Perfect Failure

20 || songwriter/guitarist/drummer || youtuber || socially awkward

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Devil's Playground This track is a metal instrumental, but influences of other genres, such as classical, jazz, blues, post-hardcore, trance etc can be also recognised. All these different aspects of music were brought into one crushing, heavy track and that’s what it makes it an outstanding performance. It keeps the listener entertained with new and suprising parts in the music but also gives catchy guitar melodies, riffs and an easily memorizable chorus. The song has a modern metal sound. The constant guitar virtuosity is followed by highly energetic breakdowns at some places, which is typical of metalcore/deathcore music. The theme of the song relates to "our playground" which we call the Earth and how it is filled with evil. It’s like Shakespeare said ’’Hell is empty and all the devils are here’’. The human nature and how we treat our planet is what defines the devil.

[marcellroncsak]

I have been on the screen for more than three years now and these are some memorable & funny moments from my youtube videos. Thanks for listening, watching through all this time and keep on making me happy while I’m making my visions come true. All of you are my inspiration. www.youtube.com/user/metalzone77 - Marcell

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Homesick

  I barely even take my footsteps on your sidewalks anymore, you old filthy whore. Those streets are paved with gold that usually turn into rust, noone wants to carry on and clean it from the dust. Your poison, that made you special, used to be my breathe of fresh air. How’d it be different if I have never left your tempting embrace? I can’t stop the distress you’ve been illuminated by. You let the evil souls spread their disease all over your squares. They took my breath away, my freedom, my home.

  I am so far away but you still can’t hide the shreds of your tears. Everyone hurts you, all those creatures of the war who made me live in fear. Your hands are all tied up, they won’t let you to be the same again. It was long time ago, I forgot your touch. When I come to visit you complain so much. It would be easier if I made it your last round and burn your bones to the ground...

...but I can’t. I love dying in your arms, even if all you ever bring is harm. Walking across your paths, every day there is a felony, but I miss the agony. All those memories are still haunting me. I want to see that the sun sets behind your gates. I want to wake up in the middle of your darkest nights, as I am losing myself in your lights. Crawling amongst your tombs, digging a hole I can hide all my secrets and bury all of my regrets. You spread your sins by the serpents’ kiss, your tongue made me as damaged as you are.

  You are everything I love, everything I hate. Without you in my heart, I have lost my faith. By the hands of the unknown creator, you’ve been punished from above. I wanted to help you, but maybe it’s too late, I’ve already suffered enough.

  In every other place I am just a foster child, with a monster’s mind. You created me, raised me, made me burn from the inside. Now all the flames have gone forever, lost in the flow. Suicide City, I will never let you go.

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For All I Am

  An individual human being can be determined in so many different ways. Identifying who we are and what we are like in general is impossible, mainly because we all change our faces in different situations. We act and behave differently with our friends, colleges, strangers and enemies. If you are in love’s embrace while the universe leads you into the right direction or your heart is filled with hatred, you will make different decisions, you will talk differently to people around you, and see life differently.

  At the moment I am deeply in my comfort zone, letting music to get in my veins, enjoying the smell of the pouring rain from my balcony. I feel like I am a different person now, not the same as I am usually at school among people who don’t even know a thing about me - for them I’m just a motionless face with a name that means nothing to them. I am not the same as I am drowning myself in liquor with my best friends or when I am alone with the love of my life, showing a face of mine that noone else knows about. So many different vibes can get and affect me. Somedays I want to be a rockstar, to meet people, travel around the world, experience as much as I can. Somedays I just want to be all alone, hiding myself from the world, that’s grown colder. Oddly, I could be the nicest person you’ve ever met, I could even made you laugh, still there are days when I’m haunted by my demons, then I will rip off your chest, because my life is a mess, I just need a rest.

  The only person who can ever really understand me, is the one who lives in me. There is not a living creaton in this world who has seen all of my faces, not even me. I can’t describe half of the shit I feel inside. I am a heart of a child who lives in a monster, who puts on his mask every day to avoid everything that’s real, as I live in fear, I rather be in a place where noone can hear me scream.

  I am the perfect failure, who can do remarkable things, then destroys everything around. I create dreams with ambition while seeing through my visions and destroying them with my irresponsibility and temper.

  As the midnight air refreshes my soul, I can still find hope in myself. I might never change, but I am an individual human being with values. Not everyone can see that in me, but I still can. We all have a universe inside of us, we all have something precious in us. I will always embrace that part of myself that makes me who I am. I was not born to fit in or to be society’s little fuckin’ whore. This is the life I lead, writhing through different paths at the same time, with all of my faces to show, here I stand still, for all I am.

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We are all the same

There is something we all love. Something that carries us through the days of our lives, helps us fight our battles, find our ways in this chaotic world. Something that can heal the broken heart, and change and save lives. There is something we call music.

Music is bigger than all of us, It can make and create a revolution, a movement, a group of friends. It can lead to sympathy between people. It is supposed to bring us together, not to tear us apart. So I ask myself every day, ‘When and why did the music scene become such a cold-blooded war terrain?’

I used to think that the followers of the same genre are a big happy family; that they are ambitious about the same damn thing. It doesn’t matter whether you’re on the stage or in the audience. All that should matter is that our hearts beat for music. 

Instead of helping each other, making friends and having fun, all I see is hatred and separation between fans and too much egoistic manifestation between the musicians. I am not even talking about those people who anonymously hide behind their desks and talk shit about music, because those are worthless to mention.

This is becoming reality. The metal & hardcore community seems to be the most unfriendly place in the music scene. If you have a slightly different taste, than you’re not welcome at all. I fell in love with the heavy metal music scene very early, most probably because I never knew a place I could fit in. What I used to call the home of my dreams is now turning into a dark place, a place of angry fans and big-headed artists. We call this place the music industry.

As I am going ahead and passing ranks, I come across people who look down on me just because I don’t have a ‘’name’’  even though, we are lovers of the same music genre, we are the followers of the same religion.  People are preaching about how we are all the same but when someone’s getting a record contract then suddenly he is too cool to talk to the ones who gave him a helping hand in reaching all that. I just want to be treated as if I am a part of a community. Unfortunately, I do not feel that way nowadays.

I want peace in this scene so I suggest everyone to take a look at themselves while looking for the reasons causing the above-mentioned poor situation. After all, we should see that we are all into this music, that is why we picked up our instruments and joined the pit driven by the hope of being accepted somewhere. Together we can bring that safe place back, by being a little more considerate, staying humble and never losing our passion and devotion.

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Get to know me

I would like you to get to know me a little better.  My name is Marcell Roncsák, I'm 20 years old and I currently live in Hungary.  Music is the mission of my life. My main instrument is the guitar which I have been playing for around 7 years now. I also play the drums and write them for my music. Songwriting is my interest, I take inspiration from every subgenre of metal, along with jazz, classical, pop/rock, EDM and many more styles without boundaries or limitations. I am really open-minded and passionate about creating music. My biggest goals are to extend the reach of our art to more and more people who might get something out of it, and they will be inspired by it, and also to create something you've never heard, something that makes you move and sends you to new and unknown places. I am the founder of Planetary Divide, which is my online band. I already have multiple videos on youtube, couple of original songs, guitar remixes, covers and other cool stuff. You can and should check them out here:  http://www.youtube.com/user/metalzone77/videos

That is enough information about me for now, I will share a lot more later. If you have any personal or music related questions, please don't hesitate to ask in the comment section.

Thank you all for the overwhelming support so far. - Marcell