Mary Natasha Feodorovna

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My stepfather is Indonesian hired by the Queen of England to keep me as his daughter with his wife who is a hired actress.

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Vacation

My husband Michael is planning to take me on a holiday trip to the Caribbean Islands.  So very excited!

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Since midnight, I was online.  Starting before midnight.  Stayed up till about 3 30 am.  Went to my room.  Slept for a short time.  Got up when I heard the lawn mowing machine outside my room.  Felt afraid that my thoughts were going to be mowed so I got up.  Then I went to my kitchen. Sat for a while on the computer looking at email and socal media.  Drew something on my app around 3 am about “Drink”.  Posted it.  Cannot remember what it looked like.  A blonde woman talking about wine and cigs, I think.  Something to do with what I felt.  Then I went back to sleep.  In my room.  Awoke around 2-ish.  Then now online and tweeting what I felt like.  I posted England cartoon, but can’t remember the title, it had England in the title.  I want to go to England now.  I think it’s time to go there, I pray that My God will hear My prayer.  If these next few days will be as bad as Monday was, and this weekend looming, I don’t know what I’ll end up.  I don’t want to say it will end my life but I believe it will take the will to live away, and these bad thoughts will make me want to sit llke a lump and take it all and not have the energy nor the wish to go without them.  This is what I think waiting and waiting to be rescued will do to me.  They seem to think that they have me dead to rights.  I do not think so.  But I’m trying to get enough goodness out of my daily life to keep going.  So now I will ask My Jesus to grant me this bit of goodness so that I’ll be able to survive day to day.

Mary N F 

Mary Ione M

Mary F

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Coffe too.

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I’m crushing on this Debbie Dress by LuLaRoe - It’s so lovely to wear.  Such a simple style and yet it enhances the curves of your body.  Take it and wear it to your favorite dates, and find a nice place in a cozy bookstore to attract the looks of those studious men who only want to meet intelligent women there.  LOL.

Shop my store:  https://shop.lularoebless.com/050678

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My Grey Beanie.  Made to order.  Order your today!

Etsy.com (MERRYAGNESKNITS) or www.marianmusings.com

It’s more than a fashion accessory, it’s a must have for those who have too much on their minds! LOL.

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Wouldn’t you love a Lula in your life? The CARLY Dress

Hi-Lo hem, runs large.  Check out my Facebook Lularoemaryionefaderan page for details.  

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