the thing making my head feel lighted up n glowing ahhhh he keep bringing forth the medical figures !!! * it’s so bad it’s this live n kicking experience you cant think anything of your own thoughts for what is happening n eho à person supposed be like EHO YOURE supposed be it’s all dictated n firced so heavy YOURE supposed be so less so old so tough meat it’s so bad af you cannot think your thought you’re supposed so less so worthless n so ugly n toughmeat n stern it’s so bad af n an it’s this numbing sense to your head he forcing it’s so very extremely bad omg it’s such extreme torture n the sister supposed be so great to be so horrible n you less n it’s firce you supposed think you’re less to her n shes so right to be so horrible to you n supposed be nobody really to you but someone okay as you are suffering n attacked n supposed be not anything okay n etc n they [?] are so intolerant n etc n the thing firce what else he gonna do other than attack n learn you he force a vision where it’s supposed be hes to see if someone can put you out so it can be you to be homeless !!! It’s so bad he forcing - a break here n I went back n I had adjust stuff !!! He is so obsessed to force all this experience you defined as so big and fat omg AAAAAHHHHH YOU NOT TO GET OUT OF THIS WITHOUT SEEING THIS OMG AAAAAHHHHHHHH THEN SOMEONE COME FORTH FORCE YOU SUPPOSED KILL YOURSELF OMG ITS SO BAD - a break here n am not having the same attention to this thibg last said but the attacking at a lull again n the thing keeps rearing up n at it again at points this is how it has been w this latest attacking but it’s at a lull now n has been a bit ! But I guess I can tell one thing now that is useful n it is that the characters n the people that are supposed be using the characters or the people that are not really eho wish to be /exist n are not really real people n etc - but these “people “ n characters etc they are not supposed to be against the people that are actual people etc n do wish to be /exist n be okay to go on ie exist n etc n wish to not lose n etc , n the thing does stuff to force it’s to seem the non real people are against the others n supposed be superior n supposed be gain from jail n inhumane n unwished ways things are n it’s told they are not really supposed be thst n jail is not supposed exist or poverty or homelessness or maybe money too idk ! A lull still going n it’s just BERY bad YHE thing keeps forcing I’m supposed be really less n it’s very difficult time w sister !











