by wiltedkalesalad

[manukahunnie]

when he says “you’re hot” but leonard cohen said, “there is a moment in every day when i kneel before the love i have for you. then i remember that i am still that man. and i know that my life’s work is to be that man, who leans over a white tablet humbled in his constant and signifying love for you. it is eight twenty-seven in the evening. once again the thought of you has rescued me from the puzzle of my indifference…”

[thatbitchsimone]

[dyetransfer]

Onitsuka Tiger

OKATABI MT and OKATABI SANDAL

2011

[tlrksemf]

[dazmerchant]

[oneleonessa-deactivated20230701]

When he says "ur hot” but Dostoyevsky said “she tortures me, tortures me with her love. In the past it was only that infernal body of hers that tortured me, but now I've taken all her soul into my soul and through her I've become a man...”

[comfyhaystack]

only packing the essentials