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#RhavageStartsToCrawl

Marissa: I woke up looking at the clock knowing the shutters were due to go up soon. I was feeling hot as Butch’s body was behind me and his arms were around me. I could hear Rhavage in his cot at the side of the bed, he was still asleep you could hear him dreaming in his sleep, he was making the sweetest of noises. Our little warrior was so cute, I lifted my head and he had his arms around the teddy that aunty Bitty had got him, he never let it go always had it with him. I didn’t want to get up yet I wanted to stay laying here in the arms of my male. I knew though that Rhavage would need feeding as soon as he woke up.

Butch:

The night before had been a long night on patrol, trolling the streets with V and Hollywood. We had encountered several lessers who were quickly immobilised and I had got to work by sucking up the very essence from them, they were all turned to ash. My price for doing this was that I smelt and felt like road kill, I had to get V use his magic hand on me.

Returning to the pit V had done his thing with his hand, I felt a lot better, more like myself than smelling of an old biddy. Walking back into the lounge of the pit I grabbed a bottle of Lag and a glass. Marissa arrived with Rhavage in her arms “Hey you two” Giving them both a kiss, I poured some of the scotch into the glass and gulps it down in one “Rough night baby?” “Yeah but nothing I couldn't handle” Rhavage had his pyjamas on and was falling asleep in Marissa's arms “You wanna put him to bed baby and I'll follow you so we can have some fun” Marissa had given me that look and went into the bedroom, like the sap I was I followed her.

The shutters were rolling up signalling it was another night, I was on rotation again tonight. Marissa was in my arms and Rhavage was in his crib sleeping with his teddy from Bitty, all was peaceful not even a mouse stirred, but knowing Rhavage he be screaming soon to be fed soon, this would be a good time for me to shower. Untangling myself from Marissa I got up and headed towards the bathroom.

Marissa: I heard Butch roll out of bed as he headed to the shower room, I leaned over the bed and it looked like Rhavage was stirring I knew it was then, it was time to get up. I put on my dressing gown and walked over to the cot, watching our little warrior wake up was so cute, he was making a noise again. My heart just melted, a little smile was on his face when he finally opened up his eyes. I picked him up and was saying good morning to him, when Butch came out of the shower.

Butch:

Turning on the shower waiting for the water to heat up. Once it was warm enough I stepped under the spray, getting my hair wet, I grabbed the shampoo bottle, squeezing some onto my hand and lathers my hair. Putting the bottle back I rinsed my hair and grabbed the soap washing my body. Putting the soap back I rinsed all the soap off my body.

Stepping out of the shower I turned the shower off and grabbed a towel, drying myself off. Wrapping the towel around my waist I headed back into the bedroom where Marissa had Rhavage in her arms “I see the our son is awake” Going over to them I kiss Rhavage on the head and then kisses Marissa on the lips. Going to the closet I pull on a pair of leathers, a muscle shirt and puts on my shitkickers. “We going up to the manse for first meal baby?”

Walking into the lounge of the pit I head straight for the fridge, Marissa had some bottles of milk all ready made of for Rhavage. Grabbing a bottle I unscrewed the top and put the bottle into the microwave. Setting the time for one minute and thirty seconds I hot the on button. Once the microwave pinged I took the bottle and screwed the top back on shaking it up.

Marissa: “Sure baby, shall we feed him first or shall we go to the manse we could feed him as we go baby? I don’t mind, I am hungry.” Laughing softly “I think we should feed him first.” I hand him over to you as I grab his thing’s to take up the manse. Baby mat, his toys and his changing bag. Watching you from the bedroom as you feed our little warrior.

Butch:

Sitting down on the couch with Rhavage in my arms, I put his bib on that said 'lil warrior’ getting him comfortable in my arms I bring his bottle up “Bottoms up son” placing the year of the bottle into Rhavage's mouth he began to suck hard “hungry there little man?” Rhavage sucked the bottle dry in not time. Taking the bottle from him I placed it onto the table.

Placing Rhavage over my shoulder I gently pat his back till he burps “where did that come from? Your big toe?” I smelt Rhavage's diaper, fuck it brought tears to my eyes “Think someone needs their bum changing, true?” Grabbing the changing bag I got everything ready to change Rhavage.

Once Rhavage was changed and I had got rid of his dirty diaper, I got Rhavage changed into his clothes of a t-shirt and jeans. Marissa emerges from the bedroom, she was dressed in a black suit and a white blouse “Mommy looks sexy doesn't she son” Rhavage was leaning against the table peering over the top looking at Marissa “Hey baby think Rhavage wants to come over to you”

Marissa:

Marissa: I was in the bedroom watching Butch feed our son, popping my head out, “looks like someone is hungry baby. He is sucking on that bottle as he hasn’t been feed.” Laughing softly. After he drank the whole bottle Butch put him over his shoulder and started patting his back. I was just walking into the lounge when Rhavage did a massive big burp. “That was big my little man” as I put my hand softly over his back. Oh no, me and Butch both looked at each other, “he needs a diaper change.” Butch offered and changed him, he was talking to Rhavage how sexy momma was looking, I smiled back at Butch “you don’t look to bad either in those leathers baby” smirking lots. I went over and I got everything ready to take up to the manse.

Butch:

Rhavage slowly lowers himself to the floor, sticking his bum up in the air. I give him a gentle nudge on his bum with my foot. Rhavage went forward on his little hands and then his little knees followed “Holy shit baby he's crawling” Getting up I get everything out of Rhavage's way, V's gold lighter, his ashtray and his tobacco and puts them all on the table by the four computers.

Closely walking around behind Rhavage as he discovers his world around him. Watching closely to see he doesn't put anything in his mouth that he shouldn't but so far so good. V's computers were fine at the moment as Rhavage didn't know how to climb on chairs yet. I'd have to get V to put a lick on his computers so Rhavage couldn't mess up with the security or the shutters to the mansion.

I spied V's rolling papers on the coffee table, Rhavage must've seen what I was looking at as he crawled over to them. I couldn't get there quick enough, Rhavage had got them and started chewing on them, drool all over the papers. Yuck. V wasn't going to like this, he's going to get all pissy about this and it be my ass he be kicking.

Marissa: Watching as Rhavage crawled down from Butch to the floor, giving his little bum a push. He shouts over “Baby, he is crawling “ I leave everything and rush over to them both watching him, Butch running around and getting everything out the way. He looked up at his dad as he was looking at the coffee table, he crawled over and V’s papers were on the table, he reached up and he was chewing on them “Oh no, uncle V is not going to be happy about this. Maybe we should make sure everything is not in reach of him, baby. Can you imagine the manse baby. We will have to tell them. I am sure Fritz will make sure it is safe for him.”

Butch:

Taking the soggy papers from Rhavage and ditches them into the trash can “Least it was the papers and nothing else, but yeah we're going to have to make safe for him around here. If V asks act all innocent about his papers and think of me and you together so he can't read your thoughts baby” Picking up Rhavage wiping his mouth with his bib, trying to get rid of any of the rolling papers from his mouth “You ready for first meal baby? And Rhavage here can go in the high chair so he isn't getting up to mischief”

Tucking Marissa under my arm, Rhavage in my other arm we walk out of the pit heading up to the manse for first meal.

#RhavageStartsToCrawl

#DarkParables

VBabySitsRhavage!

Butch: Coming out of the bedroom wearing a Tom Ford suit, it was dark blue with a grey pinstripe through the cloth. It was one of Marissa's favourite suits on me. I had a pale blue shirt and a dark blue tie on. This was going to be our first date night since the arrival of Rhavage and somehow I'd managed to get V to babysit for us. Don't know who's be more scared after this, V, Rhavage or Marissa and I. Marissa was behind me in her little black number that showed off every curve she had, had to get out before any of them noticed the tent in my pants. Marissa was fussing over the diaper bag explaining to V there were extra diapers and wipes in our room, some talc and the bottles were made up in the fridge. “Come on baby V can handle it, but if you need us ring us” I ushered Marissa out of the pit before V could change his mind.

Marissa: While Butch was getting ready I was running around making sure that uncle V had everything he needed for Rhavage. It was his first time looking after him, me and Butch both trusted him with our lives. I explained everything to V about the bag and if he needed more it was in our room. Also I made sure he had enough bottles to keep him going if he needed them. Butch came out of the bedroom I couldn’t help but stare, “Baby you are wearing one of my favourite suits.” Butch was telling me to go because we didn’t want to scare V anymore, we both knew he had this covered. As Butch said ring us if you need us, I walked over to Rhavage and blew him a kiss, “goodnight my little warrior.” Then me and Butch headed out the door.

Vishous: *looking at Butch and Marissa and watching Her going through the bag pulling things out and telling me what they are and where more items are if I need them. Why did I agree to this. I don’t know the first thing about young and what the scribe is that white paste for again?* ok ok now where is that young at again? * I look to Butch and Marissa with a serious look on my face. As they look back at me with shock* I’m joking he’s in the seat. Go before your time is up and I say no. *as they walk out the door I turn back and look at the young walk over and sit in front of him as he looks at me with curious eyes* Ok, Rhav, don’t be upset with me New at this. Actually I have no idea what I’m doing. *so, I pick him up carrier and all to make sure I don’t hurt him with my gloved hand. I place him on the desk next to my work station. I check all the monitors I have placed. He looks at me and starts to cry. I back up from him as he makes his cry a little louder. Not knowing what to do I text Butch. “Why is he crying?” @hardassexcop

Butch:

Getting into the driver's seat of the Escalade, I'd already got Marissa into her seat and strapped her in when my phone rang. Looking at the caller ID it was V. Please God don't tell me he's had second thoughts about babysitting Rhavage. Answering the call “Yo V what's up man?” V explained that Rhavage was crying. “He's been changed and fed man. He may need winding. Which means you have to pick him up and pat his back” I know what V is like with young, no experience with them, but both Marissa and I trusted him with Rhavage. Hanging up I looked at Marissa “Rhavage won't stop crying baby, maybe he needs winding” With that I put the keys into the ignition and drives off.

Marissa: Butch had strapped me in, we was only in the Escalade a few minutes and Butch’s phone went off. I laughed “that didn’t take him long, I wonder what is wrong, Baby.” Butch mentioned to V that maybe Rhavage needed winding, yea it could be that or he just wants his uncle V to hold him. “I am sure he will be fine baby. Let’s just go and see what happens”. With that Butch put the keys in the ignition and we drove out of the mansion.

Vishous: *Looking at the crying baby, ok winding a child that requires picking him up. I can do this.* Ok, Rhavage we can do this young. *I pick him up and put him on my shoulder just like I’ve seen Butch and Marissa do a hundred times. *just as I pick him up he stops crying, I pat him and I hear a burp. Leaning him back I look at him the different features of Butch and Marissa. This young will grow up to be a great warrior hopefully fighting alongside myself and his father. As I set him down back in his seat I turn back to my monitors. I hear him start to cry again.* Ok Rhav, you burped you ate before you mahmen and father left what can there be now. *He is looking at me like he knows I’m questioning myself so I go down the list. Food, burp, oh no. no no no no. dirty diaper. I pick him up and lay him on his changing table I look to the left and see, diaper, wipes powder and this white cream it’s thick and pasty gross,* Ok, kid here is goes. *I take off this crazy buttoned sleeper as Marissa calls it. Once I finally get it off I undo this diaper and oh man this kid is rank, how does this much come from one little young, I put it back and get these wipes, I pull out a bunch and pile them up and try it again. Pull back his diaper and wow this is crazy I wipe some off and it just smears so I wipe some more with a new one and it’s finally coming off. Ok so I finish cleaning him up and place the new one under him and i start of with it backward, as Rhavage starts to fuss I finally get it right and add the powder. That white pasty shit is no going on my hands, so I set it back. That sleeper i try to start buttoning it back and I cannot find the puzzle to put it back together and give up so I get his clothes out and find a shirt and socks. That will work, I cradle him and he stops fussing.* Ok little man I hope this is better. I find the buckles on his swing and get him strapped in now looking at this mess of buttons swing on, music on oh wow vibration guess it’ll work too. Just as I cover him up and he starts swinging he is out. Ok, I can breathe a little now. I take a picture and send it to Butch with a text* How is that Brother? @hardassexcop

Butch: My phone buzzes as a text message is received. What's wrong now? Pulling over to the side of the road and pulls out my phone from my inside pocket. Looking at the message it was a picture of Rhavage asleep in his musical swing. Hang was he dressed, we had left Rhavage in his sleeper. I showed Marissa the picture “Where do you think V is taking Rhavage. He's much too young to take to any club. Or he could take him up to the mansion” Looking at Marissa she had a worried look on her face “I'll ask V what he's doing with Rhavage” my fingers fly over the keyboard. “Why is Rhavage dressed for? Planning on taking him somewhere?” I put my phone back into my inside pocket and began to drive again, heading towards Sal's

Marissa: Just as we are heading to Sal’s Butch’s phone buzzes again. Laughs softly, “Maybe Rhavage, is making V’s night a bit difficult.” Who knows, that is when Butch show’s me a picture from V that Rhavage is asleep in his seat dressed with a shirt and socks. “Where is he thinking of taking him wearing that? Do you think he gave up putting his sleepsuit back on? Maybe he had trouble and gave up. It wouldn’t surprise me baby. Let’s hope Rhavage stays asleep and hopefully the rest of the night will go smoothly.” I get comfy back into the seat as we drive to Sal’s.

Vishous: *As I monitor Caldwell my phone buzzes back. What? I text back I’m not taking the young anywhere. No, that damn contraption you had him in was a nightmare Dear Scribe how the hell does it work? So I found something easier to place on him. Then I close my text, About an hour or so passes I finish my task at Monitoring the city, I make sure the couple is safe on their “DATE” He starts to stir again and cries I pick him up and no he's still dry and I make this bottle Marissa left me and no he does not want to eat it. Not knowing what to do next I text Butch.* I don’t know what is wrong with Rhav he does not want a bottle he's not wet and he does not need to burp. I’m at a loss here brother. @hardassexcop

Butch: Finishing the meatballs and pasta I looked up at Marissa, I was about to lean in to give her a kiss when my phone starts to vibrate. Closing my eyes I silently curse V to hell and back. Taking my phone from my inside pocket and it was V, I read the text and answered “Yo V man what's up?” V texted back explaining that Rhavage wouldn't settle. Texting back to V “You'll need to entertain him man. Bounce Rhavage on your knee and say coochy coo to him” Man I'd pay a million bucks to see V make coochy coo faces and sounds, even video it. Hell I could use that as blackmail or remind V how good he is with young. “You be fine with him V. We're about to have dessert, we be half a hour tops. Have fun with your nephew man” I pocketed my phone before V could protest. Looking back at Marissa “Rhavage being Rhavage baby, he wants his Uncle V to make coochy coo noises to him” I take Marissa's hand in mine and press my lips against the palm of her hand, the waiter decides to make an appearance with our dessert.

Marissa: We just finish having our food, when Butch’s phone goes off again. Laughing softly to myself “what could be wrong now? I swear Rhavage is playing with V. But he does love him.” Butch tells me that he told V to make coochy coo faces at him and bounce Rhavage on his knee. Oh I wish I was there to see it “that would make good blackmail grounds baby.” Butch grabbed my hand and placed it in his, his lips pressed against the palm of my hand that is when the waiter decided to come over with our dessert. “Mmm I am looking forward to desert baby. It’s been ages since I had dessert.” Laughs softly. Picking up my spoon and digging right in.

Vishous: *after reading his text back I jerk my head back and choochy coo. Oh dear scribe no.* Ok, Rhav *I pick him up and look at the tears in his eyes* Your father says you like choochy coo? I don’t think so. We need *I start to bounce him* modems, keyboards, moniters, and cameras *looking at him he starts to settle I take his hands and he wraps his little hand around my finger so I continue* programs, harddrives, a mouse, *I start to sway while I bounce him and he closes his eyes* motion detectors, daggers, 9 millimeters, and leathers. *Once I feel that he is asleep I take him to his bed that Marissa moved into the open living space for me I lay him down and cover him up. Maybe I can do this. If I watch him again maybe there won’t be a phone call to Cop. @hardassexcop

Butch: Taking my time to eat dessert, I looked lovingly into Marissa's eyes. I was debating whether to take Marissa to spend some time alone with her, we haven't had much time together since the arrival of Rhavage. But on the other hand we better get back and save either V or Rhavage, Rhavage as V would be doing something technical and the poor kid would of fallen asleep out of boredom. “You finished baby?” Marissa had put her spoon into the dish when I took out some bills and placed them onto the table and giving the waiter a huge tip. “Come on baby let's rescue V and Rhavage from each other” Taking Marissa's hand in mine I lead her out of the restaurant and into the Escalade. Getting into the driver's side I turned on the engine and headed back to the mansion.

Marissa: We was just finishing off our desert I placed my spoon down as I noticed Butch looking at me. Right into my eyes, I knew then what he was thinking about. Laughing softly “Yes baby I am finished let’s go and rescue our son and V from each other. I have a feeling that Rhavage will be fast asleep because he was bored and it was to quiet.” We got up out of our seats, as Butch took my hand in his as we headed out of the restaurant and into the parking lot to get the Escalade. Getting in the right side of the door, we headed back to the mansion.

V: *As I looked at the young while resting. I notice when there are different noises he moves toward that noise. As if on guard, he will be a great warrior. One day. I sit by the young with my monitors running. I don’t even realise it when I pull my monitor up that watches the Pits Entrance and am on guard while watching the Cop and Marissa’s young. I lay my head down knowing there won’t be an issue since the mase is the safest place.* We got this Kid. @hardassexcop

Butch: Arriving back at the pit, punching in the code the door opens, walking in Marissa and I are greeted by the sight of Rhavage asleep in V's lap, while V is asleep in the computer chair by his four toys. “Awe bless them baby” Tiptoeing over I pick Rhavage up and take him to his crib with Marissa following me, Rhavage began to make a fuss but I got him settled down quickly.

#VBabysitsRhavage #SASBDB

#HoldingTheBaby!

Butch: The night had been long, the streets and alleys were never ending but finally had run into a group of lessers. Six big males who smelt of baby powder, sweet and sickly. The fight was good, with some jaw cracking punches were planted on the fuckers, my knuckles bruised from the confrontation. But eventually I had them immobile by breaking their legs and arms. The crunching noise was music to my ears. Now for clean up, crouching down by the first lessers I inhaled in his essence till he was a pile of ashes. Moving along I inhaled all the fuckers. Drawing in a ragged breath after it was all done, all I wanted to do now was to go back to my Marissa and Rhavage.

Marissa: Butch was out on rotation and I was at home with Rhavage laying in bed with him in my arms. I was just about to feed him, I forgot to bring the baby bag from the other room. I quickly got out of bed as I carried Rhavage with me, he screamed in my ear as he was hungry, “I know baby momma forgot your bag” I was bouncing him in my arms to try and settle him down before he lost it and cried more. I found the bag and headed straight back to the bed. I got comfortable and brought his mouth up to my boob, Geez he was hungry he locked on to my nipple so hard, I doubled up in pain. “Okay my little warrior ease down on momma.” Shaking my head, as he sucked harder, “you are just like your father Rhavage” He seemed to calm down as I started to relax myself, as he carried on feeding from me.

Butch:

Getting back to the Escalade, unlocking the driver's door and got in. I could feel the badness inside of me, running through my veins. V better be at the pit to cure me. Inserting the keys into the ignition I turned on the engine and headed back to the mansion.

Arriving I parked the Escalade in the courtyard by Hollywood's muscle car and Tohr's Range Rover. Getting out l locked up, making my way to the pit and punched in the code at the door. Entering there was no one in the lounge, tipping my head to one side I listened if there was anyone here. I heard the slurping sounds of Rhavage, he must be feeding from Marissa's tits. Lucky bastard. I headed, no stalked my way to our room, opening the door and there he was at Marissa's tits. Licking my lips, o how I want that harden nipple in my mouth. Coming into the room, I headed to the bed “Give him to me” I had no idea why but this jealousy was building up inside of me.

Marissa: Rhavage was still feeding from my boob as if he hadn’t been fed all day, he was sucking so hard. I pulled him away so I could wind him, moving him down on my lap and tapping his back softly, and then rubbing his back softly. He gave out a big burp, I couldn’t help but laugh. “Rhavage that was a massive burp for momma, papa would be proud of his little warrior.” He started to cry again, so I thought maybe he is still hungry so i brought him back up to my nipple as he latched on again, sucking hard and making noise’s. I heard the door go, maybe Butch is back, he entered into the bedroom. I could smell him from the bed he smelled so bad of baby powder. He came around to my side of the bed and demanded me to hand over our little warrior, I looked at him his face was full of jealousy maybe he was jealous this is not my Butch. “Baby, you okay? I am sorry but you smell so bad you need to find Vishous fast, because you are not holding our son, until that smell is gone and you are recovered.” I didn’t want to do it, but I had to. I waited to see what was coming next.

Butch:

“I said hand him over to me!” The green eyed monster was rearing its ugly head. Lifting my arm to my nose I inhaled “Must be a new cologne I've found” Marissa wasn't handing Rhavage over to me “Why won't you let me hold my son?” The mention of V had a feeling that he could take this jealousy away, but it didn't want to go. For some reason it wasn't going to go without a fight. “V can't do anything. Besides it's you I want right now. I only want to put our son in his crib. Then I'm going to fuck you hard” For some strange reason the jealousy was on board to be with Marissa. Shaking my head trying to get this strange feeling to go but it came back with more vengeance. Strange

Marissa: Butch was scaring me even more as he shouted at me more to hand over Rhavage. I didn’t like what was happening he would never speak to me this way, the smell was going right up my nose. “I can’t let you hold him baby, you are not yourself you are acting different then you normally do. I need to get V to come and help you” I was holding Rhavage close to me as I picked up my phone and text V. Telling him I was scared because Butch wasn’t Butch and that I needed him now! The words that came out of Butch’s mouth next surprised me and scared me more. “You are not touching our son or even me, because right now I am scared to what you might do”

Butch: The strange feeling went berserk that Marissa had texted V “Now that was a stupid thing to do” Reaching out I grabbed Marissa's arm tightly. “I told you I wanted you now” Hissing the words out “Why do you have to bring him into this private conversation?” I was about to drag Marissa off the bed when a heavy hand landed onto my left shoulder, looking it was a gloved hand “Cop, lounge, now” This strange feeling was screaming at me to get away from that hand “Can't do that. Want my female now” “Not like that, feel me? Last chance or I drag your ass out there” Sighing deeply, why won't he leave us alone. For some strange reason everything went black.

Coming to I was on V’s computer chair tied to it. Kept telling the fucker I wasn't into this kinky shit “Why am I tied to the chair for?” Hang on that strange feeling had gone “What happened?”

Marissa: I knew I shouldn’t have texted V, but I had to Butch was scaring me also it wasn’t good that I had Rhavage in my arms. I shouted at him telling him to stop what he was doing, this was not him. He shouted at me telling me why did I get V involved and that it was a stupid thing to do, he grabbed my arm and tried getting me of the bed. I shouted at him at the top of my lungs “Butch, I have Rhavage in my arms stop it you are scaring me” Rhavage was screaming so loud as I hold onto him so tight so he didn’t fall from my arms as Butch pulled me. That was when relief came over me when V, banged open the door and came straight towards the bed and put his arm on Butch’s shoulder, telling him to get in the lounge now! He said he couldn’t because he wanted me, he was still acting strange, next thing I see was V punching Butch and he blacked out. Then V carried him into the lounge. Next thing I remember was Rhavage looking at me as if he was not happy. I managed to calm him down. The tears fell from my eyes and I just cried my heart out. This was not happening this was the scariest I have seen Butch. I snuggled Rhavage in my arms as the tears kept falling. Not letting him go.

Butch: V explained that I'd come home being strange and smelling of baby powder. “The last thing I remembered was inhaling the lessers. You think they caused this strange feeling?” “Could be. But from now on you stay away from Marissa and your son when you've inhaled, feel me?” I nodded, yes it was going to hurt to be parted from them but their safety was more important “Will you untie me so I can apologise to Marissa?” “You not going be so demanding?” V raised his brow “Promise I be a good boy” V untied me from the chair “And we’re still not dating. I don't do kinky” V barked out a laugh “Yeah you're back to you normal smartass self Cop” Walking over to Marissa's and mine room I gently knocked on the door, opening it I found Marissa on the bed with Rhavage in her arms crying. Fuck I must of been a total bastard to her. Walking in I sat next to her on the bed wrapping my arms around her “I'm so sorry baby. Please forgive me”

Marissa: I was still holding Rhavage in my arms, crying my eyes out, when I heard a soft knock on the door. Butch slowly walked over to the bed he looked like his normal self again. He sat down on the bed next to me, he wrapped his arms around me. The next words was that he was sorry and to forgive him. I looked at him and told him he scared the hell out of me, “please don’t ever do that again. Not just for me but for our son, he was so scared also. I have never seen you that mad before. I was so worried of what you might of done. I am sorry to say this but I was glad V got here when he did. He even knocked you out because he was worried too. Promise me you will never do this again, until you have seen V first. I am sorry I didn’t let you hold Rhavage but I had to do what was right. Never put us in harms way again. Even if it hurts baby, I was thinking of us. You did scare me to death.”

Butch: “I promise baby I won't do that again. V even said that if I inhaled lessers again not to go near you or Rhavage. I am sorry for scaring you both and I completely understand why you wouldn't let me hold Rhavage. You was doing what any Mahmen would do, protecting your young” I wiped her tears away and pressed my lips against her head. I then ran my fingers over Rhavage's head, he seemed to calm down like he knew I was back, that I was my usual self “I love you both deeply and I won't be putting you both in harm's way again”

#HoldingTheBaby #SASBDB

#ParentHood.

Marissa: It had been nearly a week since our little warrior Rhavage was born. He was a good boy for me and his Daddy. I still couldn’t believe he was our little bundle of joy. He slept through the day just like us, night time he would keep us awake the whole family loved him. Everyone took turns in holding him, Butch took a week off rotation just to help and let me rest, it was heaven. Looking at him he was devoted to Rhavage whenever he woke up he was there told me to stay in bed and rest. I think since having Rhavage it’s changed him a little he is more focus and he is such a loving father to him. I guess that is why I love him so much, he puts us first like he always did with me. Just seeing him with Rhavage, I feel pain for him because he never got the love from his own family. That is why I am going to make sure that he is with us everyday/night. He is my soulmate the love of my life.

My arms were around Butch as we was snuggling in bed. Rhavage was in his moses basket next to our bed. I could hear him in his sleep making noises it was so cute as if he was dreaming. I lifted my head and smiled at Butch “Can you hear him baby?” Placing my arm over his chest “He sounds as if he is dreaming baby.” Moving up closer as I planted a soft kiss on his lips.

Butch:

Laying in bed, Marissa had her arm across my chest, Rhavage was asleep in the Moses basket by our bed “Yeah I can baby. I wonder if he's dreaming of his next feed” Chuckling softly, capturing Marissa's lips with my own. I was blessed with a loving mate, a young who we both adore. Wrath had given me the week off rotation to adjust to fatherhood. I was helping out the best I could with Rhavage with his feed or if he needed his diaper changing. I never knew how much a baby could poop! And it stank. Yes even worse than V's socks.

Everyone in the mansion were flocking to see our little warrior, taking turns to hold him, coo over him. The females were taking it in turns to pamper Rhavage, I bet he now knows how a parcel in pass the parcel feels now. This was my family, the joys of a new life, new beginnings. But at times I did think of Odell and how she would of love to see Rhavage, but would of that tipped her further over the edge in her dementia? Would any of the other O'Neals would believe her, if mother had lived, a word she said. They would of passed it off as one of her little episodes.

Sighing deeply as Marissa's and mine lips parted, I was about to talk to her when Rhavage began to become restless. First it was a whimper till he cranked the volume up and cried at the top of his lungs. “Is the next feed in the fridge baby?” Getting out of bed towards the moses basket. I bent over scooping Rhavage into my arms “Hungry I guess?” Rhavage answered with a loud wail “Yep your hungry” Handing the little man to Marissa I headed out into the lounge and into the gallery kitchen.

Marissa: As I was laying next to Butch, Rhavage gave out a massive wail it was loud. Yep, I guess our little warrior is hungry. Butch got out of bed and passed Rhavage to me, I held him in my arms as Butch went towards the lounge into the kitchen to get him a bottle. “Baby, I could just breastfeed him, keep the bottles for when we need them. It saves you getting up while we are both here baby. Yea my boobs hurt but that is because he likes his food.” Laughing softly. “Sometimes he sucks really hard, he is even worse than you baby. But he needs to feed so I don’t mind.”

Butch:

Once in the kitchen Marissa yells out about breastfeeding “Now she tells me” saying this to myself. Shouting back to her “I'm coming back baby” Back in the bedroom Rhavage had latched onto Marissa's nipple and was suckling to his heart's content. Lucky boy having that harden bud in his mouth. The instant I thought of Marissa's nipple in my mouth the guy down below got hard, turning my back I rearranged myself “Not now you traitor” Turning back around Marissa was stroking Rhavage on the side of his face. “Baby do you want to take our little warrior to the Safe Place tonight? The females and the young will adore him” Perching on the edge of the bed I brought my hand up, letting Rhavage hold onto my index finger.

Marissa: After I shouted to Butch about me breastfeeding he shouted back that he was on his way back. Rhavage was still wailing until I lifted him up closer holding him tight with my hands supporting his back, trying to ease him. That is when he latched onto my nipple hard, sucking so hard making these cute sounds. “Damn Rhavage you are just as bad as your Daddy.” Laughing more “Though I should think he would be jealous right about now that it’s not him and maybe have a bulge in his pants.” I carry on feeding our little warrior.

Butch: Rhavage had his feed which took about thirty minutes, but he needs milk to grow and poop more in his diaper. Once he had done Marissa passed Rhavage to me, I laid him gently over my shoulder, patting his back gently till he deafened me with burp “Where did that come from? Your big toes?” Laying him back on our bed, I played with him whilst I talked with Marissa “What do you think of going to the Safe Place baby?” I continued to make cooing noises to Rhavage till Marissa answered me.

Marissa: After I finished feeding Rhavage, Butch took him out of my arms and starting patting his back he gave out a large burp. Laughs softly just like his Daddy. Watching him as Butch played with our son, making me laugh a lot. “That sounds like a great idea baby. I bet everyone can’t wait to meet him, baby. He is going to get very spoiled baby. I bet I am only inside for a about 2 minutes and he will be gone out of my arms. When shall we go baby?”

Butch:

“We can go tonight if you want to baby. You have a shower and I'll get Rhavage ready” As Marissa got up I gave that sexy ass of hers a quick slap. I scooped Rhavage into my arms and carried him over to the changing station. Laying him down I got a clean diaper from the draw below, some wipes and some talc. I proceeded to change Rhavage's diaper, putting the dirty diaper into a diaper sack and tied it up, throwing it into the trash can. Placing the clean diaper under him, I grabbed some wipes and cleaned his butt. Taking a clean cloth I patted him dry, grabbed the bottle of talc and shock it into his butt and front. Once done I taped the diaper together at the sides “One clean warrior, now for some clothes” With one hand on Rhavage I bent down grabbing a baby grow, a little t shirt with the Red Sox on and a little pair of jeans. Putting them on him was like having a wrestling match, at one point Rhavage was winning but I got the better of him and got him dressed. Picking him up I turned towards the bathroom door as Marissa emerged from the bathroom “We got one clean kiddo here baby”

Marissa: I placed Rhavage into Butch’s arm as I headed to the bathroom for a shower. “Butch’s hand caught me on the cheek of my butt, as I headed towards the bathroom. “Mmm baby” laughing softly as I headed into the shower. I finished in the shower getting myself dressed I could hear Butch and Rhavage in the other room. I opened the door slightly watching them both. I could see Rhavage having a wrestling match with his dad and Butch was trying to dress him, it was so cute to see. My little warrior trying to give his daddy a run for his money but it didn’t work Butch got the better of him. The noises he was making made my heart melt. Then Butch told me our little warrior was clean. “I can see that baby, I was watching you both.”

Butch:

“You were? Did you see him put up the fight of his life there. Baby he doesn't like having clothes on, I think we have a nudist here” Laughing handing Rhavage back to Marissa. “I'm going to take a quick shower and then we set to go” Pressing my lips against Marissa's I headed into the bathroom. Once in there I turned the shower on, kicked my boxers off and stepped under the water. Grabbing the soap I did a quick foaming over my body, under my nut sac and suds down my back. Putting the soap back I turned the shower off and stepped out, drying myself off I went back into the bedroom, going to the closet I dressed quickly into some leather pants, a muscle shirt. Arming myself I wasn't going outside into the big bad world not able to protect Marissa and Rhavage. I put on a leather coat and pocketed more knives, ammo and a length of chain. Coming out of the closet I look over to Marissa and Rhavage “You two ready?”

Marissa: “Yes, baby. I was watching you both, you gave as good as he did to you baby. I know baby do you think because he was nude inside me so long or maybe because he is to warm? But then again baby, you are always commando maybe he takes after his Daddy.” I held my arms open as you placed our son back in my arms as you also went and had a shower. Playing and listening to Rhavage as I waited for Butch to come back. Hearing him entering the room and going over to the closet arming himself with Knives, ammo and other stuff. Then he turned asking us if we was ready. “Yes, baby. We are ready. “

Butch:

“Car seat is in the lounge baby, you get Rhavage strapped in and I'll get the keys from V” Going to V I grab the Escalades keys off him “I'm taking Marissa and Rhavage to the Safe place” “You want back up?” “Nah we be fine but I'll ring you if we need you” I returned to Marissa's side, she had Rhavage in the car seat, strapped in a blanket across his legs keeping them and his feet warm. Picking up the car seat I took Marissa's hand in mine and walked out of the pit into the courtyard

Marissa: Listening to Butch as he told me the car seat was in the lounge, I walked to the lounge placing Rhavage in the seat strapping him in. Putting a blanket over his feet to keep him warm. I was waiting for Butch as he grabbed the keys for the Escalade from V. Butch returned and we walked out of the pit into the courtyard to go to the safe place.

Butch:

Taking the keys from my pocket, I pressed the button on the fob, the indicators flashed unlocking the Escalade. Opening the rear door I place Rhavage into the backseat, strapping him in with the seat belt. Closing the door I opened the passenger door and helped Marissa in, strapping her in as well. I give Marissa a kiss and closes her door. Coming round to the driver's side I open the door, getting in and shuts the door, putting on my seat belt. I push the keys into the ignition and turns the engine on. Reversing back till I can bring the front of the Escalade around, I drive down the lane till I reach Route 22. Driving down into Caldwell then back out to the outskirts it wasn't long before we were at the Safe Place. Putting the Escalade into park, I switched the engine off. Getting out I helped Marissa and Rhavage up to the front door.

Marissa: I got out of the Escalade and went up to the front door to surprise everyone, Butch kissed me, he knew he wasn't allowed into the Safe Place. I entered the safe place, I was only in there about 2 minutes before Rhavage was in someone else’s arms. Smiling as I watched the people around me. “Evening all, I thought | would surprise you all. This is our little warrior Rhavage.” I sat down watching the people with my bundle of joy.

#ParentHood #SASBDB

#RhavageFinallyArrives!

Butch:

Coming in from a night on patrol, it had been a quiet night, not many Lessers had been out. It made you wonder if the Omega was making more Lessers or the new threat was overtaking the Omega. Disarming the guns and the daggers and placed them into the gun cabinet in the closet of Marissa's and mine room. Taking off the leather jacket, I hang it up. Turning around I see Marissa on the bed, she looked exhausted “Baby you look tired” Normally I'd have something flying towards me with a wisecrack remark but not tonight “Baby?” I come around the bed, getting onto my knees by the bed “Baby? What's going on? Talk to me. Is it our young?” Panic spreads throughout my body “We need to go to the clinic to see Ehlena” @Marissa_BDBRW

Marissa: Butch was out on patrol I was resting in bed as my ankles were so bad and sore as my bump was bigger than I expected it to be. I felt different I needed to pee, I tried getting up to go to the toilet, that was when the first kick took me by surprise. I made my way to the bathroom but it was to late, I thought I peed myself but it didn’t smell like it. Ohhh No! Maybe my waters broke as another wave hit me. I moved a little and that was when I noticed Butch’s boots were there below me all wet. Oh no, his favourite boots he is going to kill me. Another kick hit me and I screamed for dear life! I calmed myself and sat on the edge of the bed, my head between my legs breathing softly. The door opened and Butch walked in. I looked up and just stared at him. Feeling ashamed and slowly trying to ease the pain. @HardAssExCop

Butch:

Seeing the pain in Marissa's eyes then my boots “Fritz can get some more for me. Right now you're my main concern” Lifting Marissa into my arms I carry her out of our room and through the pit and into the tunnels. The tunnels seemed longer tonight but finally getting to the clinic “Ehlena! Marissa has gone into labour” Placing Marissa on the bed in the main part of the clinic I grabbed her hand “Everything is going to be alright baby” Smoothing her hair back off her forehead. Why did labour had to be this harsh on a female? Especially the female I love dearly. Marissa let's out another ear piercing scream. My heart broke for her “If I could I'd take the pain away for you baby I would” Leaning in I brushed my lips against her forehead @Marissa_SASBDB

Marissa: The pains were coming so hard my breathing was getting heavier, Butch walked over to the bed and picked me up as I wrapped my arms around him holding him close. The pain getting worse he carried me out of the pit towards the tunnels towards the clinic to where Ehlena would be. Breathing in and out and the pain was hitting me more harder and faster, Butch shouted Ehlena’s name telling her to get ready as he and I was sure I was going into labour. I could feel the sweat on my forehead, Butch laid me down on the bed, telling me everything was going to be okay. That was when another pain hit me harder I screamed so loud I think I nearly burst Butch’s eardrums with the loud scream. I was holding onto his hand so hard maybe he couldn’t move it as I squeezed so damn hard because of the pain. @EndlessDivinity

Ehlena: Working in the medical wing doing a little bit of catching up, Writing up some files and putting them into their correct file folders in the cabinet, Checking some stock just general and basic housekeeping making sure everything was in order, Looking up from the last file I was putting into a file folder when I heard a piercing “scream and my name being called. It was Butch and then I spotted Marissa in his arms.

It looked as if they needed my help and fast Marissa was in labour, Dropping what I was doing and running over to the bed that was laying in the middle of the room as soon as Marissa was put onto it. Wheeling the bed over to a cubicle as fast as I could. “Well Butch and Marissa this little warrior is coming out today I need to check how long you will be in labour. It should not be long. Marissa has your waters broke” @HardAssExCop

Butch:

Ehlena came over checking Marissa's vitals, asking questions like how far apart are the convulsions. Then the million dollar question was asked “Marissa have your waters broke” “Yes all over my fucking boots. I don't mean to be impatient here but is junior coming out now. I hate seeing Marissa in this much pain” Marissa was squeezing my hand tightly but I didn't care, I'd have that pain for her. “He needs to come out now Ehlena! Why are you not doing this?” I was getting frustrated with the situation “Why are you keeping Marissa in all this pain?” Tears formed in my eyes, giving that pleading look to Ehlena “I don't think I can carry on if anything happens to Marissa” @Marissa_SASBDB

Marissa: Listening to Ehlena while I squeeze Butch’s hand harder. “Yes Ehlena! My waters already broke” Tears running down my face “All over Butch’s favourite boots, it was an accident I thought I needed the toilet but it was my waters that broke. I am sorry baby” That was when another contraction started this time more painful. I screamed more harder as I couldn’t bare the pain anymore as I squeezed Butch’s hand more. “Baby, it bloody hurts so much why does it hurt so much” Breathing more heavier as the sweat was pouring down my face, as I screamed more louder. “Get him out EHLENA! Now…..” @EndlessDivinity

Ehlena: “Marissa first of all I need to check to see if the baby is crowning and by the sound of it he is. I can give you an epidural if that would make you feel a little bit better. You can still be awake whilst you have the baby. I thought I would ask. The little warrior is crowning so. I need you to push a little bit until I tell you to stop. The contractions seem to be getting a little bit closer to each other. Just tell me to stop if you want the little injection” Looking at Marissa and pulling up her gown that I asked her to get on. “Hold onto Butch you will have to push again, I can see a little bit of the baby’s head” @HardAssExCop

Butch:

Looking between Marissa's legs seeing junior's head, I give the thumbs up to Marissa “He's coming baby, push a bit more” Marissa let out another scream “You need that injection baby?” I knew it was too late for that, this little warrior was coming now. “You know I've should’ve worn my catcher's glove here to catch him when he comes out” Both Marissa and Ehlena laughed, but then Marissa's face changed as the pain was becoming unbearable once again. “Junior you're hurting your Mahmen” @Marissa_SASBDB

Marissa: Ehlena was telling me about the injection “I think it’s to late for that now. Our little warrior is coming……” Screaming so loud for everyone to hear me. “Ehlenaaaa I am pushing as hard as I can. I can feel my vagina getting bigger. Fuck me, how is he going to get out he is stretching me…” Screaming from the top of my lungs as I squeeze Butch’s hand harder then before as I push harder. The sweat pouring more on my forehead. @EndlessDivinity

Ehlena: Marissa was correct the injection was going to be too late. I could see the baby’s head crowning and the little male was just about out. “I think that one more push Marissa and the young will be out you are doing great, Once we get the warrior out I can let you see him and then I will get him cleaned, Give him all the checks” Leaving Marissa’s side for a brief second and pulling over the little baby crib beside the female. Turning to Butch “There is a cloth beside you it is already wet you could place the cloth over Marissa’s forehead, Now one more PUSH Marissa and the baby will be out” @HardAssExCop

Butch:

Getting the cloth that Ehlena told me to get and placed it on Marissa's forehead “One more push and it be all over baby” Marissa have that final push, our young escapes for freedom, Ehlena catches him “You thought of signing up to the Red Sox?” Ehlena gave me a look, I quickly shut my trap. Ehlena placed our young on Marissa's chest, he let out a loud cry, he's lungs work fine. Ehlena got some clamps, claiming the cord she then handed me some surgical scissors and I cut the cord. Ehlena took our bundle of joy, cleaned him up and did the checks she had to do. “It feels like I'm going into labour again” Marissa looked puzzled till I took a peek “It's alright baby, the afterbirth is coming out” @Marissa_SASBDB

Marissa: Watching Ehlena as she was telling Butch about the wet cloth, as she told me to do a final big push. Grabbing Butch’s hand 1 more time as I gave all I could give and I screamed as I felt our little warrior slip out of me. Ehlena caught him and placed my young on my chest. My eyes had tears falling as I looked at my young then all of a sudden he let out a very big cry. I looked over to Butch and he also was crying. “Baby, we did it our young is so beautiful” Kissing the top of his head, “hey our little warrior.” Watching Butch as he cut the cord. “Welcome to our world our precious baby boy Mummy and Daddy love you so much.” I watched as Ehlena took him from my arms to clean him up. @EndlessDivinity

Ehlena: The baby was out the last time Marissa pushed and he was a bonnie lad. He looked so beautiful he was perfect, He was a perfect weight his weight is 8lb 12oz, his lungs seemed fine with the loud cry. I cleaned him all off and placed him into Marissa’s arms, Crossing my arms over. “He is perfect your little one is doing fine. He is a handsome male well done Marissa, Butch Congratulations. I think that is would be a good idea if you stayed in the medical wing for a day that is all or even a couple of hours since it is your first young. I will leave you both to bond over your little warrior I am just going to get cleaned up and I will be back to check on your shortly” I left the room and closed the door behind me leaving the new little warrior and his parents to spend some time on their own.

#SASBDB #RhavageFinallyArrives!

#SomethingWrong?

Marissa: I finished of getting ready as it was my shift at safeplace tonight. Butch was on rotation so If anything happened or something was wrong he wouldn’t be to far behind. I gathered my bag and Butch drove me to work. I gave him a kiss as he went to meet the others. A few hours had gone by I was feeling really tired. Something didn’t feel right I was getting loads of pain. I sat down in my chair in my office hoping the pain would ease. It wasn’t to bad so I decided to update the paperwork of the new families that had been delivered this week. I wonder if I should called Ehlena before I let Butch know if something was wrong. I got out my phone and dialled Ehlena hoping she was free.

Ehlena:

I sat in the medical wing doing some day to day chores cleaning some rooms, Wiping down beds, Making sure that medical equipment was working correctly when I received a call from Marissa wanting to have a little check up. Holding the phone to my ear and speaking clearly.

“Marissa I am free you can come down right now and I will check you over I will get everything ready before you arrive you don’t need to be buzzed in the door will be open” I hung up the phone and went to work on the cubicle for Marissa wiping down the bed in that room, Getting the ultrasound ready and the heart monitor. After getting everything ready for the female I waited by the door with a wheelchair.

Marissa: Speaking to Ehlena, she said she was free so I got my stuff together and waited for one of my worker’s to take me back to the compound. Just here will be fine it’s not to far. Thanks for the lift jehnny. Please don’t let Butch know I am here, I will text him later. I will phone when I am ready depends what happens when Ehlena checks me over. I walked up towards the gates of the compound and tapped in the code and I walked over to the tunnels, I walked through heading towards the medical wing.

Ehlena: I stood by the door with the wheelchair and then I spotted Marissa. I was glad that she came quickly I was worried about what she was going through and wanted to find out what was wrong with her. I got her into the wheelchair as quickly as I could and I took her to the empty cubicle where I started to get her into a gown. “You will be fine Marissa I am sure of it let’s see what is going on shall we? We can start with the ultrasound see how the young is coping and while I do that I can take the reading for your blood pressure, It might just be something simple, Try and not worry I know it can be hard”

Marissa: As expected Ehlena was already waiting by the door with a wheelchair I can walk but if it makes you happy I will sit in it, my feet hurt a little. I am not worried It is just a few aches and pains. I haven’t let Butch know let’s keep it between us for now I don’t want to worry him if it’s not serious Ehlena. I changed into the gown and got up on the bed. “Rubbing my stomach, let’s see what this little warrior is doing maybe it’s nothing no harm into checking I think I was due a scan soon since i’ve got bigger.” Maybe he is laying funny on me, sometimes the pain is worse but I think it might just be the pregnancy.

Ehlena: I switched on the scanner and put some gel onto Marissa’s stomach as soon as she got up on to the bed. Pressing the scanner and running across her stomach. “Yes you were due a scan you can come to see me anytime Marissa, You don’t need to phone just come down and see me. Your little warrior seems a bit big but your pregnancy is nearly coming to its end” I kept on scanning to find the heartbeat to let Marissa have a little listen. “I can now give you another picture of your scan too How are you doing with your stress have you been trying to keep off your feet. I think that it is now a must that you have lots of rest and keep off your feet”

I must insist that you do some light duties. I will take your blood pressure to see how that is and could I possibly have a little drop of blood from you” I put the cuff on and placed the scanner into its little handle for a moment or two to let Marissa listen to the young’s heartbeat. The blood pressure reading was going up and the meter was starting to take the reading.

Marissa: Watching Ehlena as she puts the gel on my stomach and using the scanner over my stomach. “Listening to Ehlena I nodded. Yes, I know I can see you anytime everything has been good so far”. My stress levels have been fine, I only do 1 day a week at safeplace and the other times I relax at home like you told me to. Butch looks after me, he fusses a lot but I know he means well this baby is our special little warrior he going to take after his father, Ehlena. “ Laughs softly” The good thing is he sleeps during the day and is always active at night. It’s like he knows that part of me, is that a strange thing? I think I have at least a few months left until he arrives. Butch cannot wait to meet his son. I can’t wait either. Waits for Ehlena to pass the scan picture to me.

Ehlena: I got the scan picture that had finally printed out for Marissa. “He seems a little big but I shall not worry about that. I have noticed that your ankles are slightly puffy, which means you must rest much more than you are doing you might need to get someone in to help you with Safeplace just until you have given birth.” While I was taking your blood pressure it was slightly high. I can give you some blood pressure tablets to help with that, It will also bring down your BP. I am very worried about that.

I would like to keep you in for a couple of days just to get you off your feet for a bit, or you can rest in your room. But I want to keep an eye out for you and check on your baby and I can do that better in the medical wing. Your health and the baby come first before work and I know how much you have cut your hours. I know how much you enjoy your work. Even If I need to bring some paperwork to the medical wing all that matters is me looking after you and you getting better” I doubled checked on your pressure to take another reading but it was just the same.

Marissa: It doesn’t surprise me he is big he is just like his father. I didn’t expect him to be a tiny baby. Plus I have noticed the difference with him growing inside of me. I will rest a little more I will cut my hours down to 4 or 5 maybe, I will go mad sitting home all the time I will have to do something. “I will speak to Rhym about covering more hours. My ankles are swollen due to the pregnancy, but if I need to rest them I will. No I don’t want blood pressure tablets. I will rest not here in the pit with Butch though.” He would only worry that something major is up. I need to be in my own bed. I know you want to look after me, I can understand that but being in my own space will help.

Ehlena: “Marissa that is a great idea. You know that I am only trying to look after you, Speaking to Rhym is a good idea also” Putting my hand on your shoulder. “I am going to release you back into your Male for him to look after you I want you to go right to the pit and rest. But if your are feeling worse you must come back to see me at any time you don’t need to phone or you can catch me on my pager” I took the blood pressure cuff off of Marissa’s arm and switching the ultrasound machine off at the wall. “When you have finished getting dressed just put the gown onto the bed”

Marissa: I know you are Ehlena. I will be fine, being in my space in my own room will do that. I will text Butch let him know I will be there and not at safe place. He doesn’t need to worry my ankles will be down in no time. Thanks for seeing to me and making sure my little warrior is fine. I finished of getting dressed leaving the gown on the bed. Speak soon, Ehlena.

#EverythingisFine. #SASBDB

Butch:

It was a rare night that I it was my night off, laying in bed while I watch Marissa was running back and forth to the bathroom being sick “Baby it will soon pass over this sickness” It pained me seeing her like this, the downside of having a young I guess. Marissa got back into bed “Are you taking the night off at the Safe Place baby? Because if you are I have an idea what we can do” Grinning at Marissa with every naughty thought going through my mind.

Marissa: After running back and forth to the toilet being sick was making me feel dizzy, I went over to the bed and got back under the covers. “Yes, baby I am not working since the scare last week, I am only working 1 night a week now. I had to baby, I need to make sure our young stays fit and healthy in my stomach baby. And I also have to take it easy.” Grinning back, “an idea? Hmm, a dirty one baby?” Smirks big “Or something else baby?”

Butch:

Picking up the laptop that was on the bedside cabinet on my side of the bed “Thought a bit of retail shopping may make you feel better baby. We’re shopping for our young” Opening the laptop and presses the on button, the home screen comes on as I type in the password and hits the enter button. Soon the laptop comes on, opening the internet explorer and gets onto the homepage of the internet “Boston Red Sox baby”

Marissa: Sits up with my head resting on your shoulder as we search the net for our baby clothes. “Retail shopping will be good baby, I probably may want everything I see baby.” Laughs loud. “Just think of all that awesome stuff we can buy baby. Plus I know you would want him in Boston Red Sox baby. What do we need first baby? A pram will be good baby.”

Butch:

“A stroller, a cot, the bedding, clothes and a chair for me to sit in while I feed our son baby” I started to see me sat in a Boston Red Sox chair with our son in my arms while I give him his bottle. “Right baby let's get the cot first baby” Searching through the net I soon find a cot and bedding “How about these baby?”

Marissa: “Perfect baby, won’t he be to small for them baby? When he is like say 6 months or more. I am thinking we should have him in a moses basket first until he gets used to us baby. Then we can think about putting him in a cot. We can still get them baby. What do you think?”

Butch:

“Yeah sure baby” clicking on the buy button, then putting my details in for my black Amex card and pressed enter “That's them bought baby. Next thing clothes and pacifiers” Searching the net I find what our son will look cute in “Baby look at these”

Marissa: “Awe, baby they are so cute he is going to look adorable in those outfits baby. I can’t believe that I am halfway there baby. He is going to be a big boy just like his Daddy.” Grinning lots “These dummies are just so cute. I wonder what sort of young he will be, will he be a quiet little boy or keep us awake all night baby.”

Butch:

“He will be a good boy baby, he can't be fussy like me” laughing as I buy the clothes and pacifiers. “Right next thing a stroller baby” Looking over the net I was having a difficult time looking for whatever needed “Baby I think this is the best Ivan find, but before he's old enough to go in the stroller we can carry him or I will baby. I love this too baby, a changing bag” Grinning I give Marissa a kiss on her lips

Marissa: “I do love them baby. Depends baby he might take after you, keep us awake all night long. I don’t mind though because we will both be here doing the jobs that are needed. Yea, he wouldn’t fit in there baby he would just fall out. You are going to carry him?” Laughs “We both can do that baby. I think also once he is a little older I can start to bottle feed, or my boobs are going to be sore for life baby. Even though when he does get a little older I hope he takes the bottle well.”

Butch:

“He be fine baby, plus I’ll lick your nipples better” Wagging my brows at Marissa. I went back to the laptop and continued to search for things till I saw the perfect thing “Got to get this baby” Before Marissa could answer I hit the buy button. An impulse buying is what it's called.

Marissa: Giving Butch a kiss back on the lips as he carried on buying bits for our son. Looking at the screen as Butch said he needed to buy this, I looked at the picture that is a great idea baby, you can feed our son while you sit and watch the games baby. I wonder if it pulls out from the bottom into a stool so you could rest your feet baby.

Butch:

“I don't think it does baby but I can put my feet up onto the coffee table in the lounge while I feed our son” I wrap my arm around Marissa bring her closer to me “I love you baby and our son” I give her another kiss and places my hand on her belly feeling our son kick against my hand like he approves everything we have brought for him.

#ShoppingForBaby #SASBDB

veiledtreasurebdbrp

LAUNDRY DAY (mentioning @OhSoRahvenous

It had been about a week since I had gone to the club and I was feeling completely refreshed from finally feeding, after months of going without. However, there was something still nagging at my brain. One word, or name as the case may be… Rahvenous. My run-in with the stunning male had not strayed far from thoughts since he walked away from me that night. The vision of his stare boring into me was etched into my brain… those beautiful blue eyes, and the sensation I so quickly dismissed that shot through me when I touched him. I felt it over and over again, like an echo. I wasn’t entirely sure why I couldn’t get this male out of my head. I had met males like him before, beautiful, sweet, courteous… yet, something about Rahvenous was different. With those other males, I never had the kinds of problems I was experiencing now. Never had I been so obsessed with the color of their eyes or the sound of their voices. Never had I gone home and days later, still been picking apart every second of the run-in with them, hoping I hadn’t made a total ass of myself. Never had I gone home wishing I had not laid eyes upon any one of them due to being afraid of the strong desire I was now feeling to know everything about this male.

I swiftly stood up from the table where I had been eating first meal, wondering what was on my list of things to do for the day. I needed something to keep me preoccupied. All this thinking was going to get me in trouble. I grabbed the dishes and made my way to the sink. Unfortunately, it didn’t take me long to wash them so, I was off to do other things. Fortunately, living in the big tin can I was living in, there was always something that needed to be done.

Looking at my list, one of the first things that caught my eye was to lubricate the slide out rails and to check and repair any seals on the doors and windows. It was thunderstorm season and I didn’t need a swimming pool in my kitchen. However, I needed to go to the hardware store for the lubricant for those rails. I had run out on my way out here and hadn’t bothered to pick any up since arriving. I also wanted to pick up a small barbecue grill.

Content with my list, I decided that while I was headed out to shop for my items, I might as well get some laundry done. So, I went through my pile of laundry and checked all the pockets, dropping change into my jar, tossing receipts I didn’t need anymore… until I came across a napkin from ZeroSum. Dropping the jacket I had been wearing that night on the floor and focusing solely on the folded up piece of paper in my hand. Rhavenous. I’m not quite sure how long I stood there looking at the napkin, once more reviewing every moment of that night. How was it possible that such a delicate thing could be so incredibly dangerous? It was that thought that forced me to rush to the bathroom and toss the paper into the trash, shuffling around some paper cups that were already in the trash so as to cover the napkin. That was that. It was done. Decision made. My one and only tie to the male, disposed of.

#LaundryDay #SASBDB

PainsAndAches!

Marissa: It had been a busy week, we had 3 new families joining us at the safe place. The morning sickness was really making me sick I wondered if I should ask Ehlena if she had anything I could have to stop it. The workload was just to much I think I need to stop overdoing it. I knew that in the next coming months that I just need to do at least just 1 day I needed to take care of my young and make sure everything was okay inside my belly. I was getting a few aches and pains in my stomach they weren’t to bad. I sat down in my chair my door was closed just a little rest and I just nodded off.

Butch:

Walking down Trade Street with no one and nothing in sight. V was off patrol tonight, Hollywood was on the other side of Caldwell, the twins were by the bridge and I was stuck here. Where I'd like to be was at the Safe Place with Marissa, but as it was a no males allowed policy I was stuck out here, in the cold, freezing my nuts off.

Marissa: I was having a lovely dream a young boy in my arms as I cuddled him close to my chest, looking into his eyes, “yep you look just like your daddy. You have his eyes.” The baby in my dreams smiled back at me as if he was agreeing with me. Then out of the blue a awesome massive big kick alerted me awake, rubbing my stomach as if my young knew I was dreaming of him. I rubbed over where he kicked me, trying to ease the bruise that was now forming on my stomach. I looked at the clock my shift was only half way through, I must of falling asleep in my chair. I got up to see if I had missed anything just then I was getting some pains in my lower stomach, my back felt as if I had broken something. The sweat was pouring off my forehead I decided to go and get some water to help me cool down. After drinking the water my stomach rolled the next thing I was in the toilet being sick again and the pain was getting worse. I dialled Ehlena’s number asking if she was at the manse because I wasn’t feeling too good, asking if she would see me. The next thing I needed to do was to tell Butch I was going home. I didn’t want him to worry.

Ehlena: {I had received a call from Marissa sounding worried as hell while I was finishing inside the manse doing a recent stock take to see what medical supplies we were needing. I had to put Marissa’s needs first she was pregnant and I had to be always around to make sure she was ok. And she was clearly not just by the way she was talking. “Marissa come over to see me please try not to worry I will check what is going on and give you another scan ” Placing the phone down and hanging up leaving the medical supplies inside the cupboard at the moment, Sorting out a clean cubicle for Marissa to go into and getting all of the machines ready for marissa to check out what the problem was and to see if the baby was doing alright. I was really worried for her at this point I just did not want to worry Marissa as it might make her worse. Grabbing a new batch of gel for the ultrasound putting it at the side of the machine and making sure everything was at hand.

Butch:

Walking down the wet asphalt my phone began to ring. Fishing it out of my pocket seeing the ID caller was Marissa, quickly answering “Baby is everything alright” “No baby, I'm in pain, I don't want to lose our young. I've already rung Ehlena” “I'm on my way baby” Fuck, hoping it wasn't anything serious I ran over to the Escalade and jumps into the driver's seat. Starting the engine I put my foot on the accelerator and sped like a bat out of hell to the Safe Place. Slamming the brakes on once outside the Safe Place I got out and ran up to the front door knocking loudly. Marissa opened the door, she looked drained, in pain and worried. Scooping her up into my arms I helped her into the SUV. Getting back into the driver's seat and floored it to the manse “Nearly there baby”

Marissa: The pain was getting worse I was holding my stomach for dear life, I can’t lose my young, I just can’t. Walking into the TV and movie room, I nodded over to Rhym “can you look after the place. Butch is on his way something is wrong we need to go and get it checked out. I am in loads of pain and my back aches. Thank you, Rhym. I will let you know when I find out what is going on.” I walked over to the door to wait for Butch. I heard the Escalade stopping as I got up slowly because the pain was bad, Butch knocked so loud on the door it nearly burst my eardrums. I opened the door, that is when he lifted me up and carried me to the Escalade, as he helped me get in. He then went in the drivers side and floored it as fast as he could. The tears started to fall down my face as the pain just got to much to bare “Hurry baby, I am so scared”

Ehlena: {I stood in the hospital wing near the door to the cubicle waiting for Marissa to walk through the door with Butch. I was still worrying as to what was wrong with her, Leaning over and switching on the Ultrasound machine so that it is all ready and we do not need to wait ages for the machine to start up. I needed to have it go on right away and ready for my patient. There was not time to lose. Hearing a flutter of footsteps at the door to the hospital wing and looking out of the cubicle door. Spotting Butch with Marissa in his arms. “Bring her right inside Butch and place her onto the table” The machine was all ready to go by this time I took the scanner and once Butch put Marissa onto the bed I was ready to start scanning her stomach for clues to why she was having these pains, Putting a small amount of gel onto Marissa’s stomach I started to scan whilst asking some basic questions. “When did this pain start Marissa and how long has your sickness being going on”

Marissa: We finally got to the manse, Butch got out and carried me to the door as Fritz opened it letting us in. “Evening, Sire and Mistress. Ehlena is waiting in the hospital wing for you both, smiling back while in pain. I thanked Fritz as Butch carried me to the wing we got to the room as Butch rushed to get me to Ehlena as we were both worried for our young. As we got inside there was a bed already and the machine was already to go. Butch placed me onto the bed, as Ehlena asked some basic questions. “I have been sick for almost 5 days now I have read some books about morning sickness that is what I thought was wrong. But I have been having aches in my back also, the pain is in my lower stomach. Plus the young has been normal inside he kicks when he hears me or Butch. I am scared, what if something is wrong Ehlena? I can’t lose him” Tears started to fall again as I squeezed Butch’s hand too hard. A worried look on my face. I prayed our young would be safe.

Butch:

Gently placing Marissa on the bed, sitting next to her and taking her hand in my own. Ehlena asked Marissa the usual questions, she answered but then the tears began to fall, I wiped them away with my fingers, Marissa squeezed my hand tightly. Ehlena took the gel and squeezed it onto Marissa's stomach, taking the ultrasound wand and placed it onto her stomach. There he was, our son on the screen, he looked healthy and kicking his arms and legs about “What's wrong? Why is Marissa getting this pain for?” Ehlena being the professional carried on with the scan before she answered us.

Ehlena: {Scanning all over Marissa’s stomach with the scanner just making sure that I am seeing everything then tuning up the contrast on the ultrasound machine just to see a bit clearly. “Everything seems fine the baby is a little bit big but it seems as if nothing is wrong. I can turn the machine up so that you can both hear the heartbeat. He is a strong lad Marissa. You know that you can have morning sickness right the way through pregnancy and I think that is what is happening here also. You must rest now Marissa. You have got to slow down. I am really worried about you and the young. Please look after yourself. I want to check your back for a little moment and take your blood pressure I want to keep an eye on that, I am going to roll you over for a second or two just to check your back, I am almost certain the baby is leaning heavy on your spine. No need to worry I can give you something for the sickness and the pain in your back. Although I am going to give you a portable blood pressure machine. It is tiny and you can check your blood pressure just take various readings throughout the day” Taking a quick look at Marissa’s back before rolling her carefully back over. “Just as I suspected it is the baby. He is a strong male and a big boy, You will be fine I am going to prescribe a painkiller but a low dose and something for the sickness you just take one a day and you drop it into water” I put the scanner off but giving Marissa her new baby scan, Please take the weight off your feet and try and rest as much as you can. I am alway here to help you out when you need me”

Marissa: Watching Ehlena as she puts the scanner over my stomach, watching the screen up close as I hold Butch’s hand still in mine. I couldn’t believe my eyes our young/son had grown no wonder I was in so much pain. Ehlena, told me and Butch that our young was a big baby. He takes after his daddy, looking and smiling wide at Butch, “see baby he is going to be strong like you. I will try and slow down, I will ask the other females if they can work extra hours so I can rest. The pain in my back is the young on my spine?” Everything that I felt turned into happiness looking at Butch “our baby is going to be okay baby.” Happy tears fell from my face. Grabs Butch’s hand and places it in mine, “see baby he is okay” He kicks letting us know he is here with us” Holds my stomach more, “mommy and daddy love you so much.”

Butch:

Listening to Ehlena and to what she was telling Marissa “Baby I agree with Ehlena, you have to slow down. I'm sure the females and the doggen at the Safe Place will help you out” Marissa started to cry again, but these were tears of happiness. Wiping them away again. Marissa took my hand and placed it on her stomach, the moment my hand made contact our son gave a big kick. I couldn't help myself I leaned down to her belly and give her stomach a kiss. Our son gave an almighty kick in my face “Cheers son”

#AchesAndPains #SASBDB

#AskingPhuryForAChosen!

Butch:

After spending several days in the clinic it was time for me to feed. The only problem was that I couldn't feed from Marissa while she's carrying our young. “We need to ask Phury if he can get a chosen baby” I took her hand in my own, I knew Marissa was worried that I'd find the chosen attractive. No fucking way, there was only one female for me and she was carrying my young. “Baby I'd be happier if you was here while I feed, I’ll need/want you here with me. I love you so much” Raising her hand to my mouth, I pressed my lips against the palm of her hand.

Marissa: I knew it had been days since Butch had been admitted to the clinic he also needed to feed, which I was dreading as he would normally feed off me, but he couldn’t because I was carrying our young and he needs it just as much as I do. My brain was telling me that if he fed of a chosen he would find her attractive, but I knew my male and he wouldn’t because he loves us both. Sitting in the chair next to him as he was still in the clinic he looked over to me and said he wanted me here when the chosen was due to feed him. All things were running through my head “what if I can’t control myself baby. I don’t want to hurt her, maybe if I was here but didn’t look while you feed from her baby? As I love you too baby, this will be so hard to watch. I know that you need to feed baby.” He raised my hand to his mouth as his lips pressed against the palm of my hand.

Butch:

“I have an idea baby, why don't you be here when Phury comes with the chosen, least that way you have control over who I feed from” I hoped this eased Marissa some but I can understand her unease, it was going to kill feeding from another female. Taking my phone I speed dialed Phury. “Hey my man. No I haven't got a new suit to show you” I got serious “Listen I need a chosen, I need to feed but with Marissa being with young I don't want to take off my son, he's more important” Phury answered then I hung up. “Phury will be over in thirty minutes baby”

Marissa: Listening to Butch he had a idea about bringing the chosen here with Phury and then me having control who feeds him. What am I doing he needs to do this as much as it’s going to break me, he needs it. I felt a little at ease but we will see what happens when Phury comes with the chosen. “Okay, baby thirty minutes?” I felt my stomach starting to roll as this was going to be torture for me seeing my male of worth, the one I love feed from another. My stomach turned again that was it I run to the toilet quickly and brought everything up that I had eaten earlier.

Butch:

Getting out of bed I made my way to the bathroom, Marissa was on her knees talking to the toilet. What she had earlier was coming back up. Moving her her back I rubbed her back while she continued to say sweet nothings to the toilet. “It's ok baby I'm here” I pressed my lips against her head. There was a knock at the door “Come in we’re in the bathroom”

Marissa: As my head was over the toilet I heard the door open as I could feel her already. Butch was beside me helping me as everything I had in me was let out as fast as I could get no more out. Why now all the timing to be sick, was it my nerves or was it my morning sickness I guess we won’t know. Butch placed his hands over my back as he gently tried to help me and make me feel better. He pressed his lips against my head. That is when there was a knock at the door, as Butch said come in. I didn’t want no one seeing me like this. “It’s okay baby. I am good, help me up. We need to do this baby, I need to let you do this, you are important to me just as our young. Let’s go and get you fed.” It killed me saying those words I had to be and to stay strong for all of us.

Butch:

Helping Marissa up from the floor, all I could see was the pain on her eyes “If it wasn't a necessity I wouldn't be doing this baby” Taking her into my arms, I helped Marissa out of the bathroom. In the room Phury was there with a female with dark hair that was up high on her head, she wore the chosen robes that had a slit all the way up her leg “Would sire like to see my body?” “That's not necessary as Butch is mated to Marissa, he only needs to feed” The chosen looked upon Marissa and I confused, I had to mention the why “Marissa is with young, I can't feed from her” The chosen looked at Marissa again “Of course I will serve the sire with my blood”

Marissa: Butch helped me up as we walked back into the room. Phury was waiting with a chosen with dark hair, I don’t recall seeing her before. Walking back towards the bed, noticing the chosen was wearing the normal chosen robes that had a slit all the way up her leg, showing more than I expected to see. Her voice made me stare at her as she spoke towards Butch. “Would sire like to see my body” I growled loud as I could. Phury spoke and told her she was here just to feed my male. She looked puzzled as Butch told her I was carrying our young he couldn’t feed from me. So she spoke and said of course she would serve my male her blood. I tried my hardest to keep it together.

Butch:

Easing Marissa onto the bed, I placed a chair by the bed “Sit down please” The chosen sat down, the slit of her robes opened up showing her long legs, I tried not to look. The was a cough from Phury who motioned the chosen to cover up. “I have offended you sire” She covered her legs up. Getting down onto my knees, my fangs tingled as they elongated. Before I struck at her wrist I took Marissa's hand, with a quick strike I score her wrist, her blood was sweet but it was nothing like Marissa's. Marissa's blood was like an exotic wine.

Marissa: I got up onto the bed, as Butch placed a chair beside the bed, asking the chosen to sit down in it. My eyes went wide when she sat down you could see her long legs showing a little, a growl escaped my mouth. There was a cough from Phury when he told the chosen to cover up her flesh. Butch got down on his knees, I noticed his fangs elongated. He took my hand, then he quickly grabbed the chosen’s hand and scored her wrist taking what he needed, it broke me seeing him feed from another, I squeezed his hand hard. Trying to keep my emotions at bay.

Butch:

I drank from the chosen, tears fell from my face. This was wrong, all wrong, not only was this killing Marissa but it was killing me too. Once I had my fill, I retracted my fangs from the chosen’s wrist, licking it to seal the wound. Getting up I brought Marissa into my arms, placing my head on her shoulder crying. It was sometime later I brought my head up to thank Phury and the chosen but they were not there anymore. They must of slipped out of the room while I had my break down.

Marissa: Watching Butch feeding from the chosen broke my heart, tears were falling down my face, but I had to try and keep it together for all of us. I could see that Butch was also in pain, the tears just fell down his face. He finished with the chosen licking the wound closed. He got up and he placed his arms around me placing his head on my shoulder the tears just fell from his face. Later on he went to thank the chosen and Phury but they had already left. They slipped out when we were both embraced in each other arms sharing our love together.

#PhuryBringsTheChosen #SASBDB #BDB

ButchAndMarissa!

Butch:

Waking up from the blackness, my side was still aching but the essences of Lessers had gone from deep inside of me. V must of done magic with that hand of his. Looking around my surroundings I was in a white room, must be in one of the rooms in the clinic of the Brotherhood compound. I heard weeping, looking around Marissa was at my beside, her head down against the bed. Lifting my arm up I took a lock of her hair between fingers. “Don't cry baby”

Marissa: I went back to my office after Butch had left I felt bad that I was mean to him, but being with a young my hormones were all over the place. As I was looking at some paperwork my phone went off, I was wondering who was calling maybe it was Butch trying to say sorry but it wasn’t him it was Vishous, I wonder what V wanted, “Hi, V. What’s up? Everything okay?” That is when he told me Butch was hurt. I quickly packed up my stuff and went back to the mansion as soon as I could get SafePlace covered. I reached the clinic and quickly went looking for Butch, as I rubbed my stomach “it’s okay baby. Daddy will be fine.” That is when I noticed him laying on a bed, I walked over and sat down in a chair beside him as the tears fell from my face. That is when I noticed he grabbed a lock of my hair. “Ohh, Baby! Are you okay? Does it hurt?”

Butch:

Lifting the sheet up looking at the dressing on my side “Hurts like a bitch baby” Letting the sheet go back over my body. “I need to apologise baby. I didn't mean to get over baring with you. I will promise I won't be that bad again. Well not to much” Continuing playing with the lock of her hair in fingers “Plus I need to feed. Please don't take this the wrong way baby, but I don't want to feed from you. Junior needs it more than me” Letting your hair go, I look straight up to the ceiling. That last comment was going to hurt her.

Marissa: As you continued playing with my hair, as you show me the wound on your side, damn baby that is a deep cut, “what happened? Please don’t tell me you was angry and that they happened to be there, so you decided you needed to inhale them and then that is why they cut you? What would have happened if they had taken you to the dark side? What about our young? We would be left without you, I know you are sorry baby, you have to stop being too overbearing. I know you can’t help it because I am your female, you want to protect us both and keep us safe.” Listening to what Butch was saying I couldn’t quite get my head around to what he was saying, he wouldn’t feed off me because of our young needed the blood more. I totally understood what he was saying. This was going to be the hardest bit, he always fed from me and he had to use another female, more tears rolled down my face. “Baby, if you need to use another I will have to look away it will break me baby seeing you taking from someone else. As you are my male for always.”

Butch:

“I found those Lessers the usual way baby, but my head wasn't in the field. I had you and junior on my mind, didn't see the knife till it was too late. I had both you and junior on my mind. But when the knife sunk into my flesh it was a wake up call. I quickly got the situation under control and inhaled them both, phoned V and passed out. I guess V took the bad essence out of me and brought me back here” I draped an arm over my face “Baby I will only feed from the wrist but I want you there with me baby. As soon as I've fed I be wanting you beneath me” If anything sexual was going to happen it will be with Marissa.

Marissa: “I am glad you did got it under control baby I don’t know if I could cope losing you to these smelly lessers. I need you with me through this pregnancy, junior and I both need you baby. You want me here to watch you feed from another female, it is going to be hard to watch that baby. I know it won’t be sexual but it will be hard especially with my hormones it’s going to hurt like hell! All I can promise is that I will try and not kill the chosen that you feed from. As you tell me after you feed that you will need me, makes me feel a little better.”

Butch:

“I don't want you to feel bad baby either. It will hurt me feeding from another female too, you're my one and only baby. Junior is the most important one here baby, he will be needing your blood like I said before” Hearing what you said “Yeah it's going to be hard and strange but we are strong and we will get through this baby, together”

Marissa: “I know you don’t baby but as I said I will try and keep it together baby, and I know me and junior are important to you, I also know that my blood junior needs it also to stay strong inside my belly, baby. Very hard baby, I know we will get through it our love is stronger than ever since having you’re young baby. It’s not just us anymore our young comes first baby.” Holding your hand tightly We are strong we can do this, baby.

Butch:

“We better ask Phury to come here so we can set up a chosen for me to feed from baby. We are going to do every step together baby. You will have a say who I feed from baby, This is much as your decision as it is mine” Moving my head towards Marissa “Kiss me baby please” I waited for her to respond.

Marissa: “Okay baby, sounds good. Is Phury here at the manse? Yes, baby every little step together. There is only a few chosen to choose from baby, as long as they have no mate, anyone will be okay baby! We need to do this, baby.” As Butch moved his head towards me, his words was to kiss him, I didn’t hear him at first so i leaned in and kissed him softly on his lips.

Butch:

Marissa didn't hear my words, she leaned forward to hear my words again, I didn't need to say anything, I pressed my lips against hers “I love you baby, you're my pillar of strength, I would be half the male that I am without you by my side” I laid back into the bed, my eyes grew heavy, but before sleep claimed me I took her hand in mine. I helped her onto the bed and tucked her against my chest.

Marissa: “As you are my strength also baby. I love you too baby more than anything in this world, you saved me and now I carry our young. I have never felt so lucky to have you by my side baby.” Butch’s eyes were closing he needed to rest more, he grabbed my hand as to say get on the bed. He helped me get on the bed, putting my arms around him, as I laid next to him my head on his chest. As we both closed our eyes.

#OnTheMend #SASBDB #BDB

MarissaBitesBack!

Butch:

I was getting ready for rotation, pulling on my boxers and leathers, I pulled on my muscle shirt and then put my shitkickers. Marissa was getting ready for a night at the safe place. Since we have found out that Marissa is young I've been driving her to the safe place. “Ready to go baby” I knew she was still able to dematerialise but I wasn't going to take any chances with her or with our young. Walking into the lounge of the pit, picking up the keys of the Escalade.

Marissa:

As I was finishing off getting ready to go to the safe place, Butch was just getting himself ready for rotation. I haven’t dematerialise since I found out I was carrying our young. My male wouldn’t let me go alone. Butch always drove me to work, just to be safe. Even when my shift was over I knew my male would be waiting for me. “Sure baby, let’s go” as Butch grabbed the keys for the Escalade.

Butch:

Wrapping my arm around Marissa's shoulder, guiding her out into the courtyard towards the SUV. Opening the passenger door I helped Marissa in, bringing the seat belt across her and fastening her in. I made sure the seat belt was above and below her bump. Shutting the door I went around to the driver's side, getting in and started the Escalade up. Driving down the driveway, through the mhis and gates towards Route 22.

Marissa:

Walking out into the courtyard as Butch got the Escalade. He opened the door for me helping me get into the seat, pulling the seat belt over and under my bump. Making sure the young was strapped in tight. As we drove towards to the safe place.

Butch:

Not wanting to go too fast, I didn't want to put the brakes on too hard and have Marissa being jerked forward to hard. “You warm enough baby? Do you want the heater on?” I was fretting, I knew I was being a pain but I've never had this situation before. Having a mate who has my young in her belly, but I didn't want to lose either of them. They were my everything.

Marissa:

“Please baby, I am fine I am not cold. Stop worrying about me and our young everything is going to be okay baby.” I knew that being a male he would put me and our young first before anything else. My male always made sure that we always came before him, he would never take from a female that is a male of worth. My hormones was going to kick in soon my male was going to get the sharp end of my tongue, I tried so hard not to bite back.

Butch:

“Baby it's my job to worry. Do you want the window down then to get some fresh air?” Marissa gave me the 'look’ O fucking shit, I think I had pushed her to far. I prepared myself for the tongue lashing I was about to receive. ‘Way to go O’Neal, piss off your female asshole’ I tried not to look at her but I had to know if she still had that 'look’ upon her face. I risked a peek.

Marissa:

Looking back at Butch “I know it’s your job to worry but we are fine baby. No I don’t need the window down. I am just fine as I said before baby. You need to stop fussing or you are going to drive me insane baby! I know you are a male and that you care for us both and that you only care. I get that but please stop worrying or I am going to lose it baby.” As I continued looking at Butch his face said it all. I finally snapped telling him to stop fussing.

Butch:

Marissa laid into me, how I was going to drive her insane and all the other things “But.. But baby I love you and I love our young. You gotta understand I worry about you both when I'm out in the field and you're at the safe place.” Sighing heavily “What if… What if another male comes looking at the safe place for his female and hits you in the stomach!” I gripped the steering wheel tightly, fuck if anything happened to them I'd be a nuclear bomb ready to blow.

Marissa:

“Baby, nothing is going to happen to us, I know you are worried because of what happened last time. I wouldn’t put myself or our young in danger you have to stop being overprotected I can understand why you feel the need to be protective because you love us, I know that but please baby, you have to stop thinking the worse baby. Safe place has no males I spend most of my time in my office sitting down doing paperwork because I know if something happened if I wasn’t there I wouldn’t forgive myself for losing our young, because I wasn’t careful and hurt our young. I have people to help when I need them baby. I know you love me and our young, I promise that I will look after us both.”

Butch:

Arriving at the safe place, I stop outside turning the engine off. Getting out I went around to help Marissa out but she had already got out. I was going to say something but I bit my lip after that little speech she threw at me. I walked Marissa to the door, I was about to lean down to kiss her when she held her hand up “No Butch not till you understand me” That killed me but she was right. I was going to have to make it up to her “I’ll pick you up at the usual time baby” Walking back to the Escalade I got in and drove off.

Marissa:

We reached at the safe place, Butch turned of the engine, before he got out and to my side I had already got out. He followed me over to the door, he was about to lean down and kiss me but I was so angry, I held my hand up to stop him. “Sorry Baby, not until you understand me.” I could tell by his face that had to hurt him. As he spoke, he said he would pick me up normal time. I nodded, “Ok baby” Then I watched him as he got in the Escalade and drove off down the road.

Butch:

I arrived outside an all night florist, getting out I bought a bunch of red roses. Opening the rear door of the Escalade and placed the roses on the backseat. I couldn't give a fuck if the Brothers teased the fuck out of me about the roses. Shutting the door I smelt them. The sweet smell of baby powder drifted my way. There were two of the undead up ahead, following the trail I came to them. “About fucking time you showed up” They always thought I was one of them. I slowly slide out my dagger “What are you doing asshole?” I attacked the lessers, but I wasn't quick enough, it may had to do with the argument I had with Marissa. A knife sliced through the air, sinking into my side. Fucker! I snapped, beating them both till they could hardly move. Leaning over I sucked up both their essence till they both evaporated into ash. Falling back onto the asphalt, my wound leaking out. I reached for my phone dialing for back up, then everything went black.

#MarissaBitesBack #SASBDB

We’re having a young!

Butch:

Pulling on my leathers, putting on the muscle shirt, I look towards Marissa. She had been quiet these past days. This meant she wasn't happy about the other night when I had consumed too many lessers and was nearly taken by the dark side. “Marissa, are you still mad at me? I know I took things a bit to far but I promise you it won't happen again” Sitting on our bed I pulled on my shitkickers.

Marissa:

Watching Butch as he was getting dressed when he started talking to me. “You are right I am still angry with you what if you were taken to the dark side? I know you won’t but what if? I can’t lose you not if I am carry our young, it was a stupid move to do and yes, I will get over it. Me and the young couldn’t be without you baby. Just thinking about it makes me mad even more. You need to be more careful baby.”

Butch:

Looks up “You're with young? Are you sure baby?” My bonded male surfaces going into overdrive “Baby sit down, you need to rest” Getting off the bed and ushers you to the bed. Then a thought strikes me, a shiver runs down my back “What about the evil inside of me baby? That won't be passed onto the young will it?”

Marissa:

As you look at me, I see your eyes beaming. “I am not sure baby. I haven’t been feeling right but I guess seeing Ehlena and doing a test then we will know baby. I have had that sick feeling for the last 2 days I didn’t know if it was because of what happened to you, or it’s me. Only one way to find out, go and get checked out baby. I know I need to rest, but what if I am not it will be heartbreaking for the both of us. I am 100% sure our young will be safe baby. We can ask when I get the test baby.”

Butch:

“We go see Ehlena now at the clinic. Surely she can squeeze us in to have definite proof that you are” I was torn in two halves, yes I was excited that Marissa was with young. But the other part of me was dreading the evil inside of me, plus the fact that mortality rates of both female and young was high. I couldn't live if I lost them both. I prayed that everything will be alright “Shall we go see Ehlena now baby?”

Marissa:

“Sure baby I think that is a good idea” I started to feel a little dizzy so I got up of the bed and headed into the bathroom. “Baby, I will be back in a minute” My stomach started rolling the next thing I knew my head was over the toilet everything I had for breakfast just came up. Wiping my mouth and washing my hands I headed back in the bedroom, Butch was waiting for me. “Sorry baby, I think I just threw up all that I had in me.” Turning to him, “I guess we should leave and go to the clinic baby”

Butch:

“Come on baby let's get you to see Ehlena” Wrapping my arm around her waist, walking out of the pit, down the corridor to the clinic. Approaching the clinic, I opened the door, guiding Marissa to the chair by the operating table “Ehlena you about? Marissa needs your help please” I began to pace about the place, running my hand through my hair

Ehlena: {Just finishing up what I was doing when I heard a voice behind me someone was shouting my name, Turning around in my chair but already knowing who it was. Butch and Marissa were standing in front of me Marissa looking just a little bit pale. “I am here Butch no need to worry what is wrong with Marissa” Putting what I was doing aside and ushering Marissa into the nearest cubicle. “Marissa no need to worry I will take a look at you. Butch you can come in if you are wanting too Marissa will be needing you by her side or maybe It would be better to stay out here just for a moment or two” Laying Marissa onto the bed then lifting her feet. “Marissa how long have you been feeling the way you have been?” Grabbing a sheet of paper writing some basic information down as and when Marissa was telling me her symptoms.

Marissa: “Butch can come in we are mated, why does he have to wait outside? I need him here with me Ehlena.” Grabbing Butch’s hand as I lay on the bed as Ehlena spoke I spoke back, “I have been feeling a little dizzy lately and earlier I was sick. I went through my needing a month ago I could be carrying our young.” Looking at Ehlena, “we was wondering if you could do a test for us so we can see if I am or not. Also Butch is worried about the baby because of the evil inside him. I told him he shouldn’t worry” as I tighten my hold on his hand. “If we find out we both will be at ease. “

Butch:

Marissa pulled me into the cubicle with her, I listened as she explained to Ehlena what was wrong with her, then tell her about my fears. I felt sick to my stomach about the evil, looking behind me there was a chair. Sitting down on it I took Marissa's hand in mine “What are you going to do to find out if Marissa is with young Ehlena?”

Ehlena: “Of course Butch can come in to support you I just thought you might want some private time of your own for a second” Starting to write things down that Marissa was telling me about her needing. And how she has been feeling lately. “Well I would like to do an ultrasound of your stomach today and just give you the normal check up like take your blood pressure and I am going to have to take a urine sample from your if you don’t mind. I am sure everything will be fine. You are a strong female and of course Butch is a worthy male” I handed marissa a bottle for the urine sample and then I put the cuff on to take her blood pressure. “I will also need to take a small sample of blood from you” The pressure on the cuff went up and I caught the reading on the dial. “It is looking like a good reading Marissa. We can get on with the next part of the tests It will not take long”

Marissa: Sitting down while Ehlena was doing her checks, still holding Butch’s hand as she was telling us what was going to happen. “Why do you need a urine sample? Is my blood pressure okay? Why do you need blood as well. When will you do the ultrasound?” Grabbing Butch’s hand tighter as the nerves kick in. “I don’t need privacy from Butch, we are as one. I always need him no matter what, Ehlena. So what do you need first?”

Butch:

Marissa held my hand tighter as Ehlena went through the list of things that needed to be done. Blood pressure to see if Marissa’s body was fine, a urine sample to see if she was truly pregnant and there were no sugar in her urine. But the blood sample. Man I hope I didn't infect her or the young “What Marissa said. Why do you need the blood sample. She is fine isn't she?” My brow becoming wet from the sweat that was forming. The ultrasound I couldn't wait for, I wanted to see the young but firstly I needed to know that they were both fine. “Ehlena I haven't infected with them both with the evil have I?”

Ehlena: {Looking at Marissa for a moment and then taking off the blood pressure cuff putting it aside. “Your blood pressure is fine no need to worry at all it is all good. Well the blood sample and urine sample was just to do a few checks on you but you seem fit and well. I am just going to go ahead with the ultrasound just to see that the young is doing well” Unhooking the machine from the wall and putting it beside marissa then taking some of the cold gel, Lifting her blouse up slightly and putting some gel onto the scanner. “We will hear the baby’s heartbeat in a moment” Putting the scanner onto Marissa’s stomach and then turning the little button to hear the young. “It might take a moment to hear the young it is thought that they sometimes like to hide but keep taking a look at the screen, Butch I am sure that the young is fine” Looking at the screen for a moment and then looking to Marissa and Butch. “Here we go” scanning a part of Marissa’s stomach then spotting the young.

Marissa: Looking back at Ehlena, as I still have my hand in Butch’s as I tighten on it more. “Baby, what if there is nothing?” Laughs a little as I feel the cold gel on my stomach as the scanner goes over my stomach, watching the screen as I watch nervously as I want this to be true, having young with Butch is a dream come true, my male, my best friend. Looking at the screen and back to Butch, that is when Ehlena points out the young on the screen, he or she looks like a little pea, my tears start to fall from my face as I tighten my hold on Butch “Look baby we have young! This is a miracle baby, thank you for loving me and giving us this young. I can’t stop crying baby” I cried more after hearing the heartbeat. “Listen baby, that is our baby’s heartbeat”

Butch:

Ehlena put the wand of the ultrasound on Marissa's stomach, the little bugger was playing hide and go seek. We all know where the young gets that from! “Here we go” Ehlena finds the young, the heartbeat was strong, a rhythmic drumming that got to my bones. Looking towards Marissa, she was crying, my eyes started to water “Look baby we have young! This is a miracle baby, thank you for loving me and giving us this young. I can’t stop crying baby” “It was my honour to serve you Marissa. If everything goes well the young will truly be a miracle” The tears fell from my face, I couldn't help it. This was the best thing to happen to me in my life. I would never of thought of having young in my human life but now here with my Marissa in my vampire life, this was what I'd always wanted. To keep the bloodline going with the female I love, cherish and adore.

Ehlena: {Smiling and nodding towards Marissa and Butch. “Yes you both have young and of course he is a happy and healthy young fella. He will grow up to be a fine warrior a worthy male like his father I am so happy for you both congratulations and I wish you both well and your son. He seems fine” Turning the little button turning the noise of the machine up just slightly and still running the scanner of Marissa’s stomach for a little while longer. “I would still like to have that urine test just so I can check but everything seems totally fine there is no need to worry. Marissa I would like you to eat more healthy and try to keep off those feet as much as you can. I would not say take it easy. But please slow down. And I want you to come back and see me just so I can keep an eye out for you” Taking the scanner and then turning the machine off “I have a little picture of your scan for you both” handing over the scan picture to Marissa and Butch. “Congratulations again”

Marissa: Listening to what Ehlena was saying, “we are having a son?” Looking over to Butch as the tears were still falling down my red cheeks, “you hear that baby, we are having a son.” Pulls Butch closer to me, placing a kiss on his head “I am so happy baby, a son. He will be the most gorgeous baby in the world. A son, a warrior when he is older.” My tears just keep falling, “Ehlena I already eat healthy, I will take it easy. No doubt Butch will see to that, He will be on at me all the time. I still have safe place to run, I am sure I can get the help. This is the best news ever I can’t wait to tell everyone our happy news baby. I know things will change and that i need to focus on us and our young. I just can’t believe we are going to have a baby, Baby. I will do whatever it takes to keep him safe and us.” Tears keep falling from my face “Baby, are you okay? Yes, I understand I need more test but I am sure everything will be perfect. Butch, I love you for our young and for loving me”

Butch:

“You're having a boy” The words sunk in slowly “A boy” I heard Marissa saying she’d take it easy “I’ll drive you to the safe place every night and pick you up baby. Everyone there will help you out. A boy, we’re having a boy baby. I love you too” The words kept banging around my head, a young, a son. The words became louder and louder. A YOUNG, A SON. The noise in my head became so loud I couldn't hear what Marissa and Ehlena were saying. My head spin from the words when everything went black. I fainted and fell onto the floor in a heap. A young, a son.

#WeAreHavingAYoung #SASBDB

#AfterTheNeeding!

Butch:

Finally rolling of Marissa, her needing was hours and hours but man I would eagerly do that again. It was a shame that the needing only comes round every ten years. My neck and wrist had been chewed to bits where Marissa and feed from. I tried to get up from the bed. First effort resulted in my head spinning, or was that room? Let's try this again. I finally got up to a sitting position. Swinging my legs out from our bed and planted them onto the floor. Gingerly standing up I tried to walk towards the bathroom. Halfway there my legs gave way, falling into a heap onto the floor “Fuck me”

Marissa: I couldn’t believe my needing had lasted hours and hours, my poor Butch he had serviced me and stayed with me through this journey. I laid there in his arms, he looked sexy just laying there asleep, my male, my cop. The bed moved as Butch got up and he sat at the side of our bed, trying to place his feet on the floor, he looked so tired he tried getting of the bed he just looked to weak. I did this his body looked a mess from the needing he gave me what I wanted. He tried again to get up reaching towards the bathroom, he got halfway there his legs gave way, he fell to the floor. I threw the covers of me and got of the bed running over to help him. Leaning down and reaching for him. “Butch, baby you okay?”

Butch:

Hearing Marissa's concern dented my pride “I'm alright, honest. I was inspecting this carpet. Exactly weave and so soft” I tried once again to get up. Planting my hands onto the wall and walked to the bathroom. Once in there I used the toilet and washed my face. Looking into the mirror I saw my reflection. Christ Almighty, the puncture wounds on my neck were red raw but I was going to show them off proudly. Right the walk back to bed. Opening the bathroom door, the bed seemed to be hundred feet away. Stumbling back I made it back to the bed without falling over. Yay go me!

Marissa: Butch told me he was okay, I watched as he placed his hands onto the wall to help him up, he walked over to the bathroom, he went inside. I walked slowly back over to the bed, climbed back in. My body wasn’t my body it was cooler then it had been the pain had left me, I felt tired and sore down below, but I can’t complain my male had helped me through my needing and never left my side. Though when I see the marks on his beautiful body that I had left it must of been hours that I had abused his body for what me and mine needed through this one time, I hoped I never had to put him through this ever again. I needed to make sure he was okay, or I couldn’t forgive myself if he wasn’t.

Butch:

Getting back into bed I bring Marissa back into my arms. “I’ll ring Fritz to have us bring us the fridge down from the main manse baby. Can't walk up there right now” Giving Marissa a quick kiss before I lift the receiver up from the cradle of the phone. Dialing *1 the phone rang. Fritz picked up at the other end “What can I do for you sire?” “Marissa and I would like a buffet brought down to the pit please. Put anything on the platter. Drinks, I'll have Lag while Marissa will have OJ, water and coffee. Thanks man” “As you wish sire” I put the receiver back onto the cradle. I turn to Marissa “I wonder what we can do before Fritz comes baby?” Having that twinkle in my eye

Marissa: As Butch came back for the bathroom he got back into bed, wrapping his around me as we laid close together. Butch said he was going to call Fritz to bring us food because I think we both needed it, plus the way he was looking there was no way he could go himself for the both of us, laying beside him as he picked up the phone he dialed the number for Fritz and asked him to bring whatever food he could. He spoke and said he was more happy to bring us the food. He put the phone back on the receiver he turned to me, his words was what we could do while we waited, really? He had that twinkle in his eye as if he wanted us to do more. “What are you saying, Baby?”

Butch:

“We could do some more bonding baby” Marissa gave me that look which meant 'Are you kidding me!’ “I’ll take that as a no then baby” Pressing my lips against her soft lips “Think I can change your mind” Running my fingers down your body, going between your breasts, moving further down, over your stomach and coming to the top of your slit, to where my paradise awaits.

Marissa: Listening to his words as I had that look in my eye as if I thought he was kidding me. We just spent nearly 48 hours or more breaking each other because of the needing. He pressed his lips against mine. As if he was telling me that he needed to do this again as his fingers was going down my body, going between my breasts the feeling from his hands on me was turning me on more. He hands went lower over my stomach and coming to the top of my slit. That was it, my body took over and I needed him more, deep inside me.

Butch:

I smelt Marissa's scent, she was ready for sex again. Home run! Get in there my son. I had mounted Marissa when there was a knock on the door. Fuck me someone had terrible timing. Getting off Marissa, slipping on some silk boxers and stumbled towards the main door of the pit. Opening the door Fritz was there with a little trolley packed full with food. The drinks were on the lower level. Fritz wheeled it in, stopping in the middle of the lounge. “I hope this is satisfactory for you sire” “Yeah my man and that was fucking quick” What Fritz could do was a miracle. “I shall leave you and the mistress” “Thanks Fritz” He left, I wheeled the trolley into our bedroom “First meal is served baby”

Marissa: I didn’t know if I should growl or laugh, when the knock came on the pit door, Butch was fully inside me when he stopped half way due to Fritz. “Great timing he said when he slowly got of, of me as he grabbed his silk boxers and headed towards the main door of the pit.” “I covered myself up just in case, anyone could see me, in our bed naked.” Which wouldn’t be a great sight to see, I chuckled to myself as Butch was getting us our food. I heard him thank Fritz, as I heard the door closed. Butch entered back into our bedroom with a tray of food and drink. I looked over to him and he told me the food was here I couldn’t help but laugh, when he came into the room.

Butch:

Sitting on the edge of our bed, I picked up a plate that had lamb, mashed potatoes, carrots and peas on it. Picking up a fork I looked at Marissa “Let me feed you baby” Marissa protested that I needed to eat too. “I will eat once I know you're well fed baby” Scooping some of the potatoes onto the fork “Open wide baby” Marissa opened her mouth, I placed the potatoes into her mouth. I repeated this until there was no more food on her plate. Putting the plate back onto the trolley, I picked up the jug of orange juice and poured some of it into a glass. I handed her the glass. Once I knew Marissa was content from what she had eaten I picked up the other plate of food and ate myself.

Marissa: As I sat up in bed, Butch was sitting on the edge of the bed. He picked up a plate of food which smelt so good. I could smell the lamb, also the mashed potatoes and it had to be carrots and peas, Fritz knew I liked my lamb. I noticed that Butch picked up a fork I knew what was coming, the answer would be no. My male wanted to feed me making sure nothing was left on the plate. “Baby, you need to feed as well.” He said he will once I had finished and was feed well I opened my mouth and let him feed me, he did this repeatedly until all of my plate was empty. He grabbed a drink for me, as I drank the orange juice, once it was empty he picked up a plate and fed himself.

Butch:

Once I had finished I placed the empty plate back onto the trolley. I felt a lot better now that I had eaten. Picking up the bottle of Lagavulin, unscrewing the cap I took a swing of the liquor. Marissa gave me a look “Sorry baby” I took a clean glass and poured the Lag into it. Taking a gulp of the liquor, it went down my throat smoothly. “Now where was we before we were rudely interrupted?” Bringing Marissa into my arms I kissed her passionately on her lips “I love you baby” I got up and wheeled the trolley back into the lounge and opened the main door, leaving the trolley there so Fritz didn't have to disturb us again. Coming back into the bedroom I looked at Marissa, my bonding scent roaring from my body “Ready or not here I come baby” I jumped on top of her.

Marissa: I felt better after I had eaten, watching Butch as he finished his, he grabbed a bottle of Lagavulin and started drinking for the bottle I gasped. He said, “Sorry baby” Then got a glass from the trolley emptying it into the glass, it went smoothly down his throat. He came over to me wrapping his arm around me, kissing me softly. He told me, he loved me. He got up and headed over to the main door putting the trolley outside for Fritz to pick up. He came back into the room, he looked at me I could smell

that he had the bonding scent coming off him. His next words made me laugh. “Ready or not here I come” That is when he jumped on me, crashing his body against mine, pulling him towards me as we needed sex again.

#AfterTheNeeding #SASBDB

Marissa’sNeeding!

Marissa: It was my shift at SafePlace it had been really busy lately, what had happened before it had been forgotten we was getting back to normal. Since Vishous had updated the security making it safe again. I got myself ready and came out of the bathroom Butch was already for rotation, sitting on the bed just relaxing. I smiled, “Hey baby I am going to head of soon, have a good night” I kissed him on the lips, as I waved goodbye and headed to SafePlace. I was walking to safePlace when I started to feel hot, I took of my jumper off as I was nearly at safeplace I got to the door and headed inside, I went towards my office to catch up on some Paperwork.

Butch:

I'd showered and pulled on my leathers and muscle shirt. I was on patrol tonight. Arming up with pistols and daggers, I strapped on my chest holster and slid in the black daggers that Vishous had made for me. I took my leather jacket off its hanger and slid it on. Sitting on the bed I waited for Marissa, she said she was fine after the attack but at the back of my mind I had my doubts. She came out of the bathroom and got ready. She kissed me before she left like always but she seemed off tonight. Putting the thought to the back of my mind I picked up the Escalade keys and headed to the door. I wanted Marissa to take another night off but she insisted she went to the Safe Place. Looks like I be doing some drive bys there tonight

Marissa: I didn’t know what was wrong with me, I felt hot all over taking of my jumper didn’t seem to help either. I sat in my chair and carried on looking at the next family files and started reading them. All of a sudden a sharp pain went through me, ouch! That is when I could feel my body getting even hotter….Damn what is going on with me, a hot flush who knows. I could picture Butch standing near me asking what’s wrong, I didn’t know myself but something wasn’t right. I ignored the pain as I carried on reading the files.

Butch:

First thing I did was do a drive by by the Safe Place. Picking up my phone I rang Marissa “You alright baby?” She assured me that everything was fine. Hanging up I had a nagging feeling she wasn't, god knows what the male had done to her. Driving off I headed down into Caldwell.

Marissa: Sitting in my chair going through the files my phone rang, I looked at the screen and my eyes smiled, it was Butch. I guess he is worried and checking up on me as he probably noticed I wasn’t. I assured him I was fine and that I was relaxing in my chair as I was looking at the files on my desk. He hung up and I went back to reading, then all of a sudden another pain shoot through me, made me growl as it hurt a lot. The whole of my body felt like it was on fire….damn it what is happening!

Butch:

Parking the Escalade by the clubs near Trade Street. Getting out and locking the SUV up, my shitkickers pounded the asphalt as I went on patrol. It was yet another quiet night, worrying times were ahead of us. There was this new threat what Phury was looking at. The sooner we got an answer to that the better. My thoughts did a three sixty and began to think of Marissa again, there was something wrong with her tonight but as always she was hiding it from me. Looking at my watch I saw it was nearly time to do another drive by. Why was I checking on her so much? Was my bonding trying to tell me something?

Marissa: I didn’t know what was going on one minute I am okay the next, the pain shot right through me, my whole body felt like it was overheating, I turned the fan on to cool down it wasn’t helping either. I decided to head to the kitchen to get a glass of water maybe that would help. I reached the kitchen getting a glass from the cupboard and running the tap to drink the water to maybe cool of my insides. I drank a whole pint, it helped a little but it didn’t seem to help, another sharp pain hit me and did it hit me, my whole body was burning. I couldn’t stay here anymore I needed to get home fast. Do I just go home or do I ring Butch? Just then another sharp pain this time it was worse down below the burning got worse, Fuck….I held my stomach and bent down seeing if that worked. Nope the pain was getting worse by the minute, my head was telling me to go home, but my heart was telling me to call the love of my life, Butch. I just couldn’t focus the pain was just to much. I needed to think of what to do next, as another sharp pain hit me hard.

Butch:

I couldn't shake that feeling that something was wrong with Marissa. Running back to the Escalade, I got in and hit the gas pedal over to the Safe Place. Arriving I parked at the curb edge, picking up my phone and called Marissa yet again, I had to hear her voice to reassure myself she was fine. No answer. I was beside myself, I had to know if she was fine. Getting out I ran up to the front door banging loudly. Fuck I could of woke the dead with that knock.

Marissa: The pain wouldn’t stop I would wake everyone up who was sleeping, I drank some more water to ease it a little but it still wasn’t working. What do I do? Maybe it was best to dematerialise back to the pit. Go to our bedroom and rest maybe that was it. I got my stuff and dematerialised back to the pit, heading inside I went into our bedroom and changed into something less coolier. That is when another sharp pain hit me it was twice as worse, I couldn’t stand anymore as I fell to the floor, crying in pain. I stayed there praying that Butch would find me quick.

Butch:

Banging on the front door of the Safe Place till someone, anyone answered. The door opened, a doggen answered “Is Marissa here?” “I'm sorry sire but the mistress has already gone. She said she wasn't feeling to good” I thanked the doggen and headed back to the Escalade. Driving like a bat out of hell along Route 22 till I came to the dirt track that lead to the compound. Going through the security gates that seemed to open slowly, thank you Vishous, I eventually entered the courtyard. Stopping I got out of the SUV and ran straight to the pit, punching the code in and ran into the pit. “Marissa where are you” I heard a faint moan coming from our bedroom. Going in I find Marissa sprawled out on the floor. Bending down I take her into my arms. That's when a blast of heat erupted from Marissa. The only other time I felt this heat was when Bella was in her needing. “O fuck!”

Marissa: The pain was getting worse, I was hoping that Butch would get here soon. I didn’t get chance to look at my phone. That is when I heard him shouting out for me, I couldn’t speak all I could do is moan, my body wasn’t mine the heat and the pain was nothing I had ever felt before. The next thing I knew Butch had picked me up and another blast of heat erupted from me, the next thing I heard was Butch saying “Oh Fuck” What is happening to me.

Butch:

“Baby can you hear me? I think you're going into your needing. Do you want me to service you” I was secretly praying that she did and not have her Havers come round and knock her out with a powerful drug. Before I could move Marissa had hold of me as another wave ripped through her body “Need… you… Butch” Halle-fucking-lujah. I carefully picked Marissa up and laid her on our bed. Stripping off, my body ready for her to use and abuse.

Marissa: I didn’t know what to say, of course I could hear him the pain was just to much I couldn’t even answer him. I knew the best option was to go to my brother and get drugs to knock me out. But I knew Butch loved me and he wouldn’t want me to do that, so I did answer him back in my soft voice. “Yes, baby….I need you, all of you” That is when he picked me up and put me slowly down on the bed, the next wave hit me and I grabbed him and pushed him down to me as our body’s were going to be used and abused. I knew I made the right choice. My Butch was going to give me what I needed, him.

Butch:

Pushing my myself into Marissa, she was screaming out loudly. Fuck I was hurting her but as I was pulling out she grabbed my arms “Eases the pain when you're in me” Nodding I got back to the game plan. Pushing back into my Marissa, I began to move my hard rod in and out of her. Servicing my female in her hour of need was pure bliss, even when she chewed my neck raw. It was all worth it, it was what brought us closer together. This was my idea of heaven.

#MarissasNeeding #SASBDB

DateNight!

Marissa: With everything that had happened these last few months, what with Butch’s mum dying and with the attack on safe place. It’s been a few night’s since we had seen each other it was time we had some time together. I was looking forward to my date night with my sexy cop, it was long coming. I had the night off, Ehlena was looking after safeplace with Rhym. I decided it was time to get myself ready for my Cop, grinning wide as he was already in the shower room, sorting himself out. I heard him get out of the shower as I headed into the room. “Hmm, baby you smell nice. New aftershave?” I took of my dressing gown and got into the shower. I washed myself down and then got out the shower. “Oh my! Baby, you look amazing I love that blue suit on you.” I gave him a kiss, then brushed my teeth. Heading into our bedroom, Butch was sitting on the bed.

Butch:

I was in the shower washing myself, singing out loudly 'Three times a lady’ Turning the shower off I get out, drying myself off and dabs some aftershave on. I didn't usually put any on with my bonding scent so strong every time Marissa was around but if we were going to be around humans I better put some on. Walking back into our room Marissa was in her dressing gown. She commented on the smell “Yeah I thought I better put some on. Didn't want to confuse the humans when my bonding scent were to be released from my body baby” Marissa kissed me, I kissed her back, well more like devoured her. She broke off the kiss and headed into the bathroom. While she was in the shower I slipped into my blue suit, the shirt was white and my tie was red. I slipped my bare feet into some black loafers. Going into the closet I opened the gun safe. Picking up a pistol I tucked it into the waistband of my slacks behind my back. I also picked up a couple of daggers and put them into my jacket pockets. The bathroom door opened and out came Marissa, fuck me she was gorgeous “Oh my! Baby, you look amazing I love that blue suit on you.” “All for you baby” I gave her another kiss, Marissa pulled away while she got ready, slipping into a black wrap around dress that hugged all her curves, she put on some black stiletto heels. Man she was perfect in that dress, damn fucking shame we had to go out. All I wanted to do was get her beneath me, marking her as mine.

Marissa: As I came into the room, with a towel wrapped around me, Butch was looking handsome as ever. I couldn’t keep my eyes of my male. Grinning wide as I was so proud of him he looked so sexy in that suit my favourite one. I went over to the wardrobe and picked out a black wrap around dress that hugged all my curves. I put on some black stiletto heels and sorted out my hair putting a little makeup on. I turned around to Butch, “you ready baby?” I stood up putting on some perfume, walked over to Butch, “lets go baby. “ I reached down to grab his hand I could see from his face he wanted something else, grinning “maybe later baby. I know how you feel but it can wait until later baby. We need this” walking out to where the Escalade is parked. Waiting for Butch to open the door.

Butch:

Marissa was right like always, what I wanted well what we both wanted can wait till later. Escorting Marissa to the Escalade, opening the passenger door for her, I helped her to get in and buckled her up. Going round to the driver's side I got in, started the engine and put the SUV into drive. I drove into Caldwell to Sal’s for the first part of our date night, I parked next to the front entrance, switching the engine off “Wait here baby while I check that there is no one else about” I gave Marissa a quick kiss and got out. Doing a sweep of the area, there wasn't a soul about, not even a soulless dead beat of a lesser. Happy that everything was alright I opened the passenger door and helped Marissa out “Ready for our meal baby?”

Marissa: Butch opened the door for me and put on my belt, we then headed to Sal’s for our meal. We arrived at Sal’s and as normal Butch did a sweep about to make sure nothing was around and nothing was going to jump out at us. Butch then opened the door, for me and said “Ready for our meal?” I nodded “yes, baby I am ready Let’s go and eat before we both die of hunger and our throats get to dry.” Laughing a little I grab Butch’s hand as we walked into Sal’s.

Butch:

We were greeted by the maitre d who showed us to our table, it was at the back of the restaurant which I was glad of as the fire exit door was next to the table. If I had to get Marissa out I can do quickly. After helping Marissa into her seat, I sat down across from her, the maitre d handed us a menu each. Looking over the menu I had decided what I was going to order “What do you fancy baby besides me?” Yeah I know it's corny but I couldn't give a fuck.

Marissa: I followed Butch to our table it was at the back of the restaurant which I was glad about. If we had to leave we could quietly through the fire exit door. I took my place and Butch pulled the chair out, thank you baby. As I went to sit down Butch pushed my chair in. The maitre d handed us a menu and we started to look at what to eat. Butch made me laugh as he told me he already decided that was quick, then he said, “What do you fancy besides me?” “Baby….Really? Maybe later, what about some steak and chips? That sounds good to me.”

Butch:

“We’ll have two steak and chips, medium rare please and a bottle of your finest red wine” The maitre d took our menus after he'd wrote our order down. I took Marissa’s hand in my own hand and looked into her eyes, I could get lost in her eyes. The maitre d arrived with the bottle of wine, poured a bit into my glass. Bringing the glass I took a sip “This is excellent” “Very good Sir” He poured more wine into my glass and filled Marissa's glass. I went back to looking at Marissa, before long our meals arrived. Unfolding the napkin I laid it across my lap and began to eat “This steak is delicious. How is yours baby?”

Marissa: I could see Butch looking at me as we waited for the maitre d to arrive with the red wine that Butch had ordered for us. Our meals arrived I placed my napkin on my lap. Lifting up my knife and fork, just as I was cutting my steak Butch spoke to me. “How is yours baby?” “Mmm Mine is delicious, try mine baby. I cut a little bit of and placed it on my fork, open baby let me feed you a bit then you can see for yourself baby. Good, baby?” As I carried on eating mine, staring into my sexy cops eyes as we ate our meals.

Butch:

Opening my mouth for her, Marissa placed a bit of her steak into my mouth “Nice and juicy baby” We ate our meals looking into each other's eyes. The maitre d took our empty plates “Ready for the next part of our date night baby?” I got the maitre d’s attention, he came over to us “I'd like to pay the bill please” Taking out my wallet and opened it. No moths came out, instead my wallet was full of Dollar bills, taking out two $100 bills out and gave it to him. “Put the change in the tip jar” “Thank you sir” Getting up I helped Marissa out of her chair and we headed out of Sal’s.

Marissa: Hmm, When Butch replied about the steak being nice and juicy I had other thoughts running through my mind. Laughing, “you know what baby that reminds me of something else” smirking as I tell him my thoughts. Butch asked for the bill as we had finished. He asked if I was ready for the next part of our date I replied “Yes, baby I am ready.” We paid the bill as I was getting ready to get up, Butch pulled my chair out and I got up. “Thank you, Sir. The food was awesome.” Then me and Butch headed out of Sal’s.

Butch:

I got Marissa back to the Escalade as quick as I could, getting her buckled in and closing her door. I got into the driver's seat and started the SUV up. I drove us down to the fairground that wasn't that far from Sal’s. I had asked Trez earlier if he knew anyone who worked there, he had and paid them for opening the fairground for us. I parked near the entrance switching the engine off “This is our next part baby. Ready to have some fun?”

Marissa: We arrived at our next part of our date, I looked out the window really a fairground, My face lit up “I haven’t been to one of these since I was little girl”. I kissed him on the lips. “Thank you baby, this is awesome. Where to first baby? I can’t believe they opened it up just for us baby. I am so excited. Lets have some fun baby.”

Butch:

Seeing the excitement in Marissa’s face was satisfying alone, she kissed me and I kissed her back but we were here to have fun. I got out, did my sweep and helped Marissa out. Walking through the entrance of the fairground “Let's go on the tunnel of love first baby” We got onto the boat and the ride began. Going through the dark tunnel, Marissa clung to me, then all of a sudden the darkness melted away to bright lights of every colour of the rainbow. Bobbing along I took Marissa into my arms I kissed her deeply. I didn't care who saw us, if I could I'd express my love for her 24/7 if I could. The lights faded and the ride ended, we got out of the boat “Big dipper next?”

Marissa: As we walked into the entrance of the fairground Butch did a sweep before we started going around, the first thing I noticed was the tunnel of love, Butch said we should go on here first. I liked the look of it, because it was called the channel of love. Grinning lots, we got onto a boat and the ride began. Going through the tunnel it went dark, I clung onto Butch so hard it scared me. Then just as we was going through all the lights lit up colours of the rainbow it was amazing. We got to the end and the boat slowed down as if it was the end. We got of the boat, just as Butch said “the Big dipper next.” I smiled, “okay baby.”

Butch:

We made our way to the Big Dipper, getting into the car. The safety bar came down across our laps. The car shuddered and then moved, the chain latched onto the car and took us up to the top of the first big dipper. When we were at the top, the chain let go and we descended down at a fast speed, up the next dip and around the corner at a fast speed. Loving the thrill I took a peek at Marissa, she was clinging to the metal bar in front of us for dear life. The car went over the last dip and slowed down as we got back to the start. Once the car had stopped the safety bar came up and we got out. Walking over to a stall I got some cotton candy for us to share

Marissa: We got to the big dipper, we got into a car. The safety bar came down across our laps. The car shuddered and started to move the chain latched on as it took us up to the top. When we was at the top the chain let go at we went down at a fast speed, it scared the crap out of me as It moved so quickly. I shut my eyes quickly as I was holding onto the bar for dear life. We got to the bottom and it started to slow, I was glad we had reached the bottom. The safety bar came up and we got out. We then headed to a cotton candy stall, so we could share it. “Mmm This is nice baby.”

Butch:

After we finished the cotton candy and thrown the wooden stick into a trash can. “One place to go baby” I could see the excitement in Marissa's eyes. Wrapping my arm around her I led her out of the fairground, leading her to the Escalade, getting her in and buckled up. Once I got into the driver's side, I set off driving us to the viewpoint that looked over the Hudson River. Arriving at the car lot I parked the Escalade that overlooked the river “It's beautiful here baby”

Marissa: As Butch parked the Escalade in the parking spot, I looked out the window. “It is beautiful baby We can pick a nice spot and put the blanket down and just relax baby. Do we have anything to drink or even some strawberries and cream? We good eat them, we could feed each other.” Grinning lots “Listen baby can you hear that? The birds are singing and the river is flowing at a nice speed.”

Butch:

Gripping the steering wheel tightly “Baby you're not going out. We stay in here. Fuck I'd never forgive myself if anything happened to you”. Why had she had to bring that up, she knew how I felt about her out in the big wide world. As for her other question my features soften “I’ll go see what's in the trunk” Giving Marissa a quick kiss, getting out I head to the trunk opening it up. Carefully I take out the dozen red roses I had placed in there earlier. Shutting the trunk I got back into the driver's seat “No but I found these baby” I handed Marissa the roses.

Marissa: I looked at Butch “I thought it would be nice walking along the river. I can understand that you don’t think it will be safe.” I could see his face, he wanted us to stay in the Escalade, “Okay baby. We can stay here, looking out the windows watching the birds singing and the river flowing.” Butch got out and went to the trunk to see, he came back a few minutes later. He didn’t have any food or drink just a few dozen red roses. “Oh my god, baby. You got those for me? They are beautiful my favourite flowers baby.” I took one out and handed one to Butch, “here baby for you. Thank you for bringing me here, it’s so beautiful.”

Butch:

Marissa handed me one of the roses “Thanks baby” Taking the roses from her, placing them on the back seat, I pounced on to her. When the Escalade is rocking don't come knocking

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