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@martyrdoem
𝚃𝚑𝚎𝚜𝚎 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚙𝚎𝚊𝚌𝚎𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎 𝚐𝚊𝚖𝚎𝚜. 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝚛𝚒𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚔𝚎𝚎𝚙𝚜 𝚛𝚞𝚗𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊𝚠𝚊𝚢. 𝙲𝚘𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚋𝚊𝚌𝚔, 𝚛𝚞𝚗𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊𝚠𝚊𝚢.
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Love is Colder than Death (1969)
dir. Rainer Werner Fassbinder
TW : ABUSE / MANIPULATION / TOXIC RELATIONSHIPS
this exchange has always been one of the most insightful into what i would believe would foster a great source of regret in lily’s life. -- anyone who has been in a toxic / abusive relationship understands how protective you become of the wound while it festers. severus engaging in friendships with known death eaters ( at a time when they are all still attending school, mind you ) would be a glaring blind spot in who is otherwise described as an exceptionally affable, popular young girl.
people who have had a relationship which drains you of your self-worth, and forces you to compromise what you know to be right, understand how fiercely you move to protect yourself against onlookers taking pity upon you. this aversion, along with a blind loyalty ( that may or may not be hereditary ) allowed for years to pass in which lily could not make room for herself to heal from a relationship with someone who so clearly held bias against her very blood status, but inadvertently diminished the pain of those who were suffering as emboldened supremacists eventually took to outwardly attacking muggleborns.
this is, i think, a driving force behind lily throwing herself entirely into the order during the war. while others accepted jobs and maintained covers, she fully immersed herself in the effort. forgiving herself for what she could not see ( because she believed in the power of love, because she -- like so many people who find themselves manipulated by people who wish to see a person half of themselves if it means they get to keep them -- needed to come to terms that loving is not the same as being loved ), while ensuring she never repeated the willful ignorance of her youth.
Naomi Shihab Nye, from “Kindness“, Words Under the Words: Selected Poems
My father… he didn’t understand the truth, the real truth. Kate told me who I am – who I really am. The day in the hotel, when he… he threw me up against the wall, he said he’d never let it happen, he was screaming like a crazy person. He didn’t think I knew where his gun was. My mother tried to grab me, Amelia was hysterical… she would have gone straight to the police. I had to protect my cover.
normalize age disparity in the first order
My son, my daughter: May you never be deaf to love. Bela, Bella: Once I was lost in a forest. I was so afraid. My blood pounded in my chest and I knew my heart’s strength would soon be exhausted. I saved myself without thinking. I grasped the two syllables closest to me, and replaced my heartbeat with your name.
Anne Michaels, “Fugitive Pieces”(via cartographe)
bree slapping/punching the men in her life
broke : james used the whomping willow incident as a way to impress lily bespoke : lily only found out because she was the one that broke up the threeway brawl between remus/sirius/james that transpired in the immediate aftermath
mitski lyrics sentence starters.
“ i’ve been anywhere and that’s not what i want. i want to be still with you. “
“ please don’t say you love me. “
“ i don’t know what to do without you. “
“ be mean to me. “
“ there’s no need to be brave. “
“ i always wanted to die clean and pretty. “
“ you have so much to do, and i have nothing ahead of me. “
“ don’t wait for me, i can’t come. “
“ you’re all i ever wanted. i think i’ll regret this. “
“ my body’s made of crushed little stars and i’m not doing anything. “
“ would you kill me, ____? “
“ come find me. “
“ i should tell them that i’m not afraid to die. “
“ what do you do with a loving feeling if the loving feeling makes you all alone? “
“ you only love me when we’re all alone. “
“ you don’t know what you want, but you know that you’re needing it. and you know that you need it bad. “
“ i’m tired of wanting more. “
“ i’ll love some littler things. “
“ you’re the one i want. and i’ve turned down every hand that’s beckoned me to come. “
“ it’s not real enough. “
“ i will be the one you need the way i can’t be without you. “
“ why won’t you chase after me? “
“ i’ll take anything you want to give me. “
“ i haven’t told anyone, just like we promised. have you? “
“ you’re growing tired of me. “
“ i can’t take your touch. “
“ it’s just that i fell in love with a war and nobody told me it ended. “
“ why am i lonely for lonesome love? “
“ i gave too much of my heart tonight. “
“ i need somebody to remember my name. “
“ i’ll steal a few breaths from the world for a minute, and then i’ll be nothing forever. “
“ all of my memories, all the things i’ve seen will be gone. “
“ do you wanna be my baby? “
“ would you tell me if you want me? “
“ i didn’t know i had a dream. i didn’t know until i saw you. “
“ i don’t want your pity. i just want somebody near me. “
“ give me one good honest kiss and i’ll be alright. “
“ i hear my heart breaking tonight. do you hear it too? “
“ i know i’ve kissed you before, but i didn’t do it right. “
“ i thought i’d traveled a long way, but i had circled the same old sin. “
“ i know who you pretend i am. “
“ it’s funny how you always remember. it’s funny how i still forgot. “
“ we’ve both done it all a hundred times before. “
“ it would be a hundred times easier if we were young again. “
“ to think that we could stay the same. “
“ there’s nobody better than you. “
“ you knew from the start it was us, didn’t you? “
“ bury me in your memory. “
“ there’s some kind of burning inside of me. it’s kept me from falling apart. “
“ would you just tell me what i’m meant to do? “
“ could we be what we’re meant to be? “
“ i’m sorry for taking, but i keep wanting more. “
“ there’s a lie that i told you that now i can’t tell the truth. “
“ you told me once you were happy to have me. “
“ i would give you my heart, i think. “
“ you’re coming back and it’s the end of the world. “
“ i love you, darling. and i am done, dear. “
“ i just need a quiet place where i can scream how i love you. “
“ never once did you know me. “
“ i love everybody because i love you. “
“ ____, am i still young? can i dream for a few months more? “
“ you can come closer, i’ll let you hurt me. “
“ i’m tired of not loving you. “
“ my heart wants to hold you, but i know the rules. “
“ i think my heart is ready to die. “
“ i think my fate is losing its patience. “
“ you’re home to me. “
“ if i’m not yours, what am i? “
“ i’ll live without you, though the struggle will be daily. “
“ i get mean when i’m nervous like a bad dog. “
“ i miss running fast. i was meant for running fast. “
“ i pretended you were mine, it made me calm, babe. “
“ i am cruel, i am gentle, i can make you laugh. “
“ i don’t think about the past; it’s always there anyway. “
“ i will never die. “
this is late but happy father’s day to lily evans-potter, the only person of the first war to have d*ddy energy
You ever put your arms out and spin really, really fast? Well, that’s what love is like. It makes your heart race. It turns the world upside down. But if you’re not careful, if you don’t keep your eyes on something still, you can lose your balance. You can’t see what’s happening to the people around you. You can’t see that you’re about to fall.
Nicole Kidman as Gillian Owens in Practical Magic (1998)
IT’S A NEGOTIATION WITH HER SWOLLEN BELLY , but she has been told there is little anything can do when matched against Lily Evan’s Potdar’s sheer determination. Perhaps breathing a bit more heavily than she would otherwise, a knee slides into place on either side of his hips, breakfast floating in just behind her.
“ Up you get, I won’t allow you sleep your first Father’s Day away. ”
@marautyr
𝘈 𝘓𝘌𝘛𝘛𝘌𝘙 𝘛𝘖 𝘔𝘠 𝘚𝘖𝘕 : you are allowed to be soft. you are allowed to break & bend. you do not have to be strong. you do not have to be a soldier.
like are lily and james all over each other? yes. but they were given two hands for a reason, thanks