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allyson-brewer:

Well we all have to get it together once in a while, you know that more than I do. Family is good… sometimes. I mean I’m not opposed to seeing them more often I just make sure I don’t. it is the longest, yes sir almost a year. Before this is was three months in a refugee camp on the outside of Somalia. A road trip? What about the gym and your clients? There you go again making me smile and swoon, McCallum. Joining it is always the best option.

“Now you sound like someone I know.” he smirked. “You can’t be like that always, you never know how long someone is going to be around.” Arching a brow he was curious about her last bit of words. “A refugee camp, that had to be rough and not the easy to get in or out of...do I want to know how you made that happen?” Shrugging slightly he shot her a harmless expression. “I take a mini vacation every year. I say it’s time to cash in that week. Are you up for it?” he questioned. “Done and done.”

allyson-brewer:

Wanting more out of life is hard when you’re not quite sure what you want yet. It is needed as long as you have dreams to back it up. You’re too much I might need you to catch me if I do. See I always ran away from that, I loved them but they were too much for me to stay in one place. This is the longest I’ve lived somewhere in 5 years. Food, pictures, and memories sounds the the perfect roadtrip…I need it now. Your job huh? Is that what this is a job to make sure the crazy writer is content? I usually run abut 97.8% on a mediocre day. The world and I have a love affair that’s been in motion for a while. No they are not.

I was there once, can’t say the same now. Dreams, goals, man oh man the two help sorting your life more efficient. I’ve got pretty good reflexes so you can count on it. I’ve always imagined family to be the thing you love but secretly only want to see them on the holidays. The longest, you don’t say. Your presence is nice--I mean being that you've been in town for some time. A road trip between this weekend and ending next week? Something like that--then again just in general I’d like to think of myself as the guy that can get and beautiful and intelligent woman to smile. Note to self, you cannot compete with the world but you can join it.

anima-cuore

#mally

allyson-brewer:

Even if it’s dangerous? You have a killer playlist do you? Be more retro and say you’ve got a mixtape and I might swoon for you. Is there ever anything wrong with going and not returning for a while? You can always come home but how often do you get to just embrace life and let it take you where it wants to take you. I’m good with contageous as long as we can stop for food every 200 miles I should be all set. Well you now have me blushing lieutenant mccallum. I strive to be all of those things and somedays I fall short. I’ve always wanted to see what other people think, hear, feel and experience. It’s just a part of who I am. Traveling is that but it’s also a step into the unknown which i s why people hate it so much. I’ve met many soul suckers and they all seem to be bitter over something uncontrollable.

Sometimes hope is the only thing that can get you through the day, some people are scared of it--might even make you think it makes you want more out of life. But sometimes it’s just--needed. Swoon, I like the sound of that. Not at all, I just like to stay close to family when I can. Not that me being away bothers my brother or my ma’ I guess I just personally like the closeness of it all. Sometimes embracing life and all it’s beauty is all you need, nice little break from reality to just enjoy so much more. I am sure we’re guaranteed to eat some good food along the way, snap a few pictures and make some memories. All this talk about this---might have to make it a thing. Well I’d like to think I am not doing my job if you’re not smiling. You can’t be at 100% everyday but you can damn sure try. You’re one of those who want to be one with the world and in return the world wants to be one with you. Let’s stay far away from those who try to suck your soul, not good for morale.

allyson-brewer:

Hope is also dangerous because it keeps us always wishing for the next move when sometimes when need to stay still. I would day so the best is getting out of this city and seeing the stars along the sky as old country plays and you just kinda sit back and relax. I challenge you? I didn’t know I did that but i’m glad I do it’s nice to know because you challenge me too. You have this whole perspective I enjoy seeing in varying degrees. Sometimes you have you look when you’re talking and it’s so exciting. But no your job takes you to the middle east and it’s just one of those things we understand. When yuou crush someone’s passion it leads to bad things. I don’t think I’ve ever been one to back off. to be honest.

We all need hope, even if it’s dangerous. One day that just might happen I’ve got a killer playlist that might fit a day out of the city. Thing about this playlist is, it’s a bit contagious, might have us driving for some time and before you know it we might not want to turn around and come back here. You’re intellectual, passionate and most of all driven. I meet a lot of people who are a bit of those things but never all three. It’s nice seeing perspective in ways you normally wouldn't sort of makes you craze wanting another piece of that craving. Traveling, you either love it or you hate it but either way you make the best of it and it changes you forever. I don’t trust people who crush others passions, it’s the equivalent to being a soul sucker.

#who needs jesus when you've accept satan into your life

allyson-brewer:

When you accept yourself is when you love yourself, anything after that is possible. I find you interesting too, I love our conversations and random drives to nowhere. I’m trouble alright but I’m glad you’re along for the ride who knows what might happen next. Its’ important to feed your soul first and your bank later at least for me. Writing just makes me feel so free and full of all the possibilities in the world. I try to change the world who knows if Im doing it. it’s the trying that counts. Well I’m glad you’re here and Im not stepping off either you know. I’ve done nothing of the sort.

Anything is possible, the most truth filled words that can give anyone hope. Isn’t that the best kind of way to spend a random night, endless ramblings that sort of give you a perspective on something you don’t think about enough? Not to mention you challenge me, and no one ever challenges me unless it’s in the gym. The soul is a fragile thing, it’s what keeps you lifted. Never stop writing, I don’t think I can imagine you doing so, I know your writing might take you away for some months at a time, but you’re the kind of woman where you go where you passion is and to tame that would be a hell of a let down. Oh I wouldn't want you to do that, not like I would expect you to anyways.

#YU MAD CAUSE THEY BEING CUTE #YU MAD CAUSE SHE CUTE #i AINT

allyson-brewer:

We all grow and learn it at different times not to mention we all have moments where we wished we were better. Exciting is as exciting does, you never know what you’re going to get from life. I love drinking but I love just living my life too. I’m exciting with and without the sauce. Well thank you because I love my job and I find it keeps me sane when I travel and report about the world. Money is nice but it’s good to have something that is just yours without any strings attached to it. I love that your heart is true in all the things you do. Life is a rollercoaster that you just have to step on and enjoy the ride. Enough motivation is there such a thing? I thought you liked it when I was naughty.

Acceptance comes from within, even the acceptance of the good, bad and our faults. Even without the sauce I find you to be the most interesting woman around, I can’t quite put my finger on it but your the kind of trouble that brings joy and with that who can complain. Loving what you do is important, you send to much time on this world not to love what you do. You write some powerful pieces that have changed many lives. I know that alone must have a warm accomplishing feeling to it. You have to have heart in everything you do. Always. I am here for the ride, don’t quite recall ever stepping off. I do, but look at you, now you’re just torturing me.

allyson-brewer:

Everyone has to work on their confidence once in a while they just don’t have it figured out yet. The drinking is always and will always be a good thing to be honest. it’s my job to encourage you to do the things that make you happy, Marsh. Well the gym is your baby, but I’m glad you love art too. it’s nice when you need to clear your head to think of something else. Does it really? I’ve heard it can make on come undone and weak. Living in the moment is what makes life worth it, if you’re not living what are you doing? Should I tell you I had 5 guys for lunch with cajan fries and a milkshake?

It’s more than skin deep I can agree with you there. Drinking makes things exciting, things are always a plus when they've become exciting without that liquid gold. I love that about you, that great spirit that just allows you to want to cheer everyone on. I support you too, in whatever travels you decide to take, in all the stimulating subjects you choose to report. A hobby is more genuine, sometimes to concept of money can ruin what you love. Undone and weak is all one needs to experience true bliss. Living is all composed of tiny moments, all of which are made to be remembered. I think that is motivation enough, now you’re just being naughty.

allyson-brewer:

I think they overcompensate for the times that have changed and they’re stuck in their ways. But they pick a hell of a drink so I can’t complain too much. I think you should try and go to art school, if it’s something you’re passionate about. I’ll even work magic on your application essay if you want help. Our lives should be filled and entangled with all the things we love even if we don’t get to do them all the time. Suddenly I don’t feel bad for eating half a roll of cookie dough now.

Men who overcompensate really fear something much deeper. The drink is acceptable the lack of confidence is not. Thank you for being so encouraging, years ago I might have needed it. Art is more of my hobby now, I reach that level of passion when I opened my gym Though I will take you up on your offer for working some magic, your touch has guaranteed to make great things happen. I think as long as you are able to do what you love in the moment then you’re living. I do enjoy when you talk dirty, gives me more of a reason to work you out a little harder.

allyson-brewer:

Well I do like the finer things and I work with mostly middle aged men who won’t take no or drink less. It’s an aquired taste for sure. More then you, huh? Art is meant to be seen each day and interperated in different ways. A little? Motivated by the capabilities? Why do I suddenly feel like I’m about to do 12 rounds of insanity?

So these middle aged men, what do you think of them--you know what they say, you can tell allot about a person from what they choose to put in their cup. That it is, for a while I considered going to school for art, however we take different paths and still we somehow learn to incorporate what we love into the mix of things. That’s usually how things end between us and the sheets.

allyson-brewer:

I’ve always loved the finer things in my life scotch just happens to be one of those things. Well maybe you should try out those skills for old time sake. Maybe you’ll get inspired by something.

An aged batch of scotch to be specific, that is always a rare find. I think I will , especially when it’s appreciate by more than just myself. A little inspiration can take me a long way, I’ve always been motivated by the human body and it’s capabilities.

allyson-brewer:

There is always beer and scotch for those who do not enjoy champagne. The view is always very nice, you should take a picture it will last a while.

It’s amazing how you stay in stock of a mans kryptonite. I just might, my photography skills haven’t been put to use in sometime. It’s ever so often I can capture a work of art and still be graced by it’s presence all at once.

allyson-brewer:

I mean… the luck is real with you huh? Did you want to feel real lucky? I have a bottle of champagne and a bathtub.

I think you like that idea, more or so the idea of getting me in your tub. I’ve never been much of a champagne kind of guy but I do enjoy a pretty view.\