the-jayce-matarazzo:
“… Okay, you have a point there… Is not like dad would really care, though, as long as it gets done” Jayce said after taking a few sips of his diet coke. “I guess I thought… that since they know how much I look up to you and how responsible you are… Look, it made sense a few minutes ago, okay? While I was panicking” he added with a sad chuckle and shaking his head. He was definitely going to need a drink the second this surreal situation was done. Jayce needed alcohol to process this. Especially when Jethro revealed how long have he been doing this. “Five years?! Jet! I… I don’t think anyone had any idea at home…” he said, surprised. So, his big brother had been having summers filled with men and sex for five years now… why did that idea turned him on so much? “Is that why your pants are so tight? Because… I’m not going to excuse my actions but you seemed like you wanted… attention” he added with a teasing chuckle. Then, after the other’s remark, he couldn’t help but blurt out. “What do you mean busy? Is not that hard settle… oh… I see…” he added, a smirk starting to appear on his face. Yeah, maybe his insatiable lust was part of his genes. “Alright, I will. Don’t you worry. But really, I won’t get into trouble… not that many, at least” he said with a chuckle. Oh, if only Jethro knew what kind of trouble he had gotten into the few days he had been at the camp, or since he had gotten out of home. “Alright… just asking… maybe you had a secret boyfriend too and I’d like all these kind of news to be delivered now” he said with a chuckle before going to give Jethro a hug. “Is… is it weird that I’m so happy that you are here too? Now that I know you are not going to take me away?”
“ i don’t ever want to find out. “ jet sighed out as his brother sipped his coke. he did not want to even imagine what his father would actually do or react to either of them coming out let alone being in a place like this. “ it’s ok, i get it now. we all freak out sometimes and this is kind of a weird situation. “ he shrugged, trying so hard to not think about how weird this truly was. he could tell his confession about his reoccurring visitations was a something extremely surprising for his little brother by the way he reacted. he was twenty-four and a bit more experienced, at least he assumed so because of their age gap. “ yeah, i’d like to keep it that way. “ jethro pointed a finger as jayce even though he knew he definitely wasn’t going to blurt this out at family dinner when he went back home. “ jayce.. “ he shook his head as his little brother asked if he was looking for attention dressing the way he was. “ i’m not going to lie to you, i do like attention but i don’t only wear these clothes to get it. these just happen to fit me good and make me look good. “ he chuckled as he shook his head again, what was that question? “ not that many? how many people have you slept with since you’ve been here? “ jethro furrowed his brows as his brother insinuated multiple sex partners already, it made him feel uncomfortable mostly because he still had that brotherly instinct to protect him, shield him as if he was still that little kid following him around. “ no boyfriend, not for a long time but i promise to tell you if that changes, ok? “ he replied before opening his arms wide as jayce went in for a hug, giving him a lil squeeze. “ what do you mean ? “
