It's Now Or Never.

Dominique Love Marie. A girl who's waistline was a size 24 turned 38. I've decided to say a big 'Fuck you' to the world and be me and be happy with that. Twitter/IG: nikkibyln

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Blog Under Construction

Decided to blog again about my personal endeavors and reblog the things that I want but can’t have lol.

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[matabangdiyosa]

In A World Trying To Make You Feel Alone, I’ll Always Be By Your Side

In a world trying to make you feel ugly, I’ll show you your beauty; the beauty that lies within, the beauty that only a few people can show you, the beauty that you sometimes forget you have because of all the things people told you and all the lies they made you believe.

In a world trying to make you feel like a failure, I’ll remind you of your accomplishments, I’ll remind you of the days you fought so hard to be where you are today, I’ll remind you of the nights you couldn’t stop crying but you eventually found a way to smile again and I’ll remind you of how far you’ve come, how strong you are and how resilient you can be.

In a world trying to make you feel unloved, I’ll love you with all my heart. I’ll love you when you’re moody. I’ll love you when you’re weak. I’ll love you when you’re quiet. I’ll love you when you’re scared. I’ll love you when you’re lost and I’ll love you when you can’t name one single thing you love about yourself. I’ll write you a list of everything I love about you. I’ll see the things that no one sees, not even you. I’ll introduce you to a new kind of love. A love you never thought existed. The kind of love you deserve.

In a world trying to make you believe that everyone is shady, I’ll be the one thing that’s real. I’ll be kind. I’ll be genuine. I won’t take you for granted. I won’t only love you when you’re happy or rich or successful. I won’t walk out on you when you’re at your lowest. I won’t backstab you or disappoint you. I’ll always fight for you. I’ll always stand by you. I’ll always be on your side. We’ll always be on the same team, whether we win or lose. I’ll always be part of your team.

In a world trying to convince you that everyone is going to betray you, I’ll prove to you my loyalty time and time again. I’ll make you trust again. I’ll remind you that it’s okay to be vulnerable. I’ll remind you that not everyone you love will judge you. I’ll make you realize that history doesn’t always have to repeat itself. I’ll make you realize that some risks are worth taking and some chances can change your life. I’ll remind you that if you take a leap of faith, you can change your whole world. A world that makes you feel beautiful. A world that makes you feel safe. A world where you don’t have to worry about being alone, because I’ll always be right beside you.

[hplyrikz]

…I was interested in everything and committed to nothing.

Gregory David Roberts, Shantaram (via hplyrikz)

[bl-letters-i-never-sent-deactiv]

I sat in the shower and our song came on and for the first time in 6 months my heart didn’t automatically drop. I felt at ease with the fact it’s over, and that’s all I can ever ask for, one step at a time.

B.L letters I never sent  (via stephanietorno)

[wherewritersblockcomestodie]

And when he asked her how she was, she was brutally honest. “You know, it took me a very long time to find me again after you. I kept going back to the person I became when I was with you. I kept trying to be the girl who cared what a boy thought and I kept feeling like I was still under a microscope.” When she noticed his shoulders stiffening, she smirked. “I waited ten months, still being a girl that I wasn’t. I only posted things I thought you’d like. I only said things I wanted you to hear. And then one day, I woke up. Literally, but also figuratively.” He opened his mouth to say something but he didn’t make a sound. “I woke up, and I realized, ‘This is not me. This was never me,’” she said. “And now, I only post things that I like. Now, I only say things that I want to say.” It was her way of telling him that she had been good. Amazing, even. Because she realized that she was someone who laughed too hard and loved too much. She was reckless. And do you know how great it feels for a reckless girl to finally be released after spending months in a brace? It feels like a hurricane finally hitting dry land. It feels like freedom.

excerpt from an unfinished book #118 // “How have you been?” is a loaded question (via un-predictible)

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

Inside of all of us there is the need and the desire to be heard, to have our innermost thoughts, feelings and desires expressed for others to hear, to see and to understand. We all want to matter to someone.

Vicktor Alexander (via onlinecounsellingcollege)

[cherrys-acid]

Lets talk about how hard it is to open up to someone about being sad for no reason. Lets talk about how hard it is to explain to your friends and family that you have this heavy feeling in your chest for no reason. Lets talk about how hard it is to understand why you’re having a panic attack while just taking a walk back home. Lets talk about how hard it is to understand your own self and how scary it is to feel like the whole world is falling on your shoulders and you have no idea why .

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[buhaybabae]

Maturity grew in me after he left when I finally said, “I know he doesn’t deserve me but he still deserves real love so I’d still wish him that after all.”

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