[maroonymph]

24 yo bishh letss gooo

[maroonymph]

I feel infinitely sad all the time again and again over and over sad sad sad

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[maroonymph]

isn’t it interesting how we leave traces of our personalities out there on the internet possible for anyone to see knowing that nobody else is probably going to see it..

[maroonymph]

this is still me being 23 lost as ever covered in november snow wrapped in slight melancholy and secretly waiting waiting waiting for something I can’t name or place

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[maroonymph]

who wants to play

[maroonymph]

and we’re back at it again

[maroonymph]

it takes a lot of courage to keep looking for meaning

[maroonymph]

i’m feeling okay, it’s good, i’m good

[maroonymph]

oh fuck i’m 21 today how did this happen so fast?

[maroonymph]

i’m anxious and i’m scared and i’m terrified and i’m jealous and i’m afraid and i’m tired and i don’t know how to stop being this way

[maroonymph]

living for the sake of living

[maroonymph]

sometimes it feels like i don’t belong to myself anymore

[maroonymph]

to all words that are stuck in my mouth unsaid

[maroonymph]

my heart keeps beating and bearing

[maroonymph]

it’s 2 am and i’m lying awake

thinking about life and all the mistakes that i’ve made

my blues come at waves of hurt and everlasting cursing

will i ever be able to stop this endless loop of misfortune

[maroonymph]

oh please let me see the stars in your eyes. let me be fascinated by the way you dance under the street lights.

[maroonymph]

my life is pointless