feb 09, 2021 8:56pm | last post (for now? probably. idk)
di naging madali para sakin lahat. obvious naman hanggang ngayon haha. so this is a way for me to help myself to finally get over it. i’ll still be here, just under a different username and with a clean slate, finally.
this blog has been with me through all of my ups and downs, my lowest of lows, and even some of my most important milestones for so many years. this blog also knows how much i fell in love and how i got heartbroken. and how i have not been able to pick myself up from that heartbreak until now.
i probably won’t be opening this account for who knows how long and i just feel like this blog has already served me well enough to start anew. but in more ways than one, i actually felt like i had a bestfriend to run to for once whenever life crushed me and tested me despite the lack of a physical shoulder to lean on. and as time passed by, i realized that some people just don’t deserve to know whatever business i have going on in my life anymore.
so here i am bidding my goodbye as mapangarap. ♡
