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feeling more and more like it’s time for my semi-annual rewatch of two seasons of agent of carter that emotionally destroy and enrage me. it’s how i keep going. what fuels my fire
when are we going to hold the cw responsible for the irreparable violence that it has committed against us between supernatural, the 100, and riverdale... i think a war crime tribunal will do
was waiting to watch season 7 of clone wars until I was more emotionally stable and I THOUGHT I WAS READY..... and here I am bawling because anakin and ahsoka sensed each other while ahsoka flew by in a ship..... oh this shit is going to hurt me irreparably if that one moment had me in tears. ready to die
domestic!superfamily part 2 (◠‿◠✿)
I’m just like really offended that people think it’s okay to murder me like this. in broad daylight. when I wasn’t expecting it
hot take: mcu has done such a piss poor job of writing steve's character, of building his relationships that literally there are no posts about him just being a normal.. person, no headcanons, no meta, no move-to-tears posts, nothing and i will die mad about it
👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼 hell yes! This tea is SCALDING
I was just thinking about this yesterday about how we have a near perfect understanding of Tony's upbringing, we've seen his parents, we know he went to MIT, and we witness him having hobbies and interests and hyperfixations and creating things alone. We even have access to his dreams and his ptsd episodes but Steve Rogers literally has no life outside Captain America??? The only past we witness is his obsession with his best friend and a girl be briefly knew and kissed one time and that's so weird if you think about Tony's character being limited to Rhodey and Maya Hensen outside of being Ironman 🤷🏽♀️
According to some comic, his dad died on WW1, according to some other he came back from WW1 a violent alcoholic and Steve got that keep getting back up attitude from his mom, who later died due to poverty, being a single mom after his dad died, doing multiple blue collar jobs and not being able to afford healthcare for them both. I learned all this from fanfic authors but MCU Steve? We just know that Bucky asked him for a sleepover after his mom died offscreen and he declined. That's it???
Thanks to fanfic authors, I also know that he dropped out of art school to join the army but have we ever see him do anything at all with it the way we see wonder woman work at a museum? No! We saw him sketch once in TFA but that's it and his only human moment post TFA was a 2 minute deleted scene from the first Avengers movie.
Does he have ptsd from crashing a plane and being frozen for decades? Nope. Dude just walked it off and had some punching bag therapy for tough guys.
It's like he just stopped being a person after TFA and was just limited to a two dimensional superhero constantly in Captain America mode.
THIS. FUCKING. THIS.
There is so much Steve content to explore in the comics! Like you said there's his parents, his relationship with Bucky, with every other avenger, his art, him.
I loved TFA because we got to see him before he was Captain America, that little Brooklyn guy who hated bullies no matter where they were from. But by the end even that rushed past so many unexplored Steve Rogers things, it failed to show what made Captain America human which is his greatest strength. "Not a perfect soldier, but a good man." Good job movie, you did what you said you wouldn't ever do.
CATWS tried but it was still so focused on Hydra, and how the Captain would fight the bad guys ™ with a stupid kiss thrown in with Nat. which. btw UGH we could've have so much of their beautiful friendship. and 5 seconds of Steve trying to get Bucky back. IT was STILL. about other people and never Steve. They could've built up Bucky and Steve so well, like they did with Tony and Rhodey's. Sure, it wasn't much for them either but the solid writing fortified Rhodey's role in Tony's life real good.
Meanwhile Endgame literally reduced Steve's already two dimensional character to one dimensional by literally making him leave Bucky, HIS. BEST. FRIEND. He watched Bucky die, felt guilty for God knows how long about his death, someone who he literally lost a fight to, if it meant it would save him.
Not to mention the total fiasco that Civil War was because the MCU really said: whoops we literally spent no time building Steve's character so we'll just make another The Avengers and call it a day.
They were Captain America movies but that's all they were. You could've put any other white guy, with blond hair, in place of Steve Rogers and it would've still made sense because we never got to see Steve Rogers at all.
All of this, especially the bucky bits, because the writing keeps TELLING us they are best friends but the only thing it SHOWS us is
Steve wants to save Bucky - Steve makes reckless decisions (burns bridges, gets beat up, etc) - Steve saves Bucky - OK bye Bucky🙋🏼♂️ See you in your next plot device appearance. There's none of the good stuff of a best friend dynamic the way Tony and Rhodey have. Him and Natasha could really be best friends but even that was pretty shallow.
The third movie really should have been him getting the team together, moving into Avengers tower, and becoming an actual leader with some found family goodness to go after Hydra if they wanted to limit him to Captain America.
Civil war should have been an Avengers movie much later. We met Tony's parents and witnessed their deaths in Captain America Civil War but we know nothing at all about Steve's family, which is pivotal to understanding a layered character, like that's so bizarre!
read this and then read it again
Kevin feige sleeps in a room filled to the ceiling with baseball caps and money
ming-na wen’s need to document absolutely everything agents of shield-related on her insta story is the reason I’m still alive
like at what point does life go back to normal? I’ll just be sitting in class or doing something totally mundane and then I’ll remember tony is dead and get really nauseous and zone out. tony come back please this isn’t funny
Tony was my best friend. And he was a mess. He second-guessed everything he did, he was all over the place. The one thing that he did he didn’t second-guess was picking you.
tom wearing platform converse omg rdj’s impact
Steve using BARF to handle losing Tony :))))))))))
stevetony fic recs
For all your post-endgame binge reading needs!
You can also check out the rest of my recs in this tag /stevetony fic rec, and my ao3 bookmarks. These are only some of the many amazing fics in this fandom - great resources if you are looking for fic are @sabrecmcstonyficrecs and @findingstony.
Get Some Now by Sineala (T, 2k) fluff, pining, get-together, cats!
Mr. July by jibrailis (E, 10k) pining, get-together
The Best Policy by cylobaby27 (M, 23k) truth spell, get-together
Even My Phone Misses Your Call by rainbowninja167 (E, 11k) post-2012 movie, get-together
Momentary Paws (or, DO NOT WANT) by velithya (T, 17k) fluff, kitten tony, get-together
don’t know why it took me so long to see by goodmorningbeloved (M, 11k) identity porn, college au
“death by coffee” and other search queries by goodmorningbeloved (T, 3k) fluff, pining, get-together
finding my way back to you by theappleppielifestyle (G, 7k) time travel
with you by laireshi (M, 3k) proposal
that taste at the tip of your tongue by hitlikehammers (T, 3k) fluff, hot chocolate
absence makes the heart by fantalaimon (G, 5k) fluff, new established relationship, protective boyfriends
GQ: Prince Tony Stark by eiirene, thisissirius (G, 3k) fluff, royalty au
Dear Tony, by sirona (T, 6k) post cacw fix-it, angst, pining, get-together
When Our Day Comes by thepartyresponsible (M, 7k) post-2012 movie, get-together
I’d Dream of You by someonelsesheart (M, 5k) college au, christmas, angst
A Higher Form of War by sabrecmc (M, 292k) royalty au, historical au, slooooow burn
Someone to Hold by erde (M, 6k) eloping
when i run out of road, you bring me home by quidhitch (M, 18k) post-iw, fix-it, fluff, get-together
Triskelion Crescent by seventymilestobabylon (T, 27k) epistolary, flower shop au, get-together
Looking for Heaven by foxxcub (E, 32k) royalty au, idiots in love, sexytime
Over Sea, Under Stars by vorkosigan (T, 37k) post-cacw fix-it, texting fic, slow burn, get-together
Wait & Sea by Lenalena (E, 53k) undercover as a couple, identity porn, slow burn, get together, sexytime
Without Irony by tsukinofaerii (T, 29k) 616 verse, amnesia fic, angst
Iron Man: Unavailable, Tony Stark: In Trouble by navaan (T, 41k) identity porn
help me help you by theappleppielifestyle (G, 8k) get-together, idiots in love
Enemy At The Gates by AvocadoLove (M, 23k) identity porn, not-really-a-villain tony
When I think about you by sirona (E, 12k) sassy steve, prank wars, idiots in love, sexytime
Tony Stark Falls In Love With A Cat by shellhead (M, 7k) post-2012 movie, fluff, cats, get-together
Like Gene Kelly in the Movies by lyra_wing (M, 11k) get-together
you really got me (and you shook me all night long) by shieldmaidenofrohan (T, 3k) teacher au, fluff, get-together
Dangerous Kitchen Tools by ladyshadowdrake (E, 18k) cooking au, cook!tony and artist!steve, get-together, sexytime
Night Out by MusicalLuna (T, 1k) first date, fluff
The Foodieverse by copperbadge, scifigrl47 (series - G-T, 135k) cooking au, fluff
Thanks For the Memories by Wordsplat (T, 9k) time travel
Be No Stranger (All Your Saints and Soldiers Remix) by jibrailis (T, 6k) time travel
Emanata (The Comics Will Break Your Heart Remix) by teaberryblue (T, 30k) comics office au, artist!steve, identity porn, fluff
How to Lose a Super Soldier in One Easy Step by and_backagain, jibrailis (E, 18k) pushing daisies au
going on a ride by theappleppielifestyle (unrated, series- 14k) high school au, fluff, get-together
Neanderthals In Tights (Also Known As a Football Game) by Wordsplat (T, 3k) high school au, football player steve, supportive bf tony, fluff
Love in a Time of Amnesia by Amuly (T, 6k) amnesia fic, 616-verse, pining, fluff
The Opposite of a Problem by Sineala (T, 2k) fake marriage, fluff, get-together
The Engagement by nightwalker (T, 13k) marriage, fluff
Pulse, Beat, and Measure by Sineala (E, series - 134k) 616-verse meets Marvel Noir, slow burn, fix-it, get-together, sexytime
Captain America, Undone by laireshi (M, 3k) established relationship, seduction, sexytime
Counterpart by sara_holmes (M, 217k) kid fic, hurt/comfort, angst
Your Name on Every Wall by Sineala (T, 18k) time travel, fix-it
All Roads Lead To by theappleppielifestyle (G, 13k) mechanic au
I (created from fantasies) exist solely for you by Mizzy (T, 63k) comic office au, identity porn
Tiny Spy Assassin Steve by copperbadge (E, series - 90k) pre-serum steve, identity porn, au
As Sharp As Any Thorn by RurouniHime (E, 47k) established relationship, hurt/comfort, angst, sexytime
1796 Broadway by rainproof, teaberryblue (M, 460k) get-together, epistolary, slooooow burn
How To Be a Truly Terrible Wingman by Wordsplat (M, 12k) friends with benefits, hate-love, get-together
Indecent Proposal by gyzym, Siria (T, 3k) proposal, fluff
A New Way For Us by ann2who (M, 24k) cacw fix-it, time travel
Soul Bomb by copperbadge (T, 2k) soulmates au
How To Excel At Supervillainy (and lose your heart to America) by Zekkass (E, 14k) not-really-a-villain tony, identity porn
Secrets of a Successful Marriage by valtyr (E, 24k) not-really-a-villain tony, identity porn
Captain !@#$*%& America by Wordsplat (T, 8k) potty-mouth steve, fluff, get-together
The Last Love Song of Anthony E. Stark by jibrailis (M, 43k) amnesia fic, get-together, sexytime
When I Think (Oh, it Terrifies Me) by celli (E, 9k) soulmates au
Stand Back, I’m Going To Try Science by Good_News_Everyone (T, 2k) soulmates au
Rom-Commed By Fate (Or JARVIS) by leashy_bebes (E, 14k) get-together, JARVIS is a good bro
A Partial Dictionary Of The 21st Century By Captain Steve Rogers, US Army bycopperbadge (E, 14k) get-together
The Twice-Told Tale by arysteia (E, 16k) time-travel, get-together
Toasted Buns by copperbadge, scifigrl47 (E, 47k) tropical island, get-together, sexytime
More Than Gravity by JenTheSweetie (T, 21k) time travel, get-together
Wanderer by 51stCenturyFox (M, 2k) sleepwalking tony, get-together
Phil Coulson’s Case Files of the Toasterverse by scifigrl47 (series - T-M, 288k) team-as-family, slow-burn, idiots in love
Run Program: {x} by Amuly (series - M, 20k) bot-feels, get-together, slow burn
And The Void Would Be Calling. by jadedoll (E, 18k) dimension hopping
Flower Child by itsallAvengers (T, 24k) get-together, fluff and angst
Who You Think You Are by Tahlruil (M, 64k) identity porn, get-together
Relativistic Heat Conduction by BlossomsintheMist (E, 70k) 616-verse, hurt/comfort, get-together
But Loving Him Is Red by theappleppielifestyle (unrated, 26k) soulmates au, get-together
You’re Not Stubborn (Just Impossible) by Wordsplat (M, 95k) a/b/o-verse, high school au
On My Way To Believing by pensversusswords (series- G-T, 12k) high school au, fluff
All That You Love, All That You Hate by laireshi (T, 25k) 616-verse, vigilante!steve, director!stark, angst, hurt/comfort, happy ending
Tagging some people: @itsallavengers, @nasafic, @ishipallthings, @blossomsinthemist, @sabrecmc, @sineala, @starkravinghazelnuts, @starkrhxdes, @anthonyed
If Steve considered Tony “Earth’s best defender” in IW imagine what he must think of him now. You can’t tell me Steve Rogers doesn’t regard Tony Stark as one of the most - if not the greatest - man he’s ever known.
Sorry to disappoint you Marvel but alt!2012 is ours.
It’s the best timeline we fanfic authors could have possibly asked for:
Loki escapes with the Tesseract for parts unknown
Steve learns Bucky is alive two whole years ahead of schedule
Tony now has to rethink keeping the arc reactor in his chest and might get it removed much sooner
Thor, now without Loki, the Tesseract or even the Mind Stone, cannot return to Asgard empty handed, which means he will have no choice but to stay on Earth and bond with the other Avengers while they all search for him
Steve is supposedly loyal to HYDRA, which could lead to important information being slipped to him and speed up Bucky’s rescue
If JARVIS was still uploaded to Stark Tower and keeping tabs on everything like he always is in the IM movies, he more than likely has footage recorded of future!Tony sneaking into the tower and dressing up as a guard, future!Steve entering the tower while Loki is still in custody proving that he wasn’t just Loki in disguise, and Loki grabbing the Tesseract and gtfo'ing outta there
Bruce Banner now has a connection to the Ancient One that he doesn’t know about, and while I’m sure she’ll try to avoid him to preserve the timeline, with how much everything else is changing it’s anyone’s guess as to what happens next
Random street camera footage of two Hulks existing at the same time??? One acting as normal and the other being oddly unenthusiastic about ripping the aliens apart and smashing debris???
The Mind Stone is no longer in HYDRA’s possession, so they can’t use it to experiment on the Maximoffs
With the Loki series still on the horizon and our collective knowledge of what happens in the future movies, the story is now in our hands.
This is literally the timeline of our dreams. I don’t give a shit what the Russos or anyone else at Marvel says: this timeline belongs to the fandom and no one else.
peter: hangs up on nick fury
tony in heaven:
mr & mr smith
(commission for @yuniesan as part of @findingstony’s follower celebration.
angst w/ happy ending, hurt/comfort, misunderstandings, cheating allegations (that are false), secret identity, identity porn, mr. & mrs. smith au)
“Steve,” Tony says, face drawn, voice tight. “Steve, I’m sorry.”
Around them, ash drifts down from the sky like a light, soft snow. Stark Tower has been incinerated - the entire building, burned down to it’s very bones. They’re lucky that all its occupants managed to get out in time. All, that is, except Tony.
But Tony’s fine. He’s got a scratch on his face that’s still oozing blood down his temple, and he’ll probably be very bruised in the morning, but he’s fine. A building just landed on him, but he’s fine, because when the mortars came crashing down he was wearing a gold-titanium alloy suit. Because he’s Iron Man. He’s Steve’s husband, and a superhero, and Steve didn’t know.
Steve shakes his head. He knows it’s unfair of him to be acting like this, but he can’t seem to get himself under control of rationality. “I have to go,” he says. His voice is thick from the soot, but he knows Tony understands him, because his expression cracks as Steve watches. Steve can’t look him in the eye. “I can’t -“
“Steve,” Tony says, voice watery, now. “Please, don’t go. Please, we can talk about this, or, or -“
“I can’t,” Steve says, and takes a step back. “I can’t, Tony, I’m sorry, I need -“ He shakes his head again. “I can’t,” he says again, and turns to go.
“Sweetheart,” Tony says. He grabs Steve’s arm, but his grip is light, and Steve easily twists out of it. He doesn’t turn around; he goes.
His Ma would say he’s running. She’s probably right. Steve never wanted to be the type of person that runs from his problems. But right now, his body seems to have decided it’s his only option. He slips into the crowd - frantic parents, shaken victims, policeman carefully herding bystanders towards medical tents - and loses himself where Tony can’t find him.
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