Turning Pleasure, Into Punishment.
After some reading of my new erotic hypnosis book ... I’ve discovered that about a quarter of the book I’ve already done. I’ve been using hypnokink for years and barely knew it. I didn’t know that my process of claiming her as “mine” set the stage for having her subconsciously follow my orders. I’ve been told for years that “I like listening to you ramble.” or that “I’m fun to talk to” Some times she’d nearly fall asleep listening and I’d tell her many things I’d want to do ... Who knew I was programming her.
Among those ... one stands out.
She had been bratty, I was on my way. I’d told her to stop playing and wait for me. She didn’t. (I knew she wouldn’t, this one needed hands ON her or voice to obey.) I’d been learning how much control I had over her, as her master. I’d said, “if I can amplify or deny a sensation, I can change it.” She didn’t believe it and decided to disobey to egg me on.
As her punishment ... I told her; (hand on throat) “Slave, I’m turning your pussy into punishment. I’m going to show you how pinning you down and fucking you, will be punishment right now. Instead of pleasure, you’ll feel pain. Because what you believe can only be pleasure will be pain and fear ... (oh the look on her face) ... you can try not to give that safeword you also insist you’ll never use. I’m going to fuck you till you do. Don’t do it too early. Now, spread your legs for punishment, slave.”
Some time later, when she did give that safeword, (Bananna) tears streaming down her face. I stopped right here, still inside her and said; “Good girl. I believe you took all you could for me. *sobs* Your punishment is over, slave. The pleasure to come will be just as intense.” And right back to it ...
Two thrusts later, she was cumming. No change in position ... nothing. Apparently, When I said “Slave” ... I’d made it an open trigger, for me.
This was about 7 months in, of seeing her once to twice a week. By 9 months, she could cum from the order alone, if she was already ramped up.
How long and how often has this been part of how I see my dynamic? Is this the reason, an average sub who just wants to play some, is not deep enough for me? Is this why, without talking a lot ... it never really works well?
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