So, basically in my projection last night I was speaking with Anubis and he was telling me that there was a ‘darkness plaguing my heart and mind’ that he knew I was struggling to clear away.
Then, all 6 of my deities surrounded me and I dropped to my knees and started crying. They were all chanting something I couldn’t understand but I felt two points of white light swelling my my chest and my third eye.
The white light had nearly consumed all the of 'darkness’ but then it stopped progressing as if something was holding it back. Anubis bent down and held my face and looked into my eyes and said “We can do this for you, but the rest you must do on your own. This pain is only temporary, and you are stronger than this. If you overcome your indiscretions, you will find that everything will come into place. But, you have to completely believe in yourself and your own ability to change.”
I was shaking and scared, but I took a deep breath and nodded. Then, the light swelled suddenly and violently and consumed my entire body. I felt like I was flickering with electricity and pure joy. Anubis kissed my forehead and I awoke.
I’ve felt almost euphoric since… completely confident and hopeful.
I can do this.
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