time for change

"I am on tumblr to talk to myself. If you read it, that's on you."

[marsanians]

It seems like everyone has left tumblr and somehow I keep coming back from time to time.

— 13.08.25

[elesq]

6.25.15 - journal “Being is strange, but wonderful too” There’s more strangeness than sadness these days. I’m glad. (Please don’t remove my caption)

[elesq]

12/14/15 - journal An old drawing coupled with a piece of advice from one of my favorite people.

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[myk31]

[marsanians]

The lab meetings ...

[resqectable]

“If it’s out of your hands, put it out of your mind.”

— Unknown

[heateron]

hearts of darkness (1991) dir. eleanor coppola, george hickenlooper, fax bahr

[marsanians]

20.10.24

[poetry-siir]

[marsanians]

16.10.24

[lovelightwords]

[marsanians]

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[leonardospoetry]

And if someday  the uncertainty of this world  becomes too overwhelming,  I hope you remember  that some mysteries  aren’t meant to be solved,  they’re meant  to be lived.

[marsanians]

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[briveybriv-deactivated20161012]

[marsanians]

Plants in a Pot.

10/06/23

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miriam adeney

[marsanians]

11/04/23

[satyriconmp3]

i need to CHILL in a BOOK STORE and then CHILL in a CAFE and then CHILL at a MUSEUM and then CHILL at a PARK

[marsanians]

17/03/23

[marsanians]

The key to success is to start before you are ready

- a tumblr bio I saw rn

21/12/22

[freshpickle]

kira cyan

[marsanians]

27/10/22

[freshpickle]

kira cyan

[marsanians]

27/10/22

[zenprincess]

[marsanians]

I want a plant house in my garden

15/09/22

[marsanians]

For over a year I told myself I was fine living in a colocation, where I was cleaning not only for myself but for everyone else. 

The last two learning phases were hell for me, not only did I had to clean up after my flatmates, I also had to learn a lot for the exams. 

It was so hard to decide If I should move or stay. I liked the people a lot, but when they didn’t clean the kitchen or bathroom it was often impossible to see the kind person behind the mess they left. 

In the middle of the last exam phase, I broke down, I couldn’t do it again. I told myself I have to move, or I am going insane. 

So I did move out. I searched a new apartment and I moved in last weekend. I just have to keep telling myself why I did it, because I tend to think I did the wrong thing.