My dreams are too vivid sometimes I often confuse them with memories. Although I've had nightmares most commonly now. It's just that they don't turn into nightmares until I realize I'm in a dream. It'll be fun, I'll be having a good time and I'll just suddenly realize that I'm dreaming of course this can't be real. Then all of a sudden everything twists. What might have been someone or something befriending me and being nice quickly turns into some sort of beast of which I can never seem to fully look at during the dream. As if I angered it for realizing it wasn't real. I then become paralyzed in my dream as if I had sleep paralysis but was still dreaming and struggling to move. I'd wiggle stiffly like I have done before when waking up and not being able to move but I'm still in the dream and I'm not awake yet. I fight to move but mostly just to look at whatever beast was what I can only say would be attacking me but not as if to get rid of me but to keep me still. Feels like I'm being restrained as if it wasn't wanted for me to wake up. Suddenly I'd be awake the action of my eye lids opening not even occurring and the dream smears away as if it were an image on the top layer of water that was just drained and the real world sets back in. I glance around slowly before going back to sleep and once I do all is calm in my dream world again until I try to awake. It has been quite a while since I've woken up without having to fight to even wake up.
